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Before transferring to X University, Pei Muyin completed her undergraduate and master's studies in four and a half years, and occasionally socialized in her tight schedule.

Sometimes it is the lawn by the river, and sometimes it is the bar in the evening, where classmates gather in twos and threes for a drink.

They will bring their partners to chat about their feelings while discussing topics.

The point of view has been carefully considered and can stand the scrutiny of all angles, like a program that only has "truth, goodness and beauty" for people to applaud and approve.

And every time Pei Muyin nodded, she thought, what are you pretending to be?

Anyway, he doesn't want to be a program, because the desire aroused by the other party also teaches him that he is destined not to be a program.

His love doesn't follow the rules, it only follows the heart.

The heart that would start beating wildly at the thought of that name proved that what Zhu Ying gave was never a point to stop, but paranoid out of control.

To go to heaven or hell is to constantly break through the previous tolerance range.Teach yourself to sigh "it can still be so happy", or "it can be so painful".

During the years of separation, Pei Muyin always felt pain.

At the beginning, he deactivated all accounts related to the past, for fear that he would look back.

Then, he began a long self-pull.

He thinks he is not a sloppy character. After leaving once, he has a clear boundary with his family and has no regrets.

As for the matter of breaking up in love, Pei Muyin has not gone out for many years.

Maybe it's because I haven't got it thoroughly, so I won't be reconciled.He thought, but there are many things that have flaws, and he must learn to accept them.

For five full years, time did not teach him to accept this, but when he ticked it off, his emotions rebounded even more severely.

That Zhu Ying who bought him supper and didn't tell when she fell down had given birth to a certain idiot who didn't know her name.

The love that originally belonged to him has been transferred to someone else.

Pei Muyin paused for a long time before thinking of words, and finally said: "Why do you want to find someone who doesn't know how to cherish you?"

The tone of these words is affirmative, and it is more complaining and injustice than doubts.

Zhu Ying asked back: "How can you tell whether that person cherishes you or not?"

After asking, he said again: "Aren't you the same, before you saw me clearly, you dared to tear yourself apart with my family, and it was like a joke later."

Pei Muyin said, "Did you laugh then?"

"Laugh." Zhu Ying said, "In the end, my heart was not confirmed. It was quite dramatic, but when I fell in love with you, I often felt unrealistic. That's okay, I finally don't feel that way gone."

He didn't have to try to understand Pei Muyin's world, and he didn't have to passively accept Pei Muyin's romance. Whether it was surprise or fright, he became far away from him.

Pei Muyin, on the other hand, would no longer buy discounted old models, nor would she visit the discounted area.

Adjectives related to cheap shouldn't be associated with him, including poor lovers. He returned to the original track after he left.

Pei Muyin gritted her teeth and said, "Is that okay?"

"You don't think I'm going to get back together with you, do you?" Zhu Ying said, "I drank a few drunken words, and did some stupid things during the marriage period. Mr. Pei must not be sentimental."

Pei Muyin said annoyedly: "I don't have it, and you don't have it. It's best, we don't have the burden."

"I never thought you would be burdened, and you cut off contact so easily, no one can find you." Zhu Ying pointedly, "Who did I give birth to, how long will this make you curious? Gossip is too much." It's time to leave in two weeks."

Pei Muyin frowned, not realizing the deep meaning of the first half of the sentence.

It was rare for him not to pretend to be indifferent, and denied: "This is not curiosity."

The slender Alpha was half a head taller than Zhu Ying. Zhu Ying raised her chin slightly to meet his gaze.

Pei Muyin said: "At that time, I was afraid that you might get pregnant, so I was very cautious and cared more about myself than you."

This is irrefutable. When the pregnancy test shows two bars, it is really something that is less likely than winning the lottery. I have caught up with myself.

Zhu Ying pursed her lower lips and listened silently to his continued speech.

"What about that person? He just consumed you like this and left you irresponsibly. If he hadn't played and disappeared, I would definitely beat him up when I saw him, until he knew he had provoked an Omega that shouldn't be touched before he stopped. .”

"what?"

Once it started, there was no way to clean it up. Pei Muyin felt that there was jealousy and hatred in her chest, as well as the bitterness of not getting what she wanted, which was about to overflow.

He could no longer lie, he could no longer hide himself.

It is not a wise thing to choose to be naked in front of the misty Zhu Ying, but, but——

He still likes Zhu Ying, and when he likes someone, he will be at a loss.

Pei Muyin's mind was in a mess, and he said, "It's nothing, I still feel distressed and jealous, and wonder who has hugged you these years, and who have you let go in your heart."

"You clearly know it in your heart, but you just don't admit it." He said, "Isn't it fun to play tricks on me?"

This Omega, who is as simple as a blank sheet of paper, is sometimes vicious and cunning.

At the first sight of the reunion, she was tempting herself to get closer. Zhu Ying's eyes were all about herself, and then she declared that he didn't belong to anyone.

