I am picking up trash in online games

Seeing Lao Yang's broken heart, Yu Fei and Tie Zhu were silent at the same moment, thinking of social news such as medical disputes in their minds, lamenting that Lao Yang is also a male classmate with a story, while racking his brains to comfort him. if.

However, Yang Lushen looked at the tangled expressions of the two of them, and he knew what they were thinking, and said directly: "It's not a medical trouble."

"It's fine if it's not, it's fine if it's not." Tie Zhu heaved a sigh of relief.

Yu Fei also nodded: "It's okay, life is always unsatisfactory, so don't care too much."

Tie Zhu asked his aunt to replace the Pu-erh tea with real wine, and poured Lao Yang a glass with her own hands: "This wine is not bad, you can taste it. It doesn't matter if you get drunk. I have a lot of rooms here, and I have already asked my aunt to prepare them for you." Room to rest."

"So thoughtful." Yang Lushen took a sip from his wine glass, and suddenly realized something was wrong.

Originally, there were only Tie Zhu and Wang Laoba at this week's gathering, and Tie Zhu had already made preparations for the guests to stay overnight, plus there was an undercurrent of turmoil between the two of them.

Couldn't tonight be the romantic night planned by Tie Zhu, and then be ruined by himself, an idiot who doesn't know anything?

The hand holding the cup trembled slightly, thinking back to the invitation I heard at that time, the more I thought about it, the more I felt it was a polite remark, but I still agreed, full of embarrassment in my heart, I don't want to work overtime, I wish I could drive to work overtime now.

Yu Fei was still savoring the tenderness of his mouth slowly. When he saw Lao Yang directly raised his head and drank the wine, he couldn't help but Amitabha said: "Old Yang, use wine to drown your sorrows and worry even more. You need to be more careful in life." .”

"I know." Lao Yang poured himself another glass of wine, "This wine is really good."

Tie Zhu chuckled: "My mother bought it for me specially, and I don't know what happened to her and my father when they were abroad recently, so they suddenly sent me money and asked if I had any difficulties in life."

Yu Fei: "It's nothing surprising that parents love their children."

"Yes." Yang Lu nodded in agreement, "Actually, before playing scavenging, I was in a low mood at home and spent the whole day in bed. My parents were very worried about me. When they heard that I was going out today, they even sent me off. to the door."

Tie Zhu fell in love with it as soon as he heard it: "Your parents can still let you lie on the bed at home for a whole day without calling you? My dad will let the dog bite me as soon as he sees me lying on the sofa, even if I just lay down for 5 minutes. I."

"My master did the same, and made me sleep on trees when I was a child." Yu Fei recalled the big locust tree in the temple, and sighed, "At that time, I fell from the tree several times."

Yang Lushen looked at Yu Fei: "Did you live in the temple all the time when you were young? I went to the temple to practice Zen and lived in the temple for a while, and found that it can really calm the mind, but my problem still hasn't been solved when I return home."

"Escaping from reality will never solve the problem." Yu Fei dragged his face and looked at him: "I don't know what happened to you. If it's psychological, I suggest you go to the hospital to find a professional psychologist and combine drug treatment."

Yang Lushen drank another glass of wine: "Look, I know where my problem is, and I know what to do, but..." He spread his hands, "It's hard for a person to be reasonable all his life, everyone will have decadence and thoughts. When you want to give up."

Tie Zhu felt the same way: "Indeed, at that time I had just graduated, no one could understand my artistic style, I couldn't even afford the rent, in order to save money, I only ate two pieces of bread a day, and drank water like crazy to fill my stomach I know that I can change the status quo by adapting to the market style, but I just don’t want to, and I lie in bed and sigh every day.”

Yu Fei listened and looked up at the sky, thinking to himself that Ouhuang's artistic style is outrageous if someone can understand it.

"It's like this." Lao Yang poured a glass of wine for Tie Zhu and clinked glasses with him: "And then? How did you do it?"

Tie Zhu sighed: "I gave in later, because I passed by a barbecue shop, the meat is really delicious. And I really want to eat it."

Yang Lushen: ...

Yang Lushen: "So love will disappear, right?"

Tie Zhu was speechless, so he could only have another drink with Lao Yang, and told him that patience is a lifetime, and sometimes when you can't move forward, you might as well take a step back.

"I understand what you're talking about." Dr. Yang, who was a little drunk, had flushed cheeks. He held his glass and shook his head and said, "I just can't pass the test in my heart, because I'm too afraid that the operation will fail and I won't be able to get on the operating table. As soon as I held the knife, I started to break out in a cold sweat, my heart beat faster, and my hands started shaking."

He took another sip of wine and wiped his face: "I know it's normal for surgery to fail. The current medical technology is not as miraculous as bringing the dead back to life, and the patient's own condition is not good..."

"You're a good person." Yu Fei interrupted him: "There are too many life and death in the hospital, you have to be careful. You have tried your best, and it's not your fault."

Yang Lu nodded deeply: "It's because I tried my best, but I haven't been rescued yet, which makes me feel even more failed. When that little girl was hospitalized, I watched her boyfriend propose to her in front of the hospital bed. If she survived the operation successfully, now I It should be at her wedding."

He held his wine glass and smiled: "I still remember that she asked me before going to the operating table, doctor, would a bride with a bald head look good? I said you are the most beautiful bride in the world. She said that she would definitely invite me to sit down." In the VIP seat, I said yes. Then..."

"Stop talking." Yu Fei patted him on the shoulder: "It's not your fault."

Teacher Ou, who was full of emotions, had red eyes, and handed over a tissue to Dr. Yang to wipe away tears: "Don't cry, I want to cry when you cry. An angel will love you for her."

