[Mind test] natal reversal wear

I said the wrong thing, Teng Xiuxing is the one who saw the cause of his death now, what he needs now is care, meticulous care, how can I say that I like him because he died? !God, what the hell am I doing? !

The more I thought about it, the more I felt like a fool, so I just found an excuse and left.

When I went back to the dormitory, I told my roommates what had happened, and the group of guys disgusted me and said that I was hopeless.

So Nima said it was because my EQ was so low that she couldn't stand it, and she was willing to help me with some tricks.

In fact, after thinking about it, everyone mistakenly mistook sympathy and pity for liking because they were young and ignorant.

I didn't realize it, and by the time I did, I was in it.

Sonimazhi's move is to boil the frog in warm water.

She wants me to treat Teng Xiuxing from now on like a comrade, giving him warmth like spring, following him closely, packing up everything for him, and giving him the most comfortable living environment until he can't leave me.

I accepted this proposal, and occasionally went to Teng Xiuxing in a panic to follow the class. When there was no class, I took the computer to find him. We watched some interesting videos together. Sometimes he felt bored and took him out for a walk. , I received a comment about a bunch of flowers stuck in cow dung.

But I don't think, I like him more and more, occasionally looking at his side face can make me look crazy, and he knocked on the forehead as a warning.

I changed a lot for him. For example, I secretly looked at the recipes and dreamed of giving him a surprise one day without ever going into the kitchen.For example, I stopped reading those who swiped the screen of Weibo all day long, and even stopped writing as a hobby. Except for the three-dimensional people, I completely saved myself from the virtual fantasy of the Internet.

Occasionally, when I see someone shouting that my life is too far away, I always have to reply coldly in my heart, "My life is already living with me in reality!"

Yes, ever since the seniors came back from their internships, Teng Xiuxing rented a house not far from the school. The rent was not too expensive. I planned to save some money to pay for it, but he refused immediately and took out half a year’s rent on the spot. .

He didn't say how the money came from, and I didn't ask.

I summed up my mental journey at that time, which is roughly like this: Benming appeared in front of me——I got along very well with Benming——My relationship with Benming soared—I think Benming should also like me——Benming It’s so kind to me, I want to treat my life better—I like him more and more—I like him very much—what to do, I feel that I can’t do without him—I want to confess to him!

The roommates looked surprised, "You have been together for so long, and you haven't confirmed your relationship after half a day?!" So Nima felt incredible.

Chaochao was amazed, "There are people like you now, what a great Plato is reincarnated!"

Xiao Shui: "...Xiaoyu, come on!"

I was so moved that I wanted to cry, I hugged Xiao Shui and kissed fiercely.

The time was set for the next day. I rushed over to say that I liked him very recklessly, and waited anxiously for the answer, but in the end there was only a moment of silence.

"Ah, ah, I see," I said.

He shrugged, "I'm a hound, I can't be stuck with you."

My head wasn't working, but I knew right away what he meant, "You feel like I've imprisoned you? You don't feel comfortable around me?"

I was so sad that I was dying, tears came out all at once, and the more I wiped, the more tears flowed. "Teng Xiuxing, I fucking like you so much, how could you treat me like this!"

4. Chapter 4

He froze for a moment, but still turned his head and replied indifferently, "If you like me, I will treat you well. What kind of reasoning is this? Although I am really happy with you, I have lost my freedom since I was five years old." , it is rare for this world not to be disturbed by the serabi system, staying by your side for so long is enough, I decided to leave."

leave?

Leave...he wants to leave!

Teng Xiuxing wants to leave me? !

No, absolutely not!

My brain was running fast, and I quickly searched for a solution, but there was none.

Teng Xiuxing is just like his appearance, a lynx that can tear everything apart, he can be gentle, he can act like a baby, and he can make you leave mercilessly when you let your guard down, because in his heart there is nothing like freedom more important.

I can't figure it out...

This recognition made the tears flow more fiercely, and the grievances in my heart had accumulated to a certain extent, so I couldn't cry on the road with the most people.

Teng Xiuxing stayed with me until my mood stabilized.

He was very conscientious and dragged me to a stone bench beside me to cry, but he didn't say a word to comfort me.

I looked down at my feet and didn't want to talk to him. Lunch time was lost in tears. I planned to skip the afternoon class. I stared at him with red eyes, "Did you really not like me at all?"

