Self-absorbing black body

The next day, after Ruan Xintang slowly woke up, it was already noon.Ruan Xintang got up, and as expected, she saw Xi Ruiwen in the kitchen. "Are you awake?" Xi Ruiwen smiled all over her face, "You go wash up first, and you'll be fine soon." Ruan Xintang looked at Xi Ruiwen's busy back, and felt that it was actually not bad.

"I have a gift for you." Xi Ruiwen said mysteriously, "Close your eyes first." Ruan Xintang smiled and closed her eyes gently.Xi Ruiwen took out a beautiful small box from her arms, took out the diamond necklace inside, and placed it in front of Ruan Xintang. "Okay, open your eyes." Ruan Xintang slowly opened her eyes, and a beautiful and exquisite necklace appeared in front of her eyes. "This is a diamond necklace I personally designed." Xi Ruiwen looked at Ruan Xintang affectionately, and continued: "I named it muse, because you are my muse."

Ruan Xintang's eyes fluctuated slightly: "Ruiwen, I—" Xi Ruiwen interrupted Ruan Xintang's words, "Listen to me first, please?" Ruan Xintang nodded gently. "Since I saw you for the first time at the birthday party when I was 20 years old, I fell in love with you at first sight. At that time, I thought, how can there be such a perfect person in the world? But you were already married at that time, and I only had friends My identity is by your side, and after you divorced, I felt that even God was helping me. Although it was not good to think so, I was really happy. But then you rejected me because I was younger than you. Now the distance That day has been almost 10 years. Although you always asked me to have a girlfriend in these ten years, I still only have you in my heart. I don’t mind that you are older than me. I just hate myself for not being born a few years earlier. In this way, Maybe there won't be so many problems between us, and you won't have so many concerns."

Ruan Xintang's hands began to tremble slightly, and Xi Ruiwen continued: "Today is your 42nd birthday, and you have seen all my actions in the past ten years. This necklace represents my heart. If you are willing, you can Wearing it, I want to hold hands with you for the rest of my life. Xintang, are you willing?" Ruan Xintang looked at the expectant Xi Ruiwen, her face was very tangled, and after a long time, Ruan Xintang finally said: "Ruiwen, we are now Isn't it good? Let's maintain the status quo." Xi Ruiwen's face suddenly became disappointed, and she couldn't help but began to smile bitterly. "Maintain the status quo?" Xi Ruiwen's tears flowed down silently, and she nodded: "This is your answer? I know, and I will do it."

At this time, Ruan Xintang's cell phone rang suddenly.Ruan Xintang looked at Xi Ruiwen embarrassedly, but still picked up the phone: "Hello?" Xi Ruiwen turned around and slowly returned to the room. "Now?" Ruan Xintang's voice reached Xi Ruiwen's ears. "Okay, I'll go right away." Ruan Xintang walked into the room and saw Xi Ruiwen sitting on the bed looking out of the window in a daze. Ruan Xintang put her hand on Xi Ruiwen's shoulder lightly and said, "Sorry, the director let me go now Take another shot, I have to go." Xi Ruiwen was still staring out the window in a daze, without making a sound.

In the evening, after Ruan Xintang hurried back, Xi Ruiwen was no longer there. Ruan Xintang picked up the necklace on the table and left a piece of paper next to it: Sometimes I really don’t understand you, obviously you have feelings for me , but still rejected me time and time again, maybe we are really not suitable.The necklace is yours if it is given to you. If you don't want it, just throw it away.My company has something to do, so I will leave first. Goodbye. —— Xi Ruiwen

Ruan Xintang looked at the diamond necklace in her hand and sat quietly for the whole night.

"Chuqing, are you free for a while?" Yu Chuqing looked at Jing Liran, and said, "Why?" Jing Liran smiled shyly, "I want to treat you to dinner." Yu Chuqing resolutely refused Le: "Sorry, I'm not free." Then he picked up his things and left.Jing Liran looked at Yu Chuqing's leaving figure with helplessness on his face. Others tried to get close to him, but when it came to Yu Chuqing, it was the opposite.

Yu Chuqing remembered that she had left some things in Xi Ruiwen's house. Although they were not too important, Yu Chuqinghai still planned to get them back.After opening the door, Yu Chuqing went straight to the room before her. There were not many things. Chuqing had goosebumps all over her body, and the scene of the horror movie she had seen before could not help but reappear in her mind.

"Big brother and big sister, please do me a favor, don't scare me, I'm timid." Yu Chuqing tremblingly walked towards the door, but behind him came the sound of the door opening, "Mom!" Yu Chuqing immediately shrank into a ball and closed her eyes tightly. "Brother Ghost, Big Sister Ghost, please let me go, I'm only 25 years old, I haven't been in a relationship yet, I still have parents to support, I still have dreams that haven't come true, please let me go, I will definitely burn some more for you when I go back paper money."