"It's not me, it's her boyfriend, thank you." Yang Lushen wiped away his tears and snot, sighed and said, "This is the last straw that crushes me."

He looked at his hands and stroked every finger: "I have saved many people, and hastened the death of many people. Every night when I go to bed, I will dream of my former patients, some are laughing, some are dying. Crying. There is really nothing to do later, so I came to pick up waste.”

Yu Fei nodded: "Online games can make people temporarily forget the troubles of the real world and build a new social circle. It really has the effect of decompression."

"No, I accepted a psychological treatment project and entered the waste collection as a healer." As soon as Dr. Yang spoke, Tie Zhu and Yu Fei beside him suddenly fell silent.

But it was only silent for a while, and quickly returned to normal. Ouhuang poured another glass of wine for Lao Yang: "I see that you are much more cheerful in the game, and I don't feel that there is any problem. I didn't expect that your smile was just yours." Protective coloration."

Yang Lushen: "I was in a good state of mind while scavenging, but why weren't you surprised?" He looked at Yu Fei's calm face eating vegetables beside him, and said softly, "I thought you would be surprised because of the psychotherapy project."

Tie Zhu: "...This question, Old Ba, you can answer it."

"It's like this. Although I say I'm a vagrant, I'm actually investing, and I also have an investment company under my name, but most of the time I'm in the state of being a shopkeeper, and I only decide to invest in one project."

Yu Fei looked at Dr. Yang's gradually bewildered face, and slowly said the cruel reality: "I am an investor who scavenges waste, and I also know about your psychotherapy project from beginning to end."

Yang Lushen was sitting on a chair. On the right was a rich man from Zhaojiatun, and on the left was a scavenged investor. He was an ordinary doctor with only a professional and good face. He finally understood what suffering was.

It turned out that my biggest secret wasn't a secret. Dr. Yang drank another cup and became numb with an angry curse. Why are you two acting so aggressive, and then turned your grief and anger into appetite and started overeating.

Yu Fei's wine and meat passed through his intestines, and the Buddha was careful. At the end of the meal, Tie Zhu turned on the stereo and played the symphony version of "Auld Lang Syne". Amidst the sound of the music, the three of them were a little unconscious and supported each other Go up to the top floor and enter the room to rest.

When he woke up, Yu Fei froze for two seconds and turned his head to look out the window at the deep night, only then remembered that he was in Tie Zhu's Zhaojiatun mansion.Turning to look at the clock next to him, it was already 9 o'clock in the evening.

After a brief wash, Yu Fei opened the window to let the night wind blow in, because the temperature at night has dropped due to the mountains, he walked to the terrace outside, and was about to take a picture of the starry sky that is rarely seen in the city and send it to his brother , I heard Ouhuang's voice from the side.

"Are you awake?" Ou Huang stood on the balcony next door and looked at him with a smile, "Just now I was still debating whether to call you or let you continue to sleep."

Yu Fei: "Where's Lao Yang? Still sleeping?"

Ou Huang nodded: "I drank too much, and finally seemed to cry again. I guess I need to sleep for an hour or two."

"That's it." Yu Fei nodded, and under the night breeze and the starry sky, he and Ouhuang looked at each other with a smile for a while, until both of them were embarrassed to lower their heads.

Ou Huang cleared his throat: "Let's go, I'll take you to see what I prepared for you."

"Okay."

The two of them tacitly let Lao Yang have a good rest, and went out of the room together to the large terrace on the other side of the same floor.Ouhuang pushed open the door for Yu Fei and motioned him to go inside.

Ou Huang: "The reason why I bought a villa here at the beginning was that I valued that there are few people here, and there are no tall buildings near the mountains, so on a fine night, you can see the sky full of stars just lying here."

Yu Fei lay down on the soft blanket prepared by Ouhuang in advance, and smelled a faint fragrance, like the incense in the temple, but it seemed to have other smells.

"Did you wear perfume?" Yu Fei asked.

"Yes, and I made the fragrance myself." Ouhuang paused, and then continued with some embarrassment: "I think this smell is very similar to the one you gave me, lazy and comfortable."

He lay down beside Yu Fei, turned off the lights in all the rooms behind him, looked at the starry sky and said softly: "Didn't you say that the last time you saw the starry sky was when you were a child? You come here to have a look."

Yu Fei saw him raising his hand and pointing to the position of the constellation that he couldn't see, whispering the relevant fairy tales, the distant but shining stars in front of his eyes, and the gentle but clear voice beside him, he would see Ouhuang in front of his eyes for a while Waving hands, looking at the stars in the sky for a while.

The stars are too high to be picked, but Ouhuang's hand can reach out and catch them.

Yu Fei looked at his hand and said softly: "Obviously after many years, the stars in the sky look exactly the same as those I saw when I was a child. It's a beautiful starry sky."

"When the time is later, the sky will be darker, and the stars will be more beautiful." Ouhuang looked at him and lowered his eyes and said softly, "It's as long as you think it's beautiful."

Yu Fei turned to look at him, the eyes of the mixed-race man under the starry sky were as charming as the night sky, the breaths of the two blended, Yu Fei looked at himself in his eyes, and asked softly: "Do you have anything to say to me? "

Ou Huang nodded: "I have a small request."

The two people under the starry sky got closer and closer, and the perfume smell in Yu Fei's nose turned into the special ocean fragrance on Ouhuang's body. It might be the instigation of the night. Yu Fei felt Ouhuang's hand gently brushing her face, and the two The individual spoke almost simultaneously:

"Can I pursue you?"

"I am willing."

Yu Fei: ...

Wait a minute, something seems wrong.