no appointment

"Really, of course it's true. I don't want to hear your explanation. I'm not interested at all."

"It's not a day or two since she has thoughts about you. You and I know it well. I don't have anything to explain to you now. You belong to yourself. If you want to date her, you can date her, and if you want to have sex with her, you can go to bed."

"Anyway, in the end, if you didn't promise me, you wouldn't promise her either."

Ruan Mu turned his head to look at Jing Han, his seductive eyes were full of sarcasm, "You are such a person, no matter who approaches you, you have to retreat hundreds of miles to feel comfortable."

The emotion on that cold face was not obvious, but Ruan Mu could see it clearly at the moment, she smiled, but the hurtful words were still so easy to say, "Sometimes I don't even know what you are expecting,"

"Tell me what you are looking forward to, is there no one in this world who can match you?"

"..."

Ruan Mu's voice echoed in the small space inside the car. Jing Han sat there, her eyes were fixed on those deep eyes, "..." She pursed her lips and did not speak for a long time.

……

It would be a lie to say that she is not uncomfortable, but Jing Han has never felt that she has no problems. She knows that her sensitivity, vulnerability, and excessive expectations are the main reasons for her depressed emotional personality.

But she couldn't help herself.

Sometimes, she couldn't help thinking about the things between herself and Ruan Mu, but none of them were positive things.But then again, is there no problem with Ruan Mu?After all, the love between the two of them is incompetent, and they both know each other clearly, and it is precisely because of this clarity that they torment each other even more.

In the past few years, she and Ruan Mu have never had a candid talk, until now.But at this moment, there is only one other thing in Jing Han's mind, which is more serious than the problems of the two of them.

——Jing Han knows that neither of them can fully own each other.

It was true that she was running away three years ago, but what made her even more worried was that Ruan Mu was still able to let go of herself and be with Su Yuan as a matter of course.

This is why she always feels that she can't settle down and give herself to another person. She has been touched by Ruan Mu countless times, and she has tasted the feeling of rapid heartbeat many times, but she still feels uneasy.

It is impossible for Ruan Mu to stop and wait for her. It was three years ago, and it is the same now. If she rejects Ruan Mu now, Ruan Mu still won't continue to wait because he has liked him for five years.

Ridiculous to say, who would stop and wait for another person?

Jing Han doesn't know why she thinks of these unresolved things right now, but the more she thinks about it, the more confused her head becomes. A lot of grievances and anxiety press down on her, but the sourness in her eyes and nose can't be controlled at all.

Soon, the area around those delicate eyebrows became red, and the bottom of her eyes seemed to be stained with a little moisture, and when they met Ruan Mu's eyes, she was always trembling with emotion.

"you……"

Ruan Mu originally wanted to say something, but seeing Jing Han's mood getting lower and lower, she was about to cry, but she held back, the tears kept rolling in her eyes, and she softened all of a sudden.

"Sorry, I shouldn't have said that just now."

Ruan Mu frowned, and murmured in a low voice, "Jinghan, I..." Seeing that cold face that he had been attached to for countless times, at this moment because he was stained red, something seemed to be stuck in his heart.

But the more she explained, the redder Jing Han's eyes became, and her thin lips trembled slightly, but she still looked at her.

Ruan Mu seemed to hear the voice that her heart was being pinched, and all the previous strong attitudes were completely abolished. She didn't expect it to become like this, Jing Han would look at her with red eyes like this, and couldn't bear it all at once.

Ruan Mu leaned over to caress that thin waist, and murmured, "Suet, I shouldn't have said that, can you stop crying?" She had never seen Jing Han in such a mood before, and her thin eyebrows frowned.

But those soft words didn't work, as soon as the words fell, tears almost fell from the corners of Jing Han's eyes.

Ruan Mu felt a buzzing in her head, and many voices seemed to be inaudible. She raised her fingertips to caress Jing Han's cheek, her brows were furrowed, as if her heart ached every time her eyes glided over those delicate eyebrows .

"Jing Han, what do you want me to do?" She murmured.

Ruan Mu saw Jing Han's cool thin lips trembling slightly, and looked up at herself, "I don't know..." She couldn't even articulate a word, and her eyes turned red again.

"Ruan Mu..."

Jing Han read her name tremblingly, but she couldn't express a single word. She might want to ask: Will you leave me one day, just like you left Su Yuan for me, but she can't Asking such a naive and ridiculous question, I can only keep spinning in my head, looking at the woman with red eyes, "I'm sorry, I can't say it..."

