love is not allowed in hell

The two of them hugged each other tightly for a long time, choking all the unwillingness in their hearts to each other.

They finally crossed the long river of 2000 years.

Xie Weixian hugged him tightly, his hands trembling, and he didn't want to let go at all.

But as soon as he closed his eyes, he would inevitably see a mirror—the mirror in hell, which reflected Chen Liye's sinful side.

It was him in that mirror.It was him who broke into the imperial palace for Gu Liye 2000 years ago and walked in the moonlit night covered in blood.

He understood that he was Chen Liye's fault.The reason why his name was included in the column of crimes on those confessions was not because of a bug that appeared because he came in under the identity of Chen Liye, nor was it because the names of the participants were too close to the column of crimes that he was kicked into the crime. not in the pen, but because—he is sin.

If he didn't die, Chen Liye would be trapped in hell for a day.

But Xie Weixian didn't want to let go.His hands trembled, his heart struggled, and he fought with himself for a long time.After stalemate with himself for a long time, he finally bowed his head to sin and hell, and sighed tremblingly in Chen Liye's arms.

"...Chen Liye." He said, "Listen to me."

Chen Liye's voice was still a little choked up, so he replied vaguely: "En."

"..."

Xie Weixian suddenly didn't know how to speak.He pursed his lips, lowered his eyes, was silent for a moment, and after organizing his words for a while, he said, "I can't follow you anymore."

"..."

Xie Weixian originally thought that Chen Liye was going to be in a hurry with him, crying and shouting at him, and he was ready to take on these things.

But Chen Liye was unexpectedly calm.He didn't move, still hugged Xie Weixian tightly, only took a light breath, and asked him: "Why?"

"..."

Xie Weixian didn't respond, he was still trying to suppress the emotions in his heart that were about to swallow him up.He had too much unwillingness to say it, but once he said it, he would never be able to leave Chen Liye again.

can not say.

But he wanted to say.

Xie Weixian remained silent for a while.

Chen Liye didn't urge him, nor pressed him.After a long silence, he reached out and patted Xie Weixian, and whispered softly in his ear: "It's okay, speak slowly, I'll wait for you."

Xie Weixian's eyes turned red again.

But the general lingered on for 2000 years, and had already cultivated his terrifying concentration in loneliness. He took a deep breath and swallowed back the unwillingness that was about to pour out of his mouth.

"...I am your sin."

He finally said it with a trembling voice.

Chen Liye didn't answer, he seemed to be stunned.

Xie Weixian went on to say: "I was the one who sent you to hell...it was all me."

"You're right... I suddenly broke into your life and disrupted your life trajectory, from the very beginning..."

Chen Liye interrupted him suddenly: "I know."

Xie Weixian was suddenly interrupted by him, and couldn't help but froze for a moment.After listening to what he said, my mind suddenly became confused.He got up from Chen Liye's arms all of a sudden, then looked into his eyes, and asked in disbelief: "...what?"

"...I know." Chen Liye said to him with red eyes, "I already knew it was because of you."

"...??"

Xie Weixian was really confused now, and the expression on his face suddenly distorted: "You knew it earlier!?"

Chen Liye's eyes were still red, he sniffed and nodded.

The eyes are full of firmness.

Xie Weixian knew him best, he knew that Chen Liye was not lying when he showed such eyes.

He was bewildered, completely bewildered.

"...you...you..." Xie Weixian couldn't even speak, and after "you" for a while, he finally burst out a complete sentence in disbelief, "you... when did you know of??"

"...After coming out of the Knife Mountain Hell." Chen Liye said in a hoarse voice, "I asked you if your name is still on the confession statement. You tell me that sometimes... I will know."

"..."

Xie Weixian couldn't even utter a word.

Sword Mountain Hell.

That was the third hell that Chen Liye entered - the evil mirror hell was the seventh.

Chen Liye already knew about it when he was in Daoshan.He clearly knows how he can completely leave hell, but he has never done that, and has been going in and out of hell with his sin, staying by his side—he simply knows that there are tigers in the mountains, and he prefers to walk in the mountains of tigers.

