A cake with high calorie content and rich sweetness.
"You always do it for him, I'm not happy."
"Hey, come back and make you a lemon chiffon." Kiss again, and it's done.
Chapter 17
Xiao Mo didn't have the habit of sending people out, he just looked at the hand that was thrown away in astonishment, watched Dong Cheng staggering into the door, and looked at the mess all over the room and didn't have the heart to clean it up.He didn't intend to go forward and hold the man's hand. In his subconscious mind, holding the hand represented something.
Song Yu slept so soundly that Dong Cheng didn't even wake up when he fell on the bedside, his little snoring sounded solid.
He fell on the ground and didn't want to move. The words were still running around in his mind, but the more drunk he became, the more sober he became. He sat up and leaned against the bed, and took out a pack of cigarettes from the drawer.He was really tired and flustered with Xiao Mo, he couldn't figure out what Xiao Mo wanted to do, but he sincerely felt that the possibility of that person falling in love with him was very slim, Xiao Mo's tenderness and love for him bit by bit, became more and more Like the gift given to him, he regrets the inconspicuous confession in the game, why did he just say it?At that time, the smile on the corner of Xiao Mo's mouth turned into a thorn, scratching an inch of skin on his heart, one after another, little by little pain, more itching, the more it hurts.He was so proud, and his hard work was slowly draining drop by drop from that small hole.
He didn't know how long he had been sitting, he only knew that he had kept the same position for too long, his butt hurt, so he put out the last cigarette in his hand.Let me sleep well and have no dreams.
Song Yu woke up very early. Just about to turn over and stretch, he suddenly felt something warm on his back. He remembered what happened last night. He just slept in the teacher's arms all night?Really really happy, the teacher is sleeping next to him, watching the sleeping person carefully, there are blue and black dark circles under the eyelids, and there is a strong smell of smoke in the room.Song Yu got up carefully, not wanting to wake people up, so he opened the window to breathe.
Before leaving, he squatted in front of the bed and watched Dong Cheng for at least half an hour, and his feet didn't feel numb.How could this person be so kind to him? There were many people who were kind to him in the past. That kind of kindness always had some arrogance and sympathy, as if he was a poor little wretch that no one loved.But the teacher is different. He feels that the teacher loves him more, takes care of him, encourages him when he is good, and criticizes him severely when he is wrong. He can say what is bad, but he never hurts himself. self-esteem.The teacher likes him and doesn't like him.
Dong Cheng was woken up by his mobile phone. When he woke up, it was already dark, and the call was from Fang Ke.
"Are you okay?" Fang Ke looked very anxious.
"What's the matter?" The tired voice obviously hasn't woken up yet.
"You slept all day?"
"Yeah, I can continue to sleep if you don't call."
"Dong Cheng, listen." Fang Ke said very seriously, "Don't come to school tomorrow, and come back when I or Xiaoxuan call you."
"What happened to make you so nervous?"
"The thing about you working in a gay bar was filmed and posted on the school forum."
"It's just a part-time job, nothing more."
"But it was Christmas Eve, you were wearing that cat dress, and there was a photo of someone stuffing money into your pants, and a photo of someone kissing you. Although the person who kissed you had a mosaic on his face, the familiar It's not difficult for anyone to recognize that person as Ning Xiao."
"Is Ning Xiao okay?"
"Ning Xiao's face is covered, even if someone recognizes him and refuses to admit it, the school will not do anything to him. But you, now the school has determined that you have done bad things outside, and is discussing how to deal with you."
"I see, don't worry, I'll wait for your call at home."
It seemed that I had slept through enough sleep, a dozen missed calls failed to wake me up, and there was also a text message from Ning Xiao, the text message only had three simple words: I'm sorry.
Also, the photo sent by Fang Ke.Dong Cheng sent back text messages to Ning Xiao and Wu Xuan respectively, telling them that he was fine and telling them not to worry.At the same time, he also told Ning Xiao that this matter had nothing to do with him, it just happened to happen on a certain day.
Ning Xiao's face was mosaiced, it was clear that someone was targeting him.I'm not very popular, and I don't have many friends, so it's impossible to insist on offending anyone, and it takes a lot of hatred to make him do this.If it’s just working in a bar, it’s fine. Now it’s not like it used to be. Orientation is no longer a secret. The school may not deliberately make things difficult in this regard, but whoever sees the clothes and the pictures that deliberately make people think Think it's his problem.
Dong Cheng thought carefully whether he had offended someone inadvertently?Did anyone else recognize me in the bar that day?
Suddenly a "boom" interrupted his thinking. It is already ten o'clock at night. Could it be that Xiao Mo came back today?
Everything that was messed up outside the door yesterday has been tidied up, and on the floor at the door of his room are the photos he browsed from his mobile phone just now, Xiao Mo must have seen them, I don't know how he feels.
Two naked bodies were lying on the dining table, with the unfinished cake from yesterday lying beside it. The body of the person lying on the dining table was covered with cream, and the tip of the black forest cake was still stained on the sticky breasts. Creamy, sweet and soft, the tiramisu is leaking from the joint at this point.Oh, it's too stuffed, it can't fit.
Dong Cheng rushed up in a rage and threw the photo at the two of them.That was the cake Song Yu made for him, how could it be ruined by these two beasts.
Ignoring the two people who were being selfless, they rushed forward and grabbed He Qi's neck, and dragged him from under Xiao Mo to the ground. He Qi's head hit the ground heavily, and his eyes were staring.Dong Cheng had never been so angry before, he pressed He Qi's body firmly, and punched down with his fist.
He Qi was enjoying the joy that Xiao Mo brought him, when he was suddenly beaten up, his head was dizzy, before he had time to see who it was, he was punched in the abdomen again, Dong Cheng really hit him hard , He never spared any energy in beating people, how could he spit it out at this time.He didn't care about the dirty clothes, and struggled hard: "Mr. Xiao, Mr. Xiao, save, save me..." He thought Xiao Mo would stop it for the sake of the couple this night, Xiao Mo just watched indifferently, the person who beat him also had a one-night stand.
"Fuck you, is it the photo you sent me?" Dong Cheng stood up and kept kicking the person on the ground. The clothes were covered with spit-out dirt, which looked extremely disgusting.
"I sent it, what's the matter. Yes, I have the ability, I do it, I have no ability, I admit it? Isn't it just for sale? Now, what are you pretending to be noble now." He Qi began to feel scared, every part of his body hurt Yes, this bastard is too ruthless.
Hearing that the man had confessed, Dong Cheng was so angry that he grabbed a chair and threw it on the man's leg. The sound of broken bones mixed with the sound of the broken stick was not obvious.
Xiao Mo still didn't want this person to have any big troubles, so he pulled the two of them away, threw his clothes to He Qi and told him to get out.But his eyes never looked at Dong Cheng from the beginning to the end, and he said, "Calm down."
After venting his anger, Dong Cheng was shaking all over, and he calmed down instantly when he saw Xiao Moguang's naked lower body.
He realized that it couldn't go on like this.
"Dong Cheng, I've seen the photos. What's sold is what's sold. If you buy it the first time, you won't get it again. I, Xiao Mo, only use clean ones. You're no longer good enough."
"Three months." He was desperate and tired. He had never been so desperate after his parents' divorce and abandonment, and he didn't even have the strength to explain.
"Hehe." The laughter was extremely sarcastic: "But do you really take the game seriously? I will help you deal with the school affairs. After all, this is also part of our transaction. I will give you the house, and I will ask an assistant to give it to you tomorrow." 50, these add up to enough for you to go to ten universities."
He just watched Xiao Mo put on his clothes and leave, unable to move a single step.
