It depends on you

The tears couldn't stop falling.

Tears blurred the back of Xie Chao's departure, Chen Yixuan thought to himself: "Are we completely finished, hehe... So this is not a story in a fairy tale, and it is not an era when you can get what you want if you have courage. Is this real life or a TV series... or is it too naive?"

The early winter sunshine in a coffee shop fell on the boy through the window, and a sad boy was crying in bewilderment.

I don't know how long I've been here. It's been so long that the waiter came over to pack up his things and asked, "Sir, can I help you?"

Chen Yixuan didn't answer with red eyes, got up and left.

He drove all the way to a meadow in the suburbs, got out of the car and ran towards the front frantically, he didn't know where he was going, and he didn't know what he wanted...

"what!"

Shouting crazily towards the empty grassland, as if wanting to shout out all the boredom in my heart, tears fell again uncontrollably.

"Xie Chao! I like you! But why can't you give me a chance!"

The empty grassland has turned a little yellow because the weather has entered the early winter, and the wind blowing by my ears is a bit cool.

But Chen Yixuan couldn't feel the cold from the weather, the coldness in his heart made him feel that his whole body was frozen.

After venting, Chen Yixuan turned back into the car with red eyes and drove all the way back.

Back at his home alone, the cold and empty room made it hard for him to breathe.After turning on all the lights, I felt a little popular.

"Maybe this is my fate, my fate and Xie Chao's... well, God, let me accept my fate!"

Chen Yixuan already understood Xie Chao's attitude when he heard what Xie Chao said, maybe what he said was just because he didn't want to make the relationship between the two of them too tense.

"That's it, goodbye my crush."

For the next few days, Chen Yixuan kept waiting for his call, but he never came.

I can never wait for your response, and I will never reach your heart.

Only by working hard can I forget all these troubles. The employees of the company don’t understand what’s wrong with the boss. They are the first to come to the company every day. After a busy day, they help the employees to carry all the materials and goods until late at night when all the employees are gone. Still working hard.

The hands of the watch had already pointed to one o'clock in the morning. Chen Yixuan had just finished his day's work, dragged his tired body back home, and didn't even want to take a shower, so he just lay down and fell asleep.

After several days of crazy work, Chen Yixuan got a high fever.

On the day when he had a fever, he was in a daze. When others told him this, it sounded like he was in a psychedelic state, and he was a little dazed when he saw things.

After persisting for a day, I went home and lay unconscious on the bed.

Having a high fever at night, Chen Yixuan always felt as if he had fallen into an ice cave to be bone-chillingly cold, and at the same time felt as if he had been roasted by several stoves.

He was the only one in the whole family. Chen Yixuan no longer had the strength and thought to seek help. He had already entered a coma state. He fumbled for the phone in a daze and pressed a button. He didn't know if he could find someone to help him, and then he passed out. past.

Woke up the next day with some pain in my eyes, I slowly opened my eyes and looked at the white roof, surrounded by white patches.

I looked up and saw a drip above myself, maybe someone sent me to the hospital last night.

My brain is a little confused, and I don't know what happened last night.Why did you wake up in the hospital today?

Not long after, the door was pushed open, and Xie Chao walked in with a breakfast.

"Chen Yixuan, are you awake? You really scared me last night!"

Xie Chao saw Chen Yixuan looking at the surroundings and himself with his eyes open, the empty eyes made him feel distressed.Really freaked myself out last night!

"Why did I come to the hospital?"

Chen Yixuan looked at Xie Chao and asked, only to realize that his voice was also a little hoarse.I really want to drink water... Xie Chao put down his breakfast and directly poured a cup of hot water to help Chen Yixuan get up and drink it.

"You really scared me to death last night, why didn't you come to the hospital with a high fever of 40 degrees!"

Xie Chao helped Chen Yixuan to drink the water and put down the water glass, then he started to complain and said, it seems that there is a bit of distress?

"Why did you send me to the hospital?"

Chen Yixuan's unfeeling tone made Xie Chao feel a little uncomfortable.

"I heard you call me last night, and when I picked it up, there was a sad voice and no one spoke. I hurried to your house only to find that you were in a coma with a high fever. The doctor said that it was lucky that you sent it in time, otherwise your brain would be damaged. It's going to burn out! Can't you cherish your body well?"

It turned out that what happened last night, Chen Yixuan set up a shortcut key for Xie Chao to dial, as long as you press the 1 key, you can dial out directly.Chen Yixuan, who was burnt last night and was already confused, subconsciously dialed the shortcut key that he had been thinking about all along.

And Xie Chao has not had a good time these few days, and has been suffering from insomnia.Only when he couldn't sleep soundly would he hear Chen Yixuan's call the first time.

