Lady's Will

In short, I don't want to talk to him now, so I ignored him. When I was pulling Butler Chang to another fork in the road, I heard a mocking voice.

"Dog men and women."

I looked back, it was still Li Zhenyi and her harem, I saw all kinds of accessories around her waist, one of them was the Qiongyu belt of the Su family, which has a very good defense function, when I asked He was not willing to give it when Su Que asked for it. After all, I, a 'remnant flower and a willow', can't compare to Li Zhenyi's pure and pure.

"Brother Aoyang! You promised me not to hurt others. You will make Yier feel that you still have her in your heart...Now we have to ask Miss Jia, can't you be more polite? And since they have already... Let's bless them."

Li Zhenyi's tactful expression and soft tone, I am really ashamed of her acting skills, but I still want to give her a shout.

"Yi'er, my heart for you can be learned from the world, and it will never change. If I break my vow, I will lose my country and be alone forever..."

Before Lou Aoyang finished his oath, his mouth was stopped by Li Zhenyi's slender jade, and the two looked at each other as if no one was around.

I glanced at the three men whose faces had turned black, so I had no choice but to curl my lips and pretend I didn't see them.

"I know what you mean, but you can't swear poisonously casually, or I will be heartbroken." Li Zhenyi's tone was full of affection, and I just wanted to get away from these two disgusting people quickly, and then she walked over Holding my hand, she looked at me sincerely, "Miss Jia, we know that the jade bottle is in your hands. I hope you can lend us enough to get the Pangu pupil to save all living beings in the three realms."

"I'm sorry, that's my magic weapon. I'll tell you how I can defend myself. I'm in danger and no one is protecting me. What should I do?"

Save the Three Realms?Oh, I couldn't help but sarcastically smiled, she thought she was the savior or the compassionate Avalokitesvara.

At this moment, Li Zhenyi burst into tears, and the four men looked at me with the desire to kill me, did I say something wrong?

"It's your honor to save the Three Realms after you died. Do you want to borrow it or not?"

Gu Xunzhi's voice was very impatient, maybe he said these words to show his sincerity to Li Zhenyi, but my heart was so cold because of it.

"So even if I die in front of you, is it not a pity to die? Then I can't lend it to you. Why should you sacrifice me as a hero?"

I habitually pinched the back of Butler Chang's hand, so that's all my value?

"Yan...Miss Jia, I hope you will not be so selfish and take care of the overall situation."

So Suyu couldn't stand it and said that. I saw that all the tenderness in his eyes was transferred to Li Zhenyi, and I felt very uncomfortable.

"Yes, I am so selfish. If you have never believed in me, don't have hope in me."

After finishing speaking, when I turned the bright jade bottle into a flying sword and was about to take Steward Chang out of here, Gu Xunzhi attacked me and was about to hurt Steward Chang, so I had to stop fighting.

"Why waste so much talk with her, just grab her."

Gu Xunzhi said indifferently, every move to attack me is fatal.

"You actually want to kill me?"

I asked him in disbelief, he actually wanted to kill me in order to please Li Zhenyi, what else am I expecting?

"You forced me, you deserve to die if you make Yi'er cry!" Gu Xunzhi's tone became a little more angry, and he looked back at the other three people, "Yi'er has been wronged so much, you still don't want to avenge her !"

Just when he finished speaking, the three of them attacked me together, and I had no choice but to fight them with the brilliance of the bright moon. I saw the doubt in Bo Jingshen's eyes, but I couldn't control it anymore. Or let me wait to be beaten to death by them?

But they ignored Li Zhenyi, who was alone. When Steward Chang went to attack her, she quickly fought back and quickly gained the upper hand. Steward Chang was injured by her, and I was also defeated by the four of them.

"Hand over the bright jade bottle."

Bo Jingmu's voice was still so cold and without any emotion, I put the bright jade bottle in my arms and lay on the ground, I thought I must be in a mess now, so he turned his back on me.

"Without it, I really have nothing. Since you have never loved me and I am not as good as her in everything, please let me go."

I lowered my head with a hint of begging in my tone, as long as I am still alive, there will be a turning point and a new beginning.

I was really stupid at that time. It took me a long time to understand that living is the greatest torture.

"Don't pretend, you can only play this kind of trick for two days at most in the harem?"

Lou Aoyang said disdainfully, he tried to break my hand away, but fortunately I put a protective spell on him, of course he couldn't do anything.

"Really? I really want blood now. As an emperor, your blood must be noble and delicious."

