misplaced love

"Ah." With a muffled groan, Bai Jingchen woke up from the nightmare.

"Chen'er." Shen Xinyao, who was sitting on the side guarding Bai Jingchen, heard Bai Jingchen's voice, and looked at Bai Jingchen nervously. Just now, because of the doctor's words, she was absorbed in her thoughts and ignored Bai Jingchen for a while, but she never thought that Bai Jingchen had another nightmare.

"It's okay, I'm here, Chen'er is not afraid." Shen Xinyao hugged Bai Jingchen in her arms, stretched out her hand to gently touch Bai Jingchen's back, and wanted her to soothe her mood.

"Yao." Bai Jingchen hugged the person in her arms tightly, inhaled deeply the breath that belonged to Shen Xinyao greedily, the suffocation feeling in her dream just now made Bai Jingchen feel panic, her dream was nothing but a dark patch, just Like suffocation by falling into water, Bai Jingchen couldn't breathe.

"I will stay with Chen'er, and will always be by Chen'er's side." Sensing Bai Jingchen's body trembling, Shen Xinyao said softly, she could no longer break free from the net that Bai Jingchen spun for her, and she had already given up struggling.

"Let's go home, okay?" Bai Jingchen said in a pleading tone, she hates the smell of the hospital, she is afraid of this place, it seems that Bai Jingchen has experienced something here, although she can't remember, but the feeling of fear still exists with.

"Okay, after we finish the discharge procedures, we'll go home." Shen Xinyao knew that Bai Jingchen didn't like hospitals, so she didn't force her. The doctor had told her about Bai Jingchen's health just now, but Shen Xinyao didn't know yet. What stimulated Bai Jingchen.

"Well, let's go home." Hearing Shen Xinyao's words, Bai Jingchen's heart gradually calmed down, leaning on Shen Xinyao's body, Bai Jingchen thought of that person again, but no matter how Bai Jingchen thought about it, did she have any memory of that person? , some were just the tingling pain in his head that was getting worse and worse, which made Bai Jingchen give up thinking about it.

"Chen'er, why did you suddenly fall into a coma just now? Did you have a headache again?" Shen Xinyao still asked. She was worried about Bai Jingchen's body. In the past, Bai Jingchen always had headaches. At that time, Bai Jingchen always liked to lock herself up alone. In the room, she didn't say a word every day, and sometimes when she got a headache, she just hugged her head and bumped it against the wall, as if this was the only way to alleviate her headlines.

"No, maybe it's because I've been too tired recently." Bai Jingchen's eyes darkened a little, she didn't want Shen Yaoyao to worry, she knew that Shen Yaoyao was afraid that she would become her original self again, in fact, Bai Jingchen knew the reason for her headache.

"You also know that Daddy cares a lot about this cooperation case with Joe's, so I don't want to disappoint Daddy." Bai Jingchen changed the topic, she didn't want Shen Xinyao to be worried about her body all the time, she would just blindly give it to her in the past. Shen Xinyao's burden made her worry, now Bai Jingchen really wanted to become stronger and let her take care of Shen Yaoyao.

"Even if this is the case, you have to cherish your body. You must know that brother-in-law cares most about you." Shen Xinyao knew Bai Jingchen's thoughts, and said with pity, maybe Bai Youyi's father's love was not so obvious, but Shen Xinyao knew it , how much Bai Youyi cares for Bai Jingchen.

"Well, I will. I will definitely not worry Yao anymore next time." Bai Jingchen looked at Shen Xinyao coquettishly and said.

"And next time?" Shen Xinyao said with a sullen face when she heard Bai Jingchen's words, pretending to be cold.

"No more, I promise there will be no next time." Bai Jingchen followed Shen Xinyao's words, and the two of them looked at each other and smiled, which dissipated a lot of the troubles in their hearts.

"You, after you go back, you must have a good rest. Let other people share some of the work." Shen Xinyao pampered Bai Jingchen's soft hair and said with concern.

