food storage house

"Uh...Master Su, I'm sorry, I don't have that kind of feeling for you." Meng Yixuan really wanted to run away at this moment, she didn't know that being confessed would feel so cramped.But she felt that she should speak clearly with Su Yuan.

"It's okay, I know you don't have feelings for me. But you can't say anything about feelings. I think we can talk about it after a while." Su Yuan seemed not to care, and said.

"I'm sorry, I don't really want to be forced to associate with people I don't like. I'm really sorry, Master Su, I'm leaving first." Meng Yixuan tightened her bag tightly and took a step sideways.

Su Yuan raised his hand and scratched the back of his head, sighed and said:

"You really don't leave me any sympathy."

Meng Yixuan stopped, turned around with a wry smile, and said, "Master Su, I'm really sorry, I'm not good at talking, but I don't think you want to be ambiguous, I think it's better to speak clearly."

"Just call me by my name, Master Su, it always tastes like instant noodles." Su Yuan said suddenly.

Meng Yixuan bit her lips in embarrassment, she was not used to talking to the opposite sex, especially the opposite sex who was similar in age.

"Is Wei Ji just this good?" Seeing that Meng Yixuan was silent, Su Yuan asked suddenly.

Meng Yixuan's eyes widened for a moment, showing a surprised expression.Then she lowered her head, breathed a sigh of relief, feeling bitter in her heart, everyone could see that she had a crush on Han Weiji.It's just that the key person pretended to be confused and didn't give her a clear answer until now.

"Master Su...Su Yuan, have you ever been in a relationship?" Meng Yixuan raised her head and asked him.

"Ah?" Su Yuan was surprised.

"Sorry, my question is inappropriate. I want to say that if you really like someone, you should understand that love is completely emotional, and there is no logic or reason. So, whether the other party is good or not, what is good about it, I can't answer questions like where is better than you. Because I just fell in love with her, it's that simple. If there is any reason to say, it is that you are not her, so I can't like you. She She is my senior, at first I fell in love with her because I was attracted by her temperament and appearance, and then as I gradually got to know her, I naturally fell in love with everything about her."

Having said that, she lowered her head and smiled wryly again, and continued: "Hehe, to be honest, I actually don't know everything about her. Recently, I don't really understand what I like about her... But, feelings It cannot be faked..."

She raised her head and looked at Su Yuan, just in time to see a flash of hurt and loss on Su Yuan's sharp-edged face.She felt sore, and apologized again:

"Sorry, I shouldn't have told you this."

"I understand what you mean." Su Yuan took a deep breath and said, "Xiao Meng, I'm very sad, it's your fault."

"what?!"

"So, Thursday, let's go out together."

"It's not... Su..." Meng Yixuan stammered and was about to refute, but was interrupted by Su Yuan.

"This is the first time and the last time. You should make it up to me after rejecting me, and give me a chance to step down. In addition, Xiaomeng, I also have something to talk to you about."

"Then...Okay." After talking about this, Meng Yixuan really had no way to refuse.

The two agreed on the time and place of the reunion, and they parted ways and went back to their own homes.In fact, Su Yuan really wanted to propose to send Meng Yixuan home, but in the end he didn't do so. Having just been rejected, he didn't intend to continue to make fun of himself.

Not long after, Han Weiji walked out slowly from the back door of Shizang. Just as he took out the electronic cigarette from his leather backpack, he heard Lu Yicheng's voice greeting her behind him.

"Xiao Ji, how did you get through the back door today? In the past, you used to go through the side door."

"Well, when I came out, I checked the warehouse." Han Weiji said.

"Smoking less, young girl, don't ruin your body." Lu Yicheng glanced at the cigarette in her hand and said.

"Okay, Xie Lu is concerned."

After Lu Yicheng left, Han Weiji lit the e-cigarette and took a puff. She sighed out wisps of white smoke and cursed in a low voice:

"Self-sufficient だ, クソ! (You're doing it yourself, damn it!)"

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Meng Yixuan felt that she was so annoyed that she was going to explode. All kinds of things broke out in this period of time, and she fell into a situation where she was completely at a loss.Back at the shared house at night, she washed her exhausted body and finally fell on the bed. Tired, she wanted to forget everything immediately and fell asleep like this.Unfortunately, she couldn't sleep tonight.

Lying in bed tossing and turning, unable to fall asleep for a long time.For a while, I recalled what Su Yuan said to her today, and for a while, I remembered the conversation she had with her senior a few days ago, and occasionally remembered the troublesome things about passports and household registration books.Anxiously, she sat up from the bed, and the cold air of December penetrated into her bed, causing her to shiver a little, and immediately fell into a panic, obediently lay down again, and wrapped herself into a big white rice dumpling.

She took a deep breath, calmed down her mind, and planned to take advantage of the dead of night and insomnia to sort out her thoughts.

Let's roughly divide the recent events into work and life matters and emotional matters.

Work and life are going well so far, but there are two problems.What needs to be solved most urgently in life is the problem of renting a house due.This question is very difficult, and she needs to give Zhang Xueping an answer within this week.But today she took the time to use her mobile phone to search for houses near Soshicang, and there is really no suitable one for her to rent. It’s not that she can’t afford it with her current salary, it’s just that she’s used to being frugal, and she doesn’t plan to spend all her salary In terms of rent, this is too extravagant and wasteful.And considering the future, her current salary seems to be rich, but in fact it is very scarce.