Even if I saw his style again and felt his body temperature, I missed every inch of his soul.

Zhu Ying said: "It's not fun, you've crossed the line."

"Aren't you just waiting for me to cross the line? Which sentence don't you want to hear?"

Zhu Ying's eyelashes trembled, and she said, "I don't really want to hear anything other than calling him a scum."

Pei Muyin: "..."

"Occasionally I want to do something that is not smart, but I subconsciously want to work hard. It is found out that there is a child in my stomach, and I am reluctant to let it go. I hope to raise him well. Every time someone analyzes the pros and cons of me, they ask me why , I'm bothered."

Zhu Ying paused, and said: "Maybe in your eyes, I should be cautious. Actually, I can't restrain myself, and I want to take risks to fight for something. Is it hard to understand?"

Pei Muyin couldn't help being in a bad mood, and said sharply: "From what you say, I still like him."

"At least when I was pregnant, I dreamed about the day he would come back and find out he was a dad and how much I loved him."

"do not talk."

Zhu Ying tilted her head and smiled softly: "Sometimes I'm just stupid, and I can make myself very bad."

Pei Muyin couldn't bear to listen to his revealing of his true feelings to others, so she couldn't help but took half a step back, but was grabbed by the wrist.

Zhu Ying continued: "You want to know who I let go of in my heart, am I not giving you an answer?"

Pei Muyin asked: "Then do you like him more, or me more?"

After he finished speaking, he felt overwhelmed. Zhu Ying had done so much for that Alpha, but he had only received short-term attention.

He didn't want to hear the answer, so he said first: "Forget it, pretend I didn't ask."

Zhu Ying said: "You are always capricious. When you eloped, you didn't think about what to do if your family wanted revenge. When you contacted my dad privately, you didn't put my feelings first, as if it was yours alone. matter."

The strength he used was very light, and he held Pei Muyin loosely, but it seemed that Pei Muyin had let go of all the strength in his body without any resistance.

Probably infected by Pei Muyin, Zhu Ying was about to say that even though the other party's romance would exceed her own tolerance at any time, he was still intoxicated at the time.

Whether it is to be protected or hurt, to go to heaven or to hell.

His feelings are never more or less, only "only like" and "favorite".

In this way, he was suspected of being fled, and in the end he was asked such a ridiculous question? !

But before Zhu Ying could speak, the sliding door was suddenly opened by the waiter.

shhh-

Zhu Ying suddenly withdrew her hand, kept a distance from Pei Muyin, and then looked at the intruder.

The other guests had already gathered together, the waiter thought there was no one there, thinking about cleaning up as soon as possible, but didn't expect there to be a pair of Alpha and Omega? !

He was frightened by Pei Muyin's gloomy expression, and hurriedly backed out after apologizing.

Pei Muyin watched the sliding door being closed again, but didn't look back at Zhu Ying.

He said: "I have caused you so much trouble, it's hard for you to be tolerant."

Zhu Ying was expressionless, pinching her palm with her fingernails.

Pei Muyin said slowly: "At that time, I often thought, I love you so much, do you like me the same, and when you have to make a choice someday, you can be as reluctant to let it go as I am."

Speaking of this, he raised the corner of his mouth and said in a self-deprecating way: "It turns out that what I brought you was trouble."

"Don't say that, and don't say it again, I'm the one who troubles you this time," Zhu Ying said.

Pei Muyin turned his head hesitantly, and Zhu Ying said politely, "Please make room, I have to go."

After finishing speaking, he deliberately stared at the floor, mistook Pei Muyin's eyes, and then passed by without a pause.

Zhu Ying had never been to this hotel before, and the design was twists and turns, and he regretted it after a short walk.

...I should have known that I should go out with Pei Muyin.

Zhu Ying got lost inside, turned east and west, and came to a courtyard.

When passing through the corridor, he heard rustling noises in front of him, so he wanted to turn around and turn back, but he recognized Xu Yan's voice.

"He's your father. I have no right to stop you if you insist on general anesthesia at such an age." Xu Yan said angrily. tube."

"How many times do I have to say it? There is absolutely no risk! I am the last person who does not want my dad to have an accident. In case of blood transfusion, the city's blood type matching list has been sorted out."

Jiang Xi finished speaking indifferently, and coaxed: "Instead of worrying about this, why not take care of your little son and talk to him..."

"I won't tell him. He had a bad fight with Gu Linlan at the time. Now that Alpha proposes to marry Lou Xin, it's clear that he has no good intentions."

Jiang Xi sneered: "He ran away from marriage back then, disgraced our family and the Pei family, which Alpha would dare to marry him? It's more than failure. I really wonder if he is my son."

"Whether he is successful or not, he is my own. I can't see him being bullied." Xu Yan said seriously, "Although the family is a bit chaotic now, it has not been reduced to the point where the child is being manipulated by others."

Zhu Ying hid behind the rockery, surprised that Gu Linlan wanted to marry Jiang Louxin? !