Xie Weixian didn't know what to say to him for a moment, angry and wanted to cry, and shouted at him incoherently: "...Are you stupid? What are you trying to do!?"

"I'm trying to figure you out..." Chen Liye pursed his lips, unintentionally aggrieved, and said, "I...I can't leave you behind...then how pitiful you are."

Xie Weixian: "..."

Xie Weixian didn't know what to say about him.

He took a deep breath, feeling a little dizzy from the anger.

He knew what Chen Liye was thinking.He didn't want to leave Xie Weixian behind, and he also knew that once Xie Weixian found out about this, he would definitely find a way to end it himself.So he shut up, buried the matter in his heart, and pretended not to know, going in and out of hell with Xie Weixian.

He wants to find a way.A way that can save Xie Weixian from dying, and he doesn't have to go to hell again.

But there is no such way.

As soon as Xie Weixian mentioned this matter, Chen Liye knew what he was going to do, so he stretched out his hand to hold Xie Weixian's other bloody hand, and said in a calm and incoherent tone: "Brother... you Listen to me, you have to come with me...you can't leave me, you can't die by yourself..."

Xie Weixian was now overwhelmed by his own unwillingness to kill people, but he noticed something wrong in Chen Liye's words.

He didn't say "you can't die", he said "you can't die yourself".

There is a big difference here.

Xie Weixian slowly raised his head to look at him, with tears still shining in his eyes.

What Chen Liye said just now was somewhat incoherent.Although his tone was calm, his heart must have been in a mess. He was looking at Xie Weixian with red eyes, and his eyes were full of pleading.

When Xie Weixian saw him like this, he immediately trembled all over, and said "it's over" in his heart.

It is true that Chen Liye did not want Xie Weixian to die, but he also knew that the general was a stubborn person, and he also knew that no matter what he said, there was a high probability that he would not be able to change him.

But he still wants to say, if you can't change it, you have to change it.

He wants to pull Xie Weixian up from hell, from the gate of hell, and from the other side back to the world.

The last time Xie Weixian pulled him out of the abyss, this time he pulled him out of the depths of hell.

If you can't pull it up, then--

"I beg you..." Chen Liye took a breath, thought of something, started to choke again, and said to Xie Weixian, "I can die with you...but you can't let me live alone."

—and die together.

Xie Weixian: "..."

He couldn't help but took another deep breath, closed his eyes, lowered his head, feeling like he was about to die.

Not because of hell, but because of Chen Liye.

When he saw Chen Liye's eyes, he felt that his whole heart was almost broken, and he had to grit his teeth and tense all the bones in his body to hold back the unwillingness that was driving him crazy.

He felt that he could no longer look up, Chen Liye could make him live, and he could also make him die.

Xie Weixian lowered his head, so much that his hands could not help but clenched into fists.He took a few deep breaths, and then said in a hoarse voice, "The iron tree is not my ability."

Chen Liye: "...?"

Xie Weixian's topic turned too suddenly, he didn't react for a moment, he just froze for a moment, a bit of bewilderment appeared on his face.

Xie Weixian raised his head again, sighed, but didn't have the courage to look at Chen Liye, so he just lowered his eyes, looked at Xie Weixian's own blood stained on his clothes because of the hug just now, and said: "Then It's from hell."

"The iron tree will eat my memories and negative emotions, and rely on this to become stronger day by day." Xie Weixian said, "Of course... it will also be affected. So when I am not around, it will act according to my subconscious mind .”

Hearing this, Chen Liye suddenly thought of the iron tree that had tied him up all of a sudden and sent him into memory without any explanation.

He suddenly understood why, and his pupils shrank slowly.

"You get it."

Xie Weixian couldn't help laughing, the smile was very desolate, and his expression became a bit self-deprecating, and said: "I want you to see those."

Chen Liye: "..."

"I know you shouldn't know that... But I'm not reconciled." He said, "I'm not reconciled... When I think that if I die one day, you don't know these things...I'm... not reconciled. "

"I don't want you to give me anything in return, I just want to, you have to know...I really..."

