misplaced love

Su Jingran and Qiao Nuoyu have just been together like this, and life doesn't seem to have changed much, but Su Jingran knows very well that Qiao Nuoyu's weight in her heart is getting heavier and heavier, and she knows that they are all working hard for each other to become better. Well, it's just that Su Jingran didn't expect that Qiao Nuoyu had always felt insecure towards her, and it was also because of this that the quarrel and separation between her and Qiao Nuoyu broke out. It's just that there are never ifs in this world, so everything is This happened.

"However, on Christmas Eve the day after tomorrow, let's go to the Century Square to have a carnival together." Yang Ke found Su Jingran after class, looked at Su Jingran expectantly and said, the Century Square will be crowded with people in the evening after tomorrow, and it will be very lively, which made Yang Ke early in the morning Decided to go there with my friends to have a carnival that day, maybe I can also collide with a small spark of my love.

"Go, let's go. It's fine if you value sex more than friends. After all, we can go out and have a carnival. You can't abandon me anymore." Seeing Su Jingran's hesitant eyes, Yang said quickly, she knew that there was a clingy person beside Su Jingran The domineering Qiao Nuoyu, but he is also Su Jingran's best friend. That guy usually dominates Su Jingran, making Yang Ke's teeth itch, but he can't do anything. The countdown to Christmas Eve is Christmas. Su Jingran spent Christmas Eve and Christmas together with Yang Ke this year. This year, Yang Ke knew that the two of them would definitely spend Christmas Eve alone, so Yang didn't want to spend Christmas Eve alone.

"Did you ask your child to come with you? Anyway, she can't do without you." Yang Ke pouted and said, Qiao Nuoyu's guy Yang Ke didn't think about getting rid of it today, anyway, if there are more people, it will be more lively .

"I'll go back and ask her." Su Jingran frowned and said, the sadness in her eyes made Yang Ke startled.

"What about your child? Didn't I go camping with you last time? How about I ask her out?" Yang Ke knew Qiao Nuoyu's temperament, and he was cold and indifferent to people he didn't know well. When he first met her, Yang Ke wished he could peel her skin and tendons every day, just to make him angry.Later, when Qiao Nuoyu and Su Jingran got together, Yang Ke couldn't figure it out. He kept complaining in his heart that it must be Qiao Nuoyu who threatened and lured Su Jingran, but later Yang Ke saw how Qiao Nuoyu and Su Jingran got along, so she knew These two people may really be able to go on like this forever together, and only Su Jingran can melt and unravel Qiao Nuoyu's indifference.

"No, I'll take her with me." Su Jingran shook her head, Qiao Nuoyu was not in a good mood these days, maybe going out to play once would also give her some relief.

"Then it's settled. We'll meet at Firebar at 7 o'clock the day after tomorrow." Yang Ke heard that Su Jingran agreed, and said happily. The two chatted for a while, and Yang Ke went back to her classroom first.

Su Jingran has been busy at the university for a day, and the vacation will start tomorrow. There is a one-month vacation, and Su Jingran hasn't thought about how to arrange it. In the past month, she would work part-time for her studies. Now she has an idea in her heart, but she doesn't know it. Can you.It was already night when I got home, and I opened the door of the apartment, and the room was dark, cold and lifeless.

"Joe." Su Jingran called out softly, Qiao Nuoyu was earlier than her on vacation, and she should have returned home at this time on weekdays. She couldn't help feeling suspicious, but no one responded. The lights in the living room instantly brightened the dark apartment.

"Yu." Su Jingran thought that Qiao Nuoyu, who was not at home, saw the man sitting on the ground with his body lying on the sofa, his closed eyes and pale face made Su Jingran's heart tighten, and she quickly put down the bag in her hand. , trot to that person's side.

"Yu, Yu, wake up." Su Jingran squatted down and hugged the man in her arms. The coolness of the man's body in her arms made Su Jingran even more worried, and she stretched out her hand to cover Qiao Nuoyu's forehead. She didn't have a fever, but the chill in that person's body made Su Jingran pull off the blanket on the sofa and cover Qiao Nuoyu with it.

"You're back." The awakened Qiao Nuoyu raised his head to meet Su Jingran's worried eyes, and said in a weak voice.