Obviously the one who got hurt was me, so why was I also the one who was wrong.
Chapter 18
Another few days, why is it like this every time?Obviously, she has never been greedy, nor has she ever asked for anything extravagantly. From the very beginning, she knew that Xiao Mo would not be her own, and she had no intention of becoming his.He is a very sensible person. His childhood experience made him understand a lot of truths. There are too many unfair things in this world. There are many things you want but you can’t get. , he just wants to have it in a real sense within a limited time, even if the time is very small, he can still be satisfied.
In a sense, he did feel Xiao Mo’s care during those precious and rare days, and thought it was a kind of compromise from Xiao Mo to him. Once you get it, you will want more. I didn't understand it before, but now I finally understand it.Understanding does not mean that this kind of thing can be prevented from happening. Although he has never gained anything from Xiao Mo, his own imagination is almost overwhelming him.I have to wake up after the dream is over, at least I don’t have nothing, at least I still have the house and the 50, which is actually enough.
The next day, I received a call from Fang Ke. Fang Ke said on the phone that the school forum posted an apology post, admitting that someone gave the student money to post photos online, and at the same time sent the photos. Now the school has ordered the student to drop out of school.
It’s good that he can still study. At the beginning, he would rather sell his body than terminate his studies, not only because he had to give himself an explanation after three years of hard work in high school, but also because he might die alone in the future, and the illusion of old age constantly filled Dong Cheng’s mind. , Just thinking about it is terrifying, in order to keep his lonely old life from being poor, in this world, he has no power or power, and he will easily be trampled to death.He can only choose to study, and only by studying can he get ahead.
What he can do now is to constantly imagine the future, like a free life in the future.Dong Cheng's biggest wish is to save a small amount of money after working for several years to open a small shop, so that he can earn enough food and clothing, and have extra time to do what he likes. This wish is the cleanest place in his heart.
In his fantasy of the future, there is only one person, and that is himself.
City C said it was big or small, and the two never met again, and Xiao Mo never deliberately went to him, and he rarely even thought about it.
Dong Cheng rented out the house and planned to find a shared house again. He quit his job in the bar and took on some more relaxing tutors, all of which are not far from the school. Now it is convenient to live alone and he did not go to Song Yu’s house again. Yes, Song Yu comes here every Saturday.
The school was on winter vacation, and most of the students had gone home. Ning Xiao and the others bought the tickets a few days late, so they took advantage of these days to help Dong Cheng move.The four cooked hot pot again at Dong Cheng's house, and said goodbye one by one after dinner.Fang Ke and Wu Xuan are going to meet their parents this year, and they are both very nervous.On the day Ning Xiao left, he went to deliver it, and there was also Wen Shuyan who came to deliver it. Ning Xiao didn't take anything in his hand, and gave everything to Wen Shuyan, who was also very happy when he walked behind.Dong Cheng is not a dull person, he thinks it is good to have such a good person who loves Ning Xiao, and he can feel less guilt in his heart.
The two watched Ning Xiao get into the car, and Wen Shuyan came over and put his shoulders on his shoulders: "A few days ago you moved and I was on the operating table. I didn't come to eat your moving banquet. How about today, make up?"
"No problem, let's eat at home?"
"Row."
The person who shared the house with Dong Cheng is also from their school, and he has gone home for the New Year. Now he is the only one in the house, which is empty.
The house is right at the back door of the school, and there is a vegetable market there. The two of them bought some food casually. When they passed by the supermarket downstairs, Wen Shuyan stood at the entrance of the supermarket and paused for a few seconds, then went in to grab a dozen beers.
Seeing his actions, he couldn't help laughing. He didn't tell anyone about Xiao Mo. He only said that he found a cheaper house before moving out.But Wen Shuyan is not his classmates, he knew about his relationship with Xiao Mo from the very beginning, he should have known about the falling out with Xiao Mo, this is to comfort himself.
There were only two people, and Dong Chengcheng simply fried a few dishes and added a plate of fried peanuts.The two ate some hot food and drank wine with peanuts.
"Dong Cheng, believe me, that bastard Xiao Mo will definitely regret it."
This was the first time that Wen Shuyan called him by his name. He used to call him beautiful, beautiful, but he was not used to being so serious all of a sudden.
"It doesn't matter anymore, because I don't want to regret it anymore."
"Hey, you have to believe me, he has never been in love, and he doesn't understand what it means to be in love with someone."
"You think too much, maybe I am a little different to him, because I like to set his precedent, I am not afraid of him. My special thing is because I have nothing."
The onlooker can see clearly, but the onlooker is not emotionally involved, so what can he see clearly?An outsider is an outsider after all.
The house was rented out, and another 20 yuan was used to open a small shop near the school, which was a milk tea cake shop.It's hard to recruit people during the winter vacation, so I can only open the door early and late to do business by myself every day. The Spring Festival has been delayed, and the business has been good.It was approaching New Year's Eve, and there were fewer and fewer people in the store. On the 26th, Dong Cheng closed the door at noon, and planned to open the door again on the first day of the new year for business.I was shopping for new year's goods when I received a call from a stranger, from my hometown Y county.
"Hello, is this Mr. Dong Chengdong?"
"็ Hello Who are you?"
"Your father and his family were in a car accident. Can you come back now? The doctors tried their best to save them. This may be the last time."
The hand holding the radish has turned white, and the nails have sunk in.Dong Cheng didn't have any thoughts in his mind, he just ran out all the way, there were too many people buying new year's goods, he stood on the side of the road for half an hour but couldn't get a taxi, he felt that the whole world was dizzy, the whole world was Crooked, he can't even get a car, how long can the people in the hospital last?Should it be counted?Anyway, there is a lot of this side, and he still treats himself that way.It doesn't matter, it doesn't matter if you don't go, no one will blame him, everyone knows that they divorced and don't want themselves.
I tried to persuade myself over and over again that it was okay, but my face was already dripping with snot and tears, and after wiping it away, I finally couldn't help crying.
Gao Zhi happened to be driving by and saw Dong Cheng squatting on the side of the road crying, so he stopped quickly to have a look: "Dong Cheng, what are you doing here? What's wrong?"
Patted on the shoulder by a warm hand, it was recognized that it was the boss of Magic, Gao Zhi: "Boss Gao, can you take me to the station? Me, I have to go back now."
Gao Zhi has a good impression of Dong Cheng, he is not impetuous, diligent, and he is not humble in his work. Magic does a lot of physical transactions in private, and a good-looking person like Dong Cheng is even praised by others, but he never underestimates himself. Rarely ask for help: "What happened?"
"Please, Boss Gao, my father is dying. I'm going to see him for the last time."
He remembered that Dong Cheng's hometown is County Y: "Now you can't buy a ticket at the station, let's go, I'll take you back."
"Thank you."
City C is only more than three hours away from County Y, so you can still make it back in time if you send people back.Dong Cheng didn't say a word along the way, and Gao Zhi didn't know how to comfort others. For such a thing, even a word of condolence is superfluous.
Chapter 19
There were too many people going home early for the New Year, and even the highway began to be blocked. The car was warm, and Dong Cheng was sweating profusely, and finally rushed to the hospital before dark.
Gao Zhi sent the person to him and left, lest the little guy at home make a fuss.
It was only when I got to the hospital that I realized what it means to have difficulty walking. The emergency room is located next to the main entrance of the hospital, which is a separate passage.Dong Cheng stood at the door of the emergency room, unable to take a single step. The weather was too cold, so he rubbed his cold hands vigorously, and mustered up his courage to walk to the door of the ward.
The emergency room is still busy. In fact, the Chinese New Year is the busiest time in the hospital. Under the impact of joy, people can always make all kinds of troubles, such as digestive system diseases, firecracker trauma, and car accidents.
