misplaced love

"Doctor, how is my wife?" Just as the three of them were in a stalemate, the operating light finally went out, and the sound of the door immediately alarmed Bai Youyi. He strode over to the doctor who came out, and asked anxiously. The calmness and pride of being the helm of the Bai family.

"I'm sorry, we have tried our best." After an operation, the tiredness on the doctor's face could not be concealed, what's more, the result he announced was a bolt from the blue.

"Impossible, ask your dean to come and call all the doctors, she won't do it, she won't." The expression on Bai Youyi's face was very ferocious, how could he accept such a result.

"When Mrs. Ling brought her here, her body was broken in several places, and the internal bleeding was serious. We tried our best to rescue them, but there was still nothing we could do." Doctors were used to seeing life and death in the hospital, but it didn't mean they didn't feel it. I understand the pain of the family members, but all this cannot be changed.

"Go in and have a look." The doctor sighed and left with the nurses, because they had already done everything they could do, so they could only leave the rest of the time to them.

"Mum, no, I don't believe it." Bai Jingchen shook her head vigorously when she heard the doctor's words. She didn't believe it. She would never believe such a lie.Immediately rushed inside, she was going to see Qiao Xiran, she wanted to look at the good Qiao Xiran.

"It's me, it's all my fault, it's all my fault." Shen Xinyu blamed herself painfully, the doctor's words were like a sentence for her, so cruel, if it wasn't for her, if it wasn't for her wanting more, If it weren't for her unwillingness, maybe none of this would have happened, and all of this was her fault.

"Boom." The wall was heavily surrounded, Bai Youyi could only rely on this to vent his emotions, if he knew earlier, if he let go earlier, it would be the best ending.

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry." Shen Xinyu looked at Bai Youyi, she didn't know what else she could do, she owed Qiao Xiran, she also owed Bai Jingchen, but Shen Xinyu owed Bai Youyi the most.

"If sorry is useful, I'd like to say it for the rest of my life." The expression on Bai Youyi's face was so cold that it was frightening.

"Go in, I think the person Xiran will see the most will be you." Bai Youyi closed his eyes, not wanting others to see his embarrassment and humbleness. Even if he won the whole world, now he has lost completely.

"I let go, I really want to let go." Bai Youyi said painfully, if he had known this ending, he would rather have carried everything on his back.

"Mummy, you promised Chen'er to attend my graduation ceremony, and you promised me that you would take me abroad this summer vacation." In the operating room, Bai Jingchen half-kneeled beside the hospital bed, looking at the woman lying in the hospital bed. , the woman with weak breathing and pale, tightly held Qiao Xiran's hand, never wanting to let go.

"Chen'er." Qiao Xiran looked at her daughter, she really wanted to hug Bai Jingchen and wipe her tears for Bai Jingchen, she wanted to walk a long way with Bai Jingchen, but all of this could not be realized.

"Mummy, as long as you get better, Chen'er is willing to promise you anything, Chen'er will be very obedient, very obedient." Bai Jingchen looked at Qiao Xiran and said, no matter what she has to pay, as long as Qiao Xiran gets better, she is willing to use anything Things are exchanged.

"Sister Ran." Shen Xinyu only felt that her heart was going to stop in pain, looking at Qiao Xiran who was on the bed and still needed to rely on the ventilator to survive her last time, Shen Xinyu felt that all this was like an illusion.

"You'll be fine, right? You promised me, you promised." Shen Xinyu wanted to hug Qiao Xiran, and wanted to embed that person tightly in her heart, but she knew that begging for this was not enough now, and Bai Jingchen was right. Her misunderstanding could no longer be solved, she could only look at Qiao Xiran and said sadly from a place very close to Qiao Xiran.

"Don't come here, don't come near us." Bai Jingchen protected Qiao Xiran like a wounded wolf, she didn't want Shen Xinyu to hurt her mother again, she wanted to protect her mother.

"With me here, I will never let you hurt my mother again." Bai Jingchen said to Shen Xinyu and Bai Youyi, she will not make Qiao Xiran sad again, she will protect her mother, she will protect her.

