Wild grow

[It's cloudy, this winter is colder than any other winter.

Project close to completion, missing my family and also my country - if someone told me [-] years ago I would be such a country person I would have shrugged it off and now it just happened so naturally .

2077.12.12b.m】

[Chaodong is not very happy about my refusal of the leader's offer to become an American citizen.

But we are supposed to work on behalf of our country.

Before leaving get off work, we received an email from our superiors, asking us to accurately describe the words used to describe Subject No. [-]. The original text of the email is translated as——

"He is the light of hope, a god, a planet, and the key for mankind to open the door to a new era."

To be honest, I don't agree with this point of view.

I'm really afraid that they will repeat the tragedy of Test Subject No. [-].

2077.12.14b.m】

[It's rare to see the sun.

I went to take a last look at the test body today, and it has already developed completely. Standing in front of the petri dish, I always feel that he can also sense my existence. The reason why he doesn’t open his eyes is like a child deliberately wanting to fall asleep in front of adults.

Is this thing autonomous?

This is impossible.

In order to be able to use it better on the battlefield in the future, we did not plan to add this aspect of the program to it from the beginning of the experiment.

2077.12.15b.m】

[I received an analysis from the database today, and the analyst made a joke that made me feel horrified.

"His stats have been getting shaky lately, like he's getting impatient in a petri dish."

2077.12.16b.m】

[What exactly did we create?

2077.12.20b.m】

[It was cloudy, and later turned into heavy snow.

The experiment is about to be completed. I finished the weekly meeting this morning. There was a small episode in the meeting. My student Elder used the pronoun "it" when describing the test subject. Everyone present didn't seem to feel that There is nothing wrong with this, but what is surprising is that after the meeting, Elder quickly received a notice of criticism and punishment from his superiors. For a high-achieving student who just graduated from university and got his degree smoothly Such a blow must be huge.

But he shouldn't go through the back door and ask Chaodong to help him to the No. [-] test base where his authority level has not yet been reached.

I almost quarreled with Chaodong because of this matter, but in the end it was all right, that guy... still proposed to me.

Of course I agreed.

2077.12.21b.m】

[There was an accident at the No. [-] base. The No. [-] test subject was initially implanted with the feelings of a six-year-old human girl and named "Lilith". It seems that everyone's understanding of her has been biased—a killing machine should always be a killing machine. Machines, why do some people just not understand that what they create with their own hands is not a new life at all?

Feeling more and more uneasy.

Can the work really end smoothly?

2077.12.22b.m】

[Christmas is coming soon, but Elder has received a transfer order. He is about to leave, and everyone is very depressed.

Unlike us nerds, he was a cheerful kid who was liked by everyone.

Falling into a cold war with Chaodong, he thinks that I am too indifferent to the matter of the test subjects or my students.

I've been scolded by those crazy old men for Elder.

As for Test Subject No. [-], I don't think I should have any feelings for it.

I did nothing wrong.

2077.12.23b.m】

【It is raining again.

I shouldn't mention too many personal matters in the work diary, but the quarrel with Chaodong last night made me upset-I was exhausted after returning home from work, although it's a pity for Elder, but I've always been in a bad mood recently. In such an uneasy state, I really didn't have the heart to listen to him complaining about Elder, so my attitude was a bit worse when I answered. Xiang Dong seemed very angry, and then slammed the door and left, never coming back.

He had never been like this before.

I guess everyone’s emotions are not stable recently. It has been ten years since I received the transfer order and left my country and family to come to this place. With amazing, even if I don’t work after returning to China, I still have enough food and clothing to live. With a high salary for the second half of his life, he lived an almost isolated life.

But now that all of this is coming to an end, while I breathe a sigh of relief, I suddenly feel an unprecedented uneasiness and emptiness. I think this is probably the reason that caused everyone to become more restless.

After all, I was the one who had a bad attitude last night, and I also reflected on it today, made lunch, and brought him a change of clothes. I should go to his office and ask him where he was last night, and ask him to come back tonight. Home, I can't sleep well even if I sleep alone.

ps: By the way, please say Merry Christmas to him.

Although I have never been to foreign festivals.

2077.12.24b.m】

"..."

Putting down the pen in his hand, the ink in the latest diary was not completely dry, Chu Mobai sighed long, and there was obvious fatigue in the black pupils.

It was already two o'clock in the morning.

He was the only one in the dark office, illuminated only by a dim eye protection lamp. The young doctor raised his hand and rubbed his slightly red eyes. He stared at the work diary in front of him for a while, and remained motionless for a long time. It's like a statue... For a long while, he didn't know what he thought of, and then his eyes trembled slightly, then he stood up, tidied up his clean and spotless white coat, paused, and took it out of his pocket. A seemingly outdated sapphire necklace, carefully put the necklace into the cabinet with the personal diary and lock it, then turned and left the office.

The corridor is empty, and the shoes make a "da da" rhythmic sound when walking on the ground, which helps people relax their brains and think about some problems——

Generally speaking, Mobai is rarely the one who bows his head first.