I raised my head and looked at him seriously, and subconsciously licked my lower lip. I saw the fear in his eyes and my gray pupils, and I felt amused when I saw his frightened look.

"You kill this monster!"

Lou Aoyang was frightened and quickly moved away from me, while Li Zhenyi beside him looked at me with pity.

"Miss Jia, we don't want to hurt you, as long as you are willing to lend us the bright jade bottle."

"Will you give it back to me?"

"This……"

"It's only natural to return things, so you don't want to borrow them at all."

I looked at her hesitation and smiled coldly, and the consequence of what I said was that Gu Xunzhi was punched and kicked, and I licked off the blood at the corner of my mouth, but this blood was not enough.

Then I controlled the bright jade bottle to fly into the air, and the surrounding air shook them away. At this moment, all four fierce beasts appeared. the riverside.

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Li Zhenyi was like the lucky one who was favored by the goddess of luck. She subdued the four fierce beasts. When everyone was fighting to get Pan Gutong, the men didn't fight to protect her.

Jiang Liuzhen died in that brawl, and soon there were only me, Steward Chang, and the five of them left by the Moon River.

When they tried to get Pan Gu Tong but failed, I managed to get it with the Ming Yu Bottle.

After escaping from the Riverside of the Moon, I suffered a lot of murders because of Pangutong, so I went to the Xunyue tribe for refuge.

One full moon night, when I was practicing Bright Moon's Glory, the High Priest saw me, and he kept yelling that I was some kind of bloody moon god, but I wasn't, and of course I wouldn't admit it.

Then the high priest found Agui and asked her about everything, and then I became their moon god for no reason.

The high priest taught me how to use the Pangu pupil. When I fully controlled it, a force in my body seemed to reopen something, making me stronger than before.

Heh, don't you guys think that if I get Pangu Tong, I can counterattack perfectly?No, it's just a harbinger of a bad dream.

So the fact that I am the Moon God spread like wildfire, and more and more people knew about it. Wuhan found me and told me that the Moon God is the key to stopping the catastrophe. Of course I am not interested, after all, I am not the real Moon God , even if I am, I won't take care of it.

There are many people in this world who want to be the savior, and there is no shortage of people like me who are greedy for life and afraid of death.

Just when I wanted to leave, they refused to let me go, so I had no choice but to play around with them, so I became the so-called desired one.

However, Li Zhenyi will not let me go just like this. She and Suyu came to the Xunyue tribe. After knowing that I am the so-called Moon God, Bo Jingmu was very excited and kept persuading me to go back to the heaven. Of course I ignored it. .

Li Zhenyi quickly conquered the people in the tribe with her affinity. If I had any conflicts with her, the most people would help her.

This made me very upset, I started to make trouble for her, and was gradually disgusted by the high priest and the others.

Finally, in the middle of the night, I was stunned by Mixiang. When I woke up, I was tied up with a rope and could not move. Then I saw Li Zhenyi's beautiful face.

"Yo, our heroine is awake? I thought you were so powerful, who knew you were so good. Does it hurt to see me steal your man away? You killed me once, so let's try it now Taste the taste of death, as long as I kill you, I can replace you, I am the moon god that everyone admires, so my life will be perfect, and the female partner's revenge can be regarded as complete revenge."

From her tone, I could hear jealousy. Although I didn't understand her words very well, she didn't look like she was joking. I don't want to die like this. I haven't lived enough, so...

"Everyone has traveled here, so why bother me? If you want to take revenge, go ahead and take revenge. Those men are all subdued by you. May I beg you to let me go?"

So when it’s time to admit it, I still have to admit it, and then I watched her take out a knife and stab my heart, I felt that the ring was forcibly taken off, and there were Mingyu bottle, Haoyueqin and Pangutong inside the ring .

Until a few days later, Housekeeper Chang found me who was almost starved to death in a deserted place. She took me to a small shabby house and took good care of me. Now I can only rely on her.

"Boss, I'll take you to another place. Let's leave here and leave them alone."

Housekeeper Chang said in a calm tone when feeding me the porridge, I knew she was doing it for my own good, but I couldn't swallow it no matter what.

"I want revenge! I don't need Pangu Tong, but I must keep the bright jade bottle! I can't let the Jia family's things fall into other people's hands." I took the bowl from her hand, and I remembered it in the memory of the original owner. , the bright jade bottle is more important than life, so... I can't lose it anymore, I looked at her apologetically after finishing the porridge, "Let's go, find a good place to pass The life you want, if you follow me, you might lose your life."

