misplaced love

"Is the matter from last time still unresolved?" In the restaurant, Su Jingran looked at Bai Jingchen who was sitting opposite her. From just now until now, she was not in a high mood, and she looked preoccupied, so she couldn't help asking.

"Sorry, I was distracted." Bai Jingchen heard Shen Xinyao's words, recovered her senses, looked at Shen Xinyao apologetically and said.

"It doesn't matter." Su Jingran said, her eyes fell on Bai Jingchen, not knowing what to think.

"Thank you last time, for hiding it for me. They didn't bother you." Bai Jingchen looked at Su Jingran and said, she knew that although Su Jingran helped her hide it last time, according to what she knew about the Bai family, someone would definitely contact Su Jingran later Make things clear.

"Miss Shen called to find out more about it." Su Jingran did not hide anything from Bai Jingchen, and said to her.

"Really?" Bai Jingchen seemed to be thinking about something, his eyes were a little dazed.

"She probably doesn't believe it." Bai Jingchen laughed at herself. In fact, if it was her, she wouldn't believe it either, because the excuse was too coincidental, but with Su Jingran behind her, she could only believe it.

"Did you guys have some misunderstanding?" Su Jingran looked at the person in front of her, the lonely and sad Bai Jingchen was always in her mind that night, which made her very unforgettable, and Bai Jingchen would be like this, Su Jingran guessed that the reason should be because of Shen Xinyao.

Bai Jingchen looked at Su Jingran, the woman in front of her gave her a very special feeling, she couldn't help but want to get close to her, when she got close to her, she couldn't help but lose her mind, her heart would be empty, as if something inside had once It's all gone and it feels bad.She used to try hard to remember what disappeared things, but every time it was useless, it would only make her body miserable, but she couldn't think of anything.

"Let's not talk about happy things anymore." Bai Jingchen didn't want to think about those annoying things anymore, she didn't want Su Jingran to see her humble and unbearable.

"Let's talk about something else." Bai Jingchen changed the subject.

"Sue, is your home here too?" Bai Jingchen actually wanted to know about the person in front of her all the time, because Bai Jingchen could feel Su Jingran's eyes looking at her, as if seeing another person through her, this feeling made Bai Jingchen I feel very uncomfortable.

"No." Su Jingran was slightly taken aback, she never thought that Bai Jingchen would ask her this question.

"Is there anyone you want to find here?" Bai Jingchen sighed slightly, maybe her guess was right.

"How do you know? Do you know where she is?" Su Jingran was startled, she looked straight at Bai Jingchen, trying to see something on her face.

"I guessed it." Bai Jingchen said bitterly.

"Because when you look at me, I can feel that you are thinking about another person, and that person is very important to you." Bai Jingchen told Su Jingran her true feelings.

"I... I'm sorry." Su Jingran wanted to say something, but in the end she didn't say anything, she just apologized to Bai Jingchen.

"Don't say sorry to me, can you tell me who you are looking for? Maybe I can help you." Bai Jingchen looked at Su Jingran and said, she also wanted to know who the person in front of her would miss so much.

"Mr. Qiao has already helped me find her. In fact, I don't know if she is here. I only heard her say that her home is here." Su Jingran's tone was a little disappointed. Maybe after so many days of searching, Hope is getting smaller and smaller.

"Why did you separate?" Bai Jingchen blurted out, and she regretted it when she said it, this is Su Jingran's privacy, everyone has secrets that they don't want to tell, how can she force it.

"I'm sorry, I shouldn't ask." Bai Jingchen continued to say to Su Jingran, maybe they haven't reached the time to talk about these things, just like herself, she doesn't know how to tell Su Jingran at all, now her own Life is like a lie.

"It's okay, there was a misunderstanding between me and her, and I thought it was unimportant at first, but in the end these misunderstandings made me lose her." Su Jingran said bitterly, sometimes misunderstanding is the most hurtful thing, hurting others and hurting oneself, In the end, it is irretrievably lost.

"So if you have a misunderstanding with Ms. Shen, please clarify. Maybe it's not what you think." Su Jingran persuaded Bai Jingchen, she lost the person she cared about the most because of the misunderstanding, and she hoped that Bai Jingchen would not repeat her mistakes mistakes.

