Beyond gold and jade [Yu Huang]

After getting out of the car, Zhang Jiale, who had just finished a segment, rushed to meet him, "Why are you wearing so little clothes? It's very cold in the suburbs at night."

Putting on the overcoat borrowed by Zhang Jiale to go to the crew's logistics, Huang Shaocai relieved the shivering force, "I heard that you are going to the countryside, I'll bring you something delicious, and I'll come here to feel better."

"Looking for a feeling?" Huang Shaotian specially took out an insulated box to pack it, so the fried buns were still hot, Zhang Jiale asked, sipping on the gravy with a satisfied face, "What kind of feeling can you find here... Is the new album going to be country style?" ?”

Huang Shaotian put on a cool pose, "Can my style be country style? I just want to experience the feeling of getting back to the basics... I chose a song for the competition, and Ye Xiu said that it might be difficult for me to sing directly."

"It's so annoying... Can't you change another one? Don't you have a lot of genres you are good at, why do you have to choose this... Have you been in a hurry lately?"

"Did you stop acting when you met a character you liked but was difficult to play?"

"That's true." Zhang Jiale pointed to the extremely realistic scar on his face, "I always feel itchy."

"Don't you have allergies?" Even though the crew turned on the lights, the night in the countryside was still much thicker than in the city. Huang Shaotian had to lean over to take a closer look, "Can't unload it yet? Is it over?"

"There's still a while, bear with it, I'll apply some medicine tonight." Seeing people coming and going, Zhang Jiale greeted Huang Shaotian, "Come on, let me show you what is called country style."

Walking on the edge of the field ridge, the cool wind blowing on the face indicates that this city with four distinct seasons has entered autumn.While the leaves were rustling, a few yellowed leaves also curled up and floated in the air, before falling slowly.Huang Shaotian stretched out his hand to grab an autumn leaf that was drifting past his eyes, and squeezed it lightly, there was a creaking sound in the palm of his hand, and when he spread his hand again, the fine leaves were blown away with the wind.

"What song did you choose?" Seeing the fallen leaves on the ground, Zhang Jiale simply jumped and stepped on them.

Huang Shaotian was embarrassed when he saw his wobbly and childish appearance, and was stunned for a few seconds when he heard his words before he realized: "We sing the old K one."

"Oh~that." Zhang Jiale understood instantly, but also analyzed seriously, "It's quite difficult. It feels good, but singing too lightly doesn't impress people; singing too loudly makes it look contrived. ; It’s quite satisfactory, and everyone will say that you are not experienced enough... Anyway, it is thankless."

Huang Shaotian laughed, "Since when did you become so professional? It sounds like that."

"Don't you want to act in a stage play? I originally planned to find professional actors to accompany the singing, but Director Han didn't think the timbre was too good, so let us try it ourselves first. After the trial, he thought it could be used directly. Lao Lin and I learned a little bit. Vocal."

Zhang Jiale said it easily, but Huang Shaotian knew that there were only two outcomes for a layman's assault on vocal music, either it was neither fish nor fowl, or it was barely decent.However, according to Zhang Jiale's personality, he would only force himself to practice to look good - he was never someone who was willing to make do with it.

None of them.

"So you're here to remember bitterness and sweetness? You didn't come from the mountains. If you want to reminisce about the glorious years, go to the bar where you sang." Zhang Jiale only knew that Huang Shaotian had sung there, but he didn't know that the bar was there. What, "Wait... It's been a long time, is the bar still there?"

"Who said I want to remember bitterness and miss sweetness." Huang Shaotian sighed helplessly, "I just came to talk to you. Do you still remember the first time we met?"

"Those awards ceremonies and endorsement events from a distance, do you think you've seen them before?" Seeing Huang Shaotian raised his fist at him, Zhang Jiale became serious, "I remember...of course I remember, filming the MV, now I look back at the plot It's really thunderous."

That time was definitely the last thing Zhang Jiale wanted to recall.Even though it was the shocking love song MV that made the two of them close friends, Zhang Jiale didn't want to look back.During that period of time, he just mechanically took on idol drama romance films with the same themes, playing either the handsome and rich male lead, or the gentle and considerate male lead—in fact, he would rather play the villain who hates gods and ghosts.He is like a vase carefully placed on the top of the cabinet for fear of being broken. Although the appearance is exquisite and beautiful enough, it will never be filled with gorgeous flowers. beauty.Looking down from the top of the cabinet, I only feel top-heavy, precarious, and confused that one day I will fall to pieces.

