俘宠

Chapter.6

[I don't need to explain to you.As you said, everything I do is to satisfy my heart. 】

After Joining the Army finished reading the letter from the other side, Wang Yao still had that calm expression.

"Your Highness, this letter..."

"Planning to persuade?"

"I don't dare, it's just that what Ruxin said is wrong, I'm afraid these foreigners have other plans."

Wang Yao's fingertips tapped the table rhythmically.

"This king has his own considerations."

It was late at night when he returned to the camp, and the curtain was lifted, and a fool was still awake, sitting and waiting.

"It seems that you are really leisurely." Wang Yao signaled the maid to come in and wash up. "Didn't play enough during the day?"

"Obviously you are playing with me. Do you have to take me out for a walk like a dog? Who are you showing off to?"

"Indeed, I don't need it. My eagle, this is a declaration. We have a saying here, 'It depends on the owner if you beat a dog', which means—whoever dares to touch you is against me."

Gilbert thought about it for a long time.

"...Why do I feel that you are scolding me?"

After lying down, Wang Yao soon felt sleepy, the battle line was advancing, and he was very busy all day.The person who acted as the heater was not stable and moved around, which prevented him from taking a good rest.

"Say something."

"Ah, you didn't sleep... Uh, I won't follow you tomorrow, right? Not only did you have someone break your heart..."

"They dare not, publicly or privately. No one else will come in if you stay in the tent, and the maids will not talk to you. You don't want that."

"I was worried about you..."

"Isn't that good? You can gain status, enjoy yourself, and be safe; you are my most pampered pet, and everyone knows it." Wang Yao raised his hand and gently stroked his docile silver hair, one stroke after another. "And your previous relationship system is not in the light, don't you feel uncomfortable?"

Tossing and turning to survive in darkness and hardship will only wither in the end.Gilbert understood this truth, but he didn't want to understand it.

"Then you can't do this, take it with you? It's so strange, two big men..."

Wang Yao sighed.

"Go to sleep. Tomorrow is up to you, as long as you don't leave, you can go anywhere."

Gilbert found that Wang Yao did not lie to him.Except for some important military places that I know I won't go to, everything is really unimpeded.

Wang Yao seemed really relieved of him.

Gilbert likes this feeling.

As a prisoner, he was actually more relaxed than ever before.Even his younger brother couldn't give this feeling.I don't know how it happened, the deterioration of the relationship is an instant thing.

Everything seemed to have changed since that snowy night.The younger brother's silence, Isa's dodging, Rhode's weird smile, and his relationship with Ivan suddenly became logical... It should be an extremely shameful secret, but everyone knows it.

It's not that he hasn't hinted to Ludwig.He feels that the other party understands completely.Just don't say it.

Watch him struggle.

Ludwig treated him as well as he could, except for not helping him.Every time Ludwig exchanged greetings, Gilbert was thinking, just keep asking, ask a little more, and I can tell you in a fair manner.

If you ask a little more, I will be ashamed to complain to you and tell you everything.

But Ludwig was just greeting.Routine pleasantries, gentle ones, never go on.

Gilbert really hoped that he could ask straight to the point instead of hiding it every time.

In contrast, Wang Yao is very straightforward, anyway, he has no scruples, he can ask any questions he wants.Wang Yao also felt very gentle to him.Like a pile of snow, it is not cold, but slightly warm and cool.Plain and without sweetness, but soft and able to contain everything about him.

Holding Wang Yao reminded him of the night when Ivan called him away. He woke up in pain and nightmares, stumbled out of the hell baked by the stove, went out and fell into the boundless snow outside.

He just lay there on his back.Pure snow enveloped him, and in the silence, he seemed to hear a prayer song with weeping sounds.

Heavenly Father, can you forgive me, who has committed the dirtiest of sins?

His eyes were wide open, and the scattered flowers fluttered, being burned into water vapor.This pure snow, tender and compassionate, comforts me.

Gilbert was stunned.He is nostalgic for the warmth and coolness of this handful of snow.Better than indifference.

There is only a slight sense of happiness in comparison, what a fucking life this must be.

Before the lights were turned off at night, Wang Yao asked him if he had a good time today. Gilbert insisted that he was chained like a dog, and no matter how big the venue was, he was still imprisoned.

Wang Yao gently stroked his silver hair without saying a word.

Gilbert suddenly panicked.

"...Cough, what about you. You came back very late, are you busy?"

"Yes." Wang Yao blew out the candles that were placed far away on the table, turned around and lay down, "I got to know your brother carefully today. He is a very good young man."

