Raiders

Li Mingyao stared at Qi Feng for several days, and after confirming that Qi Feng was not frenzied, nervous, hysterical, and preparing women's clothing to seduce Mu Linyuan, he was relieved.

Qi Feng reported to him the daily life of flirting with him every day.

"Ahahaha! He said one more word to me today."

"……stupid guy."

Isn't it just one more word?Is it so worth being happy? I can say ten words to you!

"He hugged me today! I was drunk in his arms for three seconds!"

"Did you fall or knock over or touch porcelain?"

"... was hit."

Isn't it just a hug? What's the fun? Really, he can let him hug as he pleases!Wait...something seems wrong.

"Hey, I think he might be moved by me, maybe I'm not far from success!"

"What are you doing?"

"Hey, I secretly kissed him on the face when he was asleep, he opened his eyes and didn't say anything!"

Qi Feng smiled happily.

"……idiot."

Li Mingyao felt that his condition was getting worse and worse.

Been jealous of good buddies every day.

Even... a little dazed.

Thinking about why some people treat Mu Linyuan so well...

Why does Qi Fengming have a good time with him but he likes someone else...

His feelings for Qi Feng became complicated, including friendship, possessiveness, distress, anger, unexplainable heartbeat, desire and resentment.

why don't you like me...

If you look at me with that eager look, I'll be with you.

Li Mingyao began to alienate Qi Feng intentionally or unintentionally, staying by Qi Feng's side, he could expose his true self, but the feeling that he could not control his exposure made Li Mingyao extremely insecure.

Maybe... stay away... it won't be so out of order.

Qi Feng noticed this alienation, but continued to play as if nothing had happened.

Li Mingyao's psychology is actually not difficult to analyze, even very simple.

He wanted a friend, a friend who was all his.

Only talk to him, only play with him, he will be honored because that good friend is honored, and angry because that good friend is excluded and cursed, but he will not feel sad that his good friend is isolated.

Because that's what he wanted, all his own.

If Qi Feng's attack plan was like this at the beginning, it would easily arouse Li Mingyao's desire to protect, just as Li Mingyao thinks now, if Qi Feng is obsessed with chasing him, then he will definitely be with him .

But just together.

This kind of emotional satisfaction is not actually liking.

People have an inertia. When they are sure that they have something completely, they will start to hurt.

Anyway, that person will always be by my side, even if I don't care about it, I won't leave, so I yearn for better things, so I hurt unscrupulously, because that person will tolerate.

So Qi Feng wants to arouse his curiosity, his jealousy, and what he asks for.

Why are human emotions so strange?

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Li Mingyao was earnestly carrying out his great cause of adjusting his psychology until the fourth day when he could not see Qi Feng.

Li Mingyao passed by Qi Feng's class, looking at Qi Feng's empty seat, his expression was as ugly as it could be.

The mobile phone couldn't get through, and the social software couldn't be contacted. Li Mingyao asked Qi Feng's head teacher in the name of a good friend, and got the reason for the leave.

"Qi Feng? His mother called and asked for leave, saying that she was not feeling well, but did not say how long."

Li Mingyao finally couldn't bear it any longer, and took a taxi to Qi Feng's small villa.

He was welcomed in politely, sat on the exquisite and beautiful sofa, and the servant brought him a cup of black tea.

Li Mingyao was a little anxious and cramped. Opposite him sat a woman who seemed to have an extraordinary temperament. Qi Feng's mother was also an official daughter.

"Auntie, hello, I'm Qi Feng's friend, I heard that Qi Feng is sick, can I see him?"

"Thank you for coming to visit our family, Qi Feng. You are the first one these days. You should be very good friends with us Qi Feng."

Meng Shulan smiled gracefully, avoiding Li Mingyao's request.

Li Mingyao nodded, looking at the room on the second floor from time to time.

"Then you must be very familiar with our family's Qi Feng, right?"

Li Mingyao subconsciously felt something was wrong, and nodded suspiciously.

"Then can you tell auntie which child Qi Feng liked at school?"

"what?"

Li Mingyao's body stiffened instantly.

"Our family, Qi Feng, has been very obedient and obedient since he was a child, but he disobeyed his father, which makes us very unbelievable. For the sake of the relationship between Qi Feng and his father, auntie begs you, can you tell auntie who that person is? "

Wen Shulan's face was worried and worried, and she looked at Li Mingyao with a sincere expression.

Li Mingyao felt a burst of pressure, and he averted his eyes in a hurry.

"Auntie, can I go and see Qi Feng?"

"Go, he's in his room."