There is a piece of glass on the wooden door of the ward. Standing there, Dong Cheng can see the inside at a glance. This is an old hospital with mottled walls and rusty iron beds. There are three beds squeezed inside, two of which are covered by white cloth. There was a small body on one of the hospital beds, it should be the brother he had never seen before.
The ECG monitor showed that the man was still alive, and he breathed a sigh of relief, no matter how close he was, he had caught up.The person on the bed had his eyes closed all the time, and he sat quietly by the bed for a while, when the doctor came.
"Are you Mr. Dong Chengdong?"
Dong Cheng didn't want to speak, and didn't know what to say, so he nodded silently.
"I'm sorry, but we did our best. They arrived around eleven o'clock in the morning, and only your father was still alive when they arrived. Your mother and your brother died on the spot. Now you can say goodbye to your father first. "
Doctors can only explain it in this way. They have seen too many lives and deaths, and they cannot be depressed, let alone give up other hopeful patients.He just felt that it was really terrible to become a lonely person overnight.
bid farewell?The tears that had finally stopped began to flow out again. At this moment, he really wanted his mother to be by his side, to hug him and comfort him, and bear the pain of losing a loved one with him.But those two people have nothing to do with each other anymore, no one can save his current pain and sadness, he suddenly feels panic, he will have to bear this lonely face of death again.
Only then did I understand that death is not something that can be rationally and less painful as people become mature and sensible. Only death in this world is irreversible.
Dong Cheng has always disliked this father in his heart, but he also remembers that when he was a child, his childhood was also happy.I also remember that my father's shoulders were always so broad, and he was very proud of sitting on his father's shoulders.But happiness is always short-lived. His parents have always been in a small business. They opened a small shop in front of their middle school. When he was a child, he would help his parents look after the shop after finishing his homework.
Their family has never had much rich money, and my father felt sorry for the family.Later, an uncle in the same county said that money was easy to earn outside, so my father went out with him, leaving my mother to take him to guard this small canteen to spend the day.For a year or two, my father didn't come back, and my mother gradually didn't come home. The business of the canteen finally couldn't continue, and it was closed when I graduated from the third year of junior high school.Sometimes he would see his mother walking with another man on the street, and he heard from the aunt in the same courtyard that the man had earned a lot of money outside and came back to build houses.The mother looked younger when she was with that man, and she had long since lost the melancholy when her father left. She was very happy every day. In Dong Cheng's memory, that was the most beautiful time he had ever seen his mother, and she would wear beautiful clothes every day. Going out in skirts, my mother, who didn’t know how to make up because of saving money at home, also started to learn how to make up. Her delicate eyebrows and eyes are full of charm, her walking steps are brisk, and she can sing when she is happy.He watched his mother enter a high-end hotel with that strange man, but he forgot that he had been left at home for three days, and she came home less and less, sometimes for three days, sometimes for one Weeks, even months, but he never forgot to put money on the table in the house. In his eyes, the monthly living expenses are the only proof that his mother loves him.
Later, in the Spring Festival of the first year of high school, my mother returned home happily and bought new clothes for herself, and my father also came back.The two of them seemed to be the same as before, except that the number of times the two of them appeared at home at the same time became less and less, and the quarrels continued to occur, gradually turning into fights. It's over, I dare not go home all day, and spend most of the time at Lin Zhi's home.
In fact, the two of them each had another family and everyone knew it in private, but on the surface they seemed to be in harmony. The wife outside the father came to find her with a big belly, and everything became clear.Only then did he know that his mother and that rich uncle had been together since the second year after his father left, and that his half-sister went to kindergarten, how ironic!
Just when he was immersed in the memories and couldn't extricate himself, his mother finally came belatedly, and also came to see him for the last time.She was dressed very richly, but her face looked smaller when her hair was rolled up. Dong grew up to resemble her very much.
Dong Cheng whispered in his ear, it would be great if our family could be together forever, but unfortunately this man left without even opening his eyes.
I heard that this man planned to take his wife and children out to play during the Chinese New Year, but as soon as the car drove onto the highway, he was chased by a big truck behind him who was driving drunk. Their car was overturned, the woman sat in the co-pilot without a seat belt, the child played with toys in the back alone, the two were thrown out, broke the windshield, the woman had her throat cut by the windshield, The child was thrown several meters and died instantly.
Huang Wenzhu hesitated for a while, how can a mother say no, just don't, those are all angry words, how can she see her child crying like this, stepped forward to embrace Dong Cheng's shoulders, and put it into her arms, she thought The child would definitely push him away, but no, Dong Cheng hadn't been hugged like this for a long time, and felt extremely comfortable. He wrapped his hands around Huang Wenzhu's waist and cried bitterly.
This Spring Festival is destined to be difficult for Dong Cheng. Dong Guotao’s body has been parked in the mourning hall for three whole days. During these three days, Dong Cheng has not closed his eyes. There are not many relatives who came. up.Huang Wenzhu's status is embarrassing. Apart from helping her son set up the mourning hall, she comes to deliver food every day, and leaves with peace of mind after watching.
On New Year's Eve, the day Dong Guotao was buried, he was dragged to the crematorium before dawn at five o'clock in the morning.Huang Wenzhu went with Dong Cheng that day, and lit incense in front of Dong Guotao's photo before leaving.
The body was burned to a handful of ashes, and Dong Cheng's eyes were swollen like walnuts, and he couldn't cry for a long time.
I used to hear old people say that death is like a lamp being extinguished, but it is just a handful of dust. When I really hold the dust in my hands, I realize that the dust is as heavy as a mountain, and the hand holding it will break.
Chapter 20
Huang Wenzhu's husband returned to his hometown in the early morning of the first day of the Lunar New Year. Huang Wenzhu didn't want to leave Dong Cheng at this time. She felt that this child was too difficult, and she was really sorry for him as a mother.Back then when Dong Guotao went outside, she was a woman with a child by herself. Huang Wenzhu knew that she was really good looking, and there were more hooligans who came to take advantage of the door. Later, the man who went out with Dong Guotao came back, and there were rumors in the yard. , It is estimated that it came out of the mouth of the man's woman.They said that Dong Guotao made money outside and found a young girl. He had no plans to come back, and the people who came to take advantage of the door were even more blatant. She was afraid of a woman. At that time, Dong Cheng was also in the second year of junior high school, with long eyebrows. When it is opened, it will look even more beautiful. There will always be people with good intentions to make trouble, and some even have children's ideas.Huang Wenzhu couldn't accept it, and at this time Li Kai appeared, who was her current husband.Li Kai's family is quite powerful in a small county town. Originally, the family was well-off. Later, he made a lot of money doing real estate business outside, and ran into him on the street when he came back from the Spring Festival.Li Kai likes Huang Wenzhu's beauty. He feels that he has never seen such a beautiful woman. Every eyebrow and every glance entered his heart. He fell in love at first sight. After finding out about Huang Wenzhu's situation, he secretly helped a lot. Originally, his man was outside Messing with flowers and grass is enough to make her feel bad, and there is another man around her who can know her cold and hot, and soon the two fall in love.
County Y is only so big, and almost the whole county knows about Li Kai and Huang Wenzhu being together, no one dares to come to the door to make trouble and take advantage of it, and no one has ideas about their own children anymore.Knowing that she is not divorced, Li Kai still does not mind loving her sincerely, and even threatened that as long as Huang Wenzhu divorces, he will never dislike the mother and son. Huang Wenzhu was very moved, and accepted Li Kai wholeheartedly, gradually becoming indifferent to the child .
It's not that she doesn't care about children anymore, she was young at that time, women in their early 30s are still passionate when they encounter love, and when they fall in love, they will unconsciously ignore the people around them.