"Of order, my housekeeper." Bai Jingchen said mischievously to Shen Xinyao with respect and respect, but the word "housekeeper" in those words made Shen Xinyao dumbfounded, so she could only look at Bai Jingchen dotingly, seeing the smile in front of her eyes Shen Xinyao felt satisfied with Bai Jingchen.

white family.After Shen Xinyao comforted Bai Jingchen to rest, she went to her sister Shen Xinyu's room. In fact, Shen Xinyao had never understood why Shen Xinyu had to marry Bai Youyi regardless of her family's objections.People outside have rumored that it was because of Shen Xinyu's intervention that the relationship between Bai Youyi and his wife was shattered, and later Qiao Xiran's car accident was deliberately implicated in Shen Xinyu's body.But these years, living in the Bai family, one thing Shen Xinyao is sure of is that the relationship between her sister Shen Xinyu and Bai Youyi is not like what the outside world has said, because they have never shared the same room or even shared the same bed. The relationship between Bai Youyi and Shen Xinyu is just an external appearance, and Shen Xinyu has not figured out the relationship between Bai Youyi and Shen Xinyu until now. She asked Shen Xinyu in the past and answered her answer, but it was Shen Xinyu who owed the Bai family and owed her I have to pay it back.

"Sister." Shen Yaoyao tapped on Shen Xinyu's room. This room was once the room of Qiao Xiran, the young grandmother of the Bai family, according to Yang Ma, an old servant of the Bai family.

"Come in." Shen Xinyu's voice answered from inside the room.

"Sister, you're drinking again." There was a smell of alcohol in the room, Shen Xinyao looked towards the dim light, and saw Shen Xinyu sitting on the french window with a glass of red wine in her hand, there were already a few empty spaces under her feet. The bottle is gone, it seems that Shen Xinyu has drunk a lot.

"I'm used to it." Shen Xinyu's eyes fell on the red wine glass in her hand, swaying the red wine in the glass, the emotion under her eyes was so sad and bitter.

"Sister, why are you bothering?" Shen Yaoyao didn't understand Shen Xinyu, she didn't love Bai Youyi, why did she accept the world's slander and advice, and married Bai Youyi without hesitation.Shen Xinyao doesn't even understand Shen Xinyu, why she wants to surround herself with the things of Qiao Xiran who have passed away, even on the wall in the room, there are still photos of Qiao Xiran, torture herself like this, numb herself with alcohol, Shen Xinyu like this makes Shen Xinyao My heart is distressed, my sister who has loved me since I was a child, that optimistic and cheerful Shen Xinyu who always faces every day with a smile, seems to have not appeared for a long, long time.Shen Xinyao remembers that Shen Xinyu lived so chic back then. In Shen Xinyu's world, negativity and sadness never appeared, and her world was always colorful.Shen Xinyu is smart, and has been the jewel in the palm of the Shen family since she was a child. At the beginning, Mr. Shen ignored the family's opposition and decided to hand over the Shen family's business to Shen Xinyu.It's just that all of this is not important to Shen Xinyu at all.

When Shen Yaoyao was only ten years old, 20-year-old Shen Xinyu went abroad suddenly. No one knew the reason. That year, Shen Yaoyao watched her sister leave, and sadly asked her sister when she would come back.At that time, Shen Xinyu told her that when she forgot, she would come back.Back then, Shen Xinyao didn't understand what her sister was going to forget, but she only knew that Shen Xinyu had been abroad for four years.

When Shen Xinyao was, the 28-year-old Shen Xinyu became negative and frightened and worried. There was no smile on Shen Xinyu's face anymore, and she would just shut herself in the house every day. There was no response, it was like a body that had lost its soul all the time.Every time Shen Xinyao looked at her sister, she felt sad and heavy in her heart, because she didn't know what happened that year, which made such a strong sister suddenly become so embarrassed and miserable.

When Shen Xinyao was 20 years old, 30-year-old Shen Xinyu did something that shocked, puzzled and even embarrassed the Shen family. She was going to marry Bai Youyi, the head of the Bai family.No matter who persuaded her back then, she couldn't change Shen Xinyu's decision, because Shen Xinyu said that if she was not allowed to marry Bai Youyi, then she would end her painful life.Shen Xinyu's words silenced the Shen family. Although Shen Xinyu's father didn't want it, he finally compromised. Shen Xinyu married Bai Youyi that year.It was also that year that Shen Xinyao met Bai Jingchen for the first time. The Bai Jingchen back then was rebellious. Shen Xinyao clearly remembered the wedding that year. Bai Jingchen stood in front of her sister and said those words mockingly. Looking into her sister's hateful eyes, Bai Jingchen hated her sister, and even hated his father. On the day of the wedding, Shen Xinyu chose to remain silent in the face of Bai Jingchen's hateful sarcasm and curses. On the day of the wedding, Bai Youyi Slapping Bai Jingchen, on the day of the wedding, everything was not the beginning of a good thing at all, as if it was just the beginning of a painful thing.Before Shen Xinyu's wedding, she once again begged her sister not to marry, and not to force herself, but the answer she got was still the same sentence, Shen Xinyu owed the Bai family, and she had to pay it back.

