love is not allowed in hell

Chen Liye stayed in Xie Weixian's arms for a while.

But this time he didn't cry happily, nor did he stay in his arms for long.After staying with Xie Weixian for a while, he pushed his hand away and said, "I'm going to sleep."

Xie Weixian: "..."

Xie Weixian didn't speak, and turned his head to send Chen Liye back to the bedroom.

Chen Liye closed the door gently.

He didn't react as violently as last night, but Xie Weixian understood that Chen Liye still didn't accept the reality that Xie Weixian wanted to leave him.He understands this fact, but understanding and accepting it are two different things.

Coupled with the matter of Lin Qingyan...

Xie Weixian frowned.

The air conditioner in the bedroom was turned on very high and the temperature was very low.

Chen Liye was lying on the bed, the wind from the air conditioner was blowing directly on his head, making his face feel a little cold.

He sniffed and wrapped himself in the blanket.

Chen Liye closed his eyes.Too many things happened in the past half day, he stayed up all night last night, and only slept for more than two hours in total. As soon as he lay down on the bed, he felt that his eyelids were getting heavier and heavier.

He fell asleep, but very restlessly.

He dreamed of Lin Qingyan. He dreamed that Lin Qingyan introduced himself to him when he met him for the first time in Iron Tree Hell. In hell, he was used by Chen Liye as a tool to test Xie Weixian, with a funny face full of tears.

Looking at it now, everything that was so normal at that time seems sad and desolate.

Chen Liye slept very restlessly. He felt cold and his head hurt a little, but he couldn't wake up, so he kept dreaming like this.

He dreamed that Lin Qingyan held up his mobile phone and showed him a picture of the sea: "Look!"

Chen Liye: "...what is this?"

Lin Qingyan sat across from him, put his phone back, and said with a smile while stirring the drink in the cup: "Hainan Island. I heard that the sea there is very blue and cool, but it's beautiful. My wife likes it very much. Hai, I always want to take her to see it. It’s so far away from Hainan, so I always feel that I have to give her a surprise. I’ve been waiting for an opportunity to take her there on her birthday or some anniversary. As a result, every time it’s either because I don’t have time or the weather is not suitable, I can’t go there until now.”

"So people, don't wait for an opportunity. Who knows which one will come first, the opportunity or the accident." He said with a smile, "Don't learn from me, and take your family there as soon as possible."

The corner of Chen Liye's mouth twitched, and he said, "Forget it, I would have to work hard to get him out of the house, and it's even more impossible now."

"Really...it's okay, you can relax." Lin Qingyan said, "What I mean is...don't leave any regrets for yourself, when the time comes, it will be too late."

Don't leave regrets for yourself.

Chen Liye suddenly felt his forehead warm up, but soon it became very cold again.

Chen Liye woke up from the dream, he slowly opened his eyes, and it was Xie Weixian's eyes.

Xie Weixian was pressing his forehead against his forehead, testing his temperature.

The two are very close, as long as Xie Weixian lowers his head again, the two of them are guaranteed to kiss mouth to mouth.

Chen Liye: "..."

Chen Liye was taken aback for a moment and forgot to move.Then he felt a severe headache, a burning pain in his throat, feeling uncomfortable all over, and felt like vomiting.

Chen Liye woke up, Xie Weixian didn't feel the slightest embarrassment of being caught by the person involved in taking his body temperature in this way, he seemed to be very used to it, and after resting against his forehead for a while, he slowly raised his head, frowning wrinkled deeply.

Chen Liye opened his mouth to speak: "You..."

As soon as he spoke, he startled himself, his voice was very hoarse.

"Congratulations." Xie Weixian said, "You have not escaped justice and have a fever."

Chen Liye: "..."

Return justice and sanction, where did you learn these bad words.

"The air conditioner is turned off for you, and I opened the window." Xie Weixian turned his head and looked out the window and said, "In this kind of rainy day, you have been outside in the rain for so long, and you turned on the air conditioner while sleeping, and the temperature is still low." The tone is so low, it’s no wonder you don’t have a fever.”

Chen Liye didn't say anything, he felt that Xie Weixian's words were becoming more and more modern, and he didn't know if it was a good thing or a bad thing.

He frowned, then got under the quilt, turned over, and turned his back to Xie Weixian, with "Get out, I won't listen" written all over his back.

Xie Weixian's hot face was pressed against his cold back, and after a while of silence, he said again: "...I'll go and boil some hot water for you, you haven't eaten at noon, I'll make some for you, you're already so sick, Reconcile with me temporarily first. When you recover from illness, I promise that I will not appear in front of you except to go to hell."

Xie Weixian turned and left after speaking.

At the moment when he was about to leave the bedroom, Chen Liye, who had his back turned to him, suddenly said in a muffled voice: "Don't you want to draw a clear line."

"..."

"Aren't you going to draw a line with me?" Chen Liye said in a hoarse voice, "Then why do you want to do this?"

Why did you take him home to wipe his hair, and let him take a hot bath for fear that he would get sick?

Why wait for him to come out of the shower before drying his hair and reassuring him that it wasn't his fault?

Why hold him tight, why worry that he will get sick, why find out that he has a fever before he himself?

Aren't you trying to draw a line?

