love is not allowed in hell

When Gu Liye saw Xie Weixian let his hair down for the first time, he stayed there for more than 2 minutes.

Because the impact is too great.

Even after 2000 years, Chen Liye still clearly remembers the scene at that time.

At that time they had already come together and slept in the same room for the first time.Xie Weixian is a very strict person, he must dress properly in front of people, and only let his hair loose at night when he is going to sleep.So, that was the first time Gu Liye saw Xie Weixian let his hair down.

It was very dark at that time, the wind and snow in Saibei were crying and howling outside, and the candle on the bedside table was flickering.

Xie Weixian was only wearing underwear at that time.He stretched out his hand to untie the hair tie, and his long hair immediately covered his shoulders like splashes of ink.

You have to admit that he is a good-looking person. Although he is usually domineering and fierce, and basically no one dares to praise him, he is indeed a good-looking person.

He looks heroic when he puts his hair up, but if the long hair is loosened, the whole person will look softer.

This tenderness is about to kill her.

At that time, Jing'an Hou Xie Weixian parted his hair, then stretched out his hand to brush the hair that was scattered around his face behind his ears, turned his head to look at Chen Liye, and saw that he was staring at him in a daze.

Xie Weixian froze for a moment.

Then, he asked Gu Liye, "What's wrong?"

The night watchman Xie Weixian parted his hair, then reached out and stroked the hair that was scattered around his face behind his ears, turned his head to look at Chen Liye, and saw that he was staring at him in a daze.

Xie Weixian froze for a moment.

Everything that happened in front of him was so familiar that he couldn't help but feel like the scene was recurring.

So in a trance, he asked what he said 2000 years ago.

"……What's wrong?"

Chen Liye was also taken aback for a moment, and then suddenly chuckled.

"No." He said, "I think you are so beautiful."

After Xie Weixian got such an answer, he also smiled helplessly.

He laughed and scolded, "I don't know how to put it another way."

Chen Liye laughed until his eyes narrowed, and said, "Because it's really pretty."

"Understood, let's eat your meal."

Chen Liye suddenly became in a good mood, so he nodded, picked up the bowl and picked up the noodles again.

Xie Weixian grabbed his shirt and took it off.In an instant, the wounds on his upper body that had healed for several years were once again exposed to Chen Liye's eyes.Chen Liye's good mood was struck by lightning immediately, and the scene of Xie Weixian's death came to him again.

Chen Liye's guilt for causing the tragedy because he rebelled too late hit Chen Liye's heart again.The light in his eyes suddenly disappeared, and the movements of his hands also stopped, and he suddenly felt tasteless.After holding the bowl for a while, he slowly put the bowl on the table and turned to look at Xie Weixian.

Xie Weixian just finished putting on two sets of clothes, and the wounds on his body were firmly covered.

The upper body of the clothes he picked consisted of a white short T and a plaid shirt on the outside. There was a line of English written on the short T. Unfortunately, Xie Weixian didn't know what English was at that time. He never learned it. I can't even understand what the sentence is.

After changing all the clothes on his upper body, he turned his head and asked, "How is it?"

He couldn't look in the mirror, so he could only ask Chen Liye.But when he turned around, he saw Chen Liye looking at him with an uncomfortable expression.

Chen Liye was looking at him, but Xie Weixian knew very well that he was definitely not looking at his clothes.

He only thought about it for a moment.

The guilt in Chen Liye's heart was doing evil.

Although he usually hides it very well, he still has a deep sense of self-blame for the fact that he rebelled too late.Xie Weixian became like this, of course he would think it was his fault that he died.If he had not died, if he had rebelled earlier, then Xie Weixian would not have had that night.

Xie Weixian smiled helplessly, walked around the sofa, walked up to him and squatted down, looked into his eyes and said: "Don't think about it, it's not your fault."

Chen Liye didn't say anything, but still looked at him very unhappy.He didn't know what to say, so he just kept silent without saying a word, so silent that his eyes were full of sadness.

"...Don't look like that." Xie Weixian said, "It feels like I've done something wrong again."

"...No." Chen Liye lowered his eyes, lowered his head deeply, and said in a muffled voice, "You are right."

"You are right." Xie Weixian said, "At that time... there was no way."

Chen Liye did not speak.By doing this, he was silently telling Xie Weixian that "it was my fault".

Xie Weixian sighed, and called him: "Chen Liye."

Chen Liye didn't look up.

Xie Weixian was helpless, Wei Wei stood up and stretched out her hand again, gently holding his face up, forcing him to look up.

"Look at me." He said, "Listen, you're right, it's not that you didn't rebel in advance. I killed so many people because I was willing, and now you are willing to accompany me because you are willing. You and I were originally It's just wishful thinking, no one is wrong, okay?"

Chen Liye's eye circles turned red again.