"...Really, I loved you deeply."

Chen Liye shook his hands.

Xie Weixian went on to say: "I know you are different from me, you have to live... You finally managed to live a good life, I saw that you lived a good life... and I am very happy."

"It's really... pretty good."

"You won't be forced to kneel and kowtow to people every day, and you won't be stared at every day, and you don't need to wear a mask to force a smile every day... Your parents are very good, and no one forces you to be loyal, and there are The girl confesses to you...you are so free in this life...really, quite...good."

"But...but why...you can't meet me?"

"...Why?" He murmured, "I love you so much...why can't it be me?"

Chen Liye couldn't answer him, and when Xie Weixian was halfway through speaking, he was choked up and speechless, with tears streaming down his face.

No one can answer Xie Weixian.

Chen Liye finally understood why Xie Weixian always looked tired in the previous hell.His general is a smart man, if he wasn't smart, he wouldn't be able to reach the position he was in his previous life.

It is also because he is smart that he knows.

He would never be able to blend into the world where Chen Liye was. Chen Liye couldn't love him, and he didn't deserve to be loved.

What is there to do with a monster that is not even considered a human being?

He knows, he understands, that's why it hurts.

His lover is standing in front of him, but he must be aware of the most practical problems.Chen Liye is a human being, for him, the path he should take is definitely not falling in love with a monster from hell.

He should find an ordinary person who is well-matched, get married happily, live an ordinary but happy life, have a child, and then run around for it. Although it is very tiring and ordinary, he will live a very peaceful and peaceful life ,very free.

This kind of peace and freedom is absolutely impossible to gamble with a monster like him in hell.

This is too uncomfortable.Yeren Chen Li was right in front of him, but Xie Weixian couldn't ask for it and couldn't let it go. He couldn't even say "I love you" that has been buried in his heart for more than 2000 years.

Therefore, sometimes when he is deeply aware of this reality, he can't help but look tired.It wasn't that he was tired, it was that he was in pain.

Because of this, he would sometimes ask Chen Liye "what would you do without me".

He wanted to hear from Chen Liye that he would not leave.It's ridiculous, but he's really ambivalent.While convincing himself, he couldn't accept his own death.He told himself that Chen Liye should be surrounded by an ordinary person who could argue with him, but he couldn't accept that it wasn't him.

So he asked Chen Liye "what would you do without me", deliberately asked the night watchman for a confession in front of him in the Stone Pressure Hell, and deliberately got angry at him in the Knife Mountain Hell.

The iron tree is his subconscious, and the performance of the iron tree is his desire.Xie Weixian didn't want to accept his fate from the bottom of his heart, he hoped that Chen Liye knew that he had fought for him, and hoped that Chen Liye could stay by his side.But when Chen Liye really loved him, he couldn't help but panic and refused, because he was afraid that Chen Liye would make the same mistakes again.

Xie Weixian was contradictory like a joke.He hoped that Chen Liye would not think about it, and hoped that he would remember.He doesn't want to be realistic, but he has to be realistic.He knew that he should keep a distance from Chen Liye, but when he saw that Chen Liye was weak or sick, he couldn't help but want to treat him well and hug him.

He's really conflicted.There are so many desires in my heart, but I have to let them stop at the bottom of my heart.Maybe it's because the more people live, the more they resemble their lovers. Now he is even more depressed than Gu Liye was back then.

Xie Weixian took a breath, then laughed hoarsely, as if he thought he was ridiculous.

He asked, "I... am I a jerk?"

Chen Liye cried so hard that he couldn't speak, he choked up and shook his head crying.

He didn't expect that those Xie Weixian's indifference and indifference he thought were like this, he would never have imagined that.But it was strange that when he knew this, he didn't feel so shocked.

This is really similar to what Xie Weixian would do.

So he doesn't blame Xie Weixian, he only blames himself for not thinking of it, why he once blamed him for not caring.

You see, just like Xie Weixian never blamed him, whenever something happened, they would hate themselves, the world, and never hate each other.

