"Xiao Yi:

I had my last class meeting yesterday.

I said, I have to choose an advanced individual again.Usually the third class has never done a single extraordinary thing, this time I want to do one.You don't need to nominate the advanced individuals this time, I will mention it myself, and I want to choose all of you.Yes, I just send it to the company, because Benbandai thinks everyone is very good.well done...

Liu Yi just walked away.

Today, the seventh company, which has been reduced again and again, stood in a scattered square team, and several vehicles belonging to each regiment and company came to receive the troops.

The company commander stood at the door of the Seventh Company and read out the last list, Wang Lei, the Seventh Company of the A Regiment; Chen Hao, the Second Company of the C Regiment; Peng Xiaodong, the Seventh Company of the B Regiment; Wu Liuyi, the B Regiment Ma Xiaoshuai, the third company of the C regiment; Liu Jian, the fifth tank company of the C regiment; Li Ye, the engineering company of the Artillery Regiment...

In my eyes, this is the last knife.Qilian is a person, and each soldier is a drop of blood spattered after Qilian was cut down.

There is a bag under each soldier's feet, and every soldier whose name is read has a slight sense of relief, followed by deep sadness.

The company commander closed the roster, and he said, that's all for this batch of rosters.

He raised his hand and raised his voice.

He said, I want to say... disband!

The queue disbanded silently, and the company commanders and instructors who had been waiting by the side stepped into the queue and took away their own soldiers.

There was no words, just a light pat on the shoulder of the soldier, and the soldier walked away behind them.

The company commander stood motionless as he looked at the Seventh Steel Company that had been divided up.

The company commander of the Mechanized Step Company and the instructor of the Red Company, one took out a cigarette, and the other also took out a cigarette.

When the Hongsanlian instructor took out his cigarettes, he scattered half a pack of cigarettes on the ground.

The company commander bit his cigarette holder hard with a smile.

The company commander said, it's better to treat Lao Tzu's soldiers better, otherwise they will be killed... don't care... get out!Poaching guy.

The instructor of the Red Third Company and the company commander of the machine step company smiled wryly, patted the company commander on the shoulder, and walked away.

The company commander's cigarette was cut in two in his hand, and he followed those who went their separate ways in a daze.

The former Seventh Company disappeared in the sound of vehicle engines.The people in the vehicle and the people in the crowd scattered to every corner of the entire division in the smoke and dust of the military vehicles.

The company commander wandered between cars and people, sometimes meeting Wu Liuyi's iron-like face, and sometimes meeting Ma Xiaoshuai's damp eyes.

The soldier looked at the soldier, the soldier looked at the former squad leader, and the company commander stumbled among them.

When the last car also disappeared at the corner of the playground, the last trace of the Seventh Company was left with only one company commander.

Liuyi took a last look at Qilian's dormitory, and followed the company commander Jibuyi to take steps without looking back.

There was silence, only the sound of the wind.

The company commander watched, probably never thought that the once-prominent No. [-] Steel Company would be so silent when it disbanded.

I stood at attention in the open space of the Seventh Company, and was submerged in the chaos.

In my line of sight, the company commander swayed back.

The word "shake" is rarely used on the company commander, but after the last moment, the seventh company commander finally started to shake.

He put his hands in his trouser pockets, his shoes rubbed against the ground, his back was hunched, his shoulders were swaying, a soldier who always walks like a dragon, today walked like a man who has been idle for half his life.

He opened Qilian's windows one by one, inspected Qilian's empty room, and then closed them meaninglessly.

He finally saw me.

The company commander's expression was like crying and laughing, like sleepwalking.

He said, there is still one left? ...Xu Sanduo?

He swayed over.

The company commander said, by the way, you and I are guarding the barracks.But why do I feel like I'm alone?Because you don't speak, you almost don't care about others...with you, it's the same as without it.

The company commander said, guess what?I remembered a joke.Every time I leave, I think, I shouldn't have left.You stayed, and I thought again, you shouldn't have stayed...ignore me?

When the company commander walked in front of me, I looked into the company commander's eyes.

When the company commander swayed to my side, I pretended not to be there.

The company commander said, every time someone leaves, you look at me and think, you also have today.Yeah, I have today too.

He waved his hand in front of my eyes.

People from Qilian can't blink when they hit their fists, so naturally I can't blink either.

The company commander said, ignore me?

I said, report to the company commander, I'm still in the queue!

The company commander said, a queue of one person?Well, disband!

I changed to a rest position.

The company commander started manic and angry and growling, he said, you can start now.

I said, start what?

The company commander said, crying, laughing, spitting, rolling, cursing...or punch me.casual.Qilian doesn't exist anymore, just do whatever you want.I don't blame you, even...with you.

I picked up the half of the cigarette that was dropped by the company commander, and put it in the trash can.

The company commander said, you... what are you doing?

I said, report, No. 20 of the Seventh Company Handbook, environmental sanitation is never self-sacrificing, it must rely on the self-consciousness of all.