"My master taught me to always protect my boss. Even if my boss doesn't need me, I can't neglect my duties."

Butler Chang's tone was very calm, but it made my heart feel warm. I knew she was comforting me in her own way. I was very moved, but I didn't know if I would have the chance to repay her.

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I will always remember that on August 23rd, I practiced Bright Moon's Glory. I was full of ambition and only thought about revenge, but I didn't want to suffer even more serious losses.

That day, I went to the Moon God Palace, which is the residence of the common people, to find Li Zhenyi to settle accounts. At this time, the news I got was... I am a counterfeit with ulterior motives, and Li Zhenyi is the real Yue, the daughter of the Emperor of Heaven. god.

People have great faith in the kind and friendly 'Moon God', and they will help her promote it for free, so she became a world-famous savior, and I became a liar who was cast aside by everyone.

From then on, I decided that if I was alive, I would be a liar who deceived the world.

Okay, back to the topic.

When I knew that it was Su Yu who spread these rumors, my heart almost collapsed, so I found them, but what I saw was a very harmonious scene.

Lou Aoyang combs Li Zhenyi's hair, Gu Xunzhi feeds her fruits, Suyu plays the piano beside her, Bo Jingmu dances a sword in the courtyard, that ice cube who can't even smile actually smiles at that woman.

All this, including the humiliation I received before, stimulated my reason. I tried my best to attack Li Zhenyi while they were not paying attention, but only hurt her hand, and then those men besieged me like mad dogs , Butler Chang was seriously injured in order to protect me.

Reasonably, I pushed Steward Chang away and continued to fight them. At this moment, Suyu looked at me coldly and used his trick on me. I thought I would be killed by him like this, but Butler Chang came out to block that trick...

I tried all the best medicines but failed to save Steward Chang's life. I knelt on the ground and begged Suyu to save her with tears streaming down my face. He didn't move and said that I killed her. I could only watch in despair Butler Chang's body gradually became cold and lifeless.

Then, Bo Jingmu's sword finally pierced my heart, and Lou Aoyang stabbed my abdomen with his Longquan sword, because I hurt Li Zhenyi's hand, and Suyu broke my hand , Gu Xunzhi cursed me with the cruel lonely soul curse that I will be a lonely ghost forever, without reincarnation and forever wandering between heaven and earth without any belonging.

So for the first time and at the beginning, I died exaggeratedly like this.

After I died, I really became a lonely soul. I watched Li Zhenyi and Suyu defeat Nie Quan and live a happy life. I was very unwilling and angry, but I couldn’t do anything to them. I can only watch them getting happier day by day.

At this time, I met the woman who once gave me white moon cakes, and I asked her to save me, but she looked at me and shook her head and sighed, then disappeared.

Then the system appeared. When it appeared, I was wandering around and suddenly heard a strange voice. I didn't care, and continued to look for the reincarnation of Butler Chang.

[How can there be such a disgusting Mary Sue heroine like you, who deserves to be turned into cannon fodder by the female supporting role, a person like you is not worthy of washing the face of a kind and beautiful female supporting role, how can you still have the courage to think about revenge?I really don't understand why the screenwriter still let you have a soul, the garbage should be sent to the trash can for sorting. 】

"Damn! People like you who hide and dare not come out are rubbish! Let me tell you..."

As soon as the system came up, it scolded me head and face. I didn't know where I offended it, and it gave me an answer after arguing with it for a long time.

[Could it be possible that you think this system will be like other blind men, seeing you as a stinky and shameless Mary Sue and licking your feet?Stop dreaming, you are just an npc in this game, if the screenwriter hadn't been kind to you, do you think you could still see me? 】

As soon as the voice fell, I saw a set of constantly changing data screens, it said that I was just an npc?Impossible, this is absolutely impossible!

"What kind of evildoer are you, to make up such a lie to lie to me?"

Could it be that Li Zhenyi thought it was impossible for them to let me go and pretend to be a ghost to scare me?

[This is really troublesome to explain, you can see for yourself. 】

After it finished speaking, there were a lot of things in my mind.

It turns out that what I traveled through was a game where the female supporting role counterattacked. It turned out that I was just cannon fodder to set off Li Zhenyi. So I was an NPC set in the script before time travel?

Heh, my life is nothing but an understatement by others, and I'm just Mary Sue who would hate anyone who is righteous?