Chen Liye hated himself so much that he was about to cry.

"Don't cry..."

Xie Weixian moved closer to him and stretched out his hand.He wanted to wipe Chen Liye's tears, but his hands were covered in blood, and it would only get dirtier and dirtier.

He had no choice but to retract his hands a little embarrassingly, cupping his face, and said in a hoarse voice, "...don't cry."

The two of them were very close, Chen Liye looked at him sobbing.

He saw longing in Xie Weixian's eyes, a lot of longing.

He saw that he wanted to live, he wanted to love him and be loved - he wanted Chen Liye to be around him, and he wanted to fall in love with Chen Liye again.He wanted all those romances to come back, and hoped that one day the light would truly fall on them.

He wanted them to be able to love each other in a dignified, aboveboard, safe and free way.

There is no need to make a fuss about who will die for whom.

Chen Liye opened his mouth, wanting to say something.But Xie Weixian sighed suddenly, then took him into his arms, and hugged him very lightly.

Xie Weixian didn't speak, just hugged him so quietly.

Quietly as if time stood still.

After a long time, he opened his mouth in a hoarse voice.

"Li Ye." He said, "...I have loved you for 2000 years."

"...it's been too long."

"It's time to say goodbye."

Chen Liye was startled.

Before he even had time to feel sad for the first half of Xie Weixian's sentence, he was frightened by the second half and his mind went blank.

Say goodbye?

who with whom?

"...Weixian?" His voice was still trembling from crying, he tilted his head in Xie Weixian's arms in disbelief, and asked with a sob, "You...

…say what? "

Xie Weixian didn't answer him, and continued on his own: "After you go out... find a new one, and stop thinking about me."

After all, without waiting for Chen Liye's reaction, he gritted his teeth and pushed him out.

The power of the night watchman is unbearable to ordinary people. Chen Liye was pushed two meters away by him. After he quickly got up, he saw a bunch of iron trees rushing towards Xie Weixian. There was a flock of crows flying out of nowhere.

He only saw it for a moment, and the next moment he was pushed out by those iron trees involuntarily.

The hunting ground of the mirror girl is the world in the mirror. Behind every mirror, there is a bridge leading to the present world.

Xie Weixian wanted to push him out of hell!

There was a loud bang in Chen Liye's head.

The cry of a crow came from his ear, crying blood, as if reluctant to give up.When he saw Xie Weixian sitting there, his eyes were full of reluctance and exhaustion. A few crows either landed on his shoulders or hovered around him, all looking at him as if they were looking at a dead person.

Xie Weixian didn't seem to feel that he was about to be relieved at all, nor was he happy at all.

There are many iron trees growing under him.They turned into sharp forks like that, and slowly aimed at his head.The crows seemed to understand his thoughts, and immediately flapped their wings and flew away, yelling.

He is going to kill himself.

The iron trees pushed Chen Liye extremely fast, he was pushed onto the bridge in a blink of an eye, without even a space to struggle, those iron trees kept pushing him into the white mist.

Chen Liye heard the singing on the bridge in a daze.

The ethereal singing was singing, but Chen Liye couldn't hear it clearly, he only saw Xie Weixian watched him enter the white mist, then suddenly smiled, closed his eyes, as if he had no more nostalgia.

The smile was exactly the same as when he was stabbed through the heart by Gu Liming 2000 years ago.

……no.

"No!!!" Chen Liye screamed in the white fog, "Xie Weixian!!!!"

Suddenly, the white mist on the bridge dissipated suddenly, and the singing stopped abruptly, and the iron trees that pushed him out suddenly exploded into iron filings.Those crows also exploded into clusters of crow feathers and disappeared on the spot.

Those iron trees that were about to explode Xie Weixian's brains were also blown away.

Everything happened so suddenly, Xie Weixian was stunned for a moment, he raised his head and opened his eyes, looking at his iron tree that no one can destroy for 2000 years, just like that, just being shouted by Chen Liye into the sky iron dust.