"What's wrong with you? Does your stomach hurt again?" Su Jingran knew that Qiao Nuoyu had stomach problems. During the days with her, Su Jingran had already paid attention to her diet. Qiao Nuoyu was also under Su Jingran's care. It's almost the same.But seeing Qiao Nuoyu passed out in the living room suddenly today, Su Jingran had to think wildly and worry about her body.

"No, I was just sleepy and fell asleep accidentally." Qiao Nuoyu moved her body to make her position in Su Jingran's arms more comfortable. Su Jingran's body was warm to her The source, which can drive away her chill and loneliness, instinctively wants to get closer, and get closer.

"You are not allowed to sleep here anymore. In such a cold day, it is easy to catch a cold." Su Jingran breathed a sigh of relief, but looked at Qiao Nuoyu with a serious face and said.

"Yeah." Qiao Nuo replied lazily, and the temperature of his body gradually picked up. He stretched out his hand to hold Su Jingran's hand. It was cold, and Su Jingran didn't tie up her hair. The two hugged each other, and a strand of Su Jingran's hair fell out. On Qiao Nuoyu's face, Qiao Nuoyu raised the clasped hands of the two of them to brush the loose hair, narrowing her eyes so that people could not see her eyes clearly.

"Yu, you will look good if you keep your hair up." Su Jingran saw that the eyes of the people in her arms were all on her long hair, and she looked down at Qiao Nuoyu. The short red hair was neat and clean but made people look Some indifference and alienation.Qiao Nuoyu already had a pretty and clean face, and if he added a head of long hair, it would definitely make people unable to move their eyes away, and it would also be more attractive.

"Will you like it?" Qiao Nuoyu held Su Jingran's hand tighter, which made Su Jingran a little surprised. She lowered her head to look at the man, but saw Qiao Nuoyu looking at herself, her eyes were serious and there was a kind of saying no. Clear feeling.

"I like Yu with short hair. I like Yu with long hair." Su Jingran smiled lightly and hugged Qiao Nuoyu even tighter. The cheerfulness in her tone let people know that she was happy at the moment.

"I don't need other people to like it." The emotion on Qiao Nuoyu's face was unpredictable, but the indifference in his tone made Su Jingran realize that the person in his arms was playing childish temper again.

"Then who would like it?" It was rare for Su Jingran to tease Qiao Nuo once, seeing the man's serious and competitive look, Su Jingran's smile was full of doting and sweetness.

"You." Qiao Nuoyu's eyes were big and twinkling, brighter and more moving than the stars in Su Jingran's eyes. Hearing the man's undisguised confession, Su Jingran's heart was as warm as if there was a day in the cold winter. A group of intense flames scorched her and made her overwhelmed by such warmth.After Qiao Nuoyu's answer, Su Jingran's silence was not because of her answer, but because she was moved by something she couldn't explain clearly, so she just stared at the other party quietly.Qiao Nuoyu moved her body towards Su Jingran, and Su Jingran seemed to be connected with her heart, lowered her head and approached the person, and her lips wanted to lean on each other, letting herself be immersed in the breath of the other person, for a long time, she could only listen to their respective heartbeats.

"Of course, if you like, I will grow your hair long for you, just for you, because I only have you." Qiao Nuo whispered in Su Jingran's ear, and leaned on Su Jingran's body, closing her eyes Don't let people see her tired and sad.

"Yu." Su Jingran's heart hurts because of Qiao Nuoyu's words. She knows that there must be a story about Qiao Nuoyu, and that story is not happy, but if Qiao Nuoyu doesn't say it, Su Jingran doesn't ask. One day, Qiao Nuoyu will tell herself everything.

On Christmas Eve, Qiao Nuoyu promised to accompany Su Jingran and Yang Ke to Century Square at night, but she needed to do some other things that day, so Su Jingran went to meet Yang Ke alone first.

"However, where is your family?" Yang Ke saw Su Jingran who had entered the door at a glance, walking towards her, but did not see Qiao Nuoyu, and asked suspiciously.

"There's something wrong with Yu, I'll come back later." Su Jingran explained, her tone was a little downcast. Qiao Nuoyu went out early in the morning, which made her feel a little disappointed. After all, this was their first Christmas Eve together. Last year, Qiao Nuoyu seemed to have just returned to China. This year, Qiao Nuoyu did not return to China. Su Jingran thought they would get tired of being together all day today, but she didn't expect that person to leave early in the morning.

"Could it be that your family is attracting bees and butterflies again? Today is Christmas Eve, and she won't accompany you." Yang Ke raised his eyebrows and said while looking at Su Jingran pretending to be injustice.

