"..."

Derrick was silent for a long time, really not knowing how to respond.A long silence circulated in the study, he closed his eyes, and at the same time extinguished the fire in Moore's heart.

They were facing each other. Moore stretched out his arms and gradually wrapped his neck around his neck. He stood on tiptoe and planted a kiss on his still red and swollen lips after being ravaged just now. There was no deeper level, it was a light and comforting kiss.

Moore pulled Derrick's arm around his waist, and he let him move like a marionette, unable to resist, the first thought in his mind was that Xiongzi's waist was still so soft and thin , didn't you take good care of yourself in school?

Derrick's palms were not smooth, let alone delicate.These are obviously not a pair of pampered hands, and there are even some uneven wounds in small places.

Moore's fingers measured the past inch by inch, and stroked every inch of the lines meticulously. The size of his palm was very large, big enough to wrap his hand in it completely, and big enough to occupy it when it was attached to his waist. over half of the area.

Moore's palm turned over in Derrick's palm, and turned to face his palm.

Moore's fingers intertwined tightly, and emerged from his fingers like a flexible snake. He twisted his soft body unscrupulously, spitting out his snake letter and declaring war that this is his territory.

Derrick noticed the movement in the palm of his hand, and finally he was willing to lower his head to look over. The young Xiongzi's white and translucent fingers overlapped with his own, and the contrast and conflict were very strong.

The touch in the hand is delicate, soft and boneless, which is the result of years of maintenance.At such a time, he was still sure that his maintenance was in place enough, a trace of mockery flashed across Derrick's eyes, so fast that Moore couldn't catch it.

How did he do it? He didn't care about his own feelings at all, because he said love you affectionately after being entangled with worms.

Derrick thought he had nothing to do to Moore. He was already doing his best to meet all of Moore's demands. As long as he wanted, he could even promote Avery immediately, but this did not include that Moore could choose to treat him like this Own.

Playing around with a ridiculous, humble, older female?Would this entertain Moore?

Derrick turned his head to avoid Moore's next kiss, his cold voice was completely different from the warmth of his palm, "We are not suitable, you deserve to go to the vast world and find a better partner."

"You are still young, you just did something wrong for a while." Derrick wanted to laugh at himself, even though he was still thinking of making up for him at this moment, Derrick even felt that as long as Moore apologized, he could forgive all of them. doing.

Forgive him for wantonly playing with his sincerity and trampling on his dignity.Forgive him for everything he's done to himself, including turning to himself after accepting Avery's confession.

"What's wrong? In your opinion, all of this is just a wrong thing that should be corrected?" Moore's eyes were full of disbelief, he didn't believe that Derrick would treat himself so cruelly, "What about me? I What is it, a bug that should be corrected?"

Moore's movements stopped at the place where he blended with Derrick's breath, and he was avoiding his own movements.Moore suppressed the choking of wanting to cry, he didn't understand why Derrick said such words, did he no longer feel sorry for himself?Doesn't it matter even if your heart hurts?

"Of course, your mentality is unhealthy, so it should be corrected." Derrick replied coldly. Doesn't Moore think that his behavior is wrong?

This recognition made Moore's eyes extremely painful. What should he do, what should he do to make Derrick his own?

Years of longing, of admiration, were broken by a sentence that was wrong and should be corrected.Make a mess.

No, he didn't believe it.

With the thin air between them, Moore covered the fine drops of water in his eyes, and kissed the side of his high nose, turning a deaf ear to Derrick's words.

This time, he didn't pretend to be mature anymore, there was a childlike charm in his round almond eyes, as if he wanted to get candy, "I'm already an adult Derrick~ No bug will object to us being together, right?"

It is a very familiar coquettish tone, asking for candy, companionship, and hugs. Derrick has heard it countless times in the past, and each time forced him to surrender. The young man in front of him is worth everything in this world. beautiful things.

But he is not beautiful, how can an old, boring, dusty silhouette please him?

The body in his arms is young and full of vitality, and the innocence in his eyes is so innocent that it cannot be stained in the slightest. Which one is real and which one is illusion?

He is mean.It was he who let Xiongzi depend on him, and he should have paid the price long ago. He should have given Xiongzi a better life.

Derrick suppressed the trembling in his voice, and said his words, which seemed to have exhausted all his strength, "You should look for a fresh and interesting life, instead of entangled with me, at this moment Your liking is just confusing family affection, and you will know it when you meet a better one."

Like the humblest penitent, he prayed to the gods for his sentence.

