misplaced love

Shen Xinyao returned to Bai's house, walked into Bai Jingchen's bedroom, and saw Bai Jingchen sitting on the bed, her wet hair was not dried, her legs were curled up and her eyes were lifeless sitting on the bed, which made people feel sad and lonely.

"Chen'er." Shen Xinyao walked over and called Bai Jingchen gently, she didn't want to feel sorry for Bai Jingchen like this.

"Why don't you dry your hair?" Shen Xinyao picked up the towel beside her and wiped it for Bai Jingchen.

"Forget." Bai Jingchen said aggrievedly to Shen Xinyao. When she was taking a bath just now, she was still thinking about what Bai Youyi said to her and what happened with Wei Jie. It was not what Bai Jingchen wanted.

"I'll dry it for you, otherwise you'll have to go see a doctor if you catch a cold." Shen Xinyao looked helplessly at the willful Bai Jingchen, but cared to get the hair dryer, wanting to dry Bai Jingchen's hair.

"I won't go to the hospital." For Bai Jingchen, the hospital is a very resistant place, as if something that had shadowed her happened there, that's why she was so resistant.

"Then you have to be obedient and obedient. You can't be so willful in the future. If you don't dry your hair, you'll catch a cold easily." Shen Xinyao took the hair dryer and blow-dried Bai Jingchen's hair.Bai Jingchen didn't refuse either, so she sat quietly and asked Shen Xinyao to dry her hair.

"Yao, you should know Wei Jie." After Shen Xinyao dried Bai Jingchen's hair and turned off the hair dryer, Bai Jingchen said suddenly.

"You and him should be considered childhood sweethearts." Bai Jingchen felt a little bitter in her heart, she was absent from many times in Shen Xinyao's life, both Wei Jie and Wei Lan were more qualified to be by Shen Yaoyao's side than herself.

"Wei Jie? Why did you suddenly mention Brother Ajie?" Shen Xinyao was taken aback for a moment, but she didn't know why Bai Jingchen would suddenly mention Wei Jie. When she just returned to Shen's house, she heard from the family that Wei Jie had just returned to China and had already made a decision. In the end of the day, the two families will get together, which can be regarded as a clean-up for Wei Jie.

"I saw him today." Bai Jingchen turned around and said to Shen Xinyao's puzzled eyes.

"He went to the company?" Shen Xinyao continued to ask, she thought that Wei Jie had gone to Bai's Group today, so Bai Jingchen mentioned him only after seeing him.

"Well, he had dinner with us tonight." In front of Shen Xinyao, Bai Jingchen didn't want to hide anything, so she said frankly.

"Really? The family has also booked a date, saying that they want to meet Brother Ajie." Shen Xinyao didn't think too deeply, so she said to Bai Jingchen.

"Do you like him? I heard from Daddy that he is very nice. Daddy seldom praises others, and he is one of them." Bai Jingchen felt uncomfortable when she thought of Bai Youyi's appreciation for Wei Jie, and she couldn't explain clearly why.

"Silly Chen'er, why are you thinking wildly again? I regard Brother Ajie as my brother. He is Brother Lan Lan." Seeing Bai Youyi's innocent and pitiful eyes, Shen Xinyao knew that she was thinking wildly again. , she and Wei Jie look like a golden couple, but in Shen Xinyao's heart, she just regards Wei Jie as an older brother, even though Wei Jie is a perfect marriage partner.

"But Daddy likes him very much." Bai Jingchen said with a wry smile.

"Chen'er, did brother-in-law tell you something?" Hearing Bai Jingchen's tone of voice made Shen Xinyao feel a little uneasy, as if she understood what Bai Jingchen wanted to say.

"Daddy didn't say anything, but I know what he wants to tell me." Bai Jingchen shook her head. She was telling the truth. Although Bai Youyi didn't say it clearly, she implied that Bai Jingchen and Wei Jie should get along more, that is, Bai Youyi had already He looks at Wei Jie differently, and as his daughter, the person who can be looked at differently by Bai Youyi is the person he can approve to take care of Bai Jingchen.

"Chen'er, maybe you're thinking too much. Maybe my brother-in-law just wants you to get in touch with more people and make more friends." Shen Xinyao wanted to explain for Bai Youyi, but she knew very well that maybe what Bai Youyi meant was what Bai Jingchen thought like that.In Bai Youyi's heart, he loves his daughter, so he hopes that Bai Jingchen can get the best of everything, so for those who can take care of Bai Jingchen, they must be approved by Bai Youyi.

"Yao, I don't need friends, as long as I have you by my side." Bai Jingchen shook her head, friends were also unfamiliar to her, in Bai Jingchen's world, except for Shen Xinyao, it seemed that there was no room for anyone else.For Bai Jingchen who has lost her memory, what she lacks is a sense of security, what she urgently needs is warmth, and all these were given to her by Shen Xinyao when Bai Jingchen was most helpless, so for Bai Jingchen, Shen Xinyao is what she most wants to have.

