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After finishing the rehearsal of the symphony orchestra, Jiang Louxin had just installed the violin when she was told that her grandfather's operation had failed.

He stood silently in the mourning hall for three days, his eyes were bloodshot, and his body smelled of smoke after burning paper money.

After attending the funeral, Jiang Lou watched the cars passing by outside the cemetery in a daze, and suddenly noticed that some relatives looked at him with strange expressions.

He didn't know why, his sense of presence in the Jiang family was very low, and he also made it clear that he had no intention of fighting for power, so he shouldn't be so "valued".

The elder brother who rushed back from the world was also looking at him, and he said: "What's wrong?"

The eldest brother said, "Lou Xin, has Dad talked to you recently?"

Jiang Lou thought in his heart: "We didn't talk about anything important."

"I guess Dad can't figure out how to tell you." The elder brother said, "He didn't tell me either, but I heard the wind myself."

Jiang Lou was puzzled, thought over the recent conversation with Xu Yan, and asked, "Is there someone who wants to marry me?"

The eldest brother was surprised: "Didn't even tell you this?!"

"I don't want to marry. He probably blocked it for me directly. The Jiang family is not in a position to sell their son."

After finishing speaking, Jiang Louxin muttered: "When will there be less rotten peach blossoms? I am very happy to be with my father every day, and I just want to live like this."

The atmosphere was strangely quiet for two seconds, the elder brother dodged his eyes and said, "You did it yourself, who told you to provoke others?"

"I stayed at home every day except for work, and I never recruited anyone."

"It was Gu Linlan who proposed the marriage. You found Alpha when you were in high school. Speaking of which, you have a good eye, or did you have a premonition back then?"

Jiang Louxin was stunned for a moment, then said, "He's coming back?"

The eldest brother has been disturbed by various news these two days. Seeing that the younger brother doesn't know anything about it, he finds it a little funny and unfortunate.

Obviously Jiang Louxin was the one in the center of the vortex, but he was completely out of the situation, surrounded by others like watching a show.

The eldest brother said with some sympathy: "At least a week ago, I heard that he talked to his father about this matter, and his attitude was very positive."

However, in Jiang Louxin's eyes, this was an accident that fell from the sky, which made him almost unable to turn his brain around.

In these years, Jiang Louxin intentionally paid attention to the movements of his ex-boyfriend, but because of his limited contacts, he had no access to the fields that Gu Linlan was involved in, so he didn't know the situation at all.

Sometimes when he got off work early, he would deliberately go around the alley and stand far away at the intersection, waiting for Gu's parents to come home every night to see if they were in good health and if they were in trouble.

The intersection between myself and Gu Linlan ends here, and I can't force anything else.

...He wants to marry himself?

Jiang Lou was stunned for a while, and soon realized Xu Yan's concerns.

No wonder Dad didn't talk to him more, it must be because he was worried about his old relationship and guilt about the past, and the other party might use this to take revenge.

He asked, "How is Gu Linlan doing?"

"Much better than you, you don't need to worry about it." The elder brother said, "If he is still a poor boy with no value, it is impossible for father to see him, let alone marry you."

He glanced at his second brother who was slowly coming out of the cemetery. The Alpha was in a wheelchair and was pushed out by his wife.

"Gu Linlan should be arranged to be your second brother's superior. Alas, the guy surnamed Gu is handsome and has a bright future. It's a good place to go." said the elder brother.

He asked: "What do you think?"

"I don't think so." Jiang Lou was in a state of confusion, "It's not urgent, we'll talk about it later."

The eldest brother snorted lightly and said, "A word of advice, if you can agree, you should hurry up."

"Is there another Omega talking to him about this?"

"Yes, indeed, but he doesn't seem to be willing, so he just asked you for the time being. I think he has great ambitions and needs help. You should think about it as soon as possible to save some accidents..."

Speaking of this, the elder brother paused unnaturally, and said, "You may not be the one he wants to marry."

Jiang Lou thought in his heart: "I don't understand what you are talking about."

Gu Linlan is a budding upstart in technology, and he has a high status and is backed by a prestigious family. If he wants to take advantage of it, he is the most suitable candidate no matter what.

If Gu Linlan wanted to advance his career to a higher level, Jiang Lou couldn't think of anyone else who could replace him.

The eldest brother clicked to stop, and no longer revealed the news he got: "Then you pretend I didn't tell you."

In the evening, Jiang Louxin returned to the Jiang residence, and had a tasteless meal with Jiang Xi and Xu Yan.

While scooping up the soup, he frequently lost his mind, shook his wrist, and accidentally spilled the soup on the tablecloth, staining the clean white and flat cloth with oil stains.

