no appointment

Bo Jing's house doesn't have many things.

A little light from the Thames came in through the large French windows and fell on the dark wooden floor. "Don't be too bright," Shen Qin raised her voice when Bo Jing entered the door and was about to press the switch. "Don't turn on too bright a light," she said. Said she needed a little darkness right now.

Bo Jing had a bad feeling for a moment.

"Do you take a shower?"

Bo Jing looked at Shen Qin who walked in by herself and stood in front of the window overlooking, "You go first," Shen Qin didn't look back, but simply replied, Bo Jing glanced at her, didn't say anything, and took it by herself The clothes go in first.

"..."

When Bo Jing came out wearing a thin vest with wet hair, "Go," she handed a bathrobe to Shen Qin, who smiled at her and went to take a bath.

The sound of water came from behind, and Bo Jing sat down in front of the French window, feeling very confused.

She kept thinking about the time when she and Shen Qin first met, and the first time she met Shen Qin in the club, and she was upset; she remembered how she was full of curiosity about this mysterious and charming woman, and was attracted by countless friends. Laughing at the time when you are always reluctant to let go of the object you can't hold; remembering those things that shouldn't happen, how to react if it happens again, regretting that you obviously don't want Shen Qin to know about your past, but you still keep forcing the other party to tell the truth things themselves.

Many thoughts kept popping up in Bo Jing's head. Sometimes she felt that Shen Qin was really cruel, and sometimes she felt that Shen Qin had encountered so many things that made her very distressed. Most of the time, she was still greedy for the thing that existed in her imagination. tenderness.

So she lit a cigarette, put her thin lips on the cigarette holder, "..." Maybe because she was a little confused, she suddenly had the idea of ​​opening the door and kissing the other party several times, and frankly admitting that her desire is not ashamed In fact, when she brought Shen Qin back, she kept thinking about it all the way.

But Bo Jing simply thought that maybe this would solve the problem. In fact, she couldn't think of any way to solve the problem between the two of them except to go to bed.

Bo Jing infers that Shen Qin has no thoughts of having sex with her now, she has been pulled down by too many things, maybe she really needs herself, but then what?

The experience of being entangled with her for such a long time has at least taught Bo Jing one thing: the matter of breaking up has no meaning.

When two people are together, they will only go to bed if they have feelings, but if there is a problem and it is not resolved, it will either drag the good relationship into a friendship, or it will only make things worse.

In addition to leaving more regrets for each other, there is no benefit.

……

Thinking of this, Bo Jing faintly heard the slight sound of footsteps behind her.

"Aren't you asleep?" It was Shen Qin's voice, and even faster than the voice was the familiar aroma. The smell lingering at the tip of her nose gradually approached. Shen Qin sat down beside her, and just as she sat down, she suddenly pulled He crossed her arm, pulled her into his arms, and then stretched out his head to kiss her.

Bo Jing was taken aback by that move, but the cigarette on her thin lips was removed and thrown aside casually, Shen Qin kissed her with fragrant lips.

"What are you hiding from?" Shen Qin lightly pecked her lips, and after a while, her smell was all around her.

……

"You took me home, didn't you ever think about doing this?" Shen Qin hooked Bo Jing's neck with lowered eyes, and the bathrobe on her body slipped down from the other shoulder.

She seemed to feel that Bo Jing was not very active, so she knelt down and pressed her whole body, with her hands on the floor, she directly sucked Bo Jing's lips, and the tip of her tongue drew a circle and slid in.

The kiss smelled of dry smoke.

But more is the moist and gentle taste of the lover's lips.

Bo Jing was in a daze for a moment, she saw the bathrobe slipping down from the corner of her eye, and even wanted to untie Shen Qin's belt.

But it didn't take long for Bo Jing to feel something was wrong. The kiss seemed to be different from what she had imagined. Shen Qin didn't breathe when kissing her. She even began to wonder how much emotion was contained in this kiss. Bo Jing began to panic. The thoughts in his head came back a little bit.

"That's not what I want...I don't want this kind of feeling," Bo Jing panted and pushed Shen Qin away. She was anxious because she hoped that Shen Qin really wanted her, "I beg you That's not how it feels," she raised her tone for a while, trembling, feeling something was wrong for some reason.

