Once he wanted to take Liang Yu to escape, and he would never think about anything again. From then on, he would live in books and paintings in isolation from the world, where he would live an eternally happy and peaceful life.

A long, long time ago, when Xiao Hao was still passionately in love with Liang Yu, Zhou Zhuchen, who was on the sidelines, secretly imagined that in ten years, or twenty years, in the distant future, Liang Yu would grow up What would the grown-up Xiao Hao next to him look like.

It should be what he sees now.

Xiao Hao should be wearing a white shirt, sitting in the sunny living room, comfortably teasing a completely disobedient cat, and sleeping on Liang Yu's lap who was tired of reading.

At that moment, Zhou Zhuchen stood alone in the porch, crying silently.

Perhaps, you have traveled through such a long time, searched through the vast sea of ​​people, and finally found your sunny harbor.

……

But what about us?

What about those of us who you left behind, forever out of the story?

While Xiao Hao's love affair was blossoming and bearing fruit, Zhou Zhuchen's ordinary love line was finally coming to the end of the day.

Comrade Xiao Zhou has been working as a teacher's assistant since he entered the second year of graduate school. At the age of 25, one year before graduation, Zhou Zhuchen had already signed an agreement with the school to stay and work directly after graduation, so he no longer had to worry about his future.

Because the work has been finalized, the tutor asked the housing management department to sublet him an apartment of less than 200 square meters. The dormitory for postgraduate students is much better.

Since then, it has become Zhou Zhuchen's new den.

Zhou Zhuchen thinks that fate is very humorous - dormitory, new house, Yan Xu's house, you think it has brought you "three cunning rabbit holes", but in fact it just has a premonition that you will lose one of them, so it supplies you with one in advance.

……

The trigger for breaking up with Yan Xu was that other boys were chasing Yan Xu recently, and they were chasing him crazily.

It was a forceful master, all in all, it was about to set a strict continuation, high-profile and direct, without even knowing to back down.I searched at work, at home, and later even sent half-naked videos of "I'm waiting for you in room X of XX hotel", or stood on the window sill with tears in my eyes and broadcast live "If you don't come to me again, I'll jump off". persistent.

Yan Xu explained many times, Zhou Zhuchen, you believe me, he is just my former high school classmate, a junior from the club.

It's just that he recently broke up with me and I went to comfort him for two hours. It was really only two hours, and he was still in the park in front of the public and did nothing.In the end, who knows what was going on, it got stuck on me.It's really him who is pestering me, I really don't have any feelings for him, but if I feel a little bit, I will be thundered!

Zhou Zhuchen fully believed that Yan Xu had no feelings for that person.

Even the person involved himself admitted: "I know he doesn't like me, but I just like him. And to be honest, I liked him very much since high school, but I didn't dare to pursue him, so I will definitely not give up easily this time. .”

Zhou Zhuchen didn't want to care about the messy logic in these words.What he cared about was that the peaceful and stable life between him and Yan Xu was easily broken by that outsider.

During those days, I often had a good meal, but I was knocked on the door and cried. The legendary "Don't hide inside, I know you are at home" was often staged.Zhou Zhuchen was obviously the right one, but he was the one who didn't dare to open the door, causing the neighbors to point and point behind their backs, thinking that he was both gay and three, and his life was simply wonderful.

In addition, phone calls and videos are flying all over the sky.That guy not only harassed Yan Xu, but also got Zhou Zhuchen's contact information from somewhere, changing numbers in various ways.When he was in a good mood, he begged for pity, and when he was in a bad mood, he threatened and cursed, which made Zhou Zhuchen really anxious.

Not to mention the rare weekend, when he and Yan Xu went shopping, the man wanted to jump off the building and drink medicine, and Yan Xu couldn't completely ignore the other party's life, which made Zhou Zhuchen feel really exhausted.

In fact, it is not a big deal to list so many.

It's really not a big deal.

My lover is coveted by others, and that other person happens to be a little crazy. This kind of thing is really normal in this world.If you just feel unable to cope with such an untechnical opponent, I guess all those who have been the boyfriend of heartthrob Xiao Hao would have died of worry and anger before they broke up.

So it's not that Zhou Zhuchen can't win the opponent, he just feels irritated.

Perhaps it is because there is not enough "love" in this relationship. Once the peaceful and peaceful daily life is broken, all reality will suddenly return to its original appearance.

Zhou Zhuchen gradually couldn't understand why Yan Xu always had to talk to that "slut", began to care about why Yan Xu insisted on caring about his life, and began to feel sorry for Yan Xu because of the threat of that man's death and life. Frustrated looking for him.

He remembered that Chen Du once said that every day with Xiao Hao was like riding a roller coaster.

The mood is high in the sky for a while, and falls to the bottom for a while.

Although the bottom of the valley is dark and unfathomable, all the hard work is worth it for the high places that occasionally surface.

Now, because of the appearance of that man, Zhou Zhuchen's ordinary life has also rapidly declined to the bottom.In the process of sliding down, he suddenly discovered that he had never seen the scenery from a high place.

Being with Yan Xu has always been an "okay" life like plain boiled water, but never a "day on the clouds".

Therefore, it is naturally impossible for him to be willing to fall to the bottom without complaining like Chen Du.

The boy who wanted to snatch Yan Xu away was indeed a bit nervous, but Zhou Zhuchen said that he was more handsome than himself.And if I have to say it, even though he is nervous, it doesn't affect that he graduated from a serious university and has a good job.

A person with better conditions than himself, so madly wants to get something that he doesn't cherish so much.

So, is it really okay for people like me to continue to dominate Yan Xu?

If it was that person, he would definitely cherish Yan Xu very much, right?

He must have seen that Yan Xu was good at everything, so he broke the boat and made such a crazy bombing with no way out, right?

If it was that person, he would definitely not mind Yan Xu's always out-of-key singing voice, and would not be ashamed of his strange clothing taste, even if he doesn't eat spicy food, he would still be willing to indulge Yan Xu to order dishes with a lot of chili, right?But I can't do this by myself.

My tenderness towards Yan Xu seems to have always been based on the feeling that Yan Xu "likes" me better.

And now, Zhou Zhuchen is not sure whether Yan Xu still loves him.

He always feels that the relationship between the two seems to have entered an endless loop where they both feel that "my love for you is only based on the fact that you love me more". In the end, it is naturally unsolvable.Although no one is willing to pay more, no one has thought about breaking up.

Because it's rare that the three views are the same and like-minded, and they haven't had any fights after two years of dating, so there is no reason to break up necessarily!

But if you think about it further, is this really possible?

Zhou Zhuchen once dreamed back in the middle of the night, and he secretly asked himself several times, can the hypocritical peace and warmth like ours really persist for a lifetime?

But every time I think about it, when I look back and see Yan Xu's smile, then I sit together tacitly eating and playing games, chatting endlessly about common interests and hobbies, and the idea of ​​separation is diluted again and again .

Then enter the next low cycle, and so on.

Habits are a terrible thing.

It really requires strong willpower and a clear mind to cut off the pointless persistence that makes both parties no longer happy.

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