Love at public expense in the name of making stars

After Qin Zhijian finished speaking, Liang Han only felt a "hum" in his ears, and a noisy roar in his brain.

It took only a few seconds for him to go from relaxed to stiff, and the smile on his face slowly dissipated, replaced by an elusive complex emotion.

Qin Zhijian's palm was hot, but for some reason, he couldn't cover Liang Han's cold fingertips.

Liang Han obviously struggled, Qin Zhijian subconsciously clenched, and Liang Han stopped moving completely.

He avoided Qin Zhijian's gaze, and his eyes wandered aimlessly around the room, trying to use silence to delay time and restore his brain to function.

But everything froze.

Liang Han couldn't figure it out, let alone figure it out.

He didn't know how long he had been silent, before he opened his mouth in a daze: "...why?"

Qin Zhijian's expression was obviously more puzzled than his, "Why?"

"...to be a boyfriend..." Liang Han repeated in a low voice, as if he was afraid of disturbing someone.

Qin Zhijian couldn't help laughing, shook Liang Han's hand, and said in a relaxed tone: "Idiot, it must be because I like you. Xiaohan, we have been together for so long. Of course, we will definitely have More and more cooperation, and more importantly, besides work, I also want to get along with you more. I want to take care of you, and I want to have you. You always said that we are not separate enough between public and private. If this is the case, why don't we In the future, we will simply not separate. Let me be your boyfriend, let's stop getting along so unclearly, I want to have a legitimate love with you. "

Liang Han felt his heart beating a little out of control, not excitement, but fear.

Starting a new relationship?

The kind of love that gives everything and gets nothing...

Liang Han looked at Qin Zhijian, it was a very familiar face, but at this moment, Liang Han felt extremely strange.Liang Han tried to get a glimpse from Qin Zhijian's current tenderness to see what kind of vicious, mean, indifferent and taunting face the other party would use to carry out the harm when they turned their faces and separated in the future.Liang Han couldn't stop the memory from reminding him that Zheng Kelin was just as sincere and romantic when he confessed to him, but when they broke up, he would tell him that gay men are low-level animals that succumb to desire after all.

In the past, Liang Han refused to admit it, but now Liang Han cannot deny it.

He and Qin Zhijian came together in this way. Isn't the "love" that Qin Zhijian wants to talk about now just to put a beautiful packaging on the irresistible primitive attraction between the two of them?

On the day the packaging is torn, how many unending nightmares will be scattered along with it.

Thinking of this, Liang Han was very difficult, but said firmly: "I'm sorry, Qin Zhijian, I don't want to fall in love with you."

He refused so decisively that Qin Zhijian's expression changed suddenly, and he let go of Liang Han's hand, "What do you mean?"

"Literally." Liang Han quickly took the opportunity to withdraw his hand, as if to show the distance between him and Qin Zhijian, "I thought we knew each other very well, our relationship was just to meet each other's needs, there was no need to rise to love At this stage. I never considered developing this kind of relationship with you, if I cause you misunderstanding at any time, I'm sorry."

Qin Zhijian looked at Liang Han in astonishment, with disbelief in his eyes, "Just to meet the other party's needs? Liang Han, what do you think of me, and what do you think of yourself?"

Liang Han hid his slightly trembling fingers, and tried his best to meet Qin Zhijian's oppressive gaze, "You were the one who started this relationship first, so you don't need to ask me this kind of question... Everyone is an adult now, It should be a kind of tacit agreement to get what you want.”

Qin Zhijian only felt a wave of anger running against his blood, directly into his brain, but he still tried to calm himself down.He knew that he was impulsive the moment he said it, but Qin Zhijian never considered the possibility that Liang Han would refuse.From the beginning to the present, everything seems to be a matter of course. Even if there were some calculations and misunderstandings before, the two of them have already solved it.Qin Zhijian thought that he had made his sincerity very obvious long ago, Liang Han never resisted, and never accepted it in vain.He could feel that Liang Han was trying to respond to him, why did it all suddenly become a simple matter of getting what he needed?