[It seems that you are very clear about what kind of person you are. This is only the first internal test of the game. After seven days, it will enter the second internal test. We will not delete your memory. You will be killed every time. Time to start a new cycle, this is the meaning of your existence in the game. 】

The cold voice of the system doesn't sound like the disdain just now, but I only know that I will have the chance of rebirth for revenge.

"What about the housekeeper?"

If I was reborn, where would Steward Chang be?

[Your IQ has been gnawed by something, everything starts again, and she will naturally be reborn, you and she are just small characters in the game, don't try to make any big waves. 】

Then the system went away, and I was sucked into a vortex and started to go back to the day of crossing. It was really great, I could still see Steward Chang, and I had a chance to make a comeback!

Maybe the gods can't understand my villain's success, this time I was reborn, I took revenge and I failed again, and my death was worse than last time, Chang Butler was also imprisoned by me and died badly

At the same time, I also know that Gu Sha is also a program with independent consciousness, but I always feel that her identity is not as simple as the proprietress.

Revenge failed once, so I tried to defeat Li Zhenyi again and again, but I still failed, and there was no good end every time.

After failing millions of times, I gave up, so in the new reincarnation, I let myself go crazy everywhere, ignoring the housekeeper Chang who was always with me in my reincarnation.

The person who woke me up was also Housekeeper Chang. I can't remember how many times, when I was so drunk that I was about to be killed, I was woken up by a conversation.

The arrogant, hypocritical and perverted Steward Chang actually begged Li Zhenyi to let me go. Of course Li Zhenyi would not agree and humiliated her in every possible way. I saw her tortured to death by Li Zhenyi with my own eyes. When I woke up, it was too late. It's too late.

At that moment, I realized that the housekeeper Chang who has been silently guarding me, because of my willfulness and selfishness, ended up with an unhappy ending every time.

So I went to the system to ask the screenwriter, but the screenwriter ignored me, so I could only put down all my dignity and go to the system with the cheek, and all I got was cursing.

【who do you think You Are?What qualifications do you have to ask me to show mercy to you and her?If you really don't want her to suffer with you, why are you going?Don't you really enjoy working against the system?Believe it or not, I will arrange for her to be rounded by several men next time?If you don't want her to end so badly every time, just obediently play the role you should play well!

It's okay, don't always trouble the female partner, or I will make your death even more embarrassing next time. 】

"...I understand. Your appearance and function are just to give her a cheating life, right? You like your female partner so much, why don't you go find her, why do you bother me every time?"

Every time the system favors Li Zhenyi, the dissatisfaction in my heart has reached the unbearable limit, and then I have a few more slap marks on my face.

[Remember your lowly status, the chance of rebirth is not for you to be arrogant and domineering. If you feel pitiful and wronged, please trouble to improve your strength. If you don’t want to work hard, you still want to follow me. Contest, I don't mind suggesting to the screenwriter that Chang Leqian disappear from your world forever. 】

"..."

From that day on, I chose to compromise and never fight against the system again, because I didn't want to lose Steward Chang, because she had unknowingly become my spiritual pillar, so I didn't find a way to let her get rid of this disgusting fate. , I still can't quit my dependence on her.

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The above is all my dirty and messy black history. If you are willing to read it after knowing this, please accept my sincere sentence-thank you.

Then let’s talk about why I learned from Suyu. I hate that Suyu divides all tenderness into grades and depths. I hate that he replaces all emotions with smiles every time. Falseness is a good mask to protect yourself.

So at the 500 millionth reincarnation, I hid in the dark to learn Suyu's smile, gentle, polite, happy... I practiced repeatedly many times a day, until now when I finally smile with Suyu, I have The same arc as him.

Maybe doing this is very boring, but it is very useful to me. People have to learn hypocrisy to face everything complicated in this world, right?

Only then did I realize that I wrote a little more this time than last time. I don’t know if the system will scold me if it finds out, who knows.

I don’t know if it’s almost 1000 million times. This time I avoided many disasters, and the system didn’t come to scold me like before, but I won’t relax my vigilance because of this.

This time, I almost fell into the shadow of the previous nightmare and couldn't get out. Fortunately, there was Steward Chang, so I didn't feel afraid or dangerous.

And this time I really should let her go, so no matter what happens, the bet between me and the system must go on as usual, isn't it just to send Pangu Tong to Li Zhenyi, I promise that it will be unscathed Leave it to her, and try to make our system gentleman feel satisfied.

Although I won't meet Butler Chang again next time, and I may still not be able to face nightmares in the future, but so what?

I finally waited for this opportunity, how could I give up so easily.

After talking for so long, let me tell you a little secret, but you have to promise not to let others.