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Ever since she learned that she was intentionally subcontracted and had lived for more than 20 years stealing other people's identities, Jiang Louxin was very repulsed to live in Jiang's house.

Everywhere here reminds him of how bad things his biological mother has done, and he is bleeding her blood.

But Gu Linlan's side was equally difficult to face, which made Jiang Louxin feel like he had nowhere to go.

The medicine was so powerful that Jiang Louxin really suspected that he would die on the bed, but when he woke up, he was not lying in the coffin, but in Gu Linlan's arms.

Seeing Gu Linlan's shoulder being bitten into a deep circle of tooth marks, Jiang Lou's heart first became angry, and then he remembered that he did it himself, and fell into a state of remorse.

Turning around, he lightly pushed away the arms around his waist, picked up the crumpled clothes on the ground and ran away.

After leaving the hotel, he shrank in the apartment. The corner of his mouth was bitten, and there were hickey marks and marks on his neck. He couldn't even perform on stage when he went to the orchestra.

It wasn't until Xu Yan contacted him, saying that there was something to discuss about the wedding, that he went out in a sneaky way, and worked as a coward in Jiang's house for several days.

Although he didn't change bedrooms, didn't meet annoying relatives, his ears were clean, and his treatment was the same as in the past, he was still restless.

In the early morning, he tossed and turned in bed for a long time without falling asleep. When he heard the rustling of the stairs and the sound of his footsteps lightly, he opened the door suspiciously.

Originally thought that walking so slowly must be because Xu Yan, who has always been caring, was afraid of disturbing other people's sleep, but unexpectedly saw Pei Muyin.

Jiang Louxin didn't know that he had stayed until now, so he opened the door more curiously, and was about to speak, but was stopped by Pei Muyin.

His gaze moved down, and he saw Zhu Ying who was hugged by Pei Muyin.

The current Zhu Ying was different from Jiang Louxin's impression. She fell asleep quietly, with her head tilted slightly, leaning obediently in Pei Muyin's arms.

When Zhu Ying fell asleep, Pei Muyin went home and washed up.At this time, I changed into a set of more casual clothes, without the usual sharpness, and looked a little more gentle.

The two of them are always evenly matched together, and it's rare for them to be so non-aggressive.

Jiang Louxin was at the entrance of the corridor, waiting for Pei Muyin to put Zhu Ying down before coming out gently.

He asked, "Is he sicker? What's the matter?"

Pei Muyin didn't answer, it was really hard to find the answer.

Just stayed with Zhu Ying for a few days, during which Jiang Xi and Xu Yan came back, knowing that Pei Muyin didn't say anything after he was here.

Jiang Xi looked at the semi-conscious Zhu Ying, and then at the empty living room with a family photo at the corner.

In the photo, the old man was still there, and Jiang Louxin was still a justifiable young master, squeezed in the first row with his brothers, and was forcibly hooked by Jiang Fuzhao's neck.

This was taken by Jiang Fuyu when he got married two years ago, and now he has tried his best to end his marriage with his wife regardless of the cost.

Jiang Xi suddenly felt that things were right and people were wrong, and said, "What evil did you do?"

He felt that Xu Yan would not reply, and after a while, he heard Xu Yan sigh: "Maybe I have been ambush all these years."

"Reporters are still staring at the door these days, please bear with it."

As for Jiang Fuzhao, who was acting out of line, no matter how he dealt with it, the Jiang family couldn't get rid of it.

If you spend sky-high prices to fish people out, you will inevitably be drowned by the spit of the public.If you put aside the relationship directly, just treat it as if there is no such person in the family, and accusations that they are cold-hearted and cold-hearted are still inevitable.

Jiang Xi didn't care what others thought, but was only worried about the continued impact on the stock, so he chose the latter that could calm down as soon as possible.

He was very annoyed by reporters recently, and said: "If I knew it earlier, I should have beaten Jiang Fuzhao when he got into trouble. At least he can be more honest."

"If you have the strength to make assumptions, use it to find a doctor. Please think of a way, why this medicine has no effect at all..." Xu Yan paused, and said, "I don't have the ability to teach the elder son well, and the younger son also Can't keep it?"

