Chaos in Xianzhou

Lover

Li Shu still goes to see Ran Yi and Chang Qiu every day, and seems to be completely unimpressed by their show of affection, as if turning a blind eye.

It's just that only he knows how sad he is in his heart. He suppresses his smile every day, and it's really hard to tell the truth.

But for the sake of Ran Yi, he still decided to do this. After all, he really wanted to give it a try and see if it was possible to be together.

"You said that Li Shu comes here every day, will he be very sad when the two of us look like this in front of him?"

Chang Qiu raised his head and looked at Ran Yi quietly, then frowned tightly. To be honest, he didn't want to show too much affection, just to dispel his idea, Chang Qiu could only do this .

"Even if it's sad, let's do it. We don't know what he is thinking at all, and then he is here every day, talking will cause us a little bit of trouble."

In fact, Ran Yi didn't want Li Shu to come to them every day, he hoped that he had his own things to do, but it seemed that he really should have a side-by-side talk with him.

Just this evening, when Li Shu came to Ran Yi and Chang Qiu's room again, Ran Yi patted Li Shu's shoulder lightly, and then said slowly:

"Let's go out for a walk, we need to talk to you about something."

Seeing Li Shu's confused look, Ran Yi didn't speak at first, and then turned around and left.

Immediately afterwards, Li Shu closely followed Ran Yi's pace, and even looked back at Chang Qiu, noticing that his expression was as usual, and suddenly felt that it was not fun at all.

In this way, Li Shu closely followed Ran Yi's pace, and the two of them came to the back garden one by one, feeling the moonlight shining coldly on the two of them, and Ran Yi looked extraordinarily serious at this time .

"Actually, I came here tonight just to have a good talk with you, to see what you think, and to have nothing to do every day.

What exactly are we going to do when we come to our room. "

Li Shu didn't expect that Ran Yi would say such a thing to him. In fact, he had been unscrupulous before because he was afraid that Ran Yi would be embarrassed.

But today I didn't expect Ran Yi to be so careless, spreading all the words on the surface, so that she couldn't react for a while.

"I just want to get closer to you, the bed is the person you like, so I..."

Li Shu didn't say the rest of the words, just lowered his head, and then twisted his sleeves tightly with his hands, with a grievance on his face, which made people feel very distressed.

Ran Yi took a deep breath. In fact, after getting along for such a long time, he had already figured out what Li Shu's current situation was like, and he was just pretending to be pitiful.

It is even said that his temperament is basically clear, it is just to tease her, in fact, Ran Yi doesn't understand why Li Shu is like this, he just finds it inexplicably strange.

"I think you have more important things to do every day, there is no need to be around us every day, you don't have any free time for yourself like this.

To be honest, we are quite guilty. We hope you spend more time on your own affairs. In fact, we don’t object to you living here. One more friend and one more way out.

But there is no need to look like this, I hope you spend a lot of time on yourself, and then don't come to us every night. "

After Ran Yi said this, he patted Li Shu on the shoulder, turned around and left, but he didn't see Li Shu's disappointed eyes, and he was about to cry.

Just like that, Ran Yi left here without looking back, leaving Li Shu alone, standing stubbornly at the beginning, but then slowly slipped down and squatted on the ground.

He hugged his head tightly with both hands, and then shed tears silently. I don't know why he always puts Ran Yi in memory

The person in front of him overlapped, and he even said that he always thought it was the same person.

"Why do you even treat me like this? Didn't you say that you will always treat me well? Didn't you say that I am the only one in this life? Why?"

The smiling face of that person slowly appeared in Li Shu's mind, and the gentle and doting eyes fell on him, saying that he would not be blamed for what he did in front of him.

Maybe this person is not Ran Yi at all, because there is someone who cares more about this man like Ran Yi in his heart, and that person is Chang Qiu, not himself.

"Maybe you should have woken up a long time ago, he is no longer in this world, why do you still have to look for someone who is so similar to him, and then hurt yourself over and over again.

Li Shu, wake up, maybe you really should start your life again, forget all the people, and live your own life again. "

Li Shu encouraged himself over and over again in his heart, but he found that it didn't seem to have any effect, because it was mainly because he remembered that person, and his heart throbbed.

He raised his head and glanced at the sky, only to find that his eyes were already filled with tears, and he couldn't see anything clearly.

Gently closing my eyes, tears slid down the corners of my eyes to the outline of my face, and then dripped on the ground, even a few mischievous drops fell into my mouth, the bitter taste was not good at all.

Li Shu just looked up at the sky, and he even felt that he really should give up, because he had tortured himself like this for almost five years.

Originally, I thought I would go on like this forever, but I didn't expect to meet Ran Yi today, as if he was still alive, and then he frowned and told himself some great principles.

Li Shu stood up abruptly, then staggered and turned back to his room, he needed to be alone now.

After returning to the room, he fell on the bed without thinking about anything, then closed his eyes, and just let the tears run down his cheeks unscrupulously.

In an instant, the crying became louder and louder. Li Shu was like a helpless child. He really hoped that his lover could come back and hug him tightly, but all this seemed impossible. .

"When will you come back to see me? Do you know that I really miss you? Do you know how regretful I am? If you hadn't had a showdown with your father, wouldn't you have died? "

But it's useless to say these words now, because the person he loves has already disappeared in this world, and he can't even trace his tail.