……

No, it's not that no one can be destroyed, but the last one who can do this seems to be the night watchman of Iceberg Hell.

Chen Liye stumbled down from the bridge, he didn't care what was going on, he only had Xie Weixian in his eyes now.

After running over, he grabbed Xie Weixian by the collar, and yelled at him hysterically in a very rare way: "Are you a fucking idiot!?!"

Xie Weixian: "..."

"What am I looking for new!?!" Chen Liye cried until he couldn't breathe, but still scolded him hoarsely, "Do you want me to find new ones!?! Are you looking for scolding!?! You he Damn you bastard!! Do you feel good when I die, will you find a new one when I die!?! You don’t know how to empathize!?!”

Xie Weixian was completely stunned by his roar.

One is that Chen Liye seldom explodes violently, the other is that when he gets angry with Xie Weixian, he doesn't know how to deal with it, and the third is——

Indeed, he would not turn around and find a new one when Chen Liye was dead.

And Chen Liye's approach has always been the same as him.

"You're an asshole..."

Chen Liye couldn't continue cursing and cursing. He cried hard and took several breaths before continuing: "You said you didn't want to watch it a second time...you thought..."

"...Do you think... I want to watch it a second time?!"

Xie Weixian was stunned for a long time, and after half a minute of stunned he finally understood what Chen Liye was talking about the second time.

It was he who died.

He had seen Xie Weixian's death, so he didn't want to watch it a second time.

Just like Xie Weixian didn't want to see Chen Liye die in front of him again.

After Chen Liye finished cursing this sentence, he couldn't continue cursing, so he held Xie Weixian tightly and cried, with tears running down his face.

"I only want you...I don't want others." Chen Liye said with a sob, "Even if I have to go to hell all my life...then I also want you. I would rather go to hell with you than go to someone else, I think I love you...just want to love you..."

Chen Liye said: "...let me love you, please..."

"I will love you with this life... If one day we die in hell, we will die together... I can't let you die alone. If you have to die...let me accompany you."

"But before that... you have to love me..."

Chen Liye took a breath, and tremblingly said to him with red eyes: "You have to...do what you want to do."

Xie Weixian looked at him and didn't speak for a long time, only tears rolled in his eyes.

There was a firm light in Chen Liye's eyes, as well as pleading and longing for him.

This is also a stubborn person who can abandon life and death for love.

Xie Weixian has always been moved by this.His lover is strong and unyielding, an unyielding plum in countless cold days.He has the most difficult fate in the world, but the most beautiful pride in the world.He can abandon everything for love, and he can stick to everything.

never change.

He heard himself say in his heart: Do you want to try?

Do you want to try it?

Want to love Chen Liye again?in hell.

Use life and death to compose another vigorous event.

……Try it.

Come to love, if they must bang.Then even if they were forced to leave the stage with death, they would not take a step back.

They will love to rot in the depths of hell.

Chen Liye saw that the longing in Xie Weixian's eyes was gradually breaking through, and gradually overflowing from his eyes.

Xie Weixian finally couldn't hold back the longing in his heart, he took a breath, and said in a trembling voice: "I... want to love you."

Hearing what he said, Chen Liye's eyes became redder.

He knew that Xie Weixian was pulled out by him.

Xie Weixian stretched out his hand and covered half of his ears.Then he came closer, and after getting a lot closer to Chen Liye, he said in a hoarse voice: "Think carefully, this is your last chance to choose to live."

Chen Liye suddenly laughed hoarsely: "Then I won't live."

Xie Weixian also smiled.

They always seem to be unavoidable. Once they want to fall in love, they must be linked with life and death. Either you die for me or I die for you, or they die together.

But that doesn't seem to be a bad thing.

He found that the unstoppable resentment and desire in his heart seemed to disappear at this moment, and they no longer existed.

Because he lost it and found it now.

So, Xie Weixian moved closer and kissed her.

Just like when they were in Saibei.At that time, they would also kiss like this, under the stars and moon, above the city gate, in the wind and snow, countless times.

Every 2000 years.

The author has something to say: The evil mirror hell is over! ! !

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