Moore closed his eyes, and the hot magma in his heart boiled up. He couldn't be tough or act like a baby, so he had to use the old method.It's old, but it's useful, just like what he did when he rejected President Jace at the hospital gate when he was a child.

He's a bug, isn't he?Derrick himself admitted that he is a bug, right?Those who have this kind of emotion are all worms, aren't they?

After brewing for a while, he opened his eyes again. There was nothing in Moore's eyes. He was neither looking at Derrick who was close at hand, nor looking at any corner of the room. It was a deep and pure emptiness, as if he was completely immersed in himself in the world.

"Are you abandoning me?" Moore no longer touched any part of Derrick, he wasn't even talking to the real Derrick, it was just a phantom that didn't know where it existed.

"Are you finally tired of abandoning me like the other bugs?"

Derrick realized that Moore's situation was wrong, and when he tried to approach him, Moore stretched out his hand and waved him away.

"I pulled out the thorns one by one and put feathers on myself. I desperately want to show you who I am. I'm super cute. I'm very interesting. Take another look at me~"

There were no tears in Moore's eyes, and he didn't even have any expression. He was more ignorant and dazed, "Can't you see my feathers?"

Moore moved closer to him as if to let Derrick see it more clearly, "Aren't my feathers cute? Isn't it beautiful? Then I'll pull it out and replace it with a new one for you to see, okay?"

Moore's head was naturally tilted to the right. It was a very simple cute move, even cute, but it made Derrick's heart ache.

"Now I suspect that Moore is pleasing you, because he is afraid of being abandoned again, and Moore is suppressing himself to please you and gradually become what you like." Dr. Quinn's doctor's order is still echoing in my ears, and the sound is deafening.He clearly knew it, he clearly knew it all, yet he allowed Moore to suffer so much.

The pain that can be described in any words is not enough to wash away a single bit of him. The blood vessels that carry oxygen to his heart are sometimes frozen and are about to burst.

His heart was bitten by thousands of darkness, torn, scabbed, torn again, never healed, he struggled and rolled in this darkness, wanted to grab Moore's hand and tell him that I will protect you, But he found that he was the biggest reason for hurting him.

This cognition made him feel the pain, like a cavity of karst pouring down his head and face, and all contractions and convulsions can only aggravate the pain in the magma.

It made him want to throw his heart away, he could still see the beating pulse when he cut the outer skin, he still wanted to tighten the blood vessels and protect him for the last time before he was about to die, fearing that such a bloody presentation in front of Moore would make him scared.

Feeling uneasy, Moore began to look around the house looking for something, "Derrick, where is Derrick?"

"Moore, Moore," Derrick held Moore's hand tightly, leading him to grope his face with such force that there were faint red marks everywhere he went, "wake up, okay? , I have always been here, and never thought of abandoning you."

Moore let him move, still staring at him with those gray-blue eyes, the aura of the past was gone, and it looked extraordinarily dim, and he lowered his head and replied in a low voice after a long time: "You are not Derrick, I provoked him Angry, he is hiding now and doesn't want to see me again."

The voice was extremely low, if he hadn't put all his heart and soul into it, he wouldn't have heard this sentence at this time.

Derrick's heart ached unbearably, and he no longer forced him to look at him, but buried Moore's head in his chest, flicking the top of his hair like he did when he was a child, "I'm sorry, Moore is sorry. It's my fault, I admit defeat, okay, you can do everything you want, whatever you want, as long as you wake up."

"Mole, Mole," Derrick, who has always been self-restraining and polite, really blushed this time, and the water that Moore didn't leave behind flowed into his eyes, and he desperately threw Moore into his eyes. Moore hugged her in his arms, calling Moore's name over and over again.

The hot tears gradually turned cold along the tear trail, extending all the way to the chin and disappearing into the carpet drop by drop. There was no sound when they landed, but flowers exploded in Moore's heart.

A pitiful kiss landed on the top of Moore's hair, feeling that the figure in his arms was still motionless, Derrick took the initiative to lean down and kiss the corner of Moore's mouth, in Moore's astonished eyes.

Pull your collar away.

I throw in the towel, you can do anything and everything you want as long as you wake up.

The author has something to say: Thanks for reading!

感谢在2020-04-2719:43:27~2020-04-2922:41:11期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angels who irrigate the nutrient solution: The Monster King,. . . . 8 bottles; 1 bottle of small tomato sauce, want to raise a fat cat;

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!

Tap the screen to use advanced tools Tip: You can use left and right keyboard keys to browse between chapters.

You'll Also Like