"I'm right by Chen'er's side, Chen'er doesn't have to worry, so Chen'er can contact other people, be friends with the people Chen'er likes, Chen'er can do what she wants, and I will always be by your side By Chen'er's side." Shen Xinyao gently comforted Bai Jingchen, Bai Jingchen's heart disease can only be overcome by Bai Jingchen and healed, Shen Xinyao can only help her face it, but she can't really cure Bai Jingchen.

"Yao, I don't know why? I always feel that all this is not real, I always feel that these are not mine, I don't know who I am, and I don't know how to face the people around me." Bai Jingchen has been controlling and suppressing her emotions these days. She has performed very well, whether at work or in life, but Bai Jingchen knows very well how restless and scared she is.

"I'm afraid that I won't be able to do the job in hand, I'm afraid that my father will be dissatisfied, I'm afraid that those people will criticize me." Bai Jingchen said to Shen Xinyao slowly, what was in her heart.

"In their eyes, I am the high-ranking young lady of the Bai family. I can have the best things in the world, but they don't know that all of this is strange to me. I don't know which ones are real and which ones are real. It's illusory, I'm afraid that when I wake up that day, all of this is just a dream." Bai Jingchen's body tensed up, and her brows furrowed deeply.

"I really want to remember the past, so that I can be complete, but no matter how I try to recall, the memory of the past is blank." Bai Jingchen hates the current self, that kind of restlessness will always be entangled Own.

"Yao, tell me, which one is the real me, and what was the past me like?" Bai Jingchen looked straight at Shen Xinyao and asked, she wanted to know everything, her past was from other things. She learned from the population, so she couldn't tell which were real and which were fictional.But Bai Jingchen believed, believed that Shen Yaoyao would not lie to her, just like she didn't want to hide herself in front of Shen Yaoyao.

"Chen'er, I'm sorry, it's my negligence that makes you so uneasy these days. I shouldn't let you do things you don't want to do." Listening to Bai Jingchen dissecting her emotions in front of her bit by bit, then Complete and clean, tell yourself without reservation.Shen Xinyao was shocked in her heart, and even more distressed and guilty, because even she couldn't really tell Bai Jingchen about the past without reservation.

"We're not going to the company anymore. Wherever you want to go, I'll go with you. If you want to get back your memory, then let's get back your past memory, okay?" Shen Xinyao looked at Bai Jingchen and said sincerely, if these It was what Bai Jingchen wanted, so she wanted to do this for Bai Jingchen.

"Will you be disappointed to see me so cowardly?" Bai Jingchen didn't get better when she heard Shen Xinyao's words, but became even more depressed. The more Shen Xinyao tolerated her, the more she felt like this, Bai Jingchen's heart sank. The more apologetic.

"I know, Yao'er will be disappointed, and Daddy will be disappointed too." Bai Jingchen lowered her head and said weakly, she was really useless, she really wanted to make herself stronger, but there was always a voice in her heart Laughing at himself, mocking his own weakness.

"Chen'er, that's not the case. Whether it's me or my brother-in-law, I just want you to be happy. No matter what Chen'er is itchy, capable or weak, you are the one we want to cherish the most." Shen Xinyao Reaching out his hand to lift Bai Jingchen's chin, let her meet his eyes, and said to Bai Jingchen seriously.

"I don't know how to help Chen'er get back your memory, but in my heart, whether it's you in the past or the you now, whether Chen'er recovers her memory or not in the future, as long as Chen'er wants me, I will Always stay by Chen'er's side." Shen Xinyao promised to Bai Jingchen.

"Really?" The appearance of Wei Jie made Bai Jingchen have to think about many things, her relationship with Shen Xinyao, the relationship between Shen Yaoyao and the brothers and sisters of the Wei family, and the relationship between her and Bai Youyi, these things are now unbearable for Bai Jingchen , She is sensitive, a little too sensitive, and hurt herself instead.

"Really, I'm actually more worried than Chen'er. I'm worried that when Chen'er recovers her memory, she won't need me anymore." Shen Xinyao hugged Bai Jingchen in her arms, resting her chin on Bai Jingchen's shoulder. If Bai Jingchen recovered her memory, Well, everything will change now, that's why Bai Youyi has been preventing this matter.

"No, I won't want Yao. I know that only Yao will not lie to me. Yao is the person I trust the most." Bai Jingchen said quickly when she heard Shen Xinyao's words. At this moment, she firmly believed, no matter whether she recovered her memory or not. , in her heart, Shen Xinyao will always be the person she trusts the most and wants to rely on the most.

"Chen'er, do you really think so?" Looking at Bai Jingchen's innocent trusting eyes, hearing Bai Jingchen's firm answer made Shen Xinyao even more uneasy, because of Bai Jingchen's trust.Can she really handle it?

"Really, so as long as Yao is by my side, I will have the courage to face everything. I know Yao will not do anything to hurt me.

So by Yao's side, I will not be afraid, and my heart will be stable. "Bai Jingchen leaned against Shen Xinyao's body, the two people's fingers were intertwined, and the clasping of their fingers warmed their hearts.