Later, when Dong Guotao came back, Huang Wenzhu was very happy to be honest. She hoped that Dong Guotao could get a divorce immediately when he came back.She took the initiative to write a divorce agreement, signed it, stamped her fingerprints, and went to Dong Guotao. She didn't want anything, but asked to leave the house to her son, but Dong Guotao insisted that she refused because of Dong Cheng.In this way, the two seemed to be in harmony for several years, and finally Dong Guotao's lover outside came to him with a big belly and forced Dong Guotao to divorce.
She remembered the way Dong Cheng looked at them before the divorce, resentful, complaining, sad, and relieved.I have to say that such complicated eyes of a child really shocked her, and only then did she understand what the two of them had done to the child.However, he was dazzled by the abuse of Dong Guotao and his lover, as well as the slap that the woman greeted, and blurted out that he didn't want children.
Thinking about it now, it was a heinous crime.
Huang Wenzhu wanted to stay with Dong Cheng, but unfortunately Dong Cheng didn't want to go back there with her and insisted on living in the old house.She knew what Dong Cheng was thinking, so she had to bring Li Ran along.
Li Ran was deliberately stayed by Li Kai, and before he left, he specifically asked Li Ran to spend more time with his brother.Li Ran is the daughter of Huang Wenzhu and Li Kai. She is three years old this year. The little girl is very cute, and she looks more like Huang Wenzhu, but her eyes follow his father's, big and round, standing with Dong Cheng One look is blood related.
You said you don't hate being treated like this by your biological parents?Of course Dong Cheng hated it, thinking of the missing part of his growth, he hated it so much.But these hatreds disappeared with the death of Dong Guotao and the appearance of four-year-old Li Ran.
But Li Ran is so cute, my mother must have given birth to such a cute child because she loves him.At the beginning, they must have given birth to me because they were in love. They didn't understand it before, but now he understands what love is all about.When the love is consumed and gone, their existence cannot be denied. There is always a reason for their love, and there is also a reason for their not loving, and all these so-called reasons are written by the person who loves them.
"Brother, can you go out to buy firecrackers with Ran Ran?" Li Ran doesn't understand the world of adults, but he is not happy to see his new brother who is not happy at all. The mission is over, we must make my brother happy.
Dong Cheng was cleaning the cupboard. No one lived in this old house for half a year, and there was dust everywhere.Seeing Li Ran staring at him with watery eyes, probably because he was afraid that Dong Cheng would not be happy, so he didn't dress the child in red for the Chinese New Year, but wore a royal blue cotton padded jacket.
Seeing that he didn't respond, Li Ran tugged on his pants with his small hands: "Brother, why don't you go with Ran Ran!" The child might be a little anxious, and his voice choked up.
Huang Wenzhu was tidying up in the inner room, listening quietly to the movement outside. She wanted to communicate with Dong Cheng, but since they met, Dong Cheng hadn't said a word to her. After thinking for a long time, she asked her younger daughter to call her brother .
"Xiao Cheng, you can go with Xiao Ran, she just doesn't want you to be unhappy." Huang Wenzhu stood at the door of the bedroom with a rag in her hand and looked at Dong Cheng. She was very nervous, and she was very nervous every time she spoke to Dong Cheng. Looking forward to hearing something from the child's mouth.
"Okay." Dong Cheng lowered his eyelids, covered his eyes with eyelashes, and finally smiled when he saw the nervous look of the little girl who was still holding her trousers.
When Li Ran saw his brother smile, he became courageous, grabbed Dong Cheng's clothes and climbed on Dong Cheng's feet with both feet.
Huang Wenzhu was afraid that Dong Chengyi would throw Li Ran down in displeasure. She watched carefully, but in the end she didn't stop her. She believed in her own child.
Sure enough, in fact, Dong Cheng liked this little girl from the first sight, and this is where the blood relationship is wonderful.He swept his hands under the little girl's armpits and put them on his shoulders.He won't have children anymore, but he can't help but like him, and he has a feeling for his father's shoulders. He also hopes that someone can sit on his shoulders and be high-spirited.
The two siblings played outside for a while before thinking of going home. Dong Cheng took Li Ran to the river to set off firecrackers, and met Li Ran's little friend who went to kindergarten together. She sat on Dong Cheng's shoulder and patted Dong Cheng's. The head said: "See, this is my brother, whoever dares to bully me in the future, my brother will help me beat anyone."
Dong Cheng was really afraid that the little girl would be bullied, so he aimed his eyes upwards: "Ran Ran, tell brother, did someone bully you in the kindergarten?"
The little girl opened her eyes wide, and said with an incredulous expression: "Huh, how is it possible, they can beat me." That little girl was extremely proud.
Seeing that it was getting late, Dong Cheng walked home with Li Ran in his arms.After returning home, I saw Huang Wenzhu sitting anxiously at the dining table.The house was cleaned very clean, and the table was full of dishes. The sausage and bacon that can only be eaten during the Chinese New Year. Dong Cheng liked to eat sweet and sour dishes since he was a child, such as sweet and sour pork ribs, fish-flavored shredded pork, palace Ding Bao chicken, squirrel fish and other dishes are on the table.
"Why don't you call when the meal is ready?"
Huang Wenzhu didn't expect Dong Cheng to ask herself at this time. The woman who was almost 40 years old looked like a young girl, and she nervously grabbed her chopsticks and said, "I'm afraid you will be unhappy, so I don't know how to say it."
Li Ran was gnawing on the pork ribs in his hand, Huang Wenzhu put a chopstick of squirrel fish into Dong Cheng's bowl and said, "Xiao Ran is exactly the same as you when you were young, and you also like sweet and sour food."
Seeing the sauce in Li Ran's mouth, Dong Cheng once again felt the wonder of blood relationship.
After eating, Dong Cheng put incense on his father, and took Li Ran to set off fireworks. When he came home, Huang Wenzhu was watching the replay of the Spring Festival Gala. The little girl fell asleep after playing, and Dong Cheng carried her back.
Huang Wenzhu saw the two children coming back, took Li Ran from Dong Cheng, and told Dong Cheng to go to bed early, since this time, she has not seen the child sleep well.
The old house has two rooms, and each sleeps in the old room before. Huang Wenzhu wiped her daughter's hands, feet and face before going to sleep.
Huang Wenzhu was sleeping in a daze when she heard the sound of someone walking outside the door. She was worried that it was a thief and was about to hug Li Ran to see how Dong Cheng was doing. Suddenly the door was opened and Dong Cheng was standing in his pajamas. the door.
"Mom, I want to sleep with you tonight."
"Okay, okay." Huang Wenzhu was so excited that she couldn't speak, she could only promise yes, yes.She was very happy, knowing that Dong Cheng accepted her. In the past, when the mother and son were at home, Dong Cheng always liked to ask her to hug her to sleep when he was in a bad mood and couldn't sleep.She moved Li Ran into the bed, and Dong Cheng got into the quilt, into Huang Wenzhu's arms. Huang Wenzhu also hugged Dong Cheng as usual, and patted his back lightly.
Both the mother and the son began to sob softly, as if they were letting out foul breath, they immediately felt a lot more relaxed.
Father is gone, but mother is back.Thinking about it now, did I not understand that this woman was also difficult, sad, and painful at that time.
All is relieved.
Chapter 21
Life is like this sometimes, you can't have too much hope, then you will definitely despair, but you can't be completely hopeless, then you will be defeated, and life is worse than death.
But for Dong Cheng, life is really a farce, a desperate situation, when he thought that love, family affection is nothing, finally there is something that can save him.He felt that life had hope again, and all the hatred in the past was gone.