After taking a few deep breaths, Qin Zhijian stared at Liang Han and asked, "Xiao Han, if you think that we each get what we need, isn't there too much in this need that exceeds our physical needs? Everyone knows what our physical needs are." I can be satisfied, even without you just now, I can solve it by myself. Xiaohan, what I want and what I give you are not just things in bed, don't you feel a little bit?"

Qin Zhijian's eyes were sharp, and Liang Han couldn't bear it for a while, so he dodged away, holding back for a long time before replying: "Yes, I have feelings, but thank you for your kindness, these are not what I need, you can take them back .”

"So you mean you just want to have sex with me?" Qin Zhijian asked incredulously, he had never had such a moment when his self-esteem was hurt, as if all his love efforts were just a joke.

Liang Han saw the injury in Qin Zhijian's eyes, he couldn't bear it, and said in a low voice: "...Of course not."

Qin Zhijian panted heavily in silence, trying to calm down her emotions.

He stared at Liang Han puzzled, trying to find the answer to his failure from the other's expression.

After a while, he asked in a deep voice: "Liang Han, then give me another reason for rejecting me. What did I do to make you feel that I am not qualified enough to be your boyfriend?"

"No, it's not." Liang Han denied it categorically. Seeing Qin Zhijian like this, he also felt a little uncomfortable.

But he was too scared, afraid that taking a step would lead to another abyss.

In order to escape from his previous relationship, Liang Han gave up photography, which he had studied for many years.At that time, he was only 23 years old, even if he gave up everything, it was still too late.But now he and Qin Zhijian are so entangled in work and interests, if they are really together, when they part, Liang Han knows very well that he will have no chance to get up again.

Star casting is now his place in this world.

He can die alone, and he will never give up this career.

"Qin Zhijian, thank you very much for your appreciation. But I really don't want to fall in love. It's not that you are not good enough. Even if I change another person, I can't fall in love again. If I can, I just want to maintain the current situation with you relationship, it has made me feel very comfortable and safe. I can guarantee that I have no one else in this relationship. If you mind, I can exchange medical reports with you every six months...but I can’t in love."

Liang Han's resolute refusal made Qin Zhijian completely unable to restrain his anger. He suddenly got up from the bed and sneered, "Yes, I understand. I respect you. But Liang Han, I, Qin Zhijian, am not You can sleep with anyone, but if you want a friend who doesn't care about you, as long as you don't care about it today, then please hire someone else. I won't accompany you in this kind of game."

After speaking, without looking at Liang Han's reaction, Qin Zhijian took the ski suit hanging behind the door and slammed the door away.

The door panel collided with the wall, and the whole room trembled faintly.

Liang Han only felt a slight pain in his head, but he was more at a loss.

In Qin Zhijian's eyes, did he become the same person as Zheng Kelin...?

Or from the very beginning, Zheng Kelin was right.

His persistence is meaningless, ridiculous, and funny, and no one will approve of it.

Both of them's clothes were washed by Qin Zhijian, and he only had time to put on his ski suit in the living room.

Qin Zhijian touched a cigarette and went down to the first floor of the hotel. He wanted to get another room, but he asked the front desk before realizing that during the Spring Festival, the hotel was fully booked, so he had no choice.

After standing at the door and smoking a cigarette, Qin Zhijian still couldn't calm down his boiling emotions. He simply took the car keys and drove all the way back to his house in the city at high speed.

Cigarettes were smoked one by one.

Fortunately, there is a wide range of wine at home.

Qin Zhijian could hardly remember how she spent the night, and when she woke up again, she was woken up by her parents' phone calls.The mother's anxious and concerned voice sounded from the other end of the phone, "Little Jane, where did you and Liang Han go? We asked the guest room, and they said they had already returned? We didn't see your car in the parking lot. You went home. Why don't you tell us?"