In fact, my heart is still nervous, but there is nothing more sorrowful than heartbreak. I am probably already desperate, so there is nothing wrong.

He didn't look me in the eyes, just leaned against the tree, the wind blew his hair slightly, his handsome face was expressionless, behind him was the blue sky and white clouds, the weather was terrible.

"Yes." He said, "I thought liking you was enough, but I desire freedom more."

"Then you go and play! You can go out to play and see all over the world, and I will wait for you here. As long as you remember to come back!"

"Impossible!" Teng Xiuxing scratched her hair, "I really don't want you to wait at all."

"why?"

"You're a good girl, just not with me." Teng Xiuxing said, rubbing my hair.

After this incident, we didn’t see each other for many days. My roommates noticed my gloomy appearance, and the ins and outs were learned through a few eye contacts, so Nima hugged me.

"You and us," she said.

My tears flowed again.

The heart injured by Teng Xiuxing regained vitality, and I decided to ask him out to talk again.

So Nima and the others wanted to come and be chased away by me. I had to settle my own affairs, so I declined their kindness, and I arrived at the appointed place nervously.

The meeting place is a coffee shop where we often meet.

He arrived earlier than me again.

When we made an appointment to hang out together, he always arrived first, even though I would arrive half an hour earlier every time.

I like the feeling of waiting for him, just thinking about it makes me happy, but now the feeling of joy has become bitter, flowing in my chest like a dick, which makes me feel so painful.

"Please live the lifestyle you like." We were relatively silent for a long time, and I was the one to speak.

I took out an ID card from my bag, "This is for you. Because you don't have a household registration certificate, it's a bit difficult to get it as a person with amnesia, so I'm really sorry for the delay."

He didn't move, I sighed and put the ID card on his desk, "You take it... ID card is very important in this world..."

Teng Xiuxing looked at me and said, "I'm going to visit Japan."

I was taken aback, and smiled and said, "I can guess it. When I first met you, I discussed with my roommates to collect money to let you go back to Akihabara. Then I thought you didn't have an ID card, so I gave up."

He didn't answer, and said again: "I am very grateful for your care, and I like you very much. If we get along longer, maybe I won't leave, but... this world is not my world after all, I don't feel like I belong here." He looked at his hands and moved his lips. "I am so sorry."

When I came, I had already made enough mental preparations, and what he said was similar to what I thought.But now my eyes are sore again, and I want to cry again.I continued to twitch the corners of my mouth, wanting to continue laughing, but found that even my face was terribly stiff.

I can't even tell the false politeness, and I have a moment of pain.

The pain of being rejected by the person I like makes me sad, and my chest hurts like being torn apart.As if he didn't notice me, he continued: "I want to see the world. I have been under the captivity of the rabbi system before, so... Ah, it is much easier to say it. Now I want to hit me If I do, I won't fight back."

He smiled brightly, as if he had let go of some heavy burden. I had never seen him smile so naturally. Only then did I realize that he who was with me before was all trying to force himself.

The pictures of getting along with each other in the past six months appeared in front of my eyes like flowers in a mirror, but in the end I just bowed to him and tried my best to wish his wish come true.

I turned around and left, and the moment I turned my back, tears rolled down my face. You could see me very ugly from the glass window of the cafe. I lowered my head and walked away quickly.

"I'll send you a postcard." Teng Xiuxing shouted behind me, but I didn't answer or look back.

I hid in the street behind the cafe and cried so loudly, I vaguely heard Chaochao's "Here!" I was hugged, one pair, two pairs,...five pairs.

Five pairs of arms hugged me, trapped me firmly, five heads squeezed in front of my eyes, the smell of various shampoos mixed into a new aroma, and the six of us cried like idiots all afternoon.

In the end we were dragged away by the head of the room, Ashe.

"Does it still hurt?" she asked.

I shook my head. "It doesn't hurt anymore."

The wound caused by Teng Xiuxing was healed at this moment, and my strength was beyond imagination.

I gradually shifted the focus of my life to my studies. Four years have passed, and I have not returned to my hometown to work. I have settled down in the city where I was a university student. My work has been smooth and I plan to take root here.

So Nima always said that I can't forget Teng Xiuxing, and I won't argue at this time. Haven't seen "Psycho-Pass" since, plot