The story between me and the building opposite

13.

In the crowd, the beautiful woman and I are close together, like a pair of ordinary people...it seems inappropriate to say husband and wife, if we talk about best friends, who would hold hands with their best friends? ?

Maybe it was the crowded temperature that made my face hot, or the lively atmosphere here infected me, and I couldn't help but get closer to the big beauty.

Although the beauty didn't come out to see the lanterns, she seemed to be very familiar with the street. She found a quieter street and could take in all the scenery at a glance.

I wondered if the beauty had already had an idea before finding this place, but looking at the beauty around me, I began to deny myself again.

After all, big beauties don't do this.

It's rare for two people to have room to talk, but I don't know what to say to others.

I said I'm leaving tomorrow?In case the beauty looks like she was tearful when she was a child, I will definitely not be able to bear it if she looks at me; but if the beauty is very cold, what should I say?Then my heart must be very uncomfortable. We have been in such a long relationship, why can't we get closer at all.

Of course, it's okay, after all, other people's beauties don't even bother to give me a look, but my beauties will still give me a look.

"I......"

Just when she was about to say something, the big beauty suddenly asked, "Will you come back?"

Why does this sound strange, as if I will never come back once I go.

"I......"

The big beauty started to interrupt me again, and said to herself: "In case you die on the battlefield..."

The more I listened, the more something went wrong. From the time the other party said that I seemed to be dead when I was a child, and then the other party was so miserable, I quickly interrupted the other party, a little dumbfounded: "I just went to the frontier to exercise, and my father was there While taking care of me, it is expected that those vulgar people will not dare to act rashly, and nothing will happen to me."

Turning his head, the other party's eyes were shining, and there seemed to be hidden emotions that I couldn't understand under the waves, and the other party calmly said: "I know your ability, but I hope that when you are far away in the frontier, you can still remember that I was waiting for you in Kyoto. You, if you don't feel pity for yourself, if you have a little scar on your body, I will..."

The last few words were blown away in the wind, fragmented, some couldn't be pieced together.

"Ah?" I looked at the person in front of me blankly. I couldn't see the emotion in the other person's eyes. In the end, the big beauty raised her eyebrows. This time I couldn't see what was in his eyes even more clearly.

"It's nothing."

Mysterious, but, the beauty must be reluctant to part with me.

When I think of this, I feel a little happy, just thinking that I will not be able to see each other for nearly four or five years, and I feel a little anxious for a while, and I don't know if time and distance will widen the distance between the two of us?

Just thinking of the big beauty's phrase "don't forget that he is waiting for me in Kyoto", even the saliva I swallowed was sweet.

On the high wall of Lijing, looking back from a distance, I can't see anything, but I can see little people standing on the city wall. I don't know if there are any big beauties among them like me. looking at me from afar.

Dad has a mother in the capital looking forward to his return, and I also have people in the capital looking forward to my return.

very nice.

14.

The original plan was to return to Beijing in three years. Every day I counted the days and looked forward to returning as soon as possible. Of course, people who thought more than me were also in the military camp, so I had to restrain my thoughts.

Of course, I will exchange letters with the beauty every month. I watched the other party's suffixes gradually become sleek and sophisticated, and I don't know what kind of grievance the beauty suffered when she was alone in Beijing.

It hurts to think about it.

The plan was far from keeping up with the changes, and the time was extended from three years to five years. The original sage gradually became the first emperor, and then the naive twelve princes ascended the throne, and the great beauty was pushed from the original prince to the regent. bit.

When my father saw the letter from Kyoto, he just shook his head, sighed and did not speak.

When the great beauty wrote to me, there was no mention of this matter in the letter. Even if I knew about it, I didn't take the initiative to talk about it with the other party. I only talked to him about the interesting things in the frontier; until the news from Beijing said that it was The regent is old enough, long past the age of marriage and childbirth, and will soon marry the two thousand gold from the prime minister's mansion as his concubine.

The big beauty is about the same age as me, but a little younger than me. It is indeed time to get married and have children; he never mentioned this kind of thing to me, and I subconsciously did not say it.It's just that I didn't expect that the things that should come will come eventually. There are always times when I can't avoid the problems that I subconsciously avoid.

There is some pantothenic acid in my heart, but I don't know what to say.

He still didn’t mention this matter in the letter from the great beauty. If I hadn’t heard from my father, I would still be buried in the dark; Seeing that my nose was sore, the pen paused in mid-air for a long time, and a piece of paper was dizzy, unable to see the original flat appearance.

What should I say?

It's asking if the other party doesn't see me as a brother, and I don't want to talk about such a big matter; but even if I tell me, what's the point?Isn't it troubled all your life and makes yourself unhappy?

In fact, I could vaguely sense that my thoughts on the beauty were not like that of ordinary brotherhood; and this news was nothing more than lifting the veil that covered my feelings.

Perhaps it was because the lifting action made the hand a little sour, and it kept shaking; finally endured it, and put the pen in his hand aside.

Even if you realize it, so what, I can't do anything; the other party is the regent, and I am the future general, and it's fine if the two of them can't throw away all the mortal world; the other party has a queen mother to explain, and I have parents to honor , What can the two of them say.

After thinking about it, I finally pressed all the letters under the text, and after silently packing up my things, I undressed and rested.

Tossing and turning, looking at the little light coming in, I sighed, got up and re-lighted the lamp and picked up the pen.

If I can't take this matter to heart, I'm afraid I won't be able to sleep well for a few days.

What should I say?Does it mean that the other party has such a big happy event differently from me?Or it means that the other party doesn't regard himself as a brother too much.

fuck brother.

Labor and management don't want to be his brother.

Labor and management just want to be his man.

Irritatedly crumpling the paper, I finally asked the other party how the day was as usual, and then asked if the other party was going to get married.

I don't know how the beauty will react when she sees this letter, and how will she reply to me?