"Ahem." Qiao Xiran looked at Bai Jingchen, looking at the person in front of her, she knew that Bai Jingchen had misunderstood, she wanted to explain, but she couldn't say anything, her body was in pain like falling apart, she really wanted to tell Bai Jingchen, she I misunderstood, I misunderstood Bai Youyi, I misunderstood Shen Xinyu, but I couldn't say anything.

"Sister Ran." Shen Xinyu could no longer suppress her emotions. Looking at Qiao Xiran who was about to leave at any time, her feelings were on the verge of collapse. She didn't care about Bai Jingchen's misunderstanding, she didn't care about other people's misunderstandings, she only wanted Qiao Xiran, as long as she Qiao Xiran is fine.

"Don't leave please, please don't please." Shen Xinyu's tears couldn't stop, dripping down Qiao Xiran's hands.

"I'm sorry, it's my fault, it's all my fault." Shen Xinyu said painfully, it would be great if she didn't come back, if she didn't expose it, if none of this happened.

"Chen'er." Bai Jingchen looked at Shen Xinyu, seeing her pain, she was sad, she would not believe all of this, she wanted Shen Xinyu to leave, she didn't want to see this person, but she was held tightly by the shoulder behind her, unable to move.The man called to himself in a deep voice, it's not that Bai Jingchen doesn't know who it is, but she won't forgive Bai Youyi if she doesn't understand her, this person who hurt his mother with others, even if he is his father, he won't forgive him.

"Chen'er...well..." Qiao Xiran wanted to say a lot, but she didn't have the strength left, and only left behind this intermittent sentence. In fact, she wanted Bai Jingchen not to misunderstand, but in fact she wanted Shen Xinyu not to To be sad, to be good, in fact, she wanted to say sorry to Bai Youyi, in fact, she owed him all this.

"Mommy, Mommy." Qiao Xiran's last words were so short, only five words, but the people present had different degrees of understanding and influence.Qiao Xiran's death brought them sorrow and pain, but this is an unchangeable fact.

"I hate you, I hate you." The mother who loves me the most will never wake up again, never play the piano with her, and never hold herself in her arms when she is sick, hum It's a nice tune.

"I'm sorry." Shen Xinyu looked at Bai Jingchen who said sorry to herself, and at the person lying on the bed who would never wake up, and said in deep pain, this is the only thing she can do now.

"But sister, I will take good care of Chen'er for you. She will be happier than us." The words in her heart are Shen Xinyu's promise to Qiao Xiran. She doesn't care, she just wants Bai Jingchen to be well, and she will protect Qiao Xiran's most beloved child.

In the dream, everything was cold. From the moment Qiao Xiran died, Bai Jingchen forgot what warmth and a smile are. Her world has been black ever since.She clearly remembered that Bai Youyi slapped her for the first time because of Shen Xinyu. She remembered that Bai Youyi resolutely married Shen Xinyu regardless of her objection. I remembered it all, piecemeal, but it was so painful.

"Don't, don't leave Chen'er." In the dream, no matter how Bai Jingchen called, that person still left. Her mother, the person who loves her the most in this world, will never exist again.

"No." She cried out in pain and sorrow, her body trembled, and Bai Jingchen faintly woke up.

"Chen'er, Chen'er." There was a familiar and gentle voice in his ear, but it made Bai Jingchen's brows furrow even deeper, and when he opened his eyes, he saw the person beside him.

"Chen'er, it's okay, it's okay." When Shen Xinyao received the call from the hospital, her heart tightened. She regretted a long time ago that she had quarreled with Bai Jingchen. She knew Bai Jingchen's character, but she still couldn't bear it. She knew that Bai Jingchen's mood was unstable, but she was still affected by her mood. If something happened to Bai Jingchen, Shen Xinyao would regret it for the rest of her life.

"I want to drink water." Bai Jingchen's voice was a little hoarse, but it was indifferent, which made Shen Xinyao feel even more uncomfortable, thinking that Bai Jingchen was still blaming her.

"Are you hungry? Do you want some porridge?" Shen Xinyao watched Bai Jingchen drink the water, but didn't want to talk to her, and didn't even look at her. This kind of Bai Jingchen made Shen Yaoyao feel uncomfortable.

"No need." Bai Jingchen said lightly, and when she lifted the quilt, she wanted to get out of bed.

"Chen'er, what are you doing? The doctor said you should cultivate yourself." Seeing Bai Jingchen's actions, Shen Xinyao quickly stopped her.

