I am fickle

When I woke up, my head was still a little dizzy and painful, I got up with my clothes on, and I was the only one in the empty room.I looked around and couldn't see Shangxian Yunhuai. I could feel his breath last night but why I didn't see him this morning. I drowsily poured a cup of tea, my throat felt a little dry.

The wind came in through the half-closed window, blowing my back cool, and I stood up and walked towards the carved wooden window.The cold voice of Shangxian Yunhuai sounded behind me, and I couldn't help but feel a little joyful, "You can still show your strength with this amount of alcohol, and you are so drunk that you are not afraid that someone will kill you?"

I casually replied, "Isn't there still you here?"

"Don't you think I'm going to hurt you too?"

Still with such a cold tone, his face darkened after a closer look, could it be that I said something last night?I stared at him blankly, and asked weakly: "I... what nonsense did I say last night..."

It's okay not to ask, but when he asked, his face turned darker, and he said coldly: "You said everything last night, you said I was beautiful, why am I not a girl, you said you were always on guard against me, you said... ...That's a lot to say..."

As he approached step by step, I gasped and dared to glance at him.

Talking nonsense after drinking, I shot myself in the foot with a stone, I stepped back and dared not continue to stare at him.

I replied with some guilty conscience: "I said so many who made you serious..."

Shangxian Yunhuai continued to approach, and pushed him away until I had no way to retreat, but he held my hand instead, and said in a deep voice: "It turns out that I am only acting on the occasion and it is my own wishful thinking. I'm kidding you for treating everything like a game, right?"

"Yun Zaisi..."

Suddenly I want to say sorry to him, I want to tell him that my defenses have been loosened a lot, I... can treat him as a friend and a brother...

It's on the lips, but I can't open it no matter what.

Shangxian Yunhuai's strength was so strong that it made my hand hurt so badly, I frowned uncomfortably.He also seemed to feel my strangeness, he let go of my hand unconsciously, and was a little gentler: "Does it hurt?"

I stared at him blankly. In fact, he is such a gentle person. Why should I make him think so badly and let him pull me to sit at the table.

"Yun Zaisi, I... don't take what I said..." I don't know how to ease the awkward atmosphere between us, and I never knew how to explain it.

Shangxian Yunhuai stared straight at me, and said coldly: "Since you're so guarded against me, why don't I worry about you?"

Being so arrogant, I rolled my eyes secretly, "Why are you more difficult to coax than a big girl? What a big deal, can't you, a big man, forgive me?"

It's time to bow my head and I will bow my head too, but since I still ignore it after bowing my head, I'd better raise my proud head.

There was a faint smile in the eyes of Yunhuai Shangxian, and he brought a bowl of hot soup to me, "You seem to have caught cold last night, so you came over to drink this bowl of ginger soup."

When I heard it was ginger, I quickly covered my mouth and nose, and waved my hands again and again: "No, no... no need, I really don't need to drink, a little cold is fine."

Shangxian Yunhuai looked at me coldly, and said seriously: "Are you drinking or not?"

Looking at the bowl of dark yellow ginger soup, my tears were about to roll out, and looking at the cold face of Shangxian Yunhuai, my scalp became numb again, "Did you drink it, you...you don't care about the past?"

Such spineless words came out of my own mouth. I took the ginger soup from Shangxian Yunhuai's hand and frowned and drank it down. After drinking, I lay down on the table weakly.

"I'm doing it for your own good."

"Thank you for your kindness."

For my own good, to deliberately prick me...