Jiang Xi said angrily: "It's really hard to do anything, what things can you do well?"

Jiang Louxin thought that he hadn't caused trouble to his father recently, so he didn't understand why he would be picked on.

He was just depressed for a while, without thinking too much, and said back: "In terms of things I can do well, you are a mess, and you can fall asleep in less than 5 minutes every time you listen to a concert."

He was very talented in music since he was a child, and he won prizes and awards. Although his grades in cultural subjects were mediocre, he was recruited by one of the top colleges and studied under a certain famous musician.

It's just that Jiang Xi really can't appreciate it, and thinks it's something only those who are full will do.

He whispered: "This gap, are you my real father?"

Normally, it was just a casual remark, but Jiang Xi and him would often sigh like this, and then quarrel with each other.

The atmosphere is a bit different today, just as he finished speaking, Xu Yan choked, lowered his body and coughed for a while, his eyes were a little sad and struggling.

Jiang Xi walked along Xu Yan's back, saw that his cough gradually stopped, rubbed his temples with a headache, and then looked at Jiang Louxin.

The emotions contained in the line of sight were a bit complicated, and Jiao Jiang Louxin couldn't decipher them for a while.

"I want to tell you something, you will come to my study later."

Xu Yan interrupted: "Let me talk."

"If you can't say it, don't bite the bullet and get involved."

Jiang Xi has been in Vanity Fair for so many years, and has long since become an old fox. He seldom finds something difficult, and even emergencies can be handled with ease.

But in the entanglement in front of him, he was as decisive as him, and he felt very embarrassed.

The procrastination has been dragging on for three days, and it will not be a problem if it continues like this. Jiang Xi wanted to solve it quickly, and then calmed down, and said to Jiang Louxin: "You should be mentally prepared, this time I am not joking with you."

Jiang Louxin asked: "Is it Gu Linlan's business? Eldest brother has already told me."

Jiang Xi actually wanted to confess his life experience, and when Jiang Louxin mentioned the marriage, he continued: "What do you think?"

"I……"

Before he finished speaking, Xu Yan put down his chopsticks and glanced at him warningly.

Then, the butler came over and said a few words to Jiang Xi, then walked out quickly, and handed over a USB flash drive when he came back.

Although the thing is very light, the content can make a lot of waves.

"What is this?" Xu Yan asked.

Jiang Xidao: "Gu Linlan sent it. I guess he got impatient, so he showed some sincerity and urged me to make a decision here."

He was pleasantly surprised by Gu Linlan's actions, so he looked at the listless Jiang Louxin, thinking about how to deal with this trouble, so that the Jiang family could take back Zhu Ying and establish cooperation with Gu Linlan.

He thought, if Gu Linlan knew about Jiang Louxin's real life experience, that he was a fake young master who could be discarded at any time, he would definitely find another marriage partner.

After all, a fool would waste the many benefits of marrying a noble family, just to toss his ex-boyfriend.

It's not okay for Jiang Louxin to find out, he knows Jiang Louxin's temper, sometimes naive and stubborn, he will definitely expose the truth, so that Gu Linlan won't suffer.

Thinking about it this way, Jiang Xixin said, forget it, and keep the cheap son in the dark for a while.

Gu Linlan said that he could exchange more important materials, and it would not be too late when those things were in his hands.

Jiang Xi played with the cold USB flash drive, lost the intention of having a showdown with Jiang Louxin, and went to the company in a hurry, intending to analyze the data in it.

Not long after he left, Xu Yan received a call from the hospital and learned that Zhu Ying had been taken out of the ward by Pei Muyin, and left home in a hurry.

Because he was out of his mind, he forgot to tell Jiang Louxin.

So much so that Jiang Lou took a long time to take a shower, swayed and pushed open the door of the study, just in time for nothing, and none of the parents were there.

There were four identification reports on the table, which were obviously prepared for the conversation, and he casually flipped through them.

He didn't understand the compositional analysis of the first few pages, but he stopped abruptly on the last page.

—— Are Xu Yan and Zhu Ying father and son? !

His eyes widened in disbelief, unable to figure out how this could happen, and then he took out the other three copies and looked at them carefully.

To be on the safe side, both Jiang Xi and Xu Yan made appraisals with themselves and Zhu Ying.

Zhu Ying's results all showed blood relationship, and she...

None of them.

·

Zhu Ying hugged the box lovingly, and refused to let Pei Muyin touch it again.

Pei Muyin was at a loss and asked curiously, "So what's inside? I really don't know."

Zhu Ying pursed her lips and turned her head sullenly: "It's none of your business."