"I'm fine." Bai Jingchen avoided Shen Xinyao's hand that wanted to help her, and said coldly.

"Chen'er, let's make up, okay?" Shen Xinyao looked at Bai Jingchen who was so unfamiliar with her, her heart felt like being cut by a knife, the pain was severe, she looked at Bai Jingchen humbly and begged, Bai Jingchen was her life The catastrophe cannot be escaped or avoided.

"You go back first." Bai Jingchen's tone finally had a trace of warmth. Although her eyes did not look at Shen Xinyao, her heart was loose. Even though she had begun to remember her past, what she already had The memory is also real, she can't forget it, so the current Bai Jingchen is contradictory.

"Chen'er." Shen Xinyao looked at Bai Jingchen in front of her. At this moment, she felt that Bai Jingchen was so strange. The strangeness made her afraid. Bai Jingchen had not used such a tone to face herself for a long, long time. Bai Jingchen who was so indifferent made her feel so indifferent. Shen Xinyao seemed to have seen that when she first met Bai Jingchen, it was at Shen Xinyu's wedding, Bai Jingchen was so indifferent and aloof.

"Did you remember something?" Shen Xinyao felt that her voice was trembling. These days, Bai Jingchen's abnormality made her become irritable and uneasy. She even became unfamiliar with Bai Youyi and the others. Shen Xinyao couldn't help thinking of it together, and now even she and Bai Jingchen were so indifferent, so Shen Yaoyao couldn't help guessing about all the possibilities.

"What do I think of? Is it really so important to you?" Bai Jingchen hid her emotions in her lowered eyes, she was silent, and suddenly raised her head to meet Shen Xinyao's eyes, the corners of her mouth curled up to make her look The man was a little scared, and said coldly.

"Chen'er." Shen Xinyao looked at the unfamiliar Bai Jingchen in front of her. Her indifference and unfamiliarity stimulated Shen Yaoyao a little bit, and she couldn't help but took a small step back. The way Bai Jingchen looked at her let Shen Xinyao know that the relationship between them The gap is getting bigger and bigger.

"Maybe what you care more about is your sister, my good stepmother? Isn't it?" Bai Jingchen smiled suddenly, the smile was so sad, everyone around her was afraid that she would recover her memory, and thought she was a good excuse , to hide everything for her, but she doesn't know, when a person lives in a beautiful world disguised by someone with a heart, but forgets that in the beautiful world, it is all a disguise, and it will be exposed one day, so how much she will bear The blow and pain, but no one cares?

"Chen'er, it's not what you think. We care about you very much. Whether you have recovered your memory or not, you are Bai Jingchen, and you are the one we want to protect." Shen Xinyao felt so distressed that it was hard to breathe. She knew that Bai Jingchen must have remembered something, but Shen Xinyao didn't know how much her past memories had recovered, so she had to let Bai Jingchen know that everyone cared about Bai Jingchen, and they all wanted to Bai Jingchen is fine.

"I'm sorry, I don't need anyone's pity, I will get back what I lost, so let's separate for a while before that." Bai Jingchen looked at Shen Xinyao and said, she knew how much her words would hurt Shen Yaoyao, because Hurtful words hurt herself even more, but Bai Jingchen is sober at the moment, she knows that she must sort herself out, so that she knows what she should do next, how she feels about facing the so-called white lies.

"Chen'er, don't you want me?" Shen Xinyao looked at Bai Jingchen in pain and said, she couldn't believe that her Chen'er would say such heartless words to her one day, she couldn't believe that her Chen'er would leave one day Own.

"I'm sorry." Bai Jingchen said with her back to Shen Xinyao, this is the only thing she can do to Shen Xinyao now, I'm sorry, how heavy these three words are, Bai Jingchen is very clear, but when everything is not clear, she you That's all there is to do.Obviously, she could clearly hear Shen Xinyao's suppressed crying behind her, and at this moment, Bai Jingchen's heart was tearing, and she knew that Jingchen really wanted to hug the temperature that could warm her heart again, but when she recovered the old From the beginning of her memory, she had already lost this right, because Bai Jingchen didn't know what she would do to hurt Shen Xinyao even more in the next second, so the current injury might reduce the pain in the future.