Slag Gong Love History

"I, I really didn't mean it." On the way back, Wei Yang kept apologizing: "I was, I really didn't know!"

"Because, because didn't you say that they have been together every day for the past few months? And didn't they go on a trip together? I thought they were together a long time ago... I just didn't want to lose my momentum in front of him just now , I really didn’t expect—I didn’t expect Xiao Hao to chase him for so long and still haven’t caught up!”

"Forget it, forget it, it's not your fault."

However, Zhou Zhuchen himself also withered, so how can he explain it when he goes back?

Sure enough, it was only after three o'clock in the afternoon, Cheng Qi ended the appointment and returned to the dormitory early, and immediately rushed straight to Zhou Zhuchen after entering the door.

"Hey! What's going on at noon...?"

"What new boyfriend? What do you like... Like me? Could it be that Xiao Hao used me as a shield to joke about me in the bar, and used me as a cover outside?"

"Uh……"

"Is the boy with you today Xiao Hao's ex? The one who committed suicide before?"

"Um……"

"Haha, ha, that's it! Hey...Actually, I don't care if Xiao Hao uses me as a cover, but at least let me know in advance! Even my ex-boyfriend thought it was because of me that I broke up. Isn’t the value too high? How can I carry this blame? My ex-boyfriend would dare to commit suicide, what if he can’t think about killing me? Ha, don’t you think so, Xiao Zhou?”

However, Cheng Qi is really not good at pretending to be relaxed.

Although the tone of voice tried to be cheerful and cheerful, the expression of being completely entangled and nervous, about to cry but without tears betrayed him.

"Hey, Zhou Zhuchen, you are talking..."

And Zhou Zhuchen himself is really not very good at lying under such circumstances.

So the two stared at each other, and the atmosphere was extremely awkward.

……

Cheng Qi had never taken Xiao Hao's blatant molestation seriously before.

But no matter how dull he was, he was not a fool. Hearing Wei Yang's words this afternoon, Cheng Qi was completely awake.

The two of them just sat on their stools in a daze in the dormitory for a while in bewilderment.

Zhou Zhuchen didn't know how to explain, and Cheng Qi was even more confused.

Especially when the straight man recalls the past with the cognition of "So Xiao Hao likes me" - such as why Xiao Hao always takes care of him so much, why he lends him the diamond ring and the house without hesitation, and Xiao Hao's love for him. Those sweet words he said, taking him on a trip, half-true kisses and jokes, even every smile and every look...

Just going crazy.

Everything is so obviously ambiguous, but why didn't I see it long ago?

But Cheng Qi still didn't give up: "No way, Zhou Zhuchen, Xiao Hao...does he really like me?"

"Ah."

Finally, the last ray of hope for improvement has also been dashed.

Cheng Qi bowed his head and remained silent for a while, still feeling that he could not accept this amazing information, so he confirmed it again and had nothing to say.

"You, how long have you known about this?"

"Well, I knew it from the beginning."

"What is the 'first start'?! When is the 'first start'?"

"It was... when he first met you."

"..."

"So...he really broke up with Wei Yang because he fell in love with you at that time."

"But why? What do you like about me? What do I like?" Cheng Qi broke down 12 times.

"It was... love at first sight."

"How can I fall in love at first sight when I look like this!? He doesn't have any handsome guys in the bar! Then Chen Du or something, how good-looking! Why am I so ordinary?!"

Zhou Zhuchen couldn't answer anymore.

It is precisely because you look "like that" that Xiao Hao fell in love with you at first sight!

"And you, since you knew about it earlier, why didn't you tell me earlier?"

"How do I tell you! Aren't you a straight man? How do I talk to you when GAY likes you? And you have girlfriends who are about to get married, how do I tell you?!"

This sentence came out, but it was completely different from Zhou Zhuchen's original meaning.

Originally, he simply wanted to express the meaning of "you are straight, I don't think you and Xiao Hao are suitable".But I don't know why, but it sounds a bit like yelling for Xiao Hao and complaining about Cheng Qi.

Cheng Qi slumped in front of the desk, sat for a while, then got up suddenly.

"That... he, the things he gave me, the house, and the money... I can't accept it. Give him back... I have to pay him back, I can't owe him anything."

"Cheng Qi, where are you going?" Zhou Zhuchen grabbed the straight man who got up.

"I'm going to find him. By the way, the bar hasn't opened yet... Then, I'll go to his house to find him."

"What are you doing with him?"

"I..." Cheng Qi also had a blank expression on his face: "I want to make it clear to him..."

"What are you going to tell him?! If he hasn't confessed, are you going to reject him?" Zhou Zhuchen gritted his teeth and pushed Cheng Qi back on the chair: "Just pretend you don't know?! Just pretend it's today You haven't met us, and you haven't heard anything, can't you!"