He carefully put the box on the bed and continued to tidy up the water-soaked wardrobe.

He took out the wet clothes from inside, and turned around to check whether the box was still there from time to time, so that the thing would disappear, or Pei Muyin would lift it up and shake it again.

Pei Muyin was at a loss: "Why is that box so heavy, did you buy gold?"

But the weight is not the same as gold, a little lighter, more like sand filling a container.

"Just don't move." Zhu Ying said angrily, "Back away, back to the door."

Pei Muyin didn't listen to him, bent down to tidy up the scattered clothes, and then helped to call for maintenance.

The master quickly came to the door and went upstairs with the toolbox to check what went wrong.But Pei Muyin was bored, and made up his mind about the box again.

"What the hell is it?" he asked. "Looks like a lunch box for two, wrapped in cloth."

Zhu Ying said in her heart that it was your son's ashes.

Putting this kind of thing in the closet is really scary for others, but Zhu Ying didn't think it was scary.

That was the child who had been with him for several months.

He watched the child grow up little by little, made himself nauseous and retched, and made himself tender and soft-hearted, and then said goodbye silently before he could meet.

He lowered his eyelashes and said lightly, "You don't want to know."

Seeing that he really didn't want to say anything, Pei Muyin didn't ask any more questions, and didn't go into the details of what was in the box, and simply put his doubts behind him.

Anyway, since their reunion, their dialogue has not been smooth, full of sharp thorns and reserved cover-ups.

He was crazy from the beginning, but now he is almost used to it.

He focused on other things: "Sit down, I'll go and rewash these clothes."

Zhu Ying's body is too weak to consume too much energy.Therefore, he did not reject Pei Muyin's kindness, and just watched Alpha go about her business.

It is estimated that after the young master broke up with him, he had never done housework, and his already proficient movements became clumsy.

At first, there was too much laundry detergent, then the washing machine couldn't use it, and then I couldn't wring the clothes smoothly.

The scene seemed familiar. If the other party hadn't faded from his youthfulness, his back was wider and firmer, and his lines were clearer and sharper, Zhu Ying would have thought that she had returned to her, and once again had a pure and passionate lover.

...After a while, he realized that Pei Muyin was more scheming.

The master repaired the leak within half an hour. Pei Muyin paid the money, but she refused to leave because she hadn't finished washing her clothes.

The combined area of ​​Zhuying's bedroom and balcony is not as big as Pei Muyin's cloakroom. At this moment, Pei Muyin is enjoying it and doesn't dislike the narrowness and rudimentary here.

During this period, Zhu Ying changed from sitting by the bed to lying on the bed, and finally fell asleep in the bed.

After spending a long time, Pei Muyin finally dried all the clothes.He looked at the two rows of clothes on the balcony, and thought to himself that this picture was outrageous.

Five years ago, I washed clothes for Omega in a similar place, and five years later, I was still doing the same thing for the same Omega in the same room.

It's just that Zhu Ying belonged to me at that time, but now I simply belong to Zhu Ying.

Pei Muyin laughed at herself, then turned her head to find that Zhu Ying had fallen asleep, without any sense of crisis because of her existence.

He smiled in Zhu Ying's direction, then paused, and then forced his smile back.

He thought to himself, Zhu Ying, as a beautiful Omega that has not been permanently marked, has no sense of vigilance at all, how can it be like this?

No wonder he was tricked by a certain dog Alpha and gave birth to a child infatuatedly.

This matter is like a thorn in my heart, every time I touch it, I feel uncomfortable.

Heartache, jealousy, and annoyance all surged up, making him appear to be well-dressed and personable, but in fact he was in a mess, and he seemed about to go crazy if he didn't restrain himself.

Pei Muyin's complexion suddenly became uneasy, but he didn't leave directly.

For the next half an hour, he did nothing, just stayed on the bedside looking at Zhu Ying's sleeping face like a maniac.

Seeing that Zhu Ying moved slightly, Pei Muyin immediately took a breath.

Then he blinked his eyes slowly, and saw the other party sucking his nose childishly, feeling his fingertips were very itchy, and he had to do something.

After struggling for a while, he reached out his hand carefully and secretly scratched Zhu Ying's bridge of nose.

Zhu Ying subconsciously snorted softly, but did not wake up, Pei Muyin raised the corners of her mouth, and tucked the corner of the quilt for Omega.

His demeanor was gentle, for fear of disturbing Zhu Ying's dream.

However, just as he was about to let go of the quilt, Zhu Ying suddenly frowned, her expression fragile and uneasy, and she shrank into a ball under his eyes.