The team of experts is the one that treated Xu Yan, and has sufficient experience in this genetic typing.

If none of them can do it, the others are probably more hanging.

Xu Yan knew this, but still told Jiang Xi like bitter water.

During the period from the next to the beginning of school, Zhu Ying found that there were more and more unfamiliar faces, all of whom were famous doctors in pheromones.

Some were found by Pei Muyin, and some were entrusted by Jiang Xi.

They all felt that there was no problem with the medication, and they were helpless about Zhu Ying's state.

"There's too much medicine, can you take less?" Zhu Ying packed her schoolbag and suggested, "Taking medicine is the same as eating."

Pei Muyin said, "I've finished the previous candies, so I bought you new candies."

Zhu Ying lowered her eyelashes, looked at the candy in Pei Muyin's hand, and said helplessly, "I don't like mint that much either."

Pei Muyin didn't know whether he was naively satisfying his desire for possessiveness, or if he was secretly playing tricks and bought all the candy as mint flavor.

"Isn't it that the taste is cooler? You even have potato chips."

Zhu Ying corrected: "Potato chips are cucumber-flavored, don't compete with cucumbers."

Pei Muyin dared to test and said, "Well, cucumbers can't beat me."

Zhu Ying sneered and said, "I don't belong to anyone, and I won't let anything trip me."

The recent lethargy made him lack of energy, making his face dull.

But no matter how late he slept, in the middle of the night or at dawn, the kitchen would carefully prepare meals for him, so he didn't lose weight.

He was indifferent when he laughed, just a restrained narrator.

"You've been very busy recently. I see that every time you open the company's intranet, there are at least fifteen messages waiting to be answered. Are you doing mergers and acquisitions or financing?" Zhu Ying said, "You really don't need to accompany me, it's a waste of time."

Pei Muyin put her hand on the suitcase, and said with restraint: "You want to talk like this when you wake up?"

"Just to tell you the truth, I won't wait for someone, and I don't want anyone to wait for me." Zhu Ying said, "It can be easier this way."

He was afflicted piecemeal by the disease, and he looked so weak that he could no longer bear the slightest extra burden.

So everything should be as it should be.

Pei Muyin followed him with a smile, not a good one: "I know, you don't want me anymore."

Zhu Ying wanted to say that you were the one who threw me away first.

However, he changed the subject and said: "Did you invest in the laboratory? You will regret it. This drug is unlikely to be launched, and some people are not happy to see it appear."

"Whether those people are happy or not has nothing to do with me, I will vote if you need it."

Pei Muyin avoided Zhu Ying and went outside to smoke a cigarette. Zhu Ying came out with her coat on and stood beside him without caring about the smell of the smoke.

A servant helped to move the suitcase into the car. In order to go to class and do experiments after school started, Zhu Ying wanted to live in a high-end apartment near the school.

Zhu Ying looked at them, lowered her head and saw that she was stepping on Pei Muyin's shadow, and then looked at Pei Muyin.

"Young master, we can leave at any time!" the butler said not far away.

Zhu Ying turned her head stiffly, and when she passed Pei Muyin, she sighed and said, "Why do you have a cigarette addiction after going to study abroad?"

Pei Muyin leaned against the pillar, watching Zhu Ying's back getting farther and farther away, her eyes fell on the back of her neck between the end of her hair and the collar.

There are still teeth marks from his past bites.

He said: "Because I can't help but miss you, I'm going crazy."

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Xu Yan often lived in this room before, but unfortunately, in recent years, he spent much more time as Mrs. Jiang than Professor Xu, and rarely even went to school.

Now the place has been cleaned, the furniture has been replaced with new ones, the head of the household has changed from Xu Yan to Zhu Ying, and the combination lock number has been reset by Zhu Ying.

After Zhu Ying finished carrying the luggage, she silently watched the servant help to pack it up.

He was fascinated to think that his words were full of loopholes, so he could fool someone like Pei Muyin who would favor him in everything.

But Zhu Ying didn't want Pei Muyin to be wasted.