"You always do it for him, I'm not happy."
"Hey, come back and make you a lemon chiffon." Kiss again, and it's done.
Chapter 17
Xiao Mo didn't have the habit of sending people out, he just looked at the hand that was thrown away in astonishment, watched Dong Cheng staggering into the door, and looked at the mess all over the room and didn't have the heart to clean it up.He didn't intend to go forward and hold the man's hand. In his subconscious mind, holding the hand represented something.
Song Yu slept so soundly that Dong Cheng didn't even wake up when he fell on the bedside, his little snoring sounded solid.
He fell on the ground and didn't want to move. The words were still running around in his mind, but the more drunk he became, the more sober he became. He sat up and leaned against the bed, and took out a pack of cigarettes from the drawer.He was really tired and flustered with Xiao Mo, he couldn't figure out what Xiao Mo wanted to do, but he sincerely felt that the possibility of that person falling in love with him was very slim, Xiao Mo's tenderness and love for him bit by bit, became more and more Like the gift given to him, he regrets the inconspicuous confession in the game, why did he just say it?At that time, the smile on the corner of Xiao Mo's mouth turned into a thorn, scratching an inch of skin on his heart, one after another, little by little pain, more itching, the more it hurts.He was so proud, and his hard work was slowly draining drop by drop from that small hole.
He didn't know how long he had been sitting, he only knew that he had kept the same position for too long, his butt hurt, so he put out the last cigarette in his hand.Let me sleep well and have no dreams.
Song Yu woke up very early. Just about to turn over and stretch, he suddenly felt something warm on his back. He remembered what happened last night. He just slept in the teacher's arms all night?Really really happy, the teacher is sleeping next to him, watching the sleeping person carefully, there are blue and black dark circles under the eyelids, and there is a strong smell of smoke in the room.Song Yu got up carefully, not wanting to wake people up, so he opened the window to breathe.
Before leaving, he squatted in front of the bed and watched Dong Cheng for at least half an hour, and his feet didn't feel numb.How could this person be so kind to him? There were many people who were kind to him in the past. That kind of kindness always had some arrogance and sympathy, as if he was a poor little wretch that no one loved.But the teacher is different. He feels that the teacher loves him more, takes care of him, encourages him when he is good, and criticizes him severely when he is wrong. He can say what is bad, but he never hurts himself. self-esteem.The teacher likes him and doesn't like him.
Dong Cheng was woken up by his mobile phone. When he woke up, it was already dark, and the call was from Fang Ke.
"Are you okay?" Fang Ke looked very anxious.
"What's the matter?" The tired voice obviously hasn't woken up yet.
"You slept all day?"
"Yeah, I can continue to sleep if you don't call."
"Dong Cheng, listen." Fang Ke said very seriously, "Don't come to school tomorrow, and come back when I or Xiaoxuan call you."
"What happened to make you so nervous?"
"The thing about you working in a gay bar was filmed and posted on the school forum."
"It's just a part-time job, nothing more."
"But it was Christmas Eve, you were wearing that cat dress, and there was a photo of someone stuffing money into your pants, and a photo of someone kissing you. Although the person who kissed you had a mosaic on his face, the familiar It's not difficult for anyone to recognize that person as Ning Xiao."
"Is Ning Xiao okay?"
"Ning Xiao's face is covered, even if someone recognizes him and refuses to admit it, the school will not do anything to him. But you, now the school has determined that you have done bad things outside, and is discussing how to deal with you."
"I see, don't worry, I'll wait for your call at home."
It seemed that I had slept through enough sleep, a dozen missed calls failed to wake me up, and there was also a text message from Ning Xiao, the text message only had three simple words: I'm sorry.
Also, the photo sent by Fang Ke.Dong Cheng sent back text messages to Ning Xiao and Wu Xuan respectively, telling them that he was fine and telling them not to worry.At the same time, he also told Ning Xiao that this matter had nothing to do with him, it just happened to happen on a certain day.
Ning Xiao's face was mosaiced, it was clear that someone was targeting him.I'm not very popular, and I don't have many friends, so it's impossible to insist on offending anyone, and it takes a lot of hatred to make him do this.If it’s just working in a bar, it’s fine. Now it’s not like it used to be. Orientation is no longer a secret. The school may not deliberately make things difficult in this regard, but whoever sees the clothes and the pictures that deliberately make people think Think it's his problem.
Dong Cheng thought carefully whether he had offended someone inadvertently?Did anyone else recognize me in the bar that day?
Suddenly a "boom" interrupted his thinking. It is already ten o'clock at night. Could it be that Xiao Mo came back today?
Everything that was messed up outside the door yesterday has been tidied up, and on the floor at the door of his room are the photos he browsed from his mobile phone just now, Xiao Mo must have seen them, I don't know how he feels.
Two naked bodies were lying on the dining table, with the unfinished cake from yesterday lying beside it. The body of the person lying on the dining table was covered with cream, and the tip of the black forest cake was still stained on the sticky breasts. Creamy, sweet and soft, the tiramisu is leaking from the joint at this point.Oh, it's too stuffed, it can't fit.
Dong Cheng rushed up in a rage and threw the photo at the two of them.That was the cake Song Yu made for him, how could it be ruined by these two beasts.
Ignoring the two people who were being selfless, they rushed forward and grabbed He Qi's neck, and dragged him from under Xiao Mo to the ground. He Qi's head hit the ground heavily, and his eyes were staring.Dong Cheng had never been so angry before, he pressed He Qi's body firmly, and punched down with his fist.
He Qi was enjoying the joy that Xiao Mo brought him, when he was suddenly beaten up, his head was dizzy, before he had time to see who it was, he was punched in the abdomen again, Dong Cheng really hit him hard , He never spared any energy in beating people, how could he spit it out at this time.He didn't care about the dirty clothes, and struggled hard: "Mr. Xiao, Mr. Xiao, save, save me..." He thought Xiao Mo would stop it for the sake of the couple this night, Xiao Mo just watched indifferently, the person who beat him also had a one-night stand.
"Fuck you, is it the photo you sent me?" Dong Cheng stood up and kept kicking the person on the ground. The clothes were covered with spit-out dirt, which looked extremely disgusting.
"I sent it, what's the matter. Yes, I have the ability, I do it, I have no ability, I admit it? Isn't it just for sale? Now, what are you pretending to be noble now." He Qi began to feel scared, every part of his body hurt Yes, this bastard is too ruthless.
Hearing that the man had confessed, Dong Cheng was so angry that he grabbed a chair and threw it on the man's leg. The sound of broken bones mixed with the sound of the broken stick was not obvious.
Xiao Mo still didn't want this person to have any big troubles, so he pulled the two of them away, threw his clothes to He Qi and told him to get out.But his eyes never looked at Dong Cheng from the beginning to the end, and he said, "Calm down."
After venting his anger, Dong Cheng was shaking all over, and he calmed down instantly when he saw Xiao Moguang's naked lower body.
He realized that it couldn't go on like this.
"Dong Cheng, I've seen the photos. What's sold is what's sold. If you buy it the first time, you won't get it again. I, Xiao Mo, only use clean ones. You're no longer good enough."
"Three months." He was desperate and tired. He had never been so desperate after his parents' divorce and abandonment, and he didn't even have the strength to explain.
"Hehe." The laughter was extremely sarcastic: "But do you really take the game seriously? I will help you deal with the school affairs. After all, this is also part of our transaction. I will give you the house, and I will ask an assistant to give it to you tomorrow." 50, these add up to enough for you to go to ten universities."
He just watched Xiao Mo put on his clothes and leave, unable to move a single step.
Obviously the one who got hurt was me, so why was I also the one who was wrong.