"It's me." Xi Ruiwen said weakly, "I don't know you, Miss Gui, did you recognize the wrong person?" Xi Ruiwen squatted down gently, and put her hand on Yu Chuqing's shoulder, "It's me , Xi Ruiwen." After a pause, Yu Chuqing cautiously opened her eyes, and saw that it was Xi Ruiwen! "Why didn't you tell me earlier when you came back? You scared me to death." Xi Ruiwen stood up and pulled Yu Chuqing up. "What are you doing at my house?" "Come and get something." Only then did Yu Chuqing realize that there seemed to be something wrong with Xi Ruiwen, why was she so weak?

"What's wrong with you? Why do you feel like you've lost your relationship?" Yu Chuqing asked, "I heard someone crying just now, could it be you?" "No, I'm watching a movie." Yu Chuqing Curiously following Xi Ruiwen into the room, the movie "Forgetting" starring Ruan Xintang is playing, and there are many Ruan Xintang's movies beside it, Yu Chuqing ran over excitedly, "Xi Ruiwen didn't expect that you are also Ruan Xintang's Fan! I have loved watching her plays since I was a child, part of the reason why I entered the showbiz is because of Sister Ruan, you don’t know how happy I was when I received a call from Sister Ruan!"

"You still have the movie "Sinking"! It's out of print now!" Yu Chuqing looked extremely excited, and started playing the disc.Yu Chuqing immediately sat next to Xi Ruiwen, and the two began to watch together. "Sinking" is a tragedy. It tells the story of the heroine falling in love with a mature man 20 years older than herself. In the story, the heroine is already married, but the heroine still falls in love with him without hesitation. In the story, the two are lingering in various ways in the room, and the affection in their eyes can be seen, but once they leave the room, the relationship between the two will return to ordinary friends.The heroine clearly knows that this relationship will be dangerous if it continues, but she still can't break free and continues to sink.

Finally one day the relationship between the two was discovered by the hero's wife, and the hero abandoned the heroine resolutely. The sad heroine returned to the seaside where she first saw the hero, and committed suicide by jumping into the sea. When the hero arrived It was already a step too late, the heroine left forever, and the next year, at the same beach, people found the body of the heroine.

"Do you think that man loves the heroine?" Yu Chuqing shook her head and said, "No!" Xi Ruiwen asked, "Why?" When she found out, she abandoned the heroine so decisively and ruthlessly!" Xi Ruiwen continued to ask: "Then why did the hero die at the same beach?" Yu Chuqing replied: "It was the hero's wife who killed her." He." Looking at Xi Ruiwen's shocked expression, Yu Chuqing smiled and explained: "I have watched this movie many times, and there are many details in it that I discovered later, when the heroine and the hero are together , I always talk about the hero's wife, ask about the details of their love, and like to reproduce these details, saying that the heroine likes the hero, I think the person the heroine likes is the hero's wife, but because Such feelings were not allowed in those days, so the heroine pinned her feelings on the hero."

"One more thing." Yu Chuqing said, "When the male protagonist finally died, there was a trace of emotion in her wife's eyes besides sadness and happiness. The male protagonist is very good at swimming, and normally everyone except himself It is impossible to drown if you are willing, but the male protagonist is allergic to seafood. As the male protagonist’s wife, it is impossible not to know, but at the end of the story, there are tiny crab meat in his wife’s nails, which should be obtained by accident. Then contact the two of them just to come here for vacation, and everything will make sense."

Yu Chuqing couldn't help feeling a little bit emotional. They were obviously two people in love, but why did they come to this point?Although the female protagonist loves the male protagonist's wife, her love is too timid, even a little evasive. She doesn't want to admit the fact that she likes a woman, so she regards the male protagonist as an emotional substitute. After the Lord's wife found out, she felt pain again. In the end, she was overwhelmed by the intense mental torture, and ended her life at the seaside. This is actually the place where the heroine met the husband and wife for the first time. .And the ending of the story, whether it is because the hero's wife can't accept the hero's cheating or because of other reasons, seems to have become a mystery.

Xi Ruiwen immediately rewound the video, and as expected, it was exactly the same as what Yu Chuqing said!Ruan Xintang is a person who is very easy to get into the show, but also very difficult to get out of the play. Just after Ruan Xintang finished filming "Sinking", Xi Ruiwen and Ruan Xintang had sex for the first time!Xi Ruiwen suddenly became bitter, what was she to Ruan Xintang?Could it be that she was really the one who was acting affectionate all this time, but Ruan Xintang never liked her at all?

The author has something to say:

Yu Chuqing: She doesn't want you, I want you, I can be cute and warm the bed, you won't suffer if you're with me.

Xi Ruiwen:. . . . . .