"Why don't you want him to take care of you? It's an eyesore?" Gu Linlan asked, "Even a vase seems to be an eye-catching vase."

Taking advantage of the fact that the laboratory was not yet busy and the research institute had few affairs, they sat in the quiet bar and chatted about the past, inevitably talking about Pei Muyin.

Zhu Ying said vaguely: "He makes me feel a little scared..."

Every time she woke up, every time she fell asleep, Zhu Ying didn't dare to look directly into Pei Muyin's eyes.

Don't look at me like that.He said to himself, don't be so depressed, even if you can't wake up, it's not all a bad thing.

However, Zhu Ying gradually felt frustrated. He tried hard to take medicine, but still couldn't get better, so he could only let Pei Muyin suffer so much.

"Do you remember those stray cats in the alley? When we were in junior high school, we fed a cat that was so clingy that we almost brought it home." Zhu Ying said.

"Well, it hid under the car in winter and was run over, and it sneaked away when it wanted to take it to the pet hospital."

"I saw it later." Zhu Ying said.

He took a sip of his non-alcoholic cocktail and said, "It's so badly hurt that I can't move half of my body, and I don't know how it ran into the corner. I want to put a blanket on it to keep out the wind, and it avoids me." , limping farther away.”

"why?"

"I didn't know before, but..." He froze for a moment, but didn't continue.

But he knows now.

"For cats, parting is probably a cruel thing, so I'm afraid we will be sad when we see it."

Gu Linlan didn't ask Zhu Ying if she had the same idea, seeing Zhu Ying's frustrated and powerless expression, the answer was written on her face.

He said: "If I were that cat, I wouldn't care about anything. I would eat as many small dried fish as I can. The more afraid I am, the more I want to see him, and I want him to hold him in my arms and scratch his belly."

"Well?"

"Since we are afraid of being separated, we should seize the opportunity to be together."

Zhu Ying bent her eyes: "So you are not a stray cat."

Growing up without being surrounded by love, he knew how warm and cold he was along the way, and even only had a moment of attention, and was snatched back after being addicted.

This kind of stray cat, or this kind of Zhu Ying, has a cowardly instinct carved in his bones, and will only run away at a loss, hiding and licking the wound alone.

"I get nosebleeds, and I vomit blood when I coughed a few times before. He hasn't seen it yet, so if I continue like this, I won't be able to hide it." Zhu Ying said.

Gu Linlan said: "Are you reluctant to let him see it?"

"Sure enough, it's someone who is about to get married, and his words are a bit nasty."

After Zhu Ying finished joking, she shook her head and said, "It's not a good thing, forget it, just treat it as me trying to accumulate virtue and make him feel less hurt."

In this old bad debt, there is no one who is not a loser. They have already tasted the bitter fruit together, and they have no intention of asking Pei Muyin for anything.

Gu Linlan pondered for a moment, and said, "It's normal no matter how you think about your current state."

Whether it is negativity, fear, avoidance, or self-deception, these emotions are easy to breed when facing an unknown illness.

Even if Zhu Ying is pretending to be calm now, it's amazing to be able to pretend like this.

They are orderly in both study and life, but they are at a loss with Pei Muyin, and they can't even speak well, which makes each other confused.

"Suddenly came to do ideological work for me, did your bride make a small report with you? Is Pei Muyin having a bad time recently?"

"Not only did he not make a small report, he didn't even talk to me. He probably planned to hide until the wedding day. But I ran into Pei Muyin at the banquet a few days ago." Gu Linlan said, "It looks better than you More like a battered patient."

He explained the second half of the sentence: "He is out of his mind and ignores people with a cold face, as if everyone owes him a wife."

"Why is Pei Muyin like this?" Zhu Ying muttered, not in a puzzled tone, but her expression became lively and cunning.

Blaming others for not being able to catch up with him, making others feel uncomfortable, is actually what Pei Muyin did.

Then Zhu Ying returned to the apartment, feeling rare and not sleepy, so she read the literature for two hours, then went to the bathroom to wash her face.

He saw his pale face in the mirror, and after feeling the heat in his nasal cavity, he bled a little without warning, and covered it with a tissue for a few minutes skillfully.