"... I have something to do, so I'm back." Qin Zhijian coped with it in a hoarse voice. He drank too much last night and slept on the sofa.He got up in embarrassment, looked at his watch, "Mom, you guys play, and then take a taxi back by yourself, if you can't get a taxi, tell me, I'll pick it up, okay?"

Qin's mother hung up the phone in dissatisfaction. No matter how easy-going the parents were, they couldn't bear the panic caused by their son's farewell without saying goodbye.

Qin Zhijian didn't care about that much for a while, he buried his head and fell asleep again, until he woke up again a few hours later, fully awake.

Take a shower, shave, change clothes, and clean up the messy battlefield at home.

Looking at the sofa, Qin Zhijian remembered that Liang Han had been here before, sitting here, and the intimacy between the two of them at that time.

Even in his home, Liang Han said that he was willing to continue with him for a long time, no longer resisting, and never evading.At that time, Qin Zhijian thought that they would progress step by step, but he didn't know that this relationship was the end point given by Liang Han.

The Spring Festival holiday is only seven days.

It was the eighth day of the Lunar New Year when I returned to Beijing to start work, and the brokerages on the road started to work without exception.

Everyone in the company found that the boss had a strong sense of depression, and he scolded three people in the first meeting of the new year.

Not surprisingly, Xiao Yue was scolded the worst.

Qin Zhijian took the photo taken by the paparazzi and slammed it to the ground, "You don't even know when the artist will return to Beijing? He doesn't tell? If he doesn't tell you, don't you know how to ask!!! An artist that fans can find out You can’t find the itinerary? Do you want me to wait for the paparazzi to tell me!!”

After scolding Qin Zhijian, he called the meeting to end, and Xiao Yue was left alone.

Qin Zhijian pinched the bridge of her nose and asked him to call Duan Linqiu in front of her to ask what was going on.

The photo was sent by a paparazzi whom Qin Zhijian knew alone. Originally, he was just squatting on the news, but he didn't expect to squat a big melon.Duan Linqiu returned to Beijing on the fifth day of the Lunar New Year. He didn't go anywhere else. He landed at the airport late at night and went directly to the home of the female boss of another brokerage company.

The paparazzi originally wanted to spread it as a gossip, but if it spread like this, it would not only offend Qin Zhijian, but also offend another female boss.This kind of thing is not glorious when it is said, it is better to sell it on both sides.

Of course, Qin Zhijian paid a lot of money to suppress it.

But this was not something he was willing to suppress.

Xiaoyue called Duan Linqiu three times before he was picked up. Duan Linqiu's voice seemed lazy in the receiver. Xiaoyue asked him when it was time to return to Beijing. Duan Linqiu was still lying, "Don't worry? I haven't decided yet." Well, when will there be work arrangements?"

Xiao Yue looked up at Qin Zhijian timidly.

Qin Zhijian took a deep breath and ignored him.

Xiao Yue had no choice but to say: "Okay then, I understand, tell me in advance when you come back, and I will book a ticket for you."

Duan Linqiu didn't hang up the phone right away, he was silent for two seconds, and suddenly asked, "What is Brother Zhijian up to? Has he urged me to go back to Beijing?"

Xiao Yue didn't dare to answer without authorization, so he could only look at Qin Zhijian again and ask for instructions.

Qin Zhijian silently rubbed her fingers twice on her temples, and then nodded at Xiaoyue.

Only then did Xiaoyue say: "Yes, Mr. Qin asked me to call you to see your schedule."

Duan Linqiu breathed a few times on the phone, and after a while, he said: "I see, then you can make an appointment with him for me to see when he is free. I want to talk to him about the future work plan, and the time is set. I will go back to Beijing."

The author has something to say: think of a solution for being locked. I changed it from 12:01 noon yesterday to 30:[-] in the morning, and the special review still didn't unlock it for me.

All that time wasted and almost missed even today's update.

Of course, I believe that if you see the locked content, you will also sigh with emotion: This is it?

感谢在2020-10-2900:29:49~2020-10-3001:39:01期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angel who threw the landmines: 2 in a thousand cities; if life is just like __first meeting, 1;

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Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!