"Don't you want me to like you?" Chen Liye pretended to be calm with a hoarse voice, but his voice was still trembling slightly, "...what are you doing?"

"..."

Xie Weixian stood at the door for a long time and was silent for a long time.After a long time passed, he murmured, "Who knows."

"I just can't stand seeing you alone." Xie Weixian tilted his head and said, "I can't bear that heart."

Chen Liye didn't make a sound, but his trembling breathing could be heard in the air.

Xie Weixian was silent for a moment, then suddenly laughed, as if laughing at himself.

it is ridiculous.

It was he who said to draw a clear line, and he was the one who forbade the other party to like him, but now he couldn't see the other party being sad, and he was the one who chose to let him depend on him or even take the initiative to make him depend on him.

Where in the world can you find a more asshole than him.

He didn't even know what he was doing. 2000 years ago, Marquis of Jing An went to battle and killed countless enemies, and the night watchman crows were able to punish and judge all criminals. He thought he was a ruthless person, and he would not blink his eyes when facing anything. When Chen Liye was in charge, he couldn't be cruel.

...what a jerk.

"I'm such an asshole, aren't I," he said, "Should I get out?"

Chen Liye said without hesitation, "No."

"..."

Chen Liye buried his head in the quilt and said, "I want porridge."

"..." Xie Weixian was stunned for a moment, then laughed again, "Okay."

Xie Weixian left.

Chen Liye got out of the quilt again and looked out the window.

The rain outside the window was still pattering down, but it was already a little lighter.

But it is not expected to be sunny in the short term.

Not long after, Xie Weixian came back and brought Chen Liye a cup of hot water.He put the water on the bedside and said, "Drink this water, I'll make porridge for you."

Chen Liye didn't say anything, Xie Weixian didn't stay for long, turned around and went back to work.

After he left, Chen Liye sat up again.As soon as he sat up, he felt that he was top-heavy and very uncomfortable.Chen Liye endured the discomfort, and reached for the hot water cup on the bedside table.

Although Xie Weixian has a sense of pain and smell, he doesn't feel so much heat and cold.He should have mixed some cold water into the hot water, but after all, he didn't feel it. He didn't know how hot the water was, and how cold the cold water added to it was. Naturally, he couldn't control the degree.

The water was still hot, and Chen Liye shivered from the heat, shrinking his hands back.

He touched his burned fingertips and was speechless for a moment.

The patter of rain outside the window.

Chen Liye had a sore throat, coughed two or three times, and lay down again.

After a while, Xie Weixian came back again.

"The porridge is ready, it will take a while." He said, "Why didn't you drink any water?"

"Too hot." Chen Liye still turned his back to him and said, "Let it cool down."

"...That's fine." Xie Weixian said, "Then you sleep for a while, I'll call you when the porridge is ready."

"……Um."

Chen Liye responded, but he didn't feel sleepy at all.

He originally thought that Xie Weixian would definitely come into the room to watch him accompany him, but unexpectedly, he heard Xie Weixian's footsteps turning and leaving.

Chen Liye was silent for a long time, and tightly grasped the hand of the quilt.

He left again.

Chen Liye thought.

Not long after, Chen Liye heard the sound of water.Then, Xie Weixian came back again.

Chen Liye was still facing him, he heard the sound of something being put on the ground.Xie Weixian didn't know if he was asleep or not, so he stretched out his hand and gently pulled him.

Chen Liye didn't respond.

Xie Weixian thought he was asleep, turned him over, and let him lie flat on the bed.Chen Liye didn't know what he was thinking, but he closed his eyes and pretended to be asleep when he could say "I'm not asleep".

I don't know what to draw.

Chen Liye closed his eyes and waited for a while, when he suddenly heard the sound of the towel being squeezed dry.Then, a warm towel was placed on his forehead.

Chen Liye: "..."

Did he run off to do this?

Chen Liye felt a little sour for a moment.

He didn't want to pretend anymore, so he slowly opened his eyes and looked at Xie Weixian.

Xie Weixian picked up the hot water on his bedside table, just about to add some cold water to it.As soon as he turned his head, he saw that Chen Liye, who was sleeping with his eyes closed a second ago, opened his eyes this second, looking at him motionless, with some sadness in his eyes.

Xie Weixian: "...Didn't you fall asleep?"

"I didn't sleep." Chen Liye never liked to be awkward in this regard, he said, "I pretended."

Xie Weixian: "..."

Okay, okay, quite honestly.

"Brother." Chen Liye called him brother again, and asked him in a hoarse voice with his feverish face, "Have you seen the sea?"

"……ocean?"

"Yeah." Chen Liye said, "You haven't seen the sea in your life, have you? You've always traveled around the city of Beijing, and there is no sea in Iron Tree Hell."

"...That's true." Xie Weixian admitted while adding, "But I've seen it in photos and on my phone."

Chen Liye smiled wryly: "That's different from seeing it yourself..."

"What's the difference?"

"It's very different." Chen Liye said, "Let's go to see the sea, brother. To see the sea in Hainan, I'll go there when I recover from illness."

The author has something to say: friendly reminder: the current timeline is August, August, Hainan...

Yong, I really love this daily [it may not be qualified to be called daily] it is true, brothers (...) I try to hurry up, okay?