When the nosebleed stopped, he threw away the tissue and filled the bathtub.

The audiobook app was turned on on the mobile phone, and the robotic male voice was in a flat tone, reading the contents of a certain pharmacy professional book.

Zhu Ying soaked comfortably in the warm water and threw a bath ball into it.

It's just that the bath ball looks fresh, but it turns red after melting.Recently, Zhu Ying didn't like this color and was struggling to get out.

It's just that he was a little sleepy in the steaming heat, and he lay in it and paddled with his arms, dawdling too lazy to move.

As he thought about it, he felt the phone ringing and wanted to take a look at it, but he couldn't even lift his fingers.

Zhu Ying struggled in the water for a while, and when she regained consciousness, Pei Muyin had already fished her out of the water.

He coughed sadly, choked on a few sips of water, and couldn't keep his eyes open.

Zhu Ying wanted to ask Pei Muyin how he opened the anti-theft door, but Pei Muyin wrapped him twice in a towel, carried him to the sink, and opened his mouth first.

"Do you know where you sleep? Can you ignore this?!" Pei Muyin asked.

Feeling the suppressed anger between the lines, Zhu Ying struggled to open her eyes, but saw Pei Muyin with her hands on her left and right sides, looking as if she was about to collapse at any time.

Pei Muyin's chest heaved, apparently unable to recover from the shock.

"The whole person slipped under the bathtub. If I came half a minute late, I could fucking collect your body. Do you really know?! You are not afraid of death, nothing can keep you, right? You can do it here too." sleep?"

Zhu Ying leaned back against the mirror and said in a daze, "I'm sorry..."

Probably aware that she was out of control, Pei Muyin took two deep breaths, but still couldn't restrain herself: "Zhu Ying, if you die, I will come down to accompany you, no need to wait for anyone!"

Every word he said was trembling, but Zhu Ying knew it was not an angry word.

"Xiao Pei, I'm sorry." Seeing that Pei Muyin's eyes were red and her mind was blank, Zhu Ying repeated in confusion.

Pei Muyin didn't care to hide his embarrassment, and was terribly frightened by the thrilling scene when he was pushed out of the bathroom. It is estimated that it will become a lingering nightmare in the future, and it will wake him up instantly.

He said: "Don't apologize to me. I can't fucking believe any of your truths or lies. You don't know if my birthday is set at the door?"

Having said that, he sneered absurdly.

"Is this what you said to be easy? Are you really relaxed by dismissing me in a few words and doing this kind of thing secretly?"

Zhu Ying was obtusely aware of what she had done, so that Pei Muyin successfully opened the door. She probably walked in here without trying a few times at the combination lock.

He bit his lip helplessly, and was imprisoned in a small space by Pei Muyin. He had no way of escaping, so he could only face the other person's fiery gaze and sincerity.

"I think you really don't know." Pei Muyin said, "I'm obviously the one who will support you someday when you jump off, if you just smile or lie, I can be led away by you... ..."

Yet you choose to let me go.

You are sick and habitually curl up alone, being a stray cat that no one loves.

Obviously you are loved baby.

Zhu Ying gasped, trying to hold Pei Muyin's hand, but was interrupted by coughing, and covered her mouth instead.

Amidst the uncontrollable choking, his vision was blurred, and his eyes were covered with mist.

After that, he couldn't cover his mouth anymore, so he lowered his head and leaned on Pei Muyin's shoulder, trembling and coughing constantly.

Pei Muyin patted Zhu Ying's back lightly to help her relax, and at the same time felt that her clothes were wet a lot.

At first, he smelled the rust-like smell, but he thought that he was dizzy and his sense of smell was wrong, and then simply thought that the liquid on his shoulder was Zhu Ying's tears.

When Zhu Ying bent down holding her heart, Pei Muyin supported Zhu Ying with one hand, and touched her shoulder with the other.

That piece of cloth sticks to his body with hot flashes, always giving him a bad feeling.

Pei Muyin felt that his palms were sticky and weird, so he couldn't help looking at them.

I touched the blood on my hand.