Chapter 18
Another few days, why is it like this every time?Obviously, she has never been greedy, nor has she ever asked for anything extravagantly. From the very beginning, she knew that Xiao Mo would not be her own, and she had no intention of becoming his.He is a very sensible person. His childhood experience made him understand a lot of truths. There are too many unfair things in this world. There are many things you want but you can’t get. , he just wants to have it in a real sense within a limited time, even if the time is very small, he can still be satisfied.
In a sense, he did feel Xiao Mo’s care during those precious and rare days, and thought it was a kind of compromise from Xiao Mo to him. Once you get it, you will want more. I didn't understand it before, but now I finally understand it.Understanding does not mean that this kind of thing can be prevented from happening. Although he has never gained anything from Xiao Mo, his own imagination is almost overwhelming him.I have to wake up after the dream is over, at least I don’t have nothing, at least I still have the house and the 50, which is actually enough.
The next day, I received a call from Fang Ke. Fang Ke said on the phone that the school forum posted an apology post, admitting that someone gave the student money to post photos online, and at the same time sent the photos. Now the school has ordered the student to drop out of school.
It’s good that he can still study. At the beginning, he would rather sell his body than terminate his studies, not only because he had to give himself an explanation after three years of hard work in high school, but also because he might die alone in the future, and the illusion of old age constantly filled Dong Cheng’s mind. , Just thinking about it is terrifying, in order to keep his lonely old life from being poor, in this world, he has no power or power, and he will easily be trampled to death.He can only choose to study, and only by studying can he get ahead.
What he can do now is to constantly imagine the future, like a free life in the future.Dong Cheng's biggest wish is to save a small amount of money after working for several years to open a small shop, so that he can earn enough food and clothing, and have extra time to do what he likes. This wish is the cleanest place in his heart.
In his fantasy of the future, there is only one person, and that is himself.
City C said it was big or small, and the two never met again, and Xiao Mo never deliberately went to him, and he rarely even thought about it.
Dong Cheng rented out the house and planned to find a shared house again. He quit his job in the bar and took on some more relaxing tutors, all of which are not far from the school. Now it is convenient to live alone and he did not go to Song Yu’s house again. Yes, Song Yu comes here every Saturday.
The school was on winter vacation, and most of the students had gone home. Ning Xiao and the others bought the tickets a few days late, so they took advantage of these days to help Dong Cheng move.The four cooked hot pot again at Dong Cheng's house, and said goodbye one by one after dinner.Fang Ke and Wu Xuan are going to meet their parents this year, and they are both very nervous.On the day Ning Xiao left, he went to deliver it, and there was also Wen Shuyan who came to deliver it. Ning Xiao didn't take anything in his hand, and gave everything to Wen Shuyan, who was also very happy when he walked behind.Dong Cheng is not a dull person, he thinks it is good to have such a good person who loves Ning Xiao, and he can feel less guilt in his heart.
The two watched Ning Xiao get into the car, and Wen Shuyan came over and put his shoulders on his shoulders: "A few days ago you moved and I was on the operating table. I didn't come to eat your moving banquet. How about today, make up?"
"No problem, let's eat at home?"
"Row."
The person who shared the house with Dong Cheng is also from their school, and he has gone home for the New Year. Now he is the only one in the house, which is empty.
The house is right at the back door of the school, and there is a vegetable market there. The two of them bought some food casually. When they passed by the supermarket downstairs, Wen Shuyan stood at the entrance of the supermarket and paused for a few seconds, then went in to grab a dozen beers.
Seeing his actions, he couldn't help laughing. He didn't tell anyone about Xiao Mo. He only said that he found a cheaper house before moving out.But Wen Shuyan is not his classmates, he knew about his relationship with Xiao Mo from the very beginning, he should have known about the falling out with Xiao Mo, this is to comfort himself.
There were only two people, and Dong Chengcheng simply fried a few dishes and added a plate of fried peanuts.The two ate some hot food and drank wine with peanuts.
"Dong Cheng, believe me, that bastard Xiao Mo will definitely regret it."
This was the first time that Wen Shuyan called him by his name. He used to call him beautiful, beautiful, but he was not used to being so serious all of a sudden.
"It doesn't matter anymore, because I don't want to regret it anymore."
"Hey, you have to believe me, he has never been in love, and he doesn't understand what it means to be in love with someone."
"You think too much, maybe I am a little different to him, because I like to set his precedent, I am not afraid of him. My special thing is because I have nothing."
The onlooker can see clearly, but the onlooker is not emotionally involved, so what can he see clearly?An outsider is an outsider after all.
The house was rented out, and another 20 yuan was used to open a small shop near the school, which was a milk tea cake shop.It's hard to recruit people during the winter vacation, so I can only open the door early and late to do business by myself every day. The Spring Festival has been delayed, and the business has been good.It was approaching New Year's Eve, and there were fewer and fewer people in the store. On the 26th, Dong Cheng closed the door at noon, and planned to open the door again on the first day of the new year for business.I was shopping for new year's goods when I received a call from a stranger, from my hometown Y county.
"Hello, is this Mr. Dong Chengdong?"
"็ Hello Who are you?"
"Your father and his family were in a car accident. Can you come back now? The doctors tried their best to save them. This may be the last time."
The hand holding the radish has turned white, and the nails have sunk in.Dong Cheng didn't have any thoughts in his mind, he just ran out all the way, there were too many people buying new year's goods, he stood on the side of the road for half an hour but couldn't get a taxi, he felt that the whole world was dizzy, the whole world was Crooked, he can't even get a car, how long can the people in the hospital last?Should it be counted?Anyway, there is a lot of this side, and he still treats himself that way.It doesn't matter, it doesn't matter if you don't go, no one will blame him, everyone knows that they divorced and don't want themselves.
I tried to persuade myself over and over again that it was okay, but my face was already dripping with snot and tears, and after wiping it away, I finally couldn't help crying.
Gao Zhi happened to be driving by and saw Dong Cheng squatting on the side of the road crying, so he stopped quickly to have a look: "Dong Cheng, what are you doing here? What's wrong?"
Patted on the shoulder by a warm hand, it was recognized that it was the boss of Magic, Gao Zhi: "Boss Gao, can you take me to the station? Me, I have to go back now."
Gao Zhi has a good impression of Dong Cheng, he is not impetuous, diligent, and he is not humble in his work. Magic does a lot of physical transactions in private, and a good-looking person like Dong Cheng is even praised by others, but he never underestimates himself. Rarely ask for help: "What happened?"
"Please, Boss Gao, my father is dying. I'm going to see him for the last time."
He remembered that Dong Cheng's hometown is County Y: "Now you can't buy a ticket at the station, let's go, I'll take you back."
"Thank you."
City C is only more than three hours away from County Y, so you can still make it back in time if you send people back.Dong Cheng didn't say a word along the way, and Gao Zhi didn't know how to comfort others. For such a thing, even a word of condolence is superfluous.
Chapter 19
There were too many people going home early for the New Year, and even the highway began to be blocked. The car was warm, and Dong Cheng was sweating profusely, and finally rushed to the hospital before dark.
Gao Zhi sent the person to him and left, lest the little guy at home make a fuss.
It was only when I got to the hospital that I realized what it means to have difficulty walking. The emergency room is located next to the main entrance of the hospital, which is a separate passage.Dong Cheng stood at the door of the emergency room, unable to take a single step. The weather was too cold, so he rubbed his cold hands vigorously, and mustered up his courage to walk to the door of the ward.
The emergency room is still busy. In fact, the Chinese New Year is the busiest time in the hospital. Under the impact of joy, people can always make all kinds of troubles, such as digestive system diseases, firecracker trauma, and car accidents.
