Chaos in Xianzhou

remember the past

"Can you tell me about what happened to you before? I want to know more about you. I used to tell you about my childhood."

Huang Songjin felt that Qin Feng must have suffered a lot of grievances when he was a child, or the days of licking blood on the tip of a knife, so he wanted to know her and approached her.

Qin Feng took a deep breath. Although she knew that Huang Songjin had no malicious intentions, this was the most painful part of his childhood. If he was not mentally prepared, he really didn't intend to say it.

It's just that Qin Feng himself knows that the relationship between her and Huang Songjin is a bit too restrained. Since the two of them revealed their feelings to each other, the atmosphere has not changed.

"Well... wait a minute, and I will tell you about my childhood when there are fewer people."

Qin Feng still decided to tell Huang Songjin that she felt that this was the biggest step between two people.

Huang Songjin nodded happily after hearing this, thinking that this matter would not be successful, but did not expect...

Thinking of this, Huang Songjin couldn't control the smile on the corner of his mouth, and his whole body curved greatly.

After a simple and rough meal, Huang Songjin took Qin Feng's hand and went into the room, saying as he walked: "Hurry up, you can talk about it after we get back to the room."

Just like this, Qin Feng was pulled by Huang Songjin, and the two walked quickly into the room. At this moment, Chang Qiu and Ran Yi came out, and when they saw them, the expressions on their faces were a little ambiguous.

Qin Feng rolled his eyes at Chang Qiu and Ran Yi, always feeling that the thoughts in their minds were dirty, but he still didn't want to reveal this matter.

Huang Songjin scratched his head in embarrassment. He just wanted Qin Feng to tell him about it, so he couldn't let Chang Qiu and Ran Yi listen to it.

"I said, what are you two doing?"

In order to get rid of Chang Qiu and Ran Yi quickly, Huang Songjin asked, with obvious urgency in his eyes, which seemed to say: What should we do, don't disturb me and Qin Feng.

Chang Qiu burst out laughing, looked at Huang Song Jinhou's anxious look, but explained in a good-tempered manner:

"It will be a day before we come back, so I miss Lin Lin a little bit and plan to bring him back."

Huang Songjin nodded knowingly, and as expected, this room looks very empty without Lin Lin around.

"Do you need us to go? The two of us can help too."

This is just a polite remark, and Chang Qiu has already heard it, and shook his head with a smile and said:

"We're just bringing him back. We don't need so many people at all. You two can have fun in the room, but the movement should be quieter.

And if Lin Lin comes back, it's best for the two of you to take him in. The child is too young to understand anything, and I don't want him to be exposed to these things too early. "

...

Qin Feng didn't know what to say, so she could only choose to be silent at this time, and then watched Ran Yi and Chang Qiu leave.

Huang Songjin directly pulled Qin Feng into the room, then sat obediently on the chair, listening to Qin Feng slowly said:

"I remember that I was about four years old when I first went to Sishamen. At that time, I said that my parents died, so I was very sensitive and vulnerable.

The head of the sect told me that the main reason for bringing me here is to let me do things for them. If I can do well, then maybe I will set you free.

And it's sort of a shelter, and there are a lot of kids your age, and they're the same as you, are all here.

In fact, I decided to stay here after listening to the door master's words. After all, I didn't know where to go.

It's just that later it became my nightmare, because the door owner put us in a forest, where we didn't bring our own food, only a sharp knife and flint.

And the things for everyone are limited, so you have to make more of your own things by killing people to keep yourself alive. "

Recalling the scene at that time, even now Qin Feng is still trembling, she can't help but recall the child who raised the knife at her at that time.

His whole body was covered with blood, even his face was covered with blood, of course it was other people's blood, but coupled with his ferocious expression, Qin Feng was terrified.

Huang Songjin could see that Qin Feng was trembling, so he hurried forward and hugged her, and touched her head with some distress:

"If you don't want to say it, then don't say it. I don't want to hear it anymore. You just need to see that you are well now."

Qin Feng shook his head slowly, she is trying hard to say this now, so that she will bravely forget the past and start a new life.

"Later, that was the first time I shot, a sharp knife stabbed straight into his chest, and then I was stunned.

Because I know that if it is not for him to die, then I will die. I try my best to live in this world, so I can't die.

In the end, only ten children were selected, and we were picked up. We started this cruel training every day, and started our aimless life. "

In fact, when she first came to Sishamen, Qin Feng knew how to laugh, she would smile at everyone, and even said that she would greet everyone sweetly when she woke up in the morning.

Later, the big brother told her not to be too kind to everyone, because then you will find that you are the one who gets hurt.

Because all people will put their own interests first, if it threatens their own life, then everything is nothing, let alone the so-called friends.

From then on, Qin Feng will restrain the smile on his face, and when he sees them again, it is just a little bit

head.

Everyone said that Qin Feng had matured, but Qin Feng knew that it was bought with the lives of her countless friends, and later he frantically wanted to leave this organization.

That's why he frantically took on missions. Not all missions could be successful. Once, he almost died by someone else's knife. Fortunately, the elder brother came in time.

When Qin Feng realized that he had finished speaking, his face was full of tears. It was the sadness of my fear when I was a child and my indifference to human feelings.

Huang Songjin hugged Qin Feng silently. In fact, he didn't know what to do with him, but now he felt sorry for her inexplicably.

"Okay, now that you've come out, you can rest assured that those days are now far away from you."