"Chen'er, are you asleep? It's been cold recently, and she's weak, so don't catch the cold." Shen Xinyu didn't answer her sister, but cared about Bai Jingchen.

"Sister, are you afraid that Chen'er will remember the past?" Shen Xinyao felt an unspeakable bitterness in her heart. She knew very well that Shen Xinyu's concern and love for Bai Jingchen were not fake, but Shen Xinyao knew even more that when Bai Jingchen Regarding Shen Xinyu's hatred, not long after Shen Xinyu married into the Bai family, Bai Jingchen went abroad and left home. If it wasn't for the accident that year, Bai Jingchen would not go home, let alone accept everything now.However, the seemingly peaceful and harmonious family now has hidden undercurrents. If Bai Jingchen recovers the memories of the past, then all this will not exist.

"It's fate, so I can't hide." Shen Xinyu's body visibly trembled when she heard Shen Yaoyao's question, she closed her eyes slightly, and said in a low voice, if it's time to come, it will come sooner or later, yes Fate cannot escape.

"Sister. Even if Chen'er remembers the past, I won't let her hurt you." Shen Xinyao promised to Shen Xinyu, although Shen Xinyao knew that Bai Jingchen hated her sister back then, but now Bai Jingchen is no longer the same as before. Even if her memory is restored, Shen Xinyao believes that Bai Jingchen will definitely remember her, will be jealous of herself, and will not hurt her sister.

"Yao, between you and Chen'er... I'm sorry, it's my sister who got you involved." Shen Xinyu looked at her younger sister, she blamed herself in her heart, if it wasn't for her, Shen Xinyao wouldn't have been implicated, this is A net that cannot be broken free, enough people have been injured in it, and now even my sister is implicated because of me.

"Sister, don't say that about yourself." Shen Xinyao walked to Shen Xinyu's side, took Shen Xinyu's cold hand, and said gently.

"I believe Chen'er will understand you one day." Although Shen Xinyu didn't know what happened back then, she firmly believed that there was a misunderstanding between Shen Xinyu and Bai Jingchen, and as long as the misunderstanding was resolved, there would be no hatred up.

"Yao, there are some things I can't say, but I hope that if one day Chen'er really does something wrong, you can forgive her and care for her, and never give up on her." Shen Xinyu looked at her sister and said pleadingly, Even though she knew that such a plea might make Shen Xinyao go her own way, but she really didn't want to see the self-defeating Bai Jingchen again, she had already destroyed the happiness that belonged to Bai Jingchen, so let her make up for everything she can now Bar.

"I won't give up on Chen'er, and I won't let her be alone." Shen Xinyao felt pain in her heart, thinking of Bai Jingchen's frightened and helpless eyes in her mind, her heart was clenched tightly, this is Her promise to Shen Xinyu is also her promise to herself.

"My silly Yaoer." Shen Xinyu looked at Shen Yaoyao lovingly and dotingly, she owed one more person in this life, at this moment she didn't know if her choice was correct, but now she no longer had the right to choose.Because Shen Xinyu knows very well what Bai Jingchen's feelings for Shen Xinyao mean now, but now Bai Jingchen is so fragile that she can't stand the hurt anymore, so Shen Xinyu chose to remain silent, even Bai Youyi, Shen Xinyu also knows that he has actually seen everything In his eyes, he chose silence just like himself.

"Sister." Nestled on Shen Xinyu's body, she still didn't tell Shen Xinyu about Bai Jingchen's physical condition during this period. She didn't want to burden her sister any more, and being able to share some of Shen Xinyu's burden was what Shen Xinyao wanted to do most now. something happened.