But ever since I told my mother about getting married that day, I have been repeatedly emphasized that I must give way to the east from now on, and my bullish temper should be restrained—although I don’t think so much about this statement, I have no idea about changing the two of them. I am not very interested in the fixed mutual mode, but when Mo Bai thought that he would have to do a veritable "squatting at home" after returning to China in more than a month until the country arranged a new job for him, he decided to listen to his mother's words, At least get two bites of meat.

Thinking of this, the heavy feeling that was weighing on his heart was slightly removed, and even his steps became brisk——Mo Bai first went to the office facing east, but found that he was not in the office at this time, flipped through the His work log found that he had gone to the test base, put down the log, thought about it for fear that Chaodong would lose his temper again or get on his nose, and Mo Bai didn't inform him in advance, thinking that it would be better for the two of them to talk face to face , so they rushed to the test base in a hurry...

The base was eerily quiet late at night.

After going through layers of security settings, Mo Bai came to the base of No. [-] test body as usual. When he was far away from the penultimate door, he saw that the innermost sliding door was ajar, with an ambiguous yellow color. Lights shone from inside—something seemed to be moving inside.

Generally, when you work facing east, you will sit there and become fascinated, as if motionless, and rarely walk around... Could it be that not only facing east is working overtime?

This is not like the style of those foreigners.

Mo Bai was slightly confused, and he stood in front of the iris reader on the last security door. The electronic device made a slight beeping sound after scanning, and the door opened silently in front of Mo Bai. When he was about to take the first step At that moment, from behind the half-hidden door that was close at hand, a soft moan with a crying voice abruptly stopped his steps——

Ahh-"

The sobbing voice was not so much pain as it was tainted with something else—it was hard to imagine that such a coquettish voice would be made by my cheerful student...

I didn't expect these foreigners to be so bold.

Mo Bai sighed in his heart, at this moment he heard Elder say again in a soft crying voice——

"No, in case someone comes in later..."

Mo Bai raised his hand and touched his face, thinking that someone was indeed coming, he paused for a moment, and was about to turn around and leave to find Wang Chaodong elsewhere, when at this moment, he heard a sound that made the blood all over his body flow back and even freeze instantly. the hoarse, deep voice—

"How could someone come at a time like this—don't hug me so tightly while saying no!"

Mo Bai, who had already turned his back to the laboratory and was about to leave, stood there for about 30 seconds in a daze.

He guessed that he hadn't revisited this feeling for a long, long time, except for the momentary blankness in his brain when he found out that he forgot to bring an eraser on the day of the college entrance examination——

The heart seemed to be beating crazily.

It was like falling into the silence of death.

The brain completely lost the ability to think, and a kind of shame and bewilderment that I don't know how to describe completely occupied him. He blinked and thought: What's wrong, what should I do?

This is a very ridiculous reaction.

It was obviously not him who was caught having sex with others, but emotions such as shame, disgust, and panic appeared on him-he stood there stiffly, not even daring to turn his head, as if he just saw all the people behind the crack of the door. nightmares will become reality.

And behind the crack of the door, maybe the familiar body and soul he is familiar with is having a crazy and joyful relationship with another stranger...

betray.

When these two red words pierced into my mind like a sharp sword, a strong dizziness swept over me——Mo Bai shook his hands and stretched out his hands to hold the cold wall around him, but he could no longer restrain himself from retching crazily stand up!

That sound is enough to wake up all hearing creatures in the quiet night, Mobai unscrupulously let his loathing and collapsing emotions echo in the empty corridor - he bent down while clutching his twitching and painful stomach while retching At that moment, the originally ambiguous gasps in the laboratory also stopped abruptly.

It was about a few seconds of dead silence.

There was a flurry of footsteps in the laboratory.

The disheveled Elder ran out first, and when he saw the person standing outside the door, he immediately understood something, screamed and ran back covering his face, and then, a loud voice blocked the door Most of the light coming through the cracks—

"Mobai?...Mobai, you, why are you here?"

Cold sweat dripped down his cheeks, Mobai wiped the sweat with the back of his hand, resisted the pain and stood up - he looked at a pair of flustered eyes, this person he was familiar with, with a face like a big boy who had made a mistake General overwhelm and panic...

No matter how many times before, Mo Bai would soften his heart because of Wang Chaodong's expression.

But at this moment, he felt a stronger nausea, his chest heaved violently, he took a step back suddenly, and then warned in a hoarse voice: "Don't come over..."

Wang Chaodong immediately stopped approaching Mo Bai very cowardly.

At the same time, at this time, Elder, who had finally calmed down, reappeared—his face was no longer the flustered face he had when he was first smashed, and he came to Mo Bai, with his usual pistachio-like expression in front of everyone. The boy's innocence glanced at the embarrassed mentor with an uneasy and contemptuous look: "Teacher, why are you here?"

"..." Mo Bai took a deep breath. Even though his back was completely soaked in cold sweat and his lips were trembling uncontrollably, he managed to hear himself asking in a calm tone, "This is my laboratory, my lab. The research results, and... all my men you borrowed are here, so I can't come?"

Mo Bai emphasized "borrowing" with an accentuated tone.

