I am fickle

"Can I go back?" Chang An's voice was very soft, as if trying to utter every word.

"Qingqiu is your home, don't suffer here." Song Huaifeng gently wiped the tears from her face.

"Second brother, if I go back, will I never see Brother Xian again, and I will never be able to come to Tushan again..."

Song Huaifeng shook his head, and held her hand tightly, "Chang'an, the second brother spoiled you too much in the past, you must listen to me about today's matter."

Chang An slammed his hand away, and shook his head stubbornly: "I'm already married to Tu Shan. Life is his soul and death is his soul. I don't want to leave."

Song Huaifeng stared at her blankly, as if he had never seen this sister before.He pointed at his elder brother who was covered in wounds on the ground, and said sadly, "Song Chang'an, open your eyes wide to see who is on the ground and who he was injured by!"

"Brother..." Chang An's heart throbbed again.

"If you still recognize me as a big brother, then go back with us." Song Huainan coughed violently again, and frowned.

Chang'an's feet went limp, and he fell limp on the ground, "Brother, Chang'an is sorry, you are sorry for Qingqiu, Chang'an is a sinner."

Song Huaifeng turned his head to look at the pale Song Huainan, turned around and helped him up, and stared at Chang An's tearful eyes seriously: "I just ask you, will you follow us?"

Chang An shook his head.

Song Huaifeng smiled mockingly: "If you don't leave this time, you will betray our brothers and Qingqiu. Have you thought about it?"

"Do you think your betrayal is worth it for this person?"

Chang'an covered his aching head, his heart ached: "After worshiping and paying respects, we are a family, how can I leave?"

"I know you guys are good for me, big brother, but your goodness is not what I want. I have completely embarrassed Qingqiu, and I am Qingqiu's sinner."

Song Huaifeng laughed dumbfounded, and said softly: "You are not, you are no longer our Qingqiu children, from now on your life and death have nothing to do with us."

Chang'an smiled faintly, and made a "please" gesture, "Okay, from now on, Qingqiu will be Qingqiu, and Song Changan will be Song Changan."

Her answer was so straightforward, it hit Song Huaifeng and Song Huainan's heart directly, their eyes were full of disbelief.

Chang'an clutched the corner of his clothes tightly, I betrayed everything to love a man who hated me, I kept bending over and losing my dignity for him, all my good things were so contemptible in his eyes, because liking never cared whether it was worth it or not.

I still looked at the frail woman lazily, walked up to her, and straightened her shoulders: "Tell me why you like being a widow so much, huh?"

She looked at me tiredly, and the corners of her mouth trembled: "My arrogance in the past has become cheap now, Jiang Shengxian, I really envy you and someone I like you so much."

"If you don't give up, after I die, you can marry someone else." My tone was still icy cold.

Changan lay on my body crying very sadly, slurring his words: "I...I'm so sad...I have nothing now, I only have you..."

"But I don't like you, I despise you and hate you, I wish you could get out and die."

"I only want you to live, I know you are in a