Slag Gong Love History

After not seeing each other for several years, Chen Du has not only become more handsome, but the most rare thing is that he is not as motherly as before.

Her taste in dressing has also improved several levels. Seriously, the overall texture of this model-like appearance has increased by a notch or two. Zhou Zhuchen might not recognize him if he meets him on the street.

At the meeting that day, Xiao Hao went with his one-year-old son in his arms.

Lace, who was married to him, successfully gave birth to a son through artificial insemination, and is currently pregnant with a second child. Xiao Hao is generally not responsible for taking care of the child, and Lace's wife also thinks that he is very unreliable as a father, but it just happens to happen these days Lace and her husband are both busy, so he only takes part in the duty of being a father occasionally.

"In the end, I'm still single...you already have a son."

To be honest, Zhou Zhuchen was a little surprised.Didn't Chen even say that he would get married and have children anyway?For this reason, he left his hometown specially.It stands to reason that it is impossible to find a woman with his good looks and talent, but why...

"I won't mention it. Later, I met a nice girl in a small city in the south, and I was almost straightened by her... But it still didn't work. Later, I thought it was okay, things like women... Anyway, I don’t want to try again, it’s really hurting others and myself.”

"In short, basically the current me is the same as before." He took a sip of juice and smiled lewdly: "Welcome to have fun."

However, Xiao Hao was threatened by Zhou Zhuchen's neck before and made a poisonous oath not to attack Chen Du again, so he didn't dare to mess around casually.

Within a few weeks, Chen Du, as an industry elite, was arranged by the company to go to an illustration art learning exchange meeting in the UK. After buying the seasonings and ingredients, after returning, a car went straight to Zhou Zhuchen's house and knocked on the door.

"Do you really have no sense of crisis at all?"

He held the phone album to Zhou Zhuchen's face.

"Look! Look at this handsome mixed-race guy! Look! Look! Show me quickly! He's so tired of clinging to Xiao Kong all day long! Look at his face, and then at your figure! What do you use to match him? Compared with others?"

While Zhou Zhuchen was seriously flipping through the photos of that handsome guy, Chen Du also snatched Zhou Zhuchen's cell phone and flipped through his communication software at the same time.

"Fuck. 'Have you eaten?' 'You need to wear more when it's cold'? That's all you f***ing text over there every day? Do you know how the handsome half-race guy plays? I went there for two and a half days, and he Just calling Xiao Kong’s nickname doesn’t repeat it, okay? Little pumpkin pie, cheese cake, ice cream cone, candy bunny—everything that doesn’t match, just say, “Your eyes are the most amazing I’ve ever seen.” Intoxicated Xinghe', people's daily life is such a level of sweet talk, okay?!"

"Zhou Zhuchen, I mean, is it better for you to be bold and confident? Do you really think...do you work so hard now? Do you think you just look like you're fooling around all day long, Xiao Kong?" Is it natural to like you?"

Zhou Zhuchen is very innocent, he really never felt that way.

"At best, you are just very lucky, because you met him early, because that child is stubborn, you know this, right?"

"I know," Zhou Zhuchen lowered his head, "so I...don't expect...to last long."

I didn't expect him not to change his mind after meeting someone so much better than me.If he really meets someone better, I will definitely... also bless him.

"Huh? What's your attitude? Are you acting good when you get cheap?"

"I do not have……"

"So from the very beginning, you presupposed in your heart that Xiao Kong is the bad guy who will definitely abandon you, and you are the tragic hero who was abandoned all the time, right?"

"Do not……"

"Zhou Zhuchen, you are a super shrinking turtle, do you know that?"

"..."

"So many years, so many years! You obviously like Xiao Hao as much as I do, but even if the opportunity is thrown in front of you, you don't want to reach out and grab it! You know how I watched you pretending to be like you all those years ago. How convinced am I of the calm posture? My God, I almost knelt down to you! If you were not lucky and Xiao Kong liked you, if you go on like this, the end of your life may be that you will be lonely for the rest of your life. You know it yourself Bar?!"

"To put it bluntly, Zhou Zhuchen, what are you afraid of?"

