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When Bo Jing hugged Shen Qin, she didn't have much thought in her mind, she just wanted to do it, so she did it, but she also felt that she shouldn't talk at this time, Shen Qin couldn't listen to any comfort from herself now, she could do it The only way.

And Shen Qin obviously wanted to struggle, but failed, she pulled the arm around her shoulders, hooked her lips, "Bo Jing, why are you doing this, I have already said, I never give back to my ex Tangled people opportunity."

With her back turned to her, Shen Qin seemed to take a deep breath, "Even if you broke up with her, even if I don't know how you found me, even if you flew so far, it doesn't mean that I will forgive you... this world Things in the world don’t necessarily result from hard work.”

As Shen Qin talked, his voice was tinged with indifference, but he seemed a little weak because he was struggling, "Bo Jing, when will you mature?"

But Bo Jing didn't let go when she heard that sentence, she just hugged her tightly, "If you feel mature, I'll leave you here alone," she paused, then replied in a low voice, "I'd rather be immature forever. "

"..."

"But I'm very tired."

Shen Qin smiled suddenly, her hand slowly dropped, as if she had given up struggling, "Bo Jing, you don't have to do this, I don't want anything now, and I don't need you to warm me... I just want to be alone For a while," she continued in a low voice, "you will only make me more tired if you stay with me, and as I said just now, I don't have the energy to think about the things between us now."

"Then don't think about it."

Bo Jing raised her voice and interrupted her, "You don't have to think about the things between us, it doesn't matter even if it has a beginning and an end, I just want to be with you."

……

Shen Qin didn't speak.

……

"I admit I was scared."

Bo Jing smiled bitterly and said in a low voice, "I'm afraid that no one will love me anymore in this world, but that's okay, I didn't come to Eve with the intention of getting back together, I just did it for you."

"..."

Shen Qin was silent for a while, wondering if Bo Jing's words had any effect, she never opened her mouth to refute.

The setting sun in front of them gradually set, and the shadow of the church drew a long straight line on the cemetery. The two of them stood there like that, and the surrounding gradually began to cool down.

"It's probably all my fault."

After a long time, Shen Qin suddenly said slowly, "Bo Jing, I shouldn't expect you to be that special person, I expect you to be [-]% devoted to this relationship, I hope you don't have any other thoughts, it's all my fault. Too much to hope for."

"The first time I fell in love with a woman, I thought you should be pure and special, but I didn't expect that you were no different, it was all my fault."

Bo Jing felt as if a needle had been pricked in her heart, she opened her mouth to say something, "..."

"I just think you're all weird, Bo Jing."

Shen Qin took a breath suddenly, and the temperature in his voice gradually dropped, "I don't understand, why do people come back after cheating?"

Bo Jing's heart was all pulled together, and the hand holding Shen Qin trembled, "..." She suddenly felt that the person in her arms was a little far away from her, but at the same time felt that she would be getting closer and closer to her true words .

"Didn't you always want to know how my ex-boyfriend broke up with me?"

Shen Qin kept looking at the deepening bay in front of him, and the emotion in his eyes gradually faded, "He cheated twice in a row, and the two times were the same routine. He was fine the day before, but suddenly disappeared the next day. For months, without any reason, I couldn't find it no matter how hard I searched."

She gave a low laugh, "At first, I thought something happened to him, but when he came back to find me, he made all kinds of excuses, family disputes, being chased and killed... I thought to myself, forget it, and I don't want to endure it all the time." , but what’s ridiculous is that he suddenly said that he would change his ways and start over to be good to me, and never play those tricks again.”

"Do you know why?"

Shen Qin looked straight ahead, hooked his lips, "Because he knows who my father is."

"Bo Jing, you used to care so much about whether I slept in UBS, do you know how disappointed I am?" Shen Qin kept talking, and his mood gradually stabilized, "I should have understood at that time, you and other people People are no different."