"Don't cry." Xie Weixian said helplessly, "You are not wrong, even if you have rebelled a long time ago, they must have other ways to deal with me. There are many things involved behind this, and you can't guarantee that all border troops will be right. I am loyal enough to be willing to rebel with me, human nature is hard to say, maybe there will be traitors in it. Besides, Feng Huan is so smart, since he knows your relationship with me, he may have investigated deeply long ago. Post station There is already his eyeliner in the letter, and if there is one more letter like that in so many blank letters, he will definitely find something wrong. That is to say, even if you reverse in advance, we may not be better than now."

Chen Liye pursed his lips, and said in a muffled voice, "But..., it's true that I... made a mistake."

"You didn't." Xie Weixian said, "You're not wrong, Li Ye, they taught you that way since childhood, and your father asked you that way before he died... It's not your fault that the Gu family is on you."

Chen Liye took a breath, but still refused to forgive himself, and said, "But I failed you..."

"You didn't." Xie Weixian said, "You stayed there for three days and wanted to wait for me, and now you still love me, and you are willing to accompany me in hell. How can you let me down? What's wrong with you?"

Chen Liye opened his mouth, wanting to say something more, but before he could say anything, Xie Weixian immediately opened his mouth again, blocking all his words: "Remember it, Chen Liye, you are not wrong."

"Stop blaming yourself, no one blames you." Xie Weixian said, "Don't feel guilty, I am your real sin."

Chen Liye was choked up by his words.

As Xie Weixian was talking, he reached out to touch his earlobe, then leaned over, leaned in front of him, and gently kissed him on the forehead.

Chen Liye couldn't bear this the most, tears burst out immediately.

As soon as Xie Weixian let go of him and lowered his head, he saw tears falling out of Chen Liye's eyes again.

"...Why are you crying again?"

Xie Weixian was very helpless, sighed and took him into his arms, patting his back and shaking him gently, like a child.

"It's okay." General Xie coaxed while patting him, "It's all over, no one cares about that anymore."

Chen Liye sobbed lightly in his arms.

Xie Weixian didn't speak any more, just patted him on the back gently to coax him.He knew that it was useless to say any more, as much as Chen Liye valued him, this guilt would cause him as much pain.The person who tied the bell had to be untied, and only he could kill Chen Liye's guilt.

"I don't regret it, Chen Liye." He could only say, "I really don't regret it."

He didn't say he didn't regret anything.Maybe it's because I don't regret loving him, or maybe I don't regret killing so many people that night, or maybe I don't regret becoming a night watchman for this, and wandering in the depths of hell for thousands of years.

But it's more likely to be a combination of these.

Chen Liye cried in his arms for a while, and after he finished crying, he slowly raised his head.

Xie Weixian let go of him, and looked down.Seeing that Chen Liye's eyes were still red, he looked at him sadly, looking a little aggrieved.

"...the eyes hurt a little," he said.

"Let me see."

As Xie Weixian spoke, he touched his eyes.Chen Liye's eyes were red from crying, and he also narrowed his eyes slightly, not sure if it was because of the pain or because Xie Weixian touched him.

"I guess you were crying." Xie Weixian said, "You cried in hell before, did you feel a little pain at that time?"

Chen Liye thought for a moment, then nodded: "It seems to be a little bit, I haven't noticed it before."

"I'll just say it. After coming out, the physical condition of the participants will recover. If you feel pain now, it will definitely hurt at that time." Xie Weixian let go of him while talking, and then stretched out his hand to rub him Hair, said, "Your eyes will hurt after crying, I remember this. There is no way, let's put some eye drops."

Chen Liye muttered, "I don't want to use that."

"...Then what do you want to do?"

Chen Liye narrowed one eye: "Show me off."

"..."

Xie Weixian's expression cracked, and he immediately flew up and slapped him lightly on the head: "It's not sand, what's the use of blowing the pipe!?"

Chen Liye laughed out of tears, and smirked at him.

Xie Weixian looked at him with a smirk, but frowned slightly, his face turned serious.

He knew him, and Chen Liye would probably always regret the fact that the rebellion was too late.

But it wasn't his fault at all.His father asked him so before he died, and the husband who taught him to grow up also asked him that way, and there were pairs of eyes staring at him closely.Xie Weixian knew that under the pressure of the capital, he would inevitably have the idea of ​​"I can't be a criminal" - otherwise, he would follow the wishes of the group of officials, and they would jump up and say, "am I right".

It's so fucking stupid, and a person would think it's too fucking stupid.

Gu Liye was indeed like this.But at the same time, he has struggled.

Xie Weixian knew what it was like.

He also knew that Chen Liye would not be able to get rid of the shackles of his previous life for a while, and if he wanted Chen Liye to get rid of it, Xie Weixian had to come.It's up to Xie Weixian to tell him that everything is over, and it's up to Xie Weixian to fish him out of the abyss again.

But this time, there was only one way - stay with him and melt away the damn guilt.