"Is he the one you love?" Bai Jingchen listened to Su Jingran's words, fell silent for a while, then raised her head to meet Su Jingran's concerned eyes and asked.

"Yes." Su Jingran admitted frankly.

"I lost her, so no matter what happens, I will get her back." Some things have been hidden in my heart for too long, and I am too tired.Facing Bai Jingchen, maybe it was a similar person or a certain feeling that touched Su Jingran and made her tell Bai Jingchen frankly.

"He is very lucky, because you love him very much." Bai Jingchen envied this person who had never masked her face. She didn't know how similar she was to the person in Su Jingran's heart, but she was very lucky to have someone who loved him so much .

"No, it was because I didn't love her enough at that time that I lost her." Su Jingran's face was full of unbearable pain. If she had persisted back then, perhaps there would have been no separation.

"What exactly is love, and what does love look like? Does cheating count?" Bai Jingchen's face was confused, she didn't know what love was and what liking was.If she hadn't heard Wei Lan's drunken words, Bai Jingchen might feel that she is happy now, with a perfect and happy family, and someone who loves her and she loves, but now she doubts all of this.She doubted Shen Yaoyao's feelings for her, doubted everything the Bai family had done to her, in her memory, she had no one to rely on and trusted, she was lonely.

"But if the lie is well-intentioned, it is also a good intention." Although Su Jingran didn't know what misunderstanding happened between Bai Jingchen and Su Jingran, if it was a misunderstanding, it could be resolved.

"If he cheated on you, would you forgive him?" Bai Jingchen asked back.

"Yes, as long as she comes back, no matter what she does, I don't care." Su Jingran said with a wry smile, even if she has been deceived, she is not willing to lose her.

"I think I understand." Bai Jingchen listened to Su Jingran's words. What she struggled with these days was the facts, not only the truth about her past, but also the truth about Shen Xinyao's feelings for her. of it?Are they really in love?Would my own feelings for her, Shen Xinyao's feelings for her, be like the love Su Jingran said?People who love each other, even if they cheat to hide the hurt, will they still choose to stay together in the end?Bai Jingchen can no longer confirm her feelings for Shen Xinyao, can it really be so strong?Even if she was deceived and knew it was fake, could she still accept it?Bai Jingchen's hesitation and confusion are the things that have been entangled in her heart these days. She has not had the answer for a long time, so let herself face the answer.

Hospital.When Shen Xinyao received a call from Bai Jingchen, she hurriedly put down what she was doing, and drove to the hospital, thinking that something was wrong with Bai Jingchen's body again, she was very anxious.

"Chen'er, where are you?" Shen Xinyao rushed to the hospital, called Bai Jingchen, and asked nervously.

"Yao, do you still remember the place where you hid here to hide from you?" Bai Jingchen's tone on the phone was very flat, as if recalling the situation back then.

"I remember, I'll be there right away, you wait for me." Shen Xinyao quickened her pace when she heard Bai Jingchen's words, she knew that Bai Jingchen was hiding something from her, and she was asked to come here again today, this is the place Bai Jingchen didn't want to come to the most , because the memories here may be a nightmare for Bai Jingchen.

This hospital is the best private hospital in H city. It has the best doctors and the most suitable sanatorium for recuperation. The equipment here is the most advanced in H city.After Bai Jingchen was injured, he has been recuperating here.

There used to be an almost deserted place behind the hospital. It was originally planned to build a hospital there, but at that time because of something, it had been shelved and few people would go there. When the hospital disappeared, it was there.Now that the courtyard building has been built there, it is already different from the past.

"Chen'er." Shen Xinyao saw Bai Jingchen standing there at a glance, and gently called out to walk towards Bai Jingchen.

"Here we come." Bai Jingchen turned around, and smiled slightly at Shen Xinyao, with clear eyes, she looked gently at Shen Xinyao who was walking towards her.

"Are you feeling unwell?" Shen Xinyao walked to Bai Jingchen's side, stretched out her hand to hold Bai Jingchen's hand, the coolness in her hand made Shen Xinyao frown, and asked with concern.

"You still remember this place, but this place has changed." Bai Jingchen shook her head, looking at the building that had already been erected, with a look of reminiscence on her face.

"Well, things have changed here, but isn't Chen'er all right?" Shen Xinyao also looked towards the courtyard building, as if those memories were still vivid in her mind as if they happened yesterday.