"I am fine."

Chen Yixuan is actually a very strong person, after taking the initiative to be rejected once, he doesn't want to put a hot face on a cold ass again.

Therefore, his attitude towards Xie Chao is also a bit indifferent. Although he still likes Xie Chao very much in his heart, his strong self-esteem and what Xie Chao said a few days ago made him put away his weakness and replace himself with spikes all over his body.

"Eat something, I bought some steamed buns and millet porridge, and I'm a little hungry, right?"

"I'm not hungry. Thank you for your kindness. I'm fine. Thank you for sending me to the hospital last night. I'm already fine. You can go back and do your own business first."

Chen Yixuan's damn self-esteem drove him to reject all of Xie Chao's good intentions.

"You're fine like this? I have a high fever of 40 degrees and don't take good care of myself! How can I leave with peace of mind."

Xie Chao also said excitedly.

"I understand my own body, you go back first! I want to be alone."

After Chen Yixuan finished speaking, he lay down and closed his eyes, Xie Chao was gone, but Xie Chao didn't leave but sat aside and didn't talk, the two just stayed like this.

One was lying down, one was sitting, one was pretending to sleep and the other was silent.

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138 Confused

Seeing that Chen Yixuan didn't want to pay attention to him, Xie Chao felt heartache all over his body.This kind of entangled psychology made him feel unspeakable. He obviously liked him but he couldn't say it. He couldn't take this step.

After a while, Xie Chao said: "Then you have a good sleep, and when you wake up, eat and rest, I will go back first and come to see you in the afternoon."

Chen Yixuan didn't open his eyes, Xie Chao didn't know if he was really asleep or didn't want to pay attention to him, so he got up and left with a sigh.

Chen Yixuan didn't fall asleep, and only after hearing the sound of Xie Chao leaving and closing the door, he slowly opened his eyes and stared at the door in a daze.

After a while, the nurse came in from the door with the medicine and said, "Chen Yixuan has taken the medicine."

"Well thank you nurse."

Chen Yixuan got up and sat up, took the water and medicine given by the nurse and drank it.

"Your friend said let me supervise you to eat breakfast. You should eat something quickly. If you don't eat when you are sick, your resistance will be lower. Eat something."

"Well, thank you nurse, I'll eat later. Go and do your own business first."

The nurse probably had other things to do and left after hearing Chen Yixuan saying that he would not stay for dinner later.

Chen Yixuan looked at the breakfast in a daze, didn't want to stay in the hospital, got up, got dressed and went out directly.

Although the high fever subsided, the whole body was still a little weak, walking on the bustling street and suddenly felt very confused.

I couldn't find the direction I was supposed to go, so I hailed a car and went home and fell asleep without thinking about anything.

After Xie Chao returned home, he absent-mindedly helped the family with things in the supermarket.

He was in a trance all morning, and Xie's father, who was an honest man, saw his son's absent-minded look and asked with concern: "Xiao Chao, what's the matter with you recently? Why are you listless and seem to be worried."

"Uh... Is there any? I'm fine, dad, hurry up."

Xie Chao reacted and continued to carry the goods that had just been delivered, ignoring his father's puzzled expression.

It was finally noon when Xie Chao took the prepared meal and was going to the hospital to see Chen Yixuan.

When we arrived, we found that the nurse was making the bed.

"Where are the patients from the nurse?"

The nurse glanced at Xie Chao dissatisfied and said, "You mean the Chen Yixuan patient?"

"Where did he go?"

"I still want to ask you. This patient really has a high fever. If he doesn't take a good rest in the hospital for a few days, he ran away without saying hello. When you see him, you have to talk about him! How can your body be so indifferent Woolen cloth."

Xie Chao didn't even finish listening to the nurse's words, so he ran downstairs and drove to Chen Yixuan's house.

"jingle bell jingle bell..."

He rang the doorbell a few times and found no one coming to open the door, so he took out the spare key he had given him and opened the door.

As soon as I entered, I found that the whole living room felt icy cold, and a sense of loneliness invaded.I also felt a little distressed that Chen Yixuan lived alone in this huge room.

He went straight to the bedroom and opened the door to find Chen Yixuan lying on the bed and falling asleep.

Seeing that Xie Chao stepped forward and gently touched his forehead, he found that he did not have a high fever, so he let go of his worries.

"You said that you are so worry-free, why come home if you are sick and don't take a good rest in the hospital."

Xie Chao felt pain in his heart when he saw Chen Yixuan who was a little pale because of illness.

Crouching on the side, he involuntarily leaned over and gently pressed his lips against Chen Yixuan's lips, the coldness was very pleasing.

Xie Chao seemed to be in a daze, out of control