There is a piece of glass on the wooden door of the ward. Standing there, Dong Cheng can see the inside at a glance. This is an old hospital with mottled walls and rusty iron beds. There are three beds squeezed inside, two of which are covered by white cloth. There was a small body on one of the hospital beds, it should be the brother he had never seen before.
The ECG monitor showed that the man was still alive, and he breathed a sigh of relief, no matter how close he was, he had caught up.The person on the bed had his eyes closed all the time, and he sat quietly by the bed for a while, when the doctor came.
"Are you Mr. Dong Chengdong?"
Dong Cheng didn't want to speak, and didn't know what to say, so he nodded silently.
"I'm sorry, but we did our best. They arrived around eleven o'clock in the morning, and only your father was still alive when they arrived. Your mother and your brother died on the spot. Now you can say goodbye to your father first. "
Doctors can only explain it in this way. They have seen too many lives and deaths, and they cannot be depressed, let alone give up other hopeful patients.He just felt that it was really terrible to become a lonely person overnight.
bid farewell?The tears that had finally stopped began to flow out again. At this moment, he really wanted his mother to be by his side, to hug him and comfort him, and bear the pain of losing a loved one with him.But those two people have nothing to do with each other anymore, no one can save his current pain and sadness, he suddenly feels panic, he will have to bear this lonely face of death again.
Only then did I understand that death is not something that can be rationally and less painful as people become mature and sensible. Only death in this world is irreversible.
Dong Cheng has always disliked this father in his heart, but he also remembers that when he was a child, his childhood was also happy.I also remember that my father's shoulders were always so broad, and he was very proud of sitting on his father's shoulders.But happiness is always short-lived. His parents have always been in a small business. They opened a small shop in front of their middle school. When he was a child, he would help his parents look after the shop after finishing his homework.
Their family has never had much rich money, and my father felt sorry for the family.Later, an uncle in the same county said that money was easy to earn outside, so my father went out with him, leaving my mother to take him to guard this small canteen to spend the day.For a year or two, my father didn't come back, and my mother gradually didn't come home. The business of the canteen finally couldn't continue, and it was closed when I graduated from the third year of junior high school.Sometimes he would see his mother walking with another man on the street, and he heard from the aunt in the same courtyard that the man had earned a lot of money outside and came back to build houses.The mother looked younger when she was with that man, and she had long since lost the melancholy when her father left. She was very happy every day. In Dong Cheng's memory, that was the most beautiful time he had ever seen his mother, and she would wear beautiful clothes every day. Going out in skirts, my mother, who didn’t know how to make up because of saving money at home, also started to learn how to make up. Her delicate eyebrows and eyes are full of charm, her walking steps are brisk, and she can sing when she is happy.He watched his mother enter a high-end hotel with that strange man, but he forgot that he had been left at home for three days, and she came home less and less, sometimes for three days, sometimes for one Weeks, even months, but he never forgot to put money on the table in the house. In his eyes, the monthly living expenses are the only proof that his mother loves him.
Later, in the Spring Festival of the first year of high school, my mother returned home happily and bought new clothes for herself, and my father also came back.The two of them seemed to be the same as before, except that the number of times the two of them appeared at home at the same time became less and less, and the quarrels continued to occur, gradually turning into fights. It's over, I dare not go home all day, and spend most of the time at Lin Zhi's home.
In fact, the two of them each had another family and everyone knew it in private, but on the surface they seemed to be in harmony. The wife outside the father came to find her with a big belly, and everything became clear.Only then did he know that his mother and that rich uncle had been together since the second year after his father left, and that his half-sister went to kindergarten, how ironic!
Just when he was immersed in the memories and couldn't extricate himself, his mother finally came belatedly, and also came to see him for the last time.She was dressed very richly, but her face looked smaller when her hair was rolled up. Dong grew up to resemble her very much.
Dong Cheng whispered in his ear, it would be great if our family could be together forever, but unfortunately this man left without even opening his eyes.
I heard that this man planned to take his wife and children out to play during the Chinese New Year, but as soon as the car drove onto the highway, he was chased by a big truck behind him who was driving drunk. Their car was overturned, the woman sat in the co-pilot without a seat belt, the child played with toys in the back alone, the two were thrown out, broke the windshield, the woman had her throat cut by the windshield, The child was thrown several meters and died instantly.
Huang Wenzhu hesitated for a while, how can a mother say no, just don't, those are all angry words, how can she see her child crying like this, stepped forward to embrace Dong Cheng's shoulders, and put it into her arms, she thought The child would definitely push him away, but no, Dong Cheng hadn't been hugged like this for a long time, and felt extremely comfortable. He wrapped his hands around Huang Wenzhu's waist and cried bitterly.
This Spring Festival is destined to be difficult for Dong Cheng. Dong Guotao’s body has been parked in the mourning hall for three whole days. During these three days, Dong Cheng has not closed his eyes. There are not many relatives who came. up.Huang Wenzhu's status is embarrassing. Apart from helping her son set up the mourning hall, she comes to deliver food every day, and leaves with peace of mind after watching.
On New Year's Eve, the day Dong Guotao was buried, he was dragged to the crematorium before dawn at five o'clock in the morning.Huang Wenzhu went with Dong Cheng that day, and lit incense in front of Dong Guotao's photo before leaving.
The body was burned to a handful of ashes, and Dong Cheng's eyes were swollen like walnuts, and he couldn't cry for a long time.
I used to hear old people say that death is like a lamp being extinguished, but it is just a handful of dust. When I really hold the dust in my hands, I realize that the dust is as heavy as a mountain, and the hand holding it will break.
Chapter 20
Huang Wenzhu's husband returned to his hometown in the early morning of the first day of the Lunar New Year. Huang Wenzhu didn't want to leave Dong Cheng at this time. She felt that this child was too difficult, and she was really sorry for him as a mother.Back then when Dong Guotao went outside, she was a woman with a child by herself. Huang Wenzhu knew that she was really good looking, and there were more hooligans who came to take advantage of the door. Later, the man who went out with Dong Guotao came back, and there were rumors in the yard. , It is estimated that it came out of the mouth of the man's woman.They said that Dong Guotao made money outside and found a young girl. He had no plans to come back, and the people who came to take advantage of the door were even more blatant. She was afraid of a woman. At that time, Dong Cheng was also in the second year of junior high school, with long eyebrows. When it is opened, it will look even more beautiful. There will always be people with good intentions to make trouble, and some even have children's ideas.Huang Wenzhu couldn't accept it, and at this time Li Kai appeared, who was her current husband.Li Kai's family is quite powerful in a small county town. Originally, the family was well-off. Later, he made a lot of money doing real estate business outside, and ran into him on the street when he came back from the Spring Festival.Li Kai likes Huang Wenzhu's beauty. He feels that he has never seen such a beautiful woman. Every eyebrow and every glance entered his heart. He fell in love at first sight. After finding out about Huang Wenzhu's situation, he secretly helped a lot. Originally, his man was outside Messing with flowers and grass is enough to make her feel bad, and there is another man around her who can know her cold and hot, and soon the two fall in love.
County Y is only so big, and almost the whole county knows about Li Kai and Huang Wenzhu being together, no one dares to come to the door to make trouble and take advantage of it, and no one has ideas about their own children anymore.Knowing that she is not divorced, Li Kai still does not mind loving her sincerely, and even threatened that as long as Huang Wenzhu divorces, he will never dislike the mother and son. Huang Wenzhu was very moved, and accepted Li Kai wholeheartedly, gradually becoming indifferent to the child .
It's not that she doesn't care about children anymore, she was young at that time, women in their early 30s are still passionate when they encounter love, and when they fall in love, they will unconsciously ignore the people around them.
