misplaced love

Su Jingran looked at Bai Jingchen in front of her, with her curled up body, lifeless eyes, sad and pale face, her heart couldn't stop the pain, she didn't know why, she cared so much about the person in front of her, just because Is that similar face?It's still the feeling in my heart that I can't hide, the girl in front of me and the girl in my heart are gradually overlapping.

Su Jingran didn't comfort Bai Jingchen anymore, and didn't bother her request to be quiet for a while, but just stayed here with her quietly by her side, Su Jingran just didn't want Bai Jingchen to stay here alone, although she might Bai Jingchen doesn't like to see her, but just being by her side is enough.

In Bai Jingchen's hand, the ringtone of the mobile phone broke the silence at this moment. Startled by the ringtone, Bai Jingchen threw the phone aside in panic and fear, with complex and flustered eyes, as if the phone was a poisonous insect and snake, which made her avoid it.

Su Jingran frowned slightly, looking at the ringing mobile phone, but Bai Jingchen didn't intend to answer it.But the person who dialed the phone didn't give up because Bai Jingchen didn't answer it, the ringing kept ringing, and then rang again after a few seconds' pause.Su Jingran was worried that the person who called the phone would be in a hurry, seeing Bai Jingchen like this, she thought of answering the phone for Bai Jingchen.

"Don't answer, don't." Bai Jingchen frantically stopped Su Jingran from answering the call, whispering fearfully.

"Don't. Don't." Bai Jingchen's eyes fell on the shiny phone screen, the phone stopped ringing again, but no one answered the phone.

Hearing Bai Jingchen's words, Su Jingran could only do this. She accompanied Bai Jingchen and looked at the phone that rang and stopped. Finally, the phone stopped ringing. When the screen went dark, there was no power and it turned off automatically.

"Can we go to the doctor now?" Su Jingran looked at Bai Jingchen and said, although she didn't know what happened to Bai Jingchen, but her eyes fell on Bai Jingchen's ankle, the strange red color made Su Jingran unable to indulge her willfulness up.

"Can I not go to the hospital?" Bai Jingchen met Su Jingran's eyes, she knew that Su Jingran had done enough, and it would be unreasonable for her to refuse Su Jingran's kindness.

"Your foot needs to be treated. If we don't go to the hospital, we have to go to the clinic for treatment." Seeing Bai Jingchen's begging eyes, Su Jingran was startled. She had seen such eyes before, and that person was also so against the hospital. .

"Okay." Bai Jingchen nodded in response, and asked Su Jingran to help her stand up, stopped the taxi and went to the place Su Jingran said.

Su Jingran accompanied Bai Jingchen from the clinic to treat and bandage her injured leg, and then returned to Su Jingran's home.

"You can sleep here tonight, we can talk about everything tomorrow." Su Jingran treated Bai Jingchen's foot injury, and helped her go to her guest room to rest.

"Thank you." Bai Jingchen said to Su Jingran, the number of times they met was very few, and every time they met, Su Jingran would always see a different Bai Jingchen.

"Have a good rest, I'm right next door to you, call me if you need something." Su Jingran instructed Bai Jingchen, although Bai Jingchen's feet had been treated, but walking would still be inconvenient, if you have something to do at night, you can call her.

"Well, I will." Bai Jingchen said, trying to make herself better, not to trouble Su Jingran anymore, but she didn't know that the more she was like this, the more worried she was in Su Jingran's eyes.

"Then you have a good rest." Su Jingran knew that everyone would have their own secrets, and Bai Jingchen didn't want to say it, and she wouldn't force others, so she said to Bai Jingchen, then turned and closed the door, and let Bai Jingchen rest alone.

After Su Jingran left, Bai Jingchen was left alone in the room. In the strange room, Bai Jingchen felt even more lonely. The pain in her feet was not as good as the numbness in her heart. She curled up and sat on the bed, her eyes were empty, but Bai Jingchen's thoughts were messy.Her mind recalled her memories after amnesia over and over again. She wanted to find out the answer she wanted, but found that everything was so perfect, so perfect that she felt that everything was like her hallucination.Shen Yaoyao's promise, Shen Yaoyao's feelings for her, all these things, she originally thought that there would be no concealment or deceit between them. After going around and going around, it turns out that these are all her own assumptions, but the fact is not the case.Bai Jingchen didn't know how to face Shen Xinyao and the life that belonged to Bai Jingchen now, she didn't know the answer yet, so she chose to escape like an ostrich, maybe when she got connected, she would know the answer.

After Su Jingran settled down with Bai Jingchen, she went back to her bedroom, on the bedside cabinet, on the group photo, that stubborn expression, the same face, but not the same person?Su Jingran picked up the photo frame and looked at the people in the group photo. Qiao Nuoyu didn't like taking pictures, so there were very few photos of the two of them together, but this one was Su Jingran's favorite, because it was the first time that Qiao Nuoyu took the initiative to share with her. She took a group photo, although she didn't want to take a photo, but she didn't want to let herself down. She looked at the camera but didn't hide her stubbornness.

That time, Qiao Nuoyu accompanied Su Jingran and her college classmates to go camping in the wild. Qiao Nuoyu was always cool along the way. When Su Jingran's classmates communicated with her, she only responded with a few words every time, so everyone knew Su Jingran later. My friends are very cold, so everyone will not force it.

