Slag Gong Love History

He has a normal home.There are women in the family, and maybe parents.Those of his real "family" all thought that he would not be able to return home for a long time because of his hard work on business trips every three days. Perhaps some people also roughly guessed that he would have one or two confidante outside - but they didn't know, what they saw And that's just the tip of the iceberg.

However, Zhou Zhuchen sometimes feels that he should be aware of it - even if a high-quality mature man of this age is gay, what is the probability of being single?

Even if you are single, can you be picked up by your ordinary self?

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"Xiaochen, I am sincere to you! You know that I can't like women! I just married her, just to have a baby. After giving birth—in another three months, as long as After she gives birth, I will divorce her immediately!"

"I won't let her harass you in the future. You trust me and give me some time, huh?"

Zhou Zhuchen sat blankly, unable to say a word.

Just yesterday, before he received that call, the life with Lin Shiyun was still unparalleled.

Now, that beauty is gone, like a sudden change in the clear sky, the whole sky is dark, and without sound, the world collapses piece by piece.

Zhou Zhuchen couldn't believe what he heard—is this person in front of him really Lin Shiyun?

Lin Shiyun is very mature, Lin Shiyun is very intellectual.Most importantly, Lin Shiyun is very kind, he is a good person.

How could such stupid words come from Lin Shiyun's mouth when his wife divorced after giving birth?

Zhou Zhuchen innocently looked at the man in front of him with red eyes begging him, as if he was looking at a stranger.

In fact, ten years later, Zhou Zhuchen looked back at the scene of that day, and when he looked back at his resolute choice at that time, he was not without a little regret in his heart.

The 20-year-old Zhou Zhuchen, after all, has not yet experienced the filth, wear and tear and degradation of society.The heart is pure and upright, and the love of faith is supreme.

Therefore, in the eyes of Zhou Zhuchen at this time, black is black and white is white.Both love and marriage are extremely sacred, and in the face of such things, there is no half-heartedness or compromise.

You...you clearly said you liked me.

How did you manage to marry a woman?

He is obviously gay, why can he still marry a woman and have a child?

What about divorce after the child is born...

For a child, can you deceive others like this, and me like this?

No, all of this...is too incredible to be true.

Zhou Zhuchen felt that his situation was simply ridiculous, but when he thought about it, there was indeed someone more ridiculous than him—that woman, that woman who could legally call Lin Shiyun's "husband", foolishly thought that her husband had a woman outside .If Lin Shiyun really just had a woman outside, her situation would not make even Zhou Zhuchen feel miserable.

"Why...you didn't tell me before? You're married, you should have told me this kind of thing the first time we met!"

"But what does that matter! It doesn't matter at all! Xiao Chen, you clearly know that it's just a formality! It's impossible for me to love her, it's impossible for me to love a woman, you know that the person I love is Only you!"

"But..." Zhou Zhuchen's lips trembled: "It's impossible to lie..."

It doesn't matter if you lie to her or to me, it's wrong!

Zhou Zhuchen wanted to slap himself for saying such unconvincing words.But this is indeed what is sincerely in my heart at this moment.

If you are gay, don't get married.Why do you want to get married? !Just to look "normal"?Just for a posterity?

"What can I do? I too... have no choice." Lin Shiyun smiled wryly and said hoarsely.

"Xiao Chen, I really... didn't mean to lie to you."

"But I really can't help it, the pressure is too great!"

"This kind of thing...you are still young, you haven't come out of society, and you haven't reached the age of starting a family, so you don't understand it now, I understand! But please believe me, when you grow up, when you step out of society In a few years, you will also encounter the same pressure! At that time, your parents will urge you to marry, and your colleagues will look at you with strange eyes, especially those who work in government units like me. It's gay—”

"So, I do these things because I have to. The pressure of work, the pressure of society, and the pressure of family. If I don't get married or have a child, I will be judged by everyone for the rest of my life!"

"But Xiaochen, all this is coming to an end. You wait for me for a few more months, and I will get a divorce. Anyway, I already have a child, and no one will say anything about me after the divorce! We will take our children together in the future, Three people live happily together, isn’t it good? Hmm? After a few years, if you still want your own children, I will agree. We will raise them together, and I will take good care of you and love you. ,Um?"

"..."

"Xiaochen, I really like you, I want to live with you!"

"I don't want you to leave me. Xiaochen, please give me time, don't leave me! I really love you, I really love you so much!"

"..." Zhou Zhuchen looked at Lin Shiyun with a wry smile, his eyes gradually became moist.

At this moment, everything that this once perfect man said, to him, already seems like a fantasy that is out of reach.

It's not because it's unattainable that it sounds like an unrealistic castle in the air—Zhou Zhuchen knew that if he waited for Lin Shiyun for half a year or a year, maybe he really took the child and divorced.

Maybe the two of them could indeed live that kind of life as he described.

But, is that all right?

Is it really possible to enjoy the happiness obtained by doing bad things without any burden?

Lin Shiyun...how did you manage to give me a ring while impregnating your wife, and still look into my eyes and sincerely say that you want to be with me forever?

By the way, the ring...

Trembling, Zhou Zhuchen took off the broken diamond ring from the ring finger of his left hand. He wanted to throw it on Lin Shiyun's body, but his hands were shaking too much to hold it, so he just dropped it uselessly at his feet.

"I, I know you love me."

I love you too.I thought I would be with you forever, I had planned to be with you forever.

However, this will not work.

Such happiness is impossible.

On that autumn afternoon, Zhou Zhuchen took only a coat, and hurriedly escaped from the home where he had lived for more than a year, and left the man he had promised to spend his whole life with.

After that, never went back.