In addition to his descriptive words, this seems to have given Wang Chaodong a little illusion—the face that had been ashamed a second ago suddenly had a look, and he ignored Elder's pulling behind him, and strode forward with a flattering gesture. He said urgently: "Mobai, listen to me, don't be angry, I'm really obsessed tonight—"

"Really, the last time you were in my apartment, the last time you were in the restroom of the restaurant, and the last time you were in the garden, were you obsessed with ghosts? Doctor!"

Elder raised his delicate eyebrows—the hallway of questioning and questioning fell silent again, and Mobai glanced at the speechless Wang Chaodong. After his heart calmed down, he didn't even bother to feel disappointed. Still water.

He turned his attention to the provocative Elder again—the way he usually greeted him with a respectful smile seemed to be slapped heavily by his almost distorted viciousness at this moment—

This is also the first time that Mobai looked at the boy in front of him formally, and only then did he realize that Elder was really a completely different existence from him——

Because he is young, his eyes are full of flamboyant, beautiful, and dazzling appearance, and he is a pleasing existence wherever he goes. Even if he just arrived in this dull place, he can quickly dispel the old-fashioned and serious experimenters. Attention is drawn to oneself.

We all feel sorry and sad for his imminent departure.

Elder is a completely different person from Chu Mobai.

And probably it was this difference that happened to attract Wang Chaodong.

Mo Bai blinked. Under Elder's vicious and resentful gaze, and Wang Chaodong's nervous gaze, he raised his hand, straightened the white coat that was crumpled due to the emotional out of control just now, and silently wiped the cold sweat on his palm. on top—

"It doesn't matter, although I have a work report I want to go in and get it, but if I interrupt your good deeds, it won't be a big problem for me to get it tomorrow—"

"Mo Bai!"

"Chu Mobai!"

There were high and low voices, one was extremely uneasy and suppressed a low growl of remorse, and the other was almost out of shame——

A figure stepped forward before Mo Bai and grabbed him——

"What do you think you are! You will always be indifferent to everything! You only have work, work, and work in your eyes! In your eyes, everyone around you is not worth mentioning?!" Edel Screaming, that pale face flushed with rage, contorting, "You don't care what your boss thinks! Don't care that your students lost their jobs and all their opportunities for implementing your shitty test subject's inhuman ideas and The future! You don't even care about your lover who has been in love for ten years! Your lover is just wantonly in my body, breathing on my body, and you don't care at all—"

"Elder, you fucking shut up!"

Chaodong took a step forward and wanted to drag Elder away——

But the one who was one step ahead of him only heard a clear "pop". After a moment's pause, Elder took a step back, staring blankly at the back of his hand that was slapped red——

"Don't touch me." Chu Mobai put his hands into the pockets of his white coat, "I think it's dirty."

In those black pupils that would always be focused on work, always calm and not disturbed by the slightest wave, contempt flickered at this moment.

[Dr. Chu, although he is a cold and unreasonable person, the work can be carried out in an orderly manner only with him - he is an indispensable and very reliable partner. 】

[Although I'm afraid, I don't hate him. 】

[Have you ever heard that people who are cold on the outside are actually gentle on the inside. 】

[The future husband might feel very annoyed if he is like him, but thinking about it, he probably won't be willing to divorce him for the rest of his life-the serious and preaching appearance is so cute! 】

【Elder, I really envy you, you have such a good mentor as soon as you entered the laboratory. 】

...Probably such a pair of eyes.

At this moment, he cast a light of contempt on himself.

It seems that everything he does is just a joke that is not worth mentioning in his eyes.

For a moment, Elder felt as if the blood in his whole body was flowing backwards to the top of his head. He was about to go crazy, and wanted to teach the arrogant person in front of him a lesson, to prove that the face that can always control emotions well can show Desperate expression——

So before anyone could react, he had turned around and rushed back to the laboratory.

The speed is so fast that no one can even catch him in time!

When he rushed to the console of subject No. [-], he finally heard the man calling his name in a tense voice and asking him what he wanted to do—but it was too late, when Chu Mobai rushed to grab him Holding his hair, he waved a fist hard to knock him out of the danger zone, but his strong willpower still allowed Elder to endure the severe pain and firmly grasp the control lever injected with the solution whose composition has not yet been determined——

——The composition of hr3 solution is undecided, and injection is not approved.

This is the work log written by Chu Mobai when Elder visited the base for the first time two days ago.

But now, he injected this solution into the petri dish of test body No. [-] completely through the activation device.

Behind him was Chu Mobai's uncontrollable roar.

It was Wang Chaodong's rude abuse.

The young intern laughed maniacally—

……

The last scene in Chu Mobai's memory was that the light blue liquid in the petri dish turned into a strange blood red, and the experimental subject No. [-], who had always closed his eyes, opened his red eyes. His gaze, pitying and ironic, stared at Chu Mobai who was pressed down by Wang Chaodong to prevent him from hurting himself.

Then, a crack appeared in the huge petri dish.

There was a crisp sound of a click—mixed with Elder's laughter and Wang Chaodong's roar, it seemed to be an illusion.

Afterwards, the world seemed to be pulled down by a thick black and gorgeous curtain, and everything fell into darkness.

Volume Two: Returning to the Institute