"Yes, now that you know that I didn't sleep in, I sometimes wonder, if you knew about my family before Shen Wenqing was imprisoned, would you react in a different way, and you would be ecstatic ?"

Shen Qin was talking, and finally broke away from her hand gently, "..." She turned around, looking at Bo Jing with slightly red eyes, "But let's forget about my family, even if I forgive you You misunderstood me like everyone else, but you didn't expect that you are such a person who still has other women in your heart."

"Ever since I knew you were still in love with your ex-girlfriend, I've been thinking, why are you all so strange, since you have someone you like more, why don't you just go with her, why bother to come back to me once or twice? "

Shen Qin smiled at this point, and that smile looked a little harsh, "So now you appear here, what kind of expression do you want to see on my face? Do you want to die or live?"

Shen Qin kept looking at Bo Jing, and raised his lips as if he thought it was funny, "You ask me again and again to feel safe, who will give me a sense of security? I really have had enough, I can't do it myself , why ask me."

"..."

Listening to her aggressive language, Bo Jing felt mixed emotions in her heart. Suddenly, the corners of her lips moved, and she whispered, "You are finally willing to speak out," she looked at Shen Qin's rare moist eyes, and felt Also very sad.

"I didn't expect anything else, you misunderstood, for so long, I just expected you to tell me the truth."

Bo Jing looked at her, her voice trembling slightly, "Say you love me, say you expect a lot from me, say you are disappointed in me, say how much you once expected me to be a worthy person. That's all."

"..."

"It's all in the past." Shen Qin turned away his eyes, the redness in his eyes was still clearly visible, "It's all in the past, Bo Jing, even if you're already broken, I can't get over the hurdle in my heart."

"why?"

Bo Jing looked straight at her, her voice trembling, "After all these years, I finally made it clear to her that I didn't make the decision because I want to please you, but I think we should end with her."

"But why did you and I have to come to this point?" Bo Jing's eyes were also red, "We both care about each other, I don't know what other reason we need to be together."

"I know you are tired, but even at this time, I hope we can hold each other," Bo Jing was obviously emotionally unstable, and she said that she felt very uncomfortable, "I also think every day why you just You don’t want to take one more step towards me, but then you think that if you don’t want to, I can take a few more steps.”

"But after I heard about the accident at your house, what I was most afraid of was that you really disappeared. What should I do if you disappeared? I don't know where you are, and how can I go to you again."

"I don't care whose daughter you are, what happened to your family, I just want to be with you."

……

Shen Qin looked straight at her, the aggressiveness in her eyes gradually weakened until her mood went from stable to low, "It's useless, Bo Jing," she hooked her lips lightly, with a bitter smile on the corner of her lips, " I admit, when I dated you, I might have thought about coming out to my family for you."

"At that time, I knew it was difficult. I didn't want you to know the struggle I had in my heart. I didn't tell you about the pressure of being a car with man's arms." Shen Qin smiled and looked at Bo Jing, "So, when I saw you and When standing together, I thought for a moment, I finally don't have to make this kind of effort anymore, and now you are throwing this pressure back on me, I can't do it now."

"I still love you, Laura," Shen Qin looked at Bo Jing, with a smile on his lips, "but it's impossible now, I can't live in England anymore."

"You know I'll go anywhere for you." Hearing these words, Bo Jing felt a surge of heat in her mind.

"I suggest you never make such a promise that you don't even know the content." Shen Qin raised his hand to touch her face, and patted it gently, "What's more, I don't know where I will go , " She pursed her lips and shook her head, taking a step back.

Bo Jing was in despair. She didn't understand why the two of them had reached such a point, but they still didn't get the result she wanted. She didn't know what else she could do.

"But I'm not the cold, heartless kind of person,"

Shen Qin looked into Bo Jing's eyes and said with a smile, "Thank you very much for coming to accompany me, if you really want to stay, you can stay, but after these few days, I hope we can all Let go of each other, forget it."