Later, when Dong Guotao came back, Huang Wenzhu was very happy to be honest. She hoped that Dong Guotao could get a divorce immediately when he came back.She took the initiative to write a divorce agreement, signed it, stamped her fingerprints, and went to Dong Guotao. She didn't want anything, but asked to leave the house to her son, but Dong Guotao insisted that she refused because of Dong Cheng.In this way, the two seemed to be in harmony for several years, and finally Dong Guotao's lover outside came to him with a big belly and forced Dong Guotao to divorce.
She remembered the way Dong Cheng looked at them before the divorce, resentful, complaining, sad, and relieved.I have to say that such complicated eyes of a child really shocked her, and only then did she understand what the two of them had done to the child.However, he was dazzled by the abuse of Dong Guotao and his lover, as well as the slap that the woman greeted, and blurted out that he didn't want children.
Thinking about it now, it was a heinous crime.
Huang Wenzhu wanted to stay with Dong Cheng, but unfortunately Dong Cheng didn't want to go back there with her and insisted on living in the old house.She knew what Dong Cheng was thinking, so she had to bring Li Ran along.
Li Ran was deliberately stayed by Li Kai, and before he left, he specifically asked Li Ran to spend more time with his brother.Li Ran is the daughter of Huang Wenzhu and Li Kai. She is three years old this year. The little girl is very cute, and she looks more like Huang Wenzhu, but her eyes follow his father's, big and round, standing with Dong Cheng One look is blood related.
You said you don't hate being treated like this by your biological parents?Of course Dong Cheng hated it, thinking of the missing part of his growth, he hated it so much.But these hatreds disappeared with the death of Dong Guotao and the appearance of four-year-old Li Ran.
But Li Ran is so cute, my mother must have given birth to such a cute child because she loves him.At the beginning, they must have given birth to me because they were in love. They didn't understand it before, but now he understands what love is all about.When the love is consumed and gone, their existence cannot be denied. There is always a reason for their love, and there is also a reason for their not loving, and all these so-called reasons are written by the person who loves them.
"Brother, can you go out to buy firecrackers with Ran Ran?" Li Ran doesn't understand the world of adults, but he is not happy to see his new brother who is not happy at all. The mission is over, we must make my brother happy.
Dong Cheng was cleaning the cupboard. No one lived in this old house for half a year, and there was dust everywhere.Seeing Li Ran staring at him with watery eyes, probably because he was afraid that Dong Cheng would not be happy, so he didn't dress the child in red for the Chinese New Year, but wore a royal blue cotton padded jacket.
Seeing that he didn't respond, Li Ran tugged on his pants with his small hands: "Brother, why don't you go with Ran Ran!" The child might be a little anxious, and his voice choked up.
Huang Wenzhu was tidying up in the inner room, listening quietly to the movement outside. She wanted to communicate with Dong Cheng, but since they met, Dong Cheng hadn't said a word to her. After thinking for a long time, she asked her younger daughter to call her brother .
"Xiao Cheng, you can go with Xiao Ran, she just doesn't want you to be unhappy." Huang Wenzhu stood at the door of the bedroom with a rag in her hand and looked at Dong Cheng. She was very nervous, and she was very nervous every time she spoke to Dong Cheng. Looking forward to hearing something from the child's mouth.
"Okay." Dong Cheng lowered his eyelids, covered his eyes with eyelashes, and finally smiled when he saw the nervous look of the little girl who was still holding her trousers.
When Li Ran saw his brother smile, he became courageous, grabbed Dong Cheng's clothes and climbed on Dong Cheng's feet with both feet.
Huang Wenzhu was afraid that Dong Chengyi would throw Li Ran down in displeasure. She watched carefully, but in the end she didn't stop her. She believed in her own child.
Sure enough, in fact, Dong Cheng liked this little girl from the first sight, and this is where the blood relationship is wonderful.He swept his hands under the little girl's armpits and put them on his shoulders.He won't have children anymore, but he can't help but like him, and he has a feeling for his father's shoulders. He also hopes that someone can sit on his shoulders and be high-spirited.
The two siblings played outside for a while before thinking of going home. Dong Cheng took Li Ran to the river to set off firecrackers, and met Li Ran's little friend who went to kindergarten together. She sat on Dong Cheng's shoulder and patted Dong Cheng's. The head said: "See, this is my brother, whoever dares to bully me in the future, my brother will help me beat anyone."
Dong Cheng was really afraid that the little girl would be bullied, so he aimed his eyes upwards: "Ran Ran, tell brother, did someone bully you in the kindergarten?"
The little girl opened her eyes wide, and said with an incredulous expression: "Huh, how is it possible, they can beat me." That little girl was extremely proud.
Seeing that it was getting late, Dong Cheng walked home with Li Ran in his arms.After returning home, I saw Huang Wenzhu sitting anxiously at the dining table.The house was cleaned very clean, and the table was full of dishes. The sausage and bacon that can only be eaten during the Chinese New Year. Dong Cheng liked to eat sweet and sour dishes since he was a child, such as sweet and sour pork ribs, fish-flavored shredded pork, palace Ding Bao chicken, squirrel fish and other dishes are on the table.
"Why don't you call when the meal is ready?"
Huang Wenzhu didn't expect Dong Cheng to ask herself at this time. The woman who was almost 40 years old looked like a young girl, and she nervously grabbed her chopsticks and said, "I'm afraid you will be unhappy, so I don't know how to say it."
Li Ran was gnawing on the pork ribs in his hand, Huang Wenzhu put a chopstick of squirrel fish into Dong Cheng's bowl and said, "Xiao Ran is exactly the same as you when you were young, and you also like sweet and sour food."
Seeing the sauce in Li Ran's mouth, Dong Cheng once again felt the wonder of blood relationship.
After eating, Dong Cheng put incense on his father, and took Li Ran to set off fireworks. When he came home, Huang Wenzhu was watching the replay of the Spring Festival Gala. The little girl fell asleep after playing, and Dong Cheng carried her back.
Huang Wenzhu saw the two children coming back, took Li Ran from Dong Cheng, and told Dong Cheng to go to bed early, since this time, she has not seen the child sleep well.
The old house has two rooms, and each sleeps in the old room before. Huang Wenzhu wiped her daughter's hands, feet and face before going to sleep.
Huang Wenzhu was sleeping in a daze when she heard the sound of someone walking outside the door. She was worried that it was a thief and was about to hug Li Ran to see how Dong Cheng was doing. Suddenly the door was opened and Dong Cheng was standing in his pajamas. the door.
"Mom, I want to sleep with you tonight."
"Okay, okay." Huang Wenzhu was so excited that she couldn't speak, she could only promise yes, yes.She was very happy, knowing that Dong Cheng accepted her. In the past, when the mother and son were at home, Dong Cheng always liked to ask her to hug her to sleep when he was in a bad mood and couldn't sleep.She moved Li Ran into the bed, and Dong Cheng got into the quilt, into Huang Wenzhu's arms. Huang Wenzhu also hugged Dong Cheng as usual, and patted his back lightly.
Both the mother and the son began to sob softly, as if they were letting out foul breath, they immediately felt a lot more relaxed.
Father is gone, but mother is back.Thinking about it now, did I not understand that this woman was also difficult, sad, and painful at that time.
All is relieved.
Chapter 21
Life is like this sometimes, you can't have too much hope, then you will definitely despair, but you can't be completely hopeless, then you will be defeated, and life is worse than death.
But for Dong Cheng, life is really a farce, a desperate situation, when he thought that love, family affection is nothing, finally there is something that can save him.He felt that life had hope again, and all the hatred in the past was gone.
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