In fact, some time ago, Gu Linlan contacted him.

This friend who hadn't seen him for many years first asked his parents about their recent situation. After learning that they were safe and sound, he told himself that he would be back after the handover.

Zhu Ying only knows that the project is progressing smoothly and the results will be announced soon, but she doesn't know the specific situation of the other party.

In terms of chatting alone, Gu Linlan is still very gentle.He used to be calmer than his peers, now he should be more mature, how could he intentionally tease his ex-boyfriend?

However, both myself and Pei Muyin have come to this point, things are different, and no one can say for sure.

Zhu Ying had no intention of listening to their conversation any more, so she walked away lightly.

After going around for a long time, he finally changed his clothes, went around and found the exit, and saw his classmates holding the undelivered gifts in a daze.

"He didn't come." The classmate said, "Although it's a pity, but he came, I guess I'm too embarrassed to go over."

Zhu Ying asked: "Why?"

The classmate sighed: "His surname is Jiang. This kind of powerful family who appears on the front page of the news feels different from the rice we eat. Sigh, I am so envious."

Zhu Ying didn't answer, put her hands in her pockets, and silently buried half of her face in the scarf, making it hard to figure out her expression.

In fact, he also envied Jiang Louxin.

But it's not because Jiang Louxin's background is superior, and the basic necessities of life are far behind her.

It was Xu Yan who just put himself in Jiang Lou's shoes and loved his youngest son so much.

When Zhu's mother was alive, Zhu Ying had never been so protected because of her low ability or weak personality.

With her beautiful eyes downcast, Zhu Ying was distracted for a while, and suddenly laughed when she saw Pei Muyin's car parked in the distance.

The classmate was surprised: "What are you laughing at?!"

"I really wanted to elope when I was in high school. When I was stopped by my family and scolded a few times, I would simply abandon everything and only want someone I liked. Prove to that person that I can also give a lot, and my emotional input is no more than his. few."

The classmate said: "Well, what kind of mentality is this? Your rebellious period has been postponed for several years, and it's finally here?"

"Just daydream." Zhu Ying said, "No one is holding me back, and I have nothing to leave behind."

He thought that the unintentional conversation today was the last time he saw Jiang Xi in the near future, and before Gu Linlan and Jiang Louxin got married, he should never see the high-ranking Alpha again.

But a week later, while he was going to school to defend his final thesis, he received a call from Jiang's assistant.

The assistant was gentle and polite, and politely introduced the situation of the old man of the Jiang family. The old man fell into a coma in the emergency room and needed a blood transfusion from someone with the same blood type.

Coincidentally, both I and the old man have extremely rare blood types.

Zhu Ying apologized: "I'm sorry, I can't help because of my physical condition."

I thought it would be fine if I refused, but God knows how overbearing the rich people's affairs are, so he was forcibly taken into a commercial vehicle at the school gate.

The arms of the two bodyguards were thicker than Zhu Ying's thighs, and they stood on either side, fearing that the weak and thin blood bag would escape.

Zhu Ying repeatedly emphasized that he had a severe pheromone disorder and could not lose too much blood. The amount of blood transfusion required was far beyond his tolerance.

However, no one listened to him, let alone exacerbating the condition and having huge side effects, even if it was a life-changing exchange, those people might not take it seriously.

He was escorted to the blood collection room, and a cotton swab soaked in alcohol was applied to the skin.

He is too thin, and his blood vessels are very thin, so it is not easy to find.

The nurse was so nervous that sweat broke out on his forehead. After putting a few bags of blood into the instrument, he said, "Buy him some biscuits, he looks very bad..."

There were people coming and going in the corridor, Zhu Ying lay pale in front of the table, feeling pain all over her body.

There was a check with a considerable amount in his hand, as a thank you money from the Jiang family, he didn't take it, he was already in so much pain that he didn't realize it.

Zhu Ying didn't understand why she was so unlucky, and this matter could also fall on her body like a sky.

The bodyguard bought him sweet biscuits, and he covered the back of his neck for a while, then forced half of it down with difficulty, and then went to the sink to vomit until he almost collapsed.

The pheromone disorder made every organ feel uncomfortable. For at least 3 minutes, his eyes could not see anything.

The darkness was mixed with severe tinnitus, and when Zhu Ying came to her senses, she sat down on the chair weakly, feeling stuffy and out of breath.

At the same time, several doctors were overwhelmed and talked with Jiang Xi who was late.

The doctor said: "Why did you let the little boy come over to help you?!"

He has never met Jiang Louxin, he only knows that Jiang Xi is an Alpha except for the youngest son who is an Omega.

Jiang Xi was at a loss, struggling with the results of the operation, and shook his head perfunctorily: "No, he's not."

The doctor said: "But your father had a blood transfusion reaction with him."

Graft-versus-host disease, which occurs between immediate family members, is highly likely to have serious consequences.

In this winter, the Jiang family accidentally sent away the previous head of the family, but accidentally revealed the secret of more than 20 years.