"Then stop talking,"

Ruan Mu looked at her and murmured, "God, you are my nemesis," she put her right hand behind Jing Han, and leaned forward to kiss her trembling thin lips.

The moment the thin lips touched the softness, his heart softened. It was only a few weeks since he held Jing Han in his arms and kissed, but Ruan Mu felt like it had been a long time.

Under the intermittent kisses, she could feel that Jing Han's body became softer, and she could hear a little gasp leaking from the trembling thin lips just now.

"suet..."

Ruan Muyan's thin red lips pressed against Jing Han's, and she could barely hold back her panting, "Stop thinking about those things, close your eyes and let me want you."

……

Jing Han arrived very quickly for the first time, almost not long before her body began to tremble.

Ruan Mu held Jing Han's body in his arms and kissed her neck lightly. After a while, she pulled away from the emotion just now.

"..." Ruan Mu realized that the redness in Jing Han's eyes was getting deeper, and she paused for a while, "Why are you still crying?" With a hoarse voice, she looked straight into the room. Jing Han's eyes.

"Don't cry, okay, I still love you now, and I don't want to leave you,"

Ruan Mu's tone became a little softer, and he kept kissing and comforting the woman in his arms until their body temperature slowly rose again.

After arriving, Jing Han even gasped obviously when being kissed, she didn't speak, just kept panting, occasionally "um..." when the hot thin lips kissed her.

The lips kept touching, and between the gaps, Ruan Mu said in a hoarse voice, "Suet, stop thinking about it, look into my eyes, I just want to hear you say that you like me," she couldn't suppress Said on Jing Han's lips, as if he couldn't help it again, "Can you tell me?"

"..."

But Jing Han felt a little uncomfortable all over at this time, her voice was low and soft, and the ending seemed to be trembling, "I, I can't tell." Even in this situation, she still maintained her usual temperament.

The cold eyes were full of hot emotions at this time, and Jing Han looked very uncomfortable. She moved her lips, but she still couldn't say it, "Okay, let's not talk about it," Ruan Mu was unwilling, but he couldn't. Reluctantly, she lowered her eyes and moved her thin lips closer.

"Kiss me." She called hoarsely.

……

After a long time, Ruan Mu took the initiative to stop, and she couldn't help panting when she saw Jing Han, because she didn't have much strength in her whole body just after coming down from the summit.

She rubbed Jing Han's waist with her fingertips, her eyes were full of pity, "suet," she kept repeating Jing Han's name, she did not confess or say anything else as usual, and the corners of the eyes of the person below her were still It is red, because it has been crying for a long time, and the eyes are a little swollen.

Ruan Mu kissed the corner of her eyes and pecked lightly, "Stop crying, okay?" She felt something stirring in her heart, and a kind of heat urged her to say, "I'm not feeling well during this time, sorry, I won't I will force you again."

"If you really need time, then I will give you time, as long as you are still by my side."

Ruan Mu kissed Jing Han lightly, and said in a low voice, "I know you don't like sleeping with others, so I'll go back today first."

Ruan Mu lowered her eyes and looked at her carefully. She was naturally moved by Jing Han's appearance tonight, but she also knew that what happened between the two of them was not enough to make this woman let go of her mouth just once.

Thinking of this, the emotion in Ruan Mu's eyes became a little lower again. She pursed her bright red lips, leaned over and kissed her forehead, stood up and wanted to leave.

"..."

But in the next second, Jing Han grabbed her wrist, raised her cold eyes, and stared at Ruan Mu's face. After a long while, she said, "I can move to your next door."

Ruan Mu was stunned, unable to react for a while, "Move to me..." She suddenly looked a little darker, and her figure stopped there, "Do you know what you are talking about?"

Jing Han looked up at her, and there was still a trace of unnaturalness on that cold face, "I'm sorry, I can only do this for the time being, you..." Her voice became lower and lower, and after a long while, she struggled to speak out , "If you want, you can stay tonight."

Ruan Mu looked straight at Jing Han, she didn't see the slightest hint of a joke from the bottom of her cold eyes, "Have you promised me?" She still couldn't help but want to confirm.

When Jing Han was looked at by her like that, she looked away unnaturally, "..."

"Good night," her voice became smaller and smaller, she brushed away Ruan Mu's hand, turned around and lay down.