Bo Jing was a little emotional, "It's not the feeling of completing a task, why can't we go back to the way we were before?"

It seems that it was the same at the beach in Eze. Bo Jing stopped halfway through the kiss when she felt something was wrong. Although the relationship was still there and the body was familiar with the other party, it was obviously not the same as before.

The light in the room was extremely dark, Shen Qin looked down at her, "Yeah," she was half kneeling, the bathrobe was loosened due to the action just now, the belt around her waist was loose, and the corners of her lips slipped across She smiled lightly, "Bo Jing, that's the question I want to ask too."

……

Bo Jing felt that this topic was still bad, she looked at Shen Qin and tried to save it, "I know you are leaving tomorrow, if you just want to avoid the limelight, I can take you to Italy, I can still go there with you, until you get tired of it We'll come out later." She couldn't control her emotions, so she just said that.

Shen Qin's face was half covered by her long hair, her eyes were extremely calm, "Today is the last day, is this the only thing you have thought about for a long time?"

……

Shen Qin looked down at Bo Jing, and her bright red lips moved, "I've always wanted to ask you, do you really think staying together is the best way to restore the relationship?" She raised her hand to caress Bo Jing. Jing's side face, "I hope so, but in fact it's not."

"I also hope that time can stop when we first dated, when I liked every aspect of you." Shen Qin's clear eyes fell on Bo Jing's face, "I know you have worked hard to restore it, but this way Nothing worked."

Shen Qin smiled suddenly, "If I ask you, if I come back to England in the future, you and I will not be single anymore, will you still be with me by then?"

"..."

"I will," Bo Jing only paused for a second, and replied without thinking carefully, but after she finished speaking, she hesitated for a while.

"I really don't like your vacillating look," Shen Qin said with a faint smile on his lips.

"When your ex came back to you, you couldn't figure out how to choose, which hurt me, but I didn't make trouble with you like your other girlfriends, so you felt remorse and wanted to come back to redeem it."

"Just like the question I just asked you, you answered me without thinking at all. You don't seem to have considered what chasing me back means, whether it is good or bad."

"I don't understand what is forcing you to make a choice. Is it because you really love me so much, or because you are afraid of being alone?" Her voice was very soft, but Bo Jing was speechless.

"And I'm not in the mood to talk about feelings with you now, Bo Jing," Shen Qin said lightly, "You want us to return to the original state, I can't do it, you can't do it, can't you?"

"I will definitely leave Europe, and I should do the same. I need some time to think about these things." She slid her fingers across Bo Jing's cheek and stroked her lips.

"Just pretend we broke up," she raised her fingertips, and her bright red lips covered them immediately, and then raised again, "I'm serious, Laura, I don't want to hold on to you, it's Can't get back to what it used to be."

The corners of Bo Jing's lips trembled a little, "Why does it have to be like this?"

"After we broke up, I hope you can be yourself and freely choose your own life," Shen Qin smiled, and slowly took his hand back, "If we can restore contact one day, then we can talk again. Bar."

"I will wait for you."

Bo Jing's head was obviously hot, she looked at Shen Qin emotionally, "No matter what you say, I'm willing to wait for you to come back."

"If you think like this, you may never wait for my return." Shen Qin said.

"I'm sorry, I don't want to talk about love for the time being, I'm very tired, Bo Jing, I hope you can give me a little space, we all need some space."

"..." Bo Jing's brows were tightly furrowed at this time, she didn't know what she was thinking and didn't reply.

Shen Qin lowered his eyes to look at Bo Jing, saw that she hadn't responded, suddenly bent down and kissed her ear, raised his lips and whispered, "It's a pity, it's the last day, since you don't want to do it with me, you can only sleep gone."

After Shen Qin said that, she pulled the bathrobe and stood up, "..."

But when she just walked to the bed, she was suddenly pulled by a hand. Shen Qin didn't expect it. She turned to look at Bo Jing, her foot slipped, and her whole body fell on the bed. Although it didn't hurt very much, But the bathrobe was almost off.

"..."

Shen Qin frowned, looked at Bo Jing pressing on her body, her eyes were red, "I didn't say I didn't want to."