i want to send you a bouquet of flowers

After saying this, both of them fell into silence.

Li Jian sat down and faced her.

The power of ten years is too great, Li Xin's face is well maintained, there are no wrinkles on her calm face, but the originally beautiful and gentle eyebrows and eyes now appear mean, and even a ruthlessness can be seen in the corner of her eyes. The look at Li Jian seemed to swallow him alive.

Even when she beat and scolded Li Jian back then, she never had such a terrifying gaze.

Li Jian shuddered and touched the bracelet on her hand.The bracelet was given to him by Mu Zhaoyan when they were together not long ago, with "L&M" engraved on it, Li Jian has already developed a habit of touching the bracelet to ease his tension whenever he encounters a situation that makes him nervous Habit.

It was Li Xin who spoke first: "You are doing well, it seems."

There was no relief in her tone, but strong anger and resentment.

Li Jian twitched the corner of her mouth: "It's pretty good."

The phone and face-to-face are really different. On the phone, you can only hear the voice, which may still be distorted, but face-to-face, you can see the expression, see clearly, see the deep disgust and hatred between her eyebrows and eyes.

Li Jian thought he didn't care anymore, but now he realized how could he not care, after all, this was his mother, the mother who gave him flesh and blood, but it was because she cared that she felt sad and sad.

What he once longed for has turned into a deep resentment towards him.

"But I'm not doing well." Li Xin stared straight at Li Jian, this face was somewhat similar to hers, "I'm not doing well at all, it's all because of you."

Li Jian said: "I have never disturbed your life, nor have I destroyed your life. Whether you live well or not, the culprit, no matter how it is, it has nothing to do with me."

"It's okay? You're just thinking about it! How can it be okay!" Li Xin stood up from her seat, "It's because of you that I divorced your dad; People look down on you, your existence has ruined my life; now, you are gay, and those bitches from the Liao family have caught this even more, laughing at and despising me every day, can I live well?"

In Li Xin's heart, her once precious son has become the source of ruining her life.Divorcing Li Jian's father was already a big blow to her; after meeting her current husband, but because his family was very concerned about Li Jian's existence, she had to leave Li Jian behind.

Did she do something wrong?Li Xin feels that she is not wrong, she has the right to pursue her own happiness.

But Li Jian, who was abandoned by her, did not let him go, and he existed in the mouths of the group of sisters-in-law every day, using it to attack her cruelty, to ridicule her for marrying into a rich family as a wife by all means, and to ridicule him for abandoning his youngest son.Slowly, she also forgot, or in other words, distorted the reality, and finally blamed everything on Li Jian.

He is evil!

Li Xin thought bitterly.

How can the person who made her life unhappy live so happily now!

Li Xin took Li Jian's hand: "You come with me to Liao's house, I will find the best doctor to cure your illness, so that they won't laugh at me about you being gay, so I can have You can live a peaceful life."

As long as Li Jian is not gay, they will not insult themselves with words like "the child you give birth to will have a disgusting disease". Now she is only in her 40s, and she can still give birth to a child for the Liao family. Only then can she truly gain a foothold in the Liao family.

She is the mistress of the Liao family.

"I won't go." Li Jian pulled out her hand, "Whether I am gay or not has nothing to do with them, and being gay is not a disease."

"I know! I know! You just can't see me!" Li Xin said, "I'm the one who gave birth to you!"

She was very emotional, but was suppressed by her into a calm state, which was crazier and more terrifying than the excitement: "Oh, don't think that if you don't go, I have nothing to do with you. I have plenty of means to take you away. There is a lot of ability, do you understand? I want to crush you, it's easy."

Li Jian couldn't listen anymore, she stood up and wanted to leave, but Li Xin grabbed him, her body movements were so large that she knocked down the coffee cup on the table, and with the sound of the quilt being broken, the fragrant coffee spilled all over the floor .

"You can't go."

"open."

Li Xin used too much strength and was too cruel, for a while Li Jian, a grown man, couldn't break free from her.

Just as they were stalemate, Mu Zhaoyan pushed open the door and walked in. Li Xin was startled, and subconsciously let go of her hand. Li Jian immediately took two steps back, and was caught by Mu Zhaoyan and held in her arms.

Mu Zhaoyan raised Li Jian's wrist: "It's red." There was even a fingernail mark on it, which looked like it was about to bleed, and it could be seen how hard the maker of the mark was.

His complexion was beyond the description of "ugly".

"Ms. Li, or you prefer another name, Mrs. Liao." Mu Zhaoyan took a deep breath, "You are really cruel to your son."

"Who are you?" Li Xin asked.Mu Zhaoyan obviously carried the aura of a high-ranking person, and at first glance he was a difficult person to get along with. After all these years in the Liao family, Li Xin was not given for nothing, and she could more or less see something famous.

"Li Jian's boyfriend."

Li Xin frowned in disgust: "I am his mother, now I want to take my son away, you are his boyfriend and you don't care."

