TFTG[E-sports]

Although YG lost the game, everyone didn't care about the result at all.

Su Jizhen made an appointment with the best doctor in the hospital early in the morning, and he knocked on the door of Jos's room.

It was Jiang Xing who opened the door.

"You... haven't slept again?" Su Ji stopped his hand in mid-air, looking at Jiang Xing, whose face was full of tiredness and surrounded by dark brown eyes, "Is Qiao Qiao up? He goes."

"Yeah." Jiang Xing said softly, "Let him sleep for a while, I'll drive over later."

"Xiaoxi and I have almost packed up, let's go together when the time comes." Su Jizhen closed his eyes, "I want to hear what the doctor said, how serious is it...to what extent."

Jiang Xing took a deep breath, nodded and closed the door.

In July, the team won the first championship in history, but when Seven called, they were not half happy.

"Old Su, what happened to Josi?" Seven was a little anxious on the phone, "Why... why did he suddenly retire, and also, was he feeling unwell on the day of the finals?"

"Well, he..." Su Jizhen was stunned for a moment and suddenly didn't know what to say, "He may not be able to play in the future."

"??" Seven seemed to be frightened, and the phone slipped from his hand with a bang.

After about 5 seconds, he picked up the phone again.

"What's going on? What's the matter?"

"ALS. If you don't know, check it yourself. It's dead." Su Jizhen took out a cigarette, "Also, congratulations to you for winning the autumn competition."

After hanging up the phone, Su Jizhen turned around and left the base, standing in the cold wind, the smoke ring cleared away.

Yu Jing also got addicted to cigarettes, he walked up to Su Jizhen and took out a cigarette from the cigarette case in his hand.

No one spoke, but it seemed like everyone understood.

Jos was wearing a slightly thicker coat today, with the collar turned up, blocking half of his face.

His hand was tightly held by Jiang Xing.

"It's packed? Then let's go." Su Jizhen smiled and opened the co-pilot's door.

Returning to the base from the final scene, Jos didn't say a word to anyone, and just locked himself in the room for a whole day.

Zhong Xi wanted to talk to Jos in person many times, but was stopped by Jiang Xing.

On the way to the hospital, the four of them didn't say a word in the car, except for the silence, only a few soft breathing sounds could be heard.

Zhong Xi kept his head down, his face pale, and he didn't know what he was thinking.

Su Jizhen leaned closer to his position, reaching out to grab Zhong Xi's slightly trembling hands between his legs.

"Don't keep your head down like this, you'll get motion sickness. You can't just lean on my shoulder and close your eyes to rest." Su Jizhen lowered her head slightly, her lips pressed against Zhong Xi's right cheek, and her voice was extremely low. "I'll call you when we arrive."

Zhong Xi was stunned for a moment and quickly raised his head to meet Su Jizhen's slightly distressed eyes.

"Brother..." Zhong Xi's voice was slightly hoarse, with a slight nasal sound.

"Are you uncomfortable? Do you have a cold? Your throat is like this." Su Jizhen lowered his eyes, took off his coat and put it on Zhong Xi's body. medicine."

"Let's accompany Qiao Qiao to see a doctor first. I'm fine." Zhong Xi coughed lightly, pulled up Su Jizhen's coat, and kept shaking.

Su Jizhen reached out and pressed the back of his hand to Zhong Xi's forehead, then withdrew his hand and pressed it to his forehead again.

"It's a good thing you don't have a fever. Be good, wait a while." Su Jizhen held Zhong Xi in his arms, and kissed the back of his hand lightly.

Probably because of the working day, there were not many people in the hospital. Su Jizhen walked in the front wearing a mask, looking for the attending doctor's room one by one.

"Here." Su Jizhen looked back at Jiang Xing.

Several people entered the medical room and closed the door behind them.

Su Jizhen took off his mask and sighed.

"Uncle Zhao..."

"You...how old are you and you still lose your temper with your family? Haven't you been back for almost two or three years? Your dad keeps telling me about you." The young doctor in a white coat and a medical mask sighed. He took a deep breath, then glanced at the other three people standing beside Su Jizhen, and immediately fell in love with Jos who had a pale face and empty eyes. "Don't be too nervous, I'm not an outsider. Just tell me what feels uncomfortable."

"Zhao Ze, my father's friend, just came back from studying abroad." Su Jizhen glanced at Jiang Xing. "Specialized in neurology."

Jiang Xing nodded, and pulled Jos to sit down.

"It's you. Come on, sit here first." Zhao Ze checked Josi's wrist, arms and legs, "How long has it been?"

Zhong Xi opened his eyes wide.

It's not that Su Jizhen and the others haven't asked, but José always responds with a few words casually, and no one is willing to mention it.

So it became everyone's secret.

Josi's scarred wings curled up in the depths of his heart slowly opened at this moment.

"It was a year ago when I discovered it." Jos said slowly, "One day after the training match, I suddenly found that the two fingers of my left hand were uncontrollable or even unconscious..."

"At that time, I thought it was caused by too much training intensity, and I reduced the training time in the next few days. I didn't expect my left hand to return to the same way as before. So..."