Wen Shulan sighed and looked towards the second floor.

Li Mingyao hurried up, his mind was in chaos.

When he saw Qi Feng, this kind of confusion turned into buzzing in his ears. He saw Qi Feng's mouth opening and closing, but he couldn't hear what he was saying.

Qi Feng was lying on the bed, his previously beautiful and outrageous face was haggard and pale, his eyes were dark and black, and the air still smelled of medicine.

"what happened to you?"

Li Mingyao frowned and walked to the bed.

"I'm out."

Qi Feng grinned, his eyes were amazingly bright.

"what……?"

Ah... as expected...

"Does he know?"

"How could I let him know?"

"He doesn't know why you came out? Will he be with you? Are you out of your mind with shit?"

Li Mingyao looked like he was "angry for not fighting, but sad for his misfortune".

"I'll make some preparations first."

Qi Feng smiled hippie.

"Why does it smell like medicine? Are you injured?"

"I was beaten by my dad, tsk tsk, my dad never beat me since I was a child, this time he hit me really hard."

As I said before, sissy gentleman's father is the governor, how could he allow his only son to be a homosexual, even if his son is effeminate and cries a little.

"Are you going to tell him?"

"of course not?"

Li Mingyao looked at Qi Feng in astonishment, silently expressing his surprise.

"You don't think I made myself so miserable to make him soft-hearted?"

Li Mingyao nodded.

Isn't it?Coming out of the closet, making myself so miserable, let Mu Linyuan know, let him soften his heart, and forced himself to have no way out.

You see, I did this for you, I was desperate for you, I fell out with my family for you, how much I love you.

Isn't it... isn't it?

"I'm not that bad, this is forcing him, I don't want to do that," Qi Feng licked his dry lips, "Even if he is with me because of this, it's sympathy, not liking, I want him to like me .”

"Mingyao, do you know that liking is a matter between two people. I will come out for him, so that if he is really with me in the future, he will not have to face so many messy things. These are all my own affairs. It doesn't matter. Whether he likes me or not, he doesn't need to know these things."

"I just like him. He doesn't need to know about the accusations and pain that I can save him from. Now it's me who wants to break him. This road is so difficult. I have to take this responsibility. He loves me." responsibility."

"Come on, I'm not a lover. Don't look at me like that. Remember, don't let him know."

In the real world, Qi Feng is an orphan, and Mu Linyuan has adoptive parents.

At the end of Qi Feng's death, he never met Mu Linyuan's adoptive parents, so he never tried the pain of coming out.

Even if there is, Qi Feng will choose to hide it.

You can love you regardless of everything. When we are really together, I don't need to let you know the pain and suffering I have suffered.

There is no need to use this method to bring affection and make you feel guilty. This is what I should bear, and of course, the price of loving you.

All understatements are not bears, just as all love languages ​​are not chains.

Li Mingyao felt a burning pain on his face.

Qi Feng's thoughts seemed to slap him in the face, showing how dark and selfish his thoughts were.

Why, why, why, why do you like him so much?

Li Mingyao's psychology is not the same as before.

It turns out that this kind of liking is selfless and great, neither superficial nor narrow, how ridiculous, and makes people... jealous.

"Talk so much at once, pour me a glass of water, I'm not chicken soup for the soul at eight o'clock, Li Mingyao, my stomach hurts when you look at me like this."

"Shut up and drink your water!"

"Shut up, how can I drink?"

"What about the quiet and well-behaved child?"

"Isn't this familiar with you? Of course I'm quiet and well-behaved with people I don't know well."

"Including your parents?"

After Li Mingyao finished speaking, he regretted it. What kind of words are true, he must have been stimulated by Qi Feng's mother's words.

"Well, including my parents."

Qi Feng was silent for a while, and said nothing as if nothing had happened.

Li Mingyao's heart trembled.

"You have a good rest, hurry up and be active, there are still two weeks before the next exam."

"I know, I know."

Li Mingyao walked out of Qi Feng's room and went down the stairs.

"Goodbye, Auntie."

He said goodbye politely to Wen Shulan who was on the sofa.

"Okay, bye."

Wen Shulan nodded.

Li Mingyao walked to the door and turned around again.

"Anything else?"

Wen Shulan looked at him.

"Auntie... the person Qi Feng likes," Li Mingyao gritted his teeth, "Mu Linyuan."

"Thank you, Uncle Li, for taking this classmate home."

Wen Shulan was startled, and smiled more sincerely at Li Mingyao.

Li Mingyao sat in the Qi family's expensive car, lowered his head and remained silent all the way.