"Yu, thank you." Su Jingran looked at Qiao Nuoyu who was by her side and said.

"Why do you want to say thank you?" Qiao Nuoyu frowned slightly when she heard Su Jingran's words. She didn't like hearing Qiao Nuoyu say this, it was too unfamiliar, and she didn't like it.

"Thank you for being willing to accompany me." When she met Qiao Nuoyu, Su Jingran knew that Qiao Nuoyu didn't like to participate in such activities, and she would not be used to being with too many strangers.

"Oh." Qiao Nuoyu glanced at Su Jingran, and responded lightly, but her eyes were a bit complicated, and she didn't know what she was thinking.

"Am I difficult to get along with? With me, you will be very stressed?" Qiao Nuoyu suddenly asked in a low voice, his tone was a little awkward, mixed with a lot of emotions.

"Ah." When Su Jingran heard Qiao Nuoyu's question, she didn't come back to her senses for a while. But when Su Jingran really decided to accept Qiao Nuoyu and this relationship, these issues were no longer important.

"I know that in the eyes of others, I will be self-willed and domineering, and I will only do things according to my own preferences. Others will find me difficult and stressful when they are with me." Seeing that Su Jingran did not answer, Su Jingran looked at Su Jingran's face. Expressions, I think I have guessed these correctly.

"Of course, I like you, so I just want you by my side. I don't want you to be nice to others, and I don't want others to know how good you are. The more I like you, the more afraid I am of losing you, so I always I want to bind you in my world." Qiao Nuoyu said what was in her heart, in fact, this time she came with Su Jingran this time, she refused at first, but she decided to accompany Su Jingran after being scolded by Yang Ke. Su Jingran came.

"I know you have your own life, but the life I selfishly want is only me. I know it's sick, but I can't control myself. I don't know what's wrong with me. I'm just afraid of losing You." Qiao Nuoyu's mood became irritable, and her mood became uncontrollable again.

"Yu, I know, I know everything." Sensing the emotional change in Qiao Nuoyu, Su Jingran said, in fact, she didn't react at first, but was momentarily stunned by Qiao Nuoyu's words, and when she finished listening to what Qiao Nuoyu said After speaking, she only felt sorry for Qiao Nuoyu.Su Jingran knew that there was a very painful memory in Qiao Nuoyu's heart. Although Qiao Nuoyu didn't say anything, she knew that every time Qiao Nuoyu was in a nightmare, Su Jingran felt distressed and worried about Qiao Nuoyu's painful expression and whispers. Nuo Yu was the source of pain, but she was afraid that she would hurt her even more.

"I like that you depend on me, that you are domineering, and that you are willful, because I know that you love me." Su Jingran held Qiao Nuoyu's hand, comforting and calming Qiao Nuoyu's emotions.

"Yu, don't force yourself. If you don't like it, we can leave early." Su Jingran looked at Qiao Nuoyu and said softly.

"No, since you're here, you have to play happily." Qiao Nuoyu shook her head and refused. She promised Su Jingran to accompany her, and she didn't want to disappoint Su Jingran.

It was that time when Qiao Nuoyu took the initiative to contact other people for the first time, Su Jingran said what she said, and Su Jingran asked her classmates to help them take that photo together, watching Qiao Nuoyu change for herself, Su Jingran at that time Feeling really happy, it was at that time that she thought that Qiao Nuo's language was gradually changing, and her worries were gradually getting better, but she didn't know that all this was just the beginning.

Those memories made Su Jingran sad, the faces of the two were so similar, but they were so different.

"Yu, sometimes she is very similar to you, just as stubborn and vulnerable, and likes to hide her emotions." Su Jingran murmured while holding the photo frame.

"Are you going to be jealous? I seem to have said a lot about her today." Su Jingran seemed to think of something, a gentle smile appeared on her face, but there were tears in her eyes, and a drop of tears fell on the photo frame. open.

"Yu, aren't you angry enough? Are you willing to leave me alone?" Su Jingran caressed the person in the photo frame, as if her soliloquy would be heard by the person she missed.

"Dong dong." Su Jingran's thoughts were interrupted by the sudden knock on the door, and she stood up to control her emotions.Su Jingran walked to the door and opened it.

"I..." Bai Jingchen stood outside the door, looking towards the opened door, but when she looked up, she saw that Su Jingran's eyes were red, probably from crying, which made her forget what she wanted to say for a while.

"What's the matter? Are you still uncomfortable?" Su Jingran thought that Bai Jingchen's foot injury was uncomfortable, and asked with concern.

"No, I think I'm going back." Bai Jingchen suppressed the emotions in her heart. She wanted to care about Su Jingran, and wanted to know why Su Jingran's eyes were red and why she was crying, but she knew that she was not qualified at all, so she just I can suppress my emotions in my heart.

"You can rest here for one night, and I'll take you back tomorrow." Su Jingran was also debating whether to send Bai Jingchen back just now, but thinking of Bai Jingchen's depressed mood, she didn't force her, and just took her back to her home.

"I have nothing to do. If I don't go back, they will worry." Bai Jingchen shook her head. Although she didn't want to face it, she also knew that if she didn't go back tonight, more things and people might be involved .

"Then I'll see you off." Su Jingran said, since Bai Jingchen was going back, she couldn't say anything, so she supported her and drove her back to Bai's house.