"Then...how?"

"Why not?! Xiao Hao, he didn't intend to confess his love to you. He just wanted you to be happy! He just wanted to help you get married. He didn't intend to disturb your life. I just missed it. Mouth, it's not Xiao Hao's fault—!"

The veins on Cheng Qi's forehead twitched a few times, he pushed Zhou Zhuchen away and wanted to stand up again.

"Cheng Qi can't!" Zhou Zhuchen pressed him firmly: "No! Don't go!"

Cheng Qi's expression collapsed.

What do you mean you are not allowed to go? !This kind of thing... Can you pretend not to know about this kind of thing! ?

"Cheng Qi, I can't...I can't let you hurt him!!"

"Xiao Hao...he also liked a straight man before. Because of that person, he...had been seriously hurt."

"He wasn't what he is now...he used to be much happier than he is now. So, please, I beg you, just pretend you don't know, just pretend you haven't heard anything today! "

"You don't need to like him. Xiao Hao doesn't need you to reciprocate his affection. He just needs to have a glimmer of hope for you! Can't you just let him have that glimmer of hope forever? What do you mean? You don’t need to give him anything practical!”

"What are you talking about..." Cheng Qi looked incapable of understanding: "For a man, how can I... give him any hope?"

Zhou Zhuchen roared: "But Xiao Hao doesn't need to know about this kind of thing! You just treat him as a good friend like before! Just let him appear by your side often! He won't do anything What hurt you! Cheng Qi, I beg! Xiao Hao really can't be hurt any more."

……

"I also... don't want to hurt him."

"Zhou Zhuchen, it's because I regard him as a friend, a very important friend, that's why I have to explain it to him."

"What kind of reasoning is this..." Zhou Zhuchen's eyes were also a little hot: "You straight men are really terrible, will you die if you are more flexible!?"

"Flexible? How can this kind of thing be flexible? It is because I don't want to hurt him any more... so I have to make it clear to him!"

"Why don't you want to hurt him! You obviously just want to feel at ease! If you are a friend, you can borrow his house and pay it back slowly, but you can't do it if you know that he likes you—completely disregarding Xiao Hao's kindness to you, Cheng Qi You only think about yourself from beginning to end!"

"Actually, you already know that he likes you, right? It's good to enjoy the feeling of being pampered by such a person! Now that the benefits are all taken up, don't think about erecting a torii anymore, okay? I can be a despicable person upright. Think highly of you!"

This is the first time in Zhou Zhuchen's life that he has made strong arguments, and it is also a rare moral kidnapping he committed knowingly.

But he did not hesitate.

If there is any brainwashing machine in this world that can make Cheng Qi forget all the memories of the afternoon, no matter whether it is illegal or not, no matter how much it costs, he will definitely use it on him immediately.

"You don't know Xiao Hao...how rare it is to like someone like this. If you destroy his last little hope, I really don't know..."

Don't know what kind of person he will become.I don't know if he will fall into the abyss.

For almost ten years, Zhou Zhuchen could only watch helplessly as that fallen angel with an evil smile fell into the quagmire, and watched so many people reach out to him, only to be dragged into the abyss together by him.

And the extremely weak and ordinary self can only stand far away on the shore.

……

Zhou Zhuchen also wanted to save that angel.

Even though the fallen angel's feathers were soaked in the swamp, they were still so beautiful.

Unfortunately, he is not strong enough.Knowing that as long as I stretch out my hand, I will be dragged down the abyss immediately.

Therefore, he just wanted to silently guard that fallen beauty on the shore, at least he didn't want him to be pushed deeper into the swamp by others.

Later, Cheng Qi appeared.

Zhou Zhuchen thought he could save him, but he turned a blind eye to that person.

……

do you know?How many people would not envy an existence like yours.

But Cheng Qi finally pushed Zhou Zhuchen away and ran out of the bedroom.

No matter how the two of them will talk about it later, I'm... dead.Zhou Zhuchen sat on the bed and thought sadly.

Xiao Hao will definitely blame me, and will never let me go.

Even if you don't beat me to death, the friendship of these years is probably over.From then on, maybe he finally has nothing to do with Zha Gong, and Xiao Kong probably...will never see him again.

Zhou Zhuchen stayed in the dormitory like a stone statue, listlessly motionless, with a pair of dark pupils staring at the phone at any time, waiting for Xiao Hao to call and scold him at any time.

But Xiao Hao didn't call.

In the evening, Cheng Qi came back alone. His face was pale and he was in a daze. When he entered the door, he lay face down on the bed and didn't speak.