"If Li Jian is willing to go with you, I will not care about it, but now..." Mu Zhaoyan turned cold and raised his voice, "He is not willing, and no one can force him to be his things you don't like."

Li Xin said angrily: "What are you?"

"Of course I'm nothing." Mu Zhaoyan smiled, "At least my people can beat your people. Your bodyguards are waiting for you at the police station. If you want to be a mouse, you have to do it well." Prepare to be scratched by the cat."

Li Xin's face turned pale instantly, those people were raised by her without telling her husband.

"Let's go." Li Jian hooked Gou Mu Zhaoyan's hand, "I don't want to stay any longer."

"You dare to go!"

"Why don't I dare to leave. From today on, don't disturb my life." Li Jian said, "You are an elder and my mother, but I think it's best never to see each other again."

He pulled Mu Zhaoyan and walked out the door, but Li Xin suddenly got into trouble, picked up the remaining cup on the table and threw it in the direction of the two of them.

When Mu Zhaoyan heard the movement, he quickly pulled Li Jian behind him, and then hid behind him. Although he was not hit, the coffee in the quilt splashed all over him.

"Are you okay, Mr. Mu?" Li Jian asked anxiously, "Is it hot, does it hurt?"

"It's okay, it's not hot, it's not hot."

Li Jian looked at Li Xin: "You are crazy."

"If you don't make me feel better, I won't let you go."

"Mu Zhaoyan said: Honey, let's go."

"Ah."

"You are gone, don't recognize me as your mother from now on!" Li Xin said in a stern voice, "From now on, you will be a lone star!"

Li Jian's footsteps paused, but she didn't stop or even look back: "When did you regard me as your son again?"

"Did you come out to protect me when I was constantly bullied by those people in school? No, you didn't, even, even gave me the most unforgettable slap in my life."

"I never thought of asking you not to marry for my whole life. I bless you. But can you understand the despair I felt when I woke up and found that my mother was gone?"

"From that day on, it was you who gave up on me, not me sorry for you."

Even if it is a box, there are broken objects inside, roars, and quilt smashing, which can be heard clearly from outside.

Ignoring everyone's gossiping and curious eyes, the two walked outside the cafe. The originally gloomy sky suddenly cleared up, and a ray of light came out from the thick clouds, falling on the land.

"Baby, cry if you want." Mu Zhaoyan stroked Li Jian's face.

"There's nothing to cry about." Li Jian said with a smile, "Our mother-child relationship was broken ten years ago, when she abandoned me, but I never blamed her, I knew she was suffering."

"I can understand her, but only to the point of understanding."

"It seems that she has fallen into a quagmire. I was willing to help her at first, but later I found out that she actually didn't want to get out of this quagmire, but wanted to pull me in."

"So, for maternal love, I no longer expect it."

Li Jian stared straight ahead, trying not to let the things in his eyes fall out: "Whether she can let go of it in the future, but at least, I can't."

"Baby." Mu Zhaoyan sighed.

This was the deepest scar in Li Jian's heart, and Mu Zhaoyan never expected it to heal overnight.But he will use his love to bury and wrap it until it fades him, and Li Jian won't be too sad when she thinks about it.

"Let's go home."

"Well, go home."

Li Jian hugged Mu Zhaoyan's clothes in a daze outside the bathroom, quietly, without making a sound, like a puppet without a soul.

To be honest, Mu Zhaoyan, who had just taken a shower, came out and saw this scene, his heart trembled violently.Knowing that Li Jian heard the movement, she turned her face and smiled at him.

Mu Zhaoyan didn't say anything, just pulled him into his arms and kissed him on the brow.

"I'm fine." Li Jian said, "I'm just a little tired and I can't catch my breath."

After all, everyone would feel mentally exhausted after going through something that was equivalent to severing the relationship between mother and child.There is deep confusion and emptiness in this exhaustion, and Li Jian needs time to digest these things.

He said he didn't care, it was fine, but in fact the wound got worse.

Even if there is no fantasy.

Now Li Jian can only find comfort and a sense of security in Mu Zhaoyan's arms.

"Tired? Go/go to bed and sleep for a while."

Li Jian didn't try to be brave, and obediently let Mu Zhaoyan carry him to the bed, changed his pajamas, covered him with a quilt, and kissed his forehead.

"More," he said, "and a kiss on the forehead."

"Ah."

Mu Zhaoyan kissed gently without stopping.

Mu Zhaoyan leaned against the head of the bed, kissed and stroked him, and after a while, Li Jian fell asleep in Mu Zhaoyan's arms, with a peaceful expression and a deep sleep.

When Li Jian woke up, he looked at the clock, it was already past seven in the evening, his head was a little groggy, but he was in good spirits.

He rubbed against the quilt, his nose could vaguely smell the aroma of food, he thought, it must be Mr. Mu who is making dinner.

Pulling herself up from the bed, Li Jian ran into the kitchen without even wearing shoes, and hugged Mu Zhaoyan's waist.

"Did you sleep well?"

"Well, it's very comfortable." Li Jian rubbed his face.