"What?" Su Jingran shook her head. Yang Ke's temperament is like this. When they met Qiao Nuoyu in the past, sparks collided with the earth, and they bickered when they met. Later, Yang Ke became Qiao Nuoyu's friend because of himself. It's just that Yang Ke's interest in making Qiao Nuoyu deflated has not diminished.

"You don't know how popular that guy is. People who don't know her with that little face will be dazzled by her." Yang Ke had an expression that I knew.

"You." Su Jingran looked at Yang Ke's way of talking more and more vigorously, and felt a sense of powerlessness in her heart.

"Sue, long time no see." Just as the two of them were chatting, they walked to the booth that Yang Ke had reserved, and a boy in a white suit stood up and walked in front of Su Jingran and the others, saying gently, boy He looks good, looks like a modest gentleman, his temperament makes people feel very comfortable, his eyes are also very clear, he is a person that people like.

"Senior, long time no see." Su Jingran looked at the person who greeted her in front of her, was slightly taken aback, and then said with a smile.Ouyang Hai was their senior, two years older than her, and took good care of her in school. Later, after Ouyang Hai graduated and went to work in other cities, the communication between the two of them was much less, but occasionally they still had contact. Did not expect to see her today.

"The senior has just been transferred back to work here, and we can get together more in the future." Yang Ke said happily, Ouyang Hai took good care of them at the beginning, so in Yang Ke's heart, Ouyang Hai and the others have always regarded Ouyang Hai as their elder brother. Today It was Christmas Eve, and Yang Ke, who likes to be lively, invited their friends to come together. When he learned that Ouyang Hai was also back, he invited him out together.There were more and more people in the bar, but Qiao Nuoyu was still missing. Su Jingran made a few calls to Qiao Nuoyu, but the calls were transferred to voicemail, and no one answered, which made Su Jingran feel a little uneasy.

"Of course, is that guy coming or not? We're going to the square." Yang Ke said to Su Jingran. There will be a countdown carnival in the center of the next century square, and they want to occupy a good position.

"You guys go there first, I'm waiting, she promised me that I will come." Su Jingran said, Qiao Nuoyu will always do what she promised her.

"Why don't you send her a message, saying that we are waiting for her in the middle of the square, and she will definitely come to us when she sees it." Yang Ke thought for a while and said, she was worried about leaving Su Jingran alone in the bar, waiting for her. If Qiao Nuoyu sees it, he will definitely look coldly at him.

"Okay." Seeing Yang Ke's expectant eyes, Su Jingran didn't want to embarrass her, so she nodded and agreed, and followed the group of people towards the center of the square.

There are quite a lot of people here today, and everyone has a festive look on their faces. Some people dressed as Santa Claus are distributing small gifts, and many people have dressed up, creating a picture of a happy ocean.

"Be careful." With a low cry of concern, many of Su Jingran's absent-minded hearts were bumped by the running crowd, and she almost fell down. Fortunately, Ouyang Hai saw it and hugged Su Jingran in time to prevent her from falling.

"Thank you." The moment Su Jingran was hugged by Ouyang Hai, her body froze, she quickly left Ouyang Hai's arms, and thanked him. She knew that Ouyang Hai was protecting her just now, but it still made her a little uncomfortable. comfortable.

"Thinking about your boyfriend?" Ouyang Hai noticed that Su Jingran's mood was not high just now, and he looked at his mobile phone from time to time, already having guesses in his heart, so he said at this moment.

"I don't have a boyfriend." Su Jingran was slightly taken aback, but she answered Ouyang Hai's words, she didn't have a boyfriend, but she had her lover, and the person she loved was of the same sex as herself.

"Sue is about to graduate, have you thought about whether to return to China or stay here?" Ouyang Hai's eyes flashed with surprise, and he was happy to hear Su Jingran's words, so he changed the subject and asked.

"I haven't thought about it yet." Su Jingran thought for a while and said, she should stay here, because Qiao Nuo language has not finished her studies, and that person probably won't want to go back to the country by herself.

"If you need it, you can come to me. I will stay here forever." Ouyang Hai looked at Su Jingran with a smile and said, if Su Jingran looked seriously at the emotion in his eyes at this time, he would understand how the person beside him treats him. Feelings maybe the story will be different.

"En." Su Jingran replied absent-mindedly, holding the phone even tighter in her hand.