She considers going to ask tomorrow if there is any girl who rents near Shicang and can share the rent with her.If not, then she plans to agree to Zhang Xueping's invitation.

The second problem is her passport.She had to find time to go back to Lao Meng's house and ask for her household registration book to apply for a passport.No matter how difficult this matter is, she has to bite the bullet and do it.Moreover, she has already considered that this matter is her private matter, and she does not intend to rely on anyone to solve it independently.She is not a person who likes to expose her family's scandals, even if that family is not family to her at all.At present, except for the senior sister, only Liu Lu knows about her family situation in the food store, and the senior sister will not mention it. It is difficult for Meng Yixuan to talk to her now.Liu Lu can't help her, she can only rely on herself.

From the issue of passports, there is another foreseeable issue, that is, the issue of independent household registration.It was a long and difficult difficulty, and it might take a long time for her to solve it on her own.So, mark it as a long-term goal for the time being.

Then came the relationship problem, the two people who gave her a headache.Originally, Han Weiji was enough to annoy her, but now there is Su Yuan, she really doesn't know how she has provoked Su Yuan.

But when she thought about it carefully, she found that she really had several unusual contacts with Su Yuan.When she came to Shicang as a guest for the first time, the master chef she met was Su Yuan, and Su Yuan also let Su Yuan witness the whole process of her eating, and he had a panoramic view of her eating. At that time, Su Yuan's expression, She still remembers it.Later, on the first day of eating as an employee, Su Yuan also found him at the back door and was reprimanded.Afterwards, he bumped into Su Yuan once in the corridor, and he helped him into the staff canteen.

Eh... This guy is a little too easy to fall in love with, she sighed.But after thinking about it, isn't that what feelings are like? Didn't she also fall in love with senior sister at a glance, so what qualifications does she have to talk about Su Yuan?Emotional things never make sense.

In short, on Thursday, the promise to Su Yuan was completed, and the troubles came to an end. It is not a big problem at present. She believes that Su Yuan is not the kind of person who lingers, and she never feels There is so much charm.

The one who confuses her the most must be the senior!Thinking of Senior Sister gave her a headache.She didn't know what kind of relationship she had with her senior sister now.Thinking about it carefully, the two of them have actually communicated with each other. The senior sister knows that she likes her, and she can also feel that the senior sister likes her.Meng Yixuan is not an emotional idiot, on the contrary, she actually knows how to read words and emotions, which has something to do with her growing up experience when she was a child.In layman's terms, she is a child with a high emotional intelligence, who can easily guess other people's emotions and thoughts.

It is generally believed that people with high emotional intelligence must be good at interpersonal communication.But in fact, the two cannot be equated, and Meng Yixuan is the best example to explain.She is very good at observing words and feelings, and understands people's hearts very well, but she is not good at words, it is difficult to express herself, and she tends to be timid and inferior when interacting with others.If the circle of interpersonal communication is compared to a big hunting ground, people sometimes act as hunters and sometimes prey, then Meng Yixuan is the kind of smart prey who will never be a hunter, but will never be hunted.

The level of emotional intelligence and introversion and extroversion are completely different things, and the two are not contradictory.Meng Yixuan has had to live by observing words and demeanor since she was a child, otherwise she would be scolded at the least, and physically punished and beaten at worst.In such an environment, in order to protect herself, she must learn to observe words and feelings, and know how to use those people's emotional trends to create an environment that is beneficial to her.But also because of this, it was difficult for her to be cheerful, and she developed an autistic and inferior character.

After entering the society, she actually got along well with her colleagues in every work unit. The colleagues did not dislike her because she knew how to read words and emotions and control changes in the interpersonal environment.In layman's terms, it means being considerate and making people feel like spring breeze.But she is not good at dealing with the work that needs to be expressed and needs to actively communicate with people, because she is timid, she is always very introverted, and she has low self-esteem.

But although she is good at observing words and expressions, she can't see clearly what Han Weiji is thinking.After all, the height of the devil is one foot tall, and she bows her head in front of her senior sister.In the process of getting along with Han Weiji, she can find that Han Weiji often subconsciously makes the kind of actions to restrain his emotions, such as squeezing his fists, pursing his lips, drooping his eyes, and unconsciously reaching out to straighten the braids behind his head so that Look away.Before these actions appeared, she would feel the strong emotions naturally revealed by Han Weiji.This can only show that the senior sister is restraining her emotions towards herself.

So she was very distressed, she knew that her senior had been trapped in a knot in her heart, but she couldn't find a breakthrough, it seemed that even she herself had entered a dead end.After finally talking to her once, their relationship became completely unclear.Well, before the relationship is completely clarified, there is always an ambiguity, she understands, but now even the ambiguity has become ambiguous!

Han Weiji, what should I do with you?

On the second day, Meng Yixuan, with her panda eyes on her face, came to Shicang according to the clock-in time.I just changed my shoes and went up to the second floor, but found that the atmosphere was completely wrong.Everyone gathered at the door of the locker room for some reason, and there was a sense of tension in the air.

With a thump in her heart, she hurried forward, pulled Dong Yousi who was standing at the outermost edge, and asked softly:

"What's the matter?"

Dong Yousi turned to look at her, then leaned over nervously and said softly:

"I don't know why R and Chef Su seem to have a dispute!"