"So you haven't come to the hospital for an examination." Zhao Ze said while recording with a pen.

Joss nodded slightly.

"and then?"

"Then one day, I had the same problem with my right hand, it was not just two fingers, but the whole hand..." Josi lowered his head with gloomy eyes, "Then I went to the hospital with all of them on my back. It was only after the examination that I found out...it was ALS..."

Joss' eyelashes trembled slightly, but soon returned to normal.

Jiang Xing gasped, he didn't know anything a year ago.All he knows is to concentrate on playing the game and want to be like Jos.

"Amyotrpniclateral sclerosis, which is what you call gradual freezing. It is an irreversible and fatal motor neuron disease, do you know?" Zhao Ze put down his pen, "It mainly affects the upper and lower motor neurons. Brain, brainstem, spinal cord... ...and the cranial nerve nucleus, the anterior horn cells of the spinal cord...all will be severely damaged. Drugs can only delay but not cure, and no country in the world can come up with an effective treatment for this disease."

There is currently no effective treatment... a few words, like a sharp and sharp knife.

Straight into everyone's chest.

Su Ji really frowned, even Zhao Ze, a talented student, could say that...

Josi smiled expressionlessly, "Thank you Uncle Zhao, I checked a lot of information before, and what I understand is similar to what you said...but..."

"But I have one last question..."

Zhao Ze leaned forward and stretched out his hand. "Speaking."

"I still have a few more years." Joss closed his eyes.

Su Jizhen stood up involuntarily, clenched his hands slightly.

"Three years." Zhao Ze said.

Jos stood up and suddenly looked out the window.

really.

The answers given to him by the doctors he asked before were the same. At that time, he felt that it was not credible and he did not want to believe it.Until now, he had to believe and accept it.

That's why on the day of the autumn competition, he said to Jiang Xing, "Let's fall in love for three years."

Zhong Xi, who was standing in the corner, broke through the door suddenly, covered his mouth and went straight down the stairs.

Su Jizhen followed and stopped Zhong Xi at the corner of the corridor.

"Xiaoxi!" Su Jizhen grabbed Zhong Xi's arm and pulled him back into his embrace. "Xiaoxi..."

Zhong Xi tightly covered his mouth. In order to prevent others from listening to any sound, he bit his sleeve fiercely, trembling all over, until he was dragged into Su Jizhen's arms, he slowly Relieved.The tears in my eyes could no longer be held back, drop by drop, and finally strung together into threads.

"Brother, why. Why, Jojo, he, he obviously..."

Obviously still so young, obviously working harder than anyone else.

Su Jizhen closed her eyes,

Why, he also wanted to know why.

But there have never been so many whys in this world.Always so unexpected and unbelievable.

Some people will disappear in your world, it's just the speed of time.

The memory was pulled back to two years ago at once,

In the same hospital, the woman on the bed told Su Jizhen her whole life.

You are free to do what you want.Go be who you want to be.

Then disappeared without a trace...

No one stayed for him.

Su Jizhen hugged Zhong Xi tightly, wishing to rub him into her body.

He felt sorry for Jiang Xing, Qiao Si, and Zhong Xi.

But at this moment, he felt more distressed about himself.

The self who is invincible on the surface but already bloody inside.

That true self.

Zhong Xi felt this oppressive emotion so strong that he couldn't breathe, he raised his head, closed his eyes and kissed her.

He knows that he can't erase Su Jizhen's past, but in the future, he will always be by Su Jizhen's side.

No one can drive him away.

Jiang Xing took Joss out of the hospital, he turned around after a few seconds and suddenly looked at Joss.

"Qiaoqiao...you, is there any place you want to go but haven't gone?"

Josi was stunned for a moment, then suddenly laughed.

If there is, it must be Chongqing.

"What? The coach is still responsible for the post-match life of the retired players?"

"Responsible." Jiang Xing patted Josi on the shoulder lightly, "I am responsible for everything about you."

Josi suddenly fell silent, he tilted his head, looked up at the dark cloud above, and said slowly: "Ah Xing, I want to go to Chongqing."

"I want to walk the road you have walked in the past three years."

Back at the base, Jos went into his room without saying a word, leaving the three of them staring at each other.

Jiang Xing shook his head and sat back on the sofa.

"There is one thing about Qiao Qiao, and there is another point I have to tell each of you." Su Jizhen sat down and looked at the few people standing side by side in front of him, "The autumn competition is over, and until the next World Championship There are two months. You know what the World Championship means. The team will change a lot this autumn. Next year, the European Division, the North American Division, or other major regions of the World Championship will be strong opponents. We have not let up at all. In addition to the training games, there are also appointments with other teams. Of course, in addition to these, everyone should pay more attention to the live broadcast games in other regions.”

"I already know about the AAD team, they are a very strong opponent." Jiang Xing lowered his eyes, "Before the World Championship, we must hurry up and train. We must not be affected by Joe... we must not be affected by Qiao Qiao .Did you understand everything?"

Jiang Xing's expression was very serious, and Su Jizhen stared at him for a while.