"That song is the theme song of the drama I acted in, right? Mr. Li knew that Lan Yu asked you to sing, and he was crazy about it. Although you were still a newcomer at the time, you were gaining momentum, and you just added color to that low-cost TV drama. "Zhang Jiale tilted his head and smiled, "I didn't listen to music very much at the time, and I didn't know who you were, so I searched it on Baidu. The first page I found was full of gossip, and the heroine didn't have any resemblance. I still I think this MV is not as good as you performing it yourself, it is realistic enough."

Huang Shaotian couldn't help laughing, "I seem to have become popular since then?"

"Isn't it? You have a handsome appearance and a moving singing voice... Every time I read those reports and think about your talkative appearance at that time, I die laughing."

"Actually, I didn't understand anything at the time." Huang Shaotian's voice flowed in the cold air, mixed with the sound of grass leaves, light and unreal, "I was only thinking about Hong, and wanted to get rid of that life back then. , so any arrangement will be accepted, now that I think about it, it's really... indescribable."

"Feel like I've taken a lot of detours?" Zhang Jiale spread his hands and smiled helplessly, "We are all the same... There are many paths for us to choose in this circle. When we have nowhere to go, we have to give up a lot of things to make ourselves walk better. Hurry up. But as long as the most important things remain, no matter how far we go, we can get where we first wanted to go."

Huang Shaotian also laughed, he just wanted to find someone to talk to, and the most suitable person was indeed Zhang Jiale—they were all in it, had the same longing, the same confusion, and the same struggle, and at this moment, the same struggling.

"It's easy to talk to you." He stretched his waist, and suddenly raised his voice slightly, "I think, if we are not dating after the age of 30, we can try to be together!"

Zhang Jiale didn't know whether to laugh or cry, stretched out his hand and patted his forehead, "Okay, okay, it's such a happy decision!"

"That……"

"Huang Shaotian." Hearing the voice from behind, Zhang Jiale was so frightened that he almost bit his tongue.

Huang Shaotian waved his hands at the stern-faced Sun Zheping, "I'll go back first~"

"After listening to the theme song of a popular TV series, I think the ratings of this show will definitely increase next week." As the host who succeeded Wu Yuce, Li Yibo has just returned to his old job, and he is even better at hosting than Wu Yuce. Yu Ce was more natural and fluent, "The next singer, the song he chose is completely different from the other songs today. This song has nothing to do with love, friendship, or even family, but only about yourself. Please invite the next contestant singer."

Huang Shaotian took a few steps forward, stopped at the starting position, and bowed to all the audience.Even though there were only 300 people in the venue, he felt nervous in front of 30 people, and his hand holding the microphone was slightly sweaty.He walked forward step by step along the aisle leading to the stage, and every step reminded him of his mood when he first performed on stage, nervous but excited.

And when he walked to the set position, he stopped and remembered the first time he stood on the small stage of the bar, the first time he faced the microphone, and the first time he sang the song he wanted to sing.

No matter how far I go, I will let my singing prove my existence——

"How many people are walking but stuck in place

How many people live but die

How many people love but seem to be separated

How many people are smiling but full of tears

who knows where we're going

……

How many times have you been honored but feel humiliated

How many times of ecstasy and pain

How many times have you been happy but your heart is twisted like a knife

How many times have you been brilliant but lost your soul

Who knows where our dreams should go

Who knows what dignity has been reduced to

Do you find a reason to follow the crowd

Or go forward bravely and break free from the cage

How do I exist

..."

Hearing the applause at the scene, Yu Wenzhou reached out and turned off the stereo.In fact, he doesn't care who wins or loses, because in his mind, Huang Shaotian has already won.

The last time I heard Huang Shaotian sing a similar song was that crazy night at the bar.If it is said that that night, Huang Shaotian who stood on the small stage regained the feeling he once had; then tonight, Huang Shaotian who is on the big stage is proving that he always remembers his dream.

With the simplest dream at the beginning, he stepped into this colorful circle, but being the same did not allow him to survive in this world outside of gold and jade, so in order to move forward, he had to change.

But he never forgot the light he was looking at at first.

Yu Wenzhou once thought that what he loved was the pure and undisturbed little resident singer, and he once wanted Huang Shaotian to return to his previous appearance, but now he finds that this idea is so ridiculous.

What I love is you who are brand new every day.

The mobile phone on the passenger seat rang suddenly. Yu Wenzhou saw the call notification and quickly connected it. Before he could speak, the other party's voice came over: "Where are you?"

"Waiting at the back door, come out quickly, before there are any reporters."

Huang Shaotian started to run as soon as he heard it, panting slightly, "Did you listen? Didn't you express it?"

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