The company commander said, I... rely on.All gone, now all you're thinking about is... the cleaners?Do you understand Qilian?Do you know how many times the Qilian got up from the mountain of corpses and the sea of ​​blood, hugged the mutilated body of his comrades in arms, and looked at the fragmented company flag.Thousands of troops are shouting for victory and long live, but the Seventh Company has no voice. The Seventh Company, who is playing the vanguard, just bury his comrades, wrap up the wounds, and tell himself, I am alive again, and I have to fight... You know how to be a soldier This dignity?

I said, I don't understand!

The company commander said, Qilian is a person, standing here, taller than this house, taller than that tree.It is full of scars, but it has never fallen, so it is called steel, the will of steel and steel.Now, it's down, the steel is molten, it's ironed, today - the last day of 52 year history... and you, thinking about fucking cleaning.

The company commander kicked over the trash can.

I took the broom from the hygiene corner and cleaned it.

The company commander said, I despise you.You have the appearance of soldiers, but you don't have soldiers. What you do is all for the evaluation of others. People without blood will not understand the honor of the Seventh Company.Like all the places you've been to, Qilian is just one place you've been to!

I was cleaning, and the company commander said, when there are only two people left in the whole company, let me see your lifeless appearance-you are my hell!

He went back to the house and slammed the door.

I finished cleaning and went back to the dormitory.

In a room for 12 people, there are only eleven empty planks left, like a river that has flowed happily for hundreds of years, suddenly exposed the river bed.

I was cleaning out the lockers, clearing out some of the stuff left by the soldiers.

In each locker was a postcard filled with wishes to the squad leader that a soldier could remember.

I folded them up and put them in the big stack of letters from home in my closet.

The supper horn blew, and I knocked on the company commander's door, and I said, company commander, it's time for dinner.

The company commander said, the cooking class is gone, eat pot lids!

I said, the notice has been written, and we will partner with Liulian.

The company commander said, no!

I waited for a while, and there was no movement in the room, so I left.

After Xu Sanduo finished his meal, he helped the company commander make a meal.

I put a lunch box outside his door, I said, company commander, I put the rice outside your door.

A heavy object hit the door and I was startled.

Three trucks were parked in the open space, and soldiers from each company and battalion loaded the belongings of the Seventh Company onto the trucks. They all came to share the belongings of the Seventh Company.

The company commander never showed up, I explained to them, I said, I did something wrong, and the company commander got angry with me.

You made me unable to bear it, so I wrote you a letter. It was already late when I got back to the dormitory, so I wrote this letter to you.

Halfway through writing, the rhythm of the former Soviet military song sounded in the corridor.

No one had ever played music so loud in the barracks, let alone at this late hour.

I jumped up, just thinking that it was almost time to blow out the lights.

Because there were only two people left, it was supposed to save electricity, and all the lights in the Qilian aisle were turned off.

I just came out from under the lamp and was groping in the corridor.

I called the company commander, but no one responded. The military song in the dark was so majestic that it scared me.

I didn't know what to do, two soldiers on night duty came in outside.

The guard on duty said that the lights were almost blown out!Didn't you hear?

Another soldier winked at the first one, and he said, this is the Seventh Company.Just today...

The first pawn hesitated, looking at the room where the music was coming from.

That's the company commander's room.

The soldier on duty said, keep your voice down.In this way...we can't justify it.

The two soldiers left, and I knocked on the company commander's door.

No response.

Then, that tape jammed, turning into whimpers and cries when it should have been majestic.

The company commander shouted, to hell with you! !

Then it fell silent, and there was a faint sound in the room, like the sound of a drowned person squeezed out from the throat.I called out to the company commander.

There was a bang in the room, as if something had been knocked down.

I broke the lock and went in.

The room was dark, and after turning on the light, I saw that the company commander's room was full of cigarette butts, military uniforms that had been taken off, and hats that had fallen on the table. .

The company commander was lying on the bed crying, and his crying came from the pillow, where his head was tightly squeezed.

The company commander said, I just... have an upset stomach.

I said, I will carry you to the infirmary!

The company commander kicked me away.

The company commander said, no need!No stomach upset.

The company commander wiped his face, and there was a purple spot on his hand, which was injured in the dark just now.

I said, company commander, your hand...

The company commander said, what's going on with you?

I broke my hand banging on the door.

The company commander said, you smashed the door?

I said, I did it wrong again...

After I bandaged the company commander, I went back to the dormitory and finished writing the letter.

But, tonight, I realized one thing.Whether we can withstand it or not is a multiple-choice question. We have no right to choose whether we can withstand it. The answer has already been decided on the first day of enlistment.

more than three"

Su Yi wiped the corners of his eyes that did not shed tears.

[I obviously didn't cry, why do I feel like I've been crying for a long time? 】

The author has something to say: There is a reason for getting up and updating so early.The baby is going to a place without internet for the next two days, and will come back tomorrow, and it is relatively late.So get up this morning to update, and come back tomorrow to update tomorrow.The number of words is still the same, [-] words today and [-] words tomorrow. If you want me to add more words, let me add them first. I will add them together when I come back tomorrow. One word is [-] words~~~~~

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