"Aren't you just afraid that you will fail if you give your best? But what about failure? I gave my best and failed. I'm not psychotic and I'm not dead either!"

"Let me tell you, there are not many people like Xiao Hao who are distorted after failing once! Most people can continue to be heartless like me after a period of pain! Anyway, I still have a way to try it back then. Ah! If there is no Xiao Kong, honestly, after a few years, no one of you will look back at Xiao Hao's paragraph, and you really won't regret that you didn't even dare to try it at the beginning?"

"..."

"Forget it. Seeing how cowardly you are, the more you talk, the more angry you become. I don't bother to talk to you. See you out of stock!"

……

After being scolded heartily by Chen Du, Zhou Zhuchen stayed at home for many days and silently reflected.

He reflected on many, many things.

He felt like he was being fucked.

Obviously no one wants to erect that glass wall against Xiao Kong, and obviously thinks that he treats that child wholeheartedly, but the lingering bad feeling of "he will fall in love with someone better than himself" is still lingering in his heart What the hell is a preset?

It's just so that when that day comes, I can have a mental preparation, won't I be sad as expected?

What kind of messy cheating idea is that? !

At this moment, Zhou Zhuchen suddenly understood the core of Xiao Hao's entanglement and distress——

Xiao Hao said that he can no longer love someone like before. Although he wants to love again, he can't devote himself to it no matter what.

In Zhou Zhuchen's life, although there has never been a destructive existence like Liang Yu, his inherently strong self-protection mechanism has also formed the habit of silently building walls, and even when he is not aware of it, he will automatically produce Hard and cold things to wrap my fragile heart, so I always have the presupposition that "Xiao Kong will leave me one day".

But is it really that important to protect yourself from getting hurt?

Just to protect yourself and build a heart to guard against others, it's all right, you are blocking that kid Xiao Kong now!

But Xiao Kong has no such thing!He doesn't have that bad sense of self-protection at all!

No matter how badly the child was injured, no matter how painful he was to the point of collapse, he still hadn't developed the numbness and shrewdness that could insulate his heart from injury.You must know that he is also in his 20s and an adult, but he is still as straightforward and passionate as before.

Zhou Zhuchen used to always think that being defensive is a normal existence, and indifference and rationality are just the price for people to become mature after they grow up.

But is that really the case?Is this really not just a defense of cowardice and selfishness?

If Xiao Kong knew that he thought so, if Xiao Kong knew that he couldn't even fully believe in his love, how sad would it be?

If he can give himself sincerity, he has already given it all.

……

I remember that he blushed once, just because he heard Xiao Hao talk about the so-called "suspension bridge effect", he was obviously afraid of heights but he still had to pull himself to bungee jumping.

Such a well-behaved child with such good grades can keep his grades at the original level in order to see himself breaking the school rules and jumping over the wall.

In order to make myself proud, in order to make myself believe in the love he will say in the future, he resisted not seeing each other and worked hard to study for the exam.

Until later, when I was ill, I insisted on leaving Beijing to go to England for treatment. I experienced torture that I didn't even dare to think about, and I got scars all over my body, but I returned to myself without a single complaint.

Now he makes videos every day, sends things back every now and then, and seizes every opportunity to desperately express his love and miss.

...What else?

Zhou Zhuchen, what more do you want him to do to you?

It's nothing more than heart and soul, right?What else can you wring out of him?

If Xiao Kong is serious, no matter how hard he works, how much he wants the whole world to know that he loves you, you will still feel insecure, have no confidence in the future, and feel that he will meet someone better and abandon you.

That's really all your problem, right?

It's just because you are cowardly, inferior, frustrated, and fucking unwilling to make changes.

Why do you always think "he will meet someone who is much better than me one day" instead of me becoming better myself, at least slightly matching him?

Is it because he knew from an early age that his aptitude was mediocre, and he was destined not to become a dazzling existence?

The question is, Zhou Zhuchen, have you worked hard?Have you really tried?

Knowing that he is not good enough, he still puts on airs and pretends not to be aggressive, fearing that he will be ugly if he tries hard to catch up with others, and in the end he will be the laughing stock of everyone if he fails to get the desired result after giving 100%.

That really... deserves you to turn out to be unworthy of him one day.