"Go and sit in the living room for a while, the food will be ready soon." Mu Zhaoyan filled the pot, "Go and put on your shoes."

Li Jian thought it was amazing, how did Mu Zhaoyan know that he didn't wear shoes without even turning his head: "How did Mr. Mu know?"

"The sound of your footsteps with shoes on is different from the one just now."

"Ah? Oh~" Li Jian waved.

But Li Jian, who put on his shoes, didn't wait obediently in the living room to be fed, but ran to the kitchen and stuck with Mu Zhaoyan.

Mu Zhaoyan was not very good at Chinese food, so he could only follow the recipe with his iPad. He didn't allow Li Jian to do it, and Li Jian sat aside and explained to him step by step what he needed to do.

"Hmmm...chop the millet peppers, not too fine, not too big." This is making the dip.

Li Jian commanded: "It's time to start the pot, it's over when the waist is old!"

Mu Zhaoyan was also quite flustered, he tucked up his waist in a hurry, and when he turned his head, he saw Li Jian leaning forward and backward laughing, laughing at him for being so anxious.

"Little bastard."

Mu Zhaoyan gnawed the corner of his mouth in dissatisfaction, and then fed him a piece of freshly baked kidney.

"How is it, does it taste okay?"

Mu Zhaoyan was a little nervous.

"good to eat!"

Li Jian chewed on the fresh and tender kidney, and smiled sweetly.

After dinner, the two finished washing the dishes while touching each other, sat on the sofa watching boring TV programs, and occasionally exchanged a kiss.

If Mu Zhaoyan feeds Li Jian a piece of watermelon, he will get a sweet watermelon flavor; if he feeds a grape, he will get a rich grape flavor.

Excited.

As for those celebrities on TV shouting, running, and dancing, the two of them basically put a little effort into it.

The atmosphere was just right, Li Jian's cell phone rang.

Mu Zhaoyan regretted it from the bottom of his heart.

It's Bai Xinyu.

"Hey, Auntie."

"Little Jane! Auntie was going to tell you last night! It's wrong to drink, it's wrong to drink!" Bai Xinyu glared at her husband, "I can't get through to your cell phone this afternoon. Auntie was unhappy last night. She had a few drinks. I didn't expect When I woke up, it was already this afternoon! So important things were delayed by me!"

Li Jian was at the bamboo spring restaurant yesterday afternoon, Li Jian's mobile phone was dead and there was no signal, so Bai Xinyu couldn't get through.

"Ah? What's the matter?"

"Your mother, she came here and said she wanted to take you to the Liao's house. Did she contact you? I accidentally delayed it for so long. If she is looking for you, don't go with her!"

"This..." Li Jian said, "I have already seen her this afternoon."

Bai Xinyu took a deep breath: "What? Have you seen her?"

"Hmm..." Li Jian stuck out her tongue.

Bai Xinyu calmed down: "Did she say something?"

"Said, said a lot."

Bai Xinyu said: "Don't listen to her, think that you are not the one who is wrong, you are a child, she just wants to find someone to vent her unhappy life now, and she doesn't want others to be happier than her."

"I know."

Bai Xinyu said: "You must also not go with her. The Liao's place is very complicated. How can you go there? She is really blocked!" As she spoke, Bai Xinyu became a little anxious again .

She originally thought that tiger poison would not eat children, but she never expected that Li Xin was an exception.

Li Jian comforted: "Okay, I won't go with her, don't worry, Auntie."

"That's right." Bai Xinyu breathed a sigh of relief, "Auntie will come to your place tomorrow, and have a good talk with Auntie, I know you must be uncomfortable, and by the way, Auntie will take you to buy some clothes.

"what?!"

"Why, why don't you welcome Auntie?"

"No, no!" Li Jian panicked, and winked at Mu Zhaoyan who was listening to him on the phone.

What should I do.

Mu Zhaoyan smiled slightly.

"Auntie, you are welcome to come tomorrow."

This sentence was not said by Li Jian, but by Mu Zhaoyan, and apart from him, Li Jian and Bai Xinyu on the other end were all stupid.

"On your side?"

Li Jian felt guilty: "My boyfriend..."

"Then I will come tomorrow!"

The author has something to say: this part is less than [-] words, so please forgive me?

There are probably two or three chapters left, tomorrow?the day after tomorrow?

By the way, let me explain Li Xin's logic: I am divorced, it is Li Jian's fault;

It was Li Jian's fault that I abandoned my youngest son and was ridiculed by others;

I want to have a baby, but because Li Jian is gay, others say that there is something wrong with the child you gave birth to, and it is Li Jian's fault.

Li Jian is gay, Li Jian doesn't want to go to Liao's house for "treatment" with her = she will still be ridiculed by Liao's family = Li Jian doesn't want him to have a good time = she doesn't want Li Jian to have a good time either.

Generally speaking, in her heart, it was Li Jian's fault.

Just sauce.She was supposed to be a qualified and good mother, but her experience distorted her, blaming Li Jian for all the problems that were not Li Jian, this is the sorrow between mother and child.