Xie Weixian thought very clearly, he stretched out his hand to touch Chen Liye's earlobe again, and said, "Anyway, you remember it, you will never feel guilty when you are with me."

The smile on Chen Liye's face froze for a moment, then he pursed his lips and nodded slightly.

"I'll go find eye drops for you." Xie Weixian reached out and rubbed his head, and said, "Lie down."

After finishing speaking, Xie Weixian turned around and went to look for eye drops in the TV cabinet. Chen Liye put all the medicines in the TV cabinet, and Xie Weixian still turned them over, so he still remembered.

Chen Liye said, "It's not there, it's in my bedroom, on the first floor of the bedside table."

"Oh." Xie Weixian responded to show that he understood, and then couldn't help saying, "Are you still lying down?"

Chen Liye smiled helplessly, fell back and lay on his back on the sofa.His eyes really hurt a little, so he closed his eyes and let out a long sigh.

The lingering guilt in his heart that had been haunting him since he remembered everything finally dissipated a little at this moment.

Not long after he lay back on the sofa, he heard Xie Weixian's footsteps coming back.

Chen Liye opened his eyes, and saw Xie Weixian walking back with eye drops.He wore his hair down, but the clothes really matched him, just as Chen Liye expected, he wore a loose style to make him slim, and the way he was trimmed made Chen Liye's eyes shine brightly, making his eyes dizzy. It hurts a little more.

"Give it to me." Chen Liye reached out for eye drops and said, "I'll do it myself."

"I'll do it." Xie Weixian didn't listen to him, and said, "I will, what are you worried about?"

Chen Liye: "..."

Xie Weixian was like this before, if he wants to take care of him, then General Xie must take full responsibility, nothing can be left behind, he goes into the kitchen and into the hall again, wish he could be his mother.

Chen Liye had no choice but to put down his hands and surrender: "Then be gentle."

Xie Weixian snorted, took some eye drops, then went to Chen Liye's side, opened his eyelids and dripped the drops.

This feeling is too difficult to describe in words, Chen Liye was inexplicably nervous to death, and quickly grabbed Xie Weixian's coat.

Xie Weixian said he would, then he really would.He smoothly dripped the medicine into Chen Liye's eyes, it felt cool, Chen Liye couldn't help hissing in a low voice, and suddenly closed the eye dripped with medicine, all the bones in his body tensed.

"Relax." Xie Weixian patted his hand holding his clothes, and said, "There is another side, be obedient and open your eyes."

Chen Liye curled his lips, and bravely opened the other eye.

After both eyes were dripped with eye drops, Chen Liye couldn't open his eyes for a while.Xie Weixian leaned forward, twisted the eye drops and put them on the coffee table, before he could go back, Chen Liye, who was clutching his clothes tightly, thought he was going to leave, and immediately grabbed his clothes vigilantly in the darkness, Said: "Where are you going?"

"...I'm not going anywhere." Xie Weixian said, "I just put the eye drops on the table."

"Then you can't leave." Chen Liye closed his eyes, moved his hand up very vigilantly, and held him tighter, "What will I do if you leave?"

"Where can I go?" Xie Weixian said helplessly, "Okay, you relax, don't you worry about me?"

While talking, Xie Weixian fell back on the sofa in order to reassure Chen Liye.Chen Liye was stunned for a moment, then groped around in the darkness, and hugged Xie Weixian just like that.His whole body collapsed on Xie Weixian's body, and his head rested on his shoulder, sticking to it like a piece of brown sugar.

Xie Weixian took it for granted, and wrapped his arms around his waist.

Xie Weixian looked up at the chandelier in Chen Liye's living room.It suddenly occurred to him that Chen Liye chose to hide at home in order to avoid hell, but he couldn't hide from Lord Hades, and was thrown into hell by this chandelier.

Who is that?

Oh...it seems to be stone pressure.

As soon as he thought of the stone crushing hell, he didn't stop. He thought of the little bastard girl who gave Chen Liye a stone rose.

Thinking of that rose, a vein burst out on Xie Weixian's face.

If Chen Liye dared to accept him at that time, Xie Weixian would definitely punish him to death today.

Xie Weixian was itching his teeth thinking about that rose, when he suddenly thought of the pair of guides in the Stone Pressure Hell.

The pair of twins.

He remembered that they seemed to have said something to him in hell.They said he still didn't understand, that he was obsessed with it, that he didn't see the problem.

"You were born in the summer night and the first moon, fought in the nine cold days, and died in the dawn of spring."

"You know, you know, you should know."

"But live to die."

Xie Weixian: "..."

He almost forgot about it.

He called out: "Chen Liye."

Chen Liye raised his head in his arms with his eyes closed: "Huh?"

Xie Weixian asked a question that he thought he was very sick: "What do you think I should know?"

Chen Liye: "...? Huh?"

The author has something to say: This chapter has such a small knife orz

感谢在2020-10-0422:59:12~2020-10-0521:35:53期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

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