In the middle of the night when she should have fallen asleep peacefully, Zhu Ying just curled up like this, and then subconsciously covered her abdomen with her hands.

——That's where the scar was.

This series of movements is done so smoothly, God knows how many times I have done it when I can't see it.

After realizing this, Pei Muyin lowered her face and covered the quilt, and walked downstairs without looking back.

He was jealous again, and hated another Alpha.

He clenched the car keys so tightly that his palms hurt so much that he didn't let go.

I was using the pain to stay awake, lest I couldn't help but look back, and then lingered in Zhu Ying's room, humble and reluctant to part.

When he reached the door, Pei Muyin felt a familiar figure standing under the street lamp, so he raised his eyes coldly.

Originally, I wondered who was standing in the cold wind in a daze in the middle of the night, but I didn't expect it to be Xu Yan.

Xu Yan was also wondering why Pei Muyin appeared here, and just when Pei Muyin was about to explain, saying that he was pursuing Zhu Ying, he heard a soft sigh.

Xu Yan said: "How can you let him spend the night alone when he is still sick?"

He gathered his scarf, the night was too cold, and there was a thin white mist when he spoke.

In the fog, Pei Muyin heard him say, "It's obvious that he did this because he was pregnant with your child."

·

When do people really grow up?

If it was Pei Muyin who answered, he might say that it was the summer night when the two of them left the mansion holding hands while protecting their lover behind their backs.

Later, he didn't bother to think about these things, and inadvertently, he became a very powerful Alpha in the eyes of others.

The elders treat him like an independent man, and friends say that he matures very quickly.

And after meeting Zhu Ying unexpectedly, he felt that he had grown up.

In the secret joys again and again, in the frustrations again and again, time and time again, I found that Zhu Ying did not rely on him, and he failed to make Zhu Ying depend on him.

After hearing Xu Yan say that Zhu Ying's child was hers and that the scar came from her, Pei Muyin was surprised at first, but then had mixed feelings, and fell into inextricable despair.

Not only was he depressed, but his heart was clenched into a ball, and he couldn't recover for a long time.

He remembered the bits and pieces of this period of time, Zhu Ying was occasionally full of hostility, and occasionally showed nostalgia, and when he expressed his dissatisfaction angrily, he would put on an intriguing expression.

He couldn't figure it out before, he just thought that Zhu Ying like this was very seductive, which led him to stumble into his trap.

Are you laughing at yourself?

Pei Muyin thought, then laugh at herself.

Denying his precious sincerity, escaping from the world he finally opened up, leaving him in the cool autumn surrounded by cynicism...

Such a cowardly and sad first love, why is it not worth laughing at?

Pei Muyin clenched her palms tightly, the wound from the previous fight with Zhou She was pulled, causing severe soreness.

He didn't confirm repeatedly with Xu Yan, there was no need to ask, and he couldn't ask.

Doubting Zhu Ying again, he felt that he was really not human.

Xu Yan said: "You don't know that he was pregnant? The reason for his deterioration is written..."

"I know."

In the middle of the night, all the residents were asleep, and the place was so quiet that there was only the sound of the cold wind whizzing by, and Pei Muyin's hoarse voice was particularly obvious.

Startled by this voice, Xu Yan was startled, and said helplessly, "Let's talk in the car."

That car brought the weak Zhu Ying here more than three hours ago.Zhu Ying was sitting in the co-pilot shaking, worried about the leaking room, and didn't know why she was so worried.

At that moment, Pei Muyin looked at the empty co-pilot, and heard Xu Yan talk about the half month after Zhu Ying was broken up.

Zhu Ying was locked up, because the glands were unstable, and Pei's mother was afraid of something serious, so she didn't dare to abort the baby in his stomach, so she gave him medicine and injections every day, hoping to get rid of the fetus as soon as possible.

It's just that Zhu Ying's condition is getting worse and worse, and then ran away under such circumstances.

The details made Pei Muyin dare not think about it a second time, but fear was nothing more than fear, so he kept asking.

For example, Zhu Ying lacks his mark, and feels very uncomfortable every day. When it is serious, she bites her wrist, bleeding out from the bite, just to hold back the restlessness in her body.

For example, when Zhu Ying had a fever and was in a daze, she called Pei Muyin's name.

Xu Yan couldn't continue, and said: "I don't know if he had a miscarriage. If he was born, what was the name of the child and where did he go?"

Pei Muyin's face was blank, remembering the scar on Zhu Ying's body, it should be caused by the cesarean section, and it is impossible to go one step through an ordinary miscarriage.

He murmured: "No, he didn't want our child."

"Jiang Xi didn't know that he was pregnant. If he became a grandfather, he might have a different opinion of Zhu Ying."