"That's right! He's serious and hardworking, and he's more promising than me. Hey, why are you so willing to condescend...Are you guys going to get angry?"

"You are my prisoner, shouldn't you worry about your future?"

"What future do I want?" Isn't it enough to have you, "Isn't my brother still around?"

"You really like your brother."

"It's not a matter of course. He is my own brother. We have the same mother. If I don't love him, I love you?"

"..." There was no light in the tent, and Gilbert couldn't see Wang Yao's expression clearly. "Is not it?"

There is a smile in the words.

So Gilbert retorted without hesitation: "I don't understand the subtleties of you Orientals. Anyway, this can't be love!"

"I don't need it either." Wang Yao covered his mouth and put his hand into his clothes, "For you, the only thing you need is surrender."

Gilbert never kissed Wang Yao.They had done it many times, and it was always only Wang Yao's one-sided comforting kiss, and Gilbert's lips didn't even have a chance to touch him.

Sometimes Gilbert couldn't help asking for a kiss when he was so excited. Wang Yao's lips were soft and warm, and it was very comfortable to kiss.But he never got a response, Wang Yao would directly cover his open and closed lips moaning in a low voice.Gilbert thought that reserved orientals didn't like kiss|kissing.

Within two days, the army garrison began to move westward as a whole.Of course Gilbert followed suit.

"You won again? My brother won't suffer heavy losses, right?"

"None. We are just preparing to negotiate." Gilbert nestled beside the desk, and Wang Yao stroked his silver hair. "You can go home when it's over, okay?"

Gilbert shook Wang Yao's hand like a big dog shaking water. "Go home? Hey, do many of you speak German? It's so boring when no one talks to me."

"No. You don't have to worry."

Gilbert looked up at him.Wang Yao, as always, smiled slightly.

"I have nothing to worry about..." he muttered under his breath. "Didn't you say, I will follow you in the future."

Wang Yao was writing something seriously, he didn't hear his words.

"What did you write?"

"Your brother's reply. Determine the content of the negotiation."

Gilbert didn't bother with this god. "oh."

Until the end of the day, Wang Yao didn't speak to him again.Still nothing the next day.Gilbert waited for three days, and he felt that he was going to suffocate if he didn't find something to say.

"Then what," before going to bed, he grabbed Wang Yao's clothes, "it will end soon, you have nothing to say?"

Wang Yao broke his hand away. "I have nothing to say. You're going home."

"There's a lot to say, but I don't know anything about you."

"I mean, go home."

"..."

Gilbert suddenly raised his voice. "What do you mean?"

"Send you home. Gilbert, your brother is waiting for you."

"Wang Yao..."

It was the third time he called his name, but instead of getting a slap, Gilbert got a kiss.A straightforward and gentle kiss, sweeter than expected.

The kiss chilled him.

"You can't do this." Gilbert was even surprised at the calmness of his own words. "Wang Yao, you can't do this."

Wang Yao wrapped his arms around his neck and licked his trembling lips.

Gilbert was about to break down. "Didn't you say you want to take me back? Where are you going? Ah?"

"Are you so hateful that you want to kill me? I apologize to you, don't send me back..."

"Then I beg you, I don't want to go back, don't let me go..."

Wang Yao clasped his hands silently and took off his clothes.

While doing it, Gilbert scolded him, "Wang Yao, you're so fucking sick—" After getting tired, he started to laugh at himself, "I actually believed you, haha, I actually believed you", and finally couldn't speak. Shut up, Wang Yao tasted salty when he kissed him.

"My eagle, don't cry." Wang Yao wiped away the water marks little by little.

Gilbert remained silent, tears falling uncontrollably.

His body was hot, but he felt cold, so cold that he was afraid, an unprecedented fear.

He was not afraid of the cold before, but after joining the army, he began to be afraid of the cold.Once marching to the forest, I don’t know which words annoyed Ivan. The latter pushed his head into the icy lake in the forest, repeatedly, with great strength, the lake was very cold, and he coughed a lot after landing. Almost suffocating.

Since then he has not liked the cold.

The person he hates and fears the most is Ivan.He ruined everything about him.

And now, the person he trusted the most was pushing him back.

Gilbert clearly felt that he was falling into despair.

"You're going to kill me." He asked him, his voice hoarse beyond words. "Why? What did I do wrong?"

"I don't need to explain to you." Wang Yao paused for a long time before answering him softly. "As you said, everything I do is to fulfill my heart."

"You are all liars, liars..."

Wang Yao covered his tearful eyes and leaned down to kiss him.

"Yes, I am a liar."

So I don't have to apologize to you.