To put it bluntly, Jiang Xi must also cherish his own flesh and blood who are living outside.

But he also wanted a flawless child to add to his fame and connections.

Xu Yan said: "But don't worry, if you can't accept his child, I will definitely do my best to take care of it, so that the child can get the best resources."

He came here to check on Zhu Ying's situation, but he felt at a loss when he got downstairs.

When he was struggling, he thought a lot, including where the child was going.

The child must have been sent away by Zhu Ying, maybe he went to a boarding kindergarten, maybe he was raised by a friend, but it was not as good as what he could provide.

Xu Yan hoped that he could arrange for that child well. He missed Zhu Ying's childhood and adolescence, and didn't want Zhu Ying to have nothing to rely on in the future, and worry too much about life.

Pei Muyin said, "I don't accept it."

"Because I see your reaction is very confused."

"It's not because of rejection, I just, just..." Pei Muyin said, "I never thought he would let me be the father of a child."

Although the existence of the child had a great impact on him, he was almost dizzy because of it, but his focus was still on Zhu Ying.

He remembered that since he had the consciousness of loving and being loved, he had a very clear desire.

——He wants the purest love.

As written in the marriage vows, rich or poor, healthy or sick.He once thought he had done it, but felt that Zhu Ying hadn't.

He has always been aware that his desire may only be fulfilled in a fairy tale, and it is difficult to be satisfied or proven.

It was only five years ago, at eighteen or nineteen, an age suitable for dreaming, how could he be willing to make compromises.Either get all of it, or don't want it at all. When I left, I didn't even bother to explain, and I didn't want to listen to Zhu Ying.

Going around, he suddenly discovered that, in fact, he already had the love he dreamed of.

But the person he loved paid a great price to prove this point, so big that he felt that he would have nightmares for a long time.

Xu Yan said: "He must have liked you very much at that time."

Pei Muyin would have been complacent for a long time if he heard this sentence in the past, but now he has mixed feelings, and he can't be happy no matter what.

He said in his heart in despair, but I failed his liking and caused him so much pain.

Knowing that Zhu Ying had already fallen asleep, Xu Yan returned home without going upstairs to visit.

Before leaving, Xu Yan reminded: "The Jiang family will move soon. I don't know if Zhu Ying wants to come back, but he will definitely come back."

Pei Muyin said, "If he doesn't want to go back, then I won't let him go."

He sat in the car all night, burning two packs of cigarettes alone, and the ashtray in the car was full of cigarette butts.

Some of them were extinguished by him halfway through the fire, and some burned all the way to the end, which shows how irritated he is.

When the sky was bright, Pei Muyin didn't see Zhu Ying's shadow, but first saw his roommate yawning and coming out to buy breakfast.

When the car was parked here for a whole night, the roommate turned pale with shock: "What's wrong with you?! When Wang Wife Shi also came upstairs, it's so cold here!"

Pei Muyin opened the car window and said, "He probably doesn't want me to stay overnight in the rented house."

"You are quite self-aware, so hurry up and go back where you came from."

The roommate was so cold that he sneezed, thinking that a high-level Alpha is extraordinary, and the environment is so cold that he can act like a normal person.

This physical fitness and Zhu Ying are the same as each other. If Zhu Ying is blown away, she might wither away like a delicate rose.

Pei Muyin asked, "Besides that Bubble, have you seen any other children?"

"Child? The kind that lives? There really isn't one."

Pei Muyin was speechless at his words: "Could it be that there are still some dead?"

The roommate scratched her head and said forcefully, "Uh, I have a dead heart. Zhu Ying has already given up on you. I don't think you are a person with nothing to do. Don't waste your time here."

"I know you have had a good time before. Before Zhu Ying switched majors, there was a promotional video recorded in your courtyard, and the two of you were accidentally caught in the shot. I haven't seen the video, but I heard someone said that you and Zhu Ying are sitting by the flower bed. Come on, you can see that he is staring at other places, and he just leaned over and kissed his ear..."

The video was recorded in the freshman year, but it was played in the sophomore year. At that time, Zhu Ying was already studying in the school of pharmacy.

Still, the video stuck with him, and he relived the scene in others' shares.

It was an afternoon, and the roommate and Zhu Ying were walking back to the rented house. Zhu Ying silently held the phone and watched the sweet interaction on the screen with a blank expression.

"It was under this tree. When Zhu Ying came here, she suddenly cried. She turned off her phone and cried for 15 minutes."

The roommate pointed to Pei Muyin and sighed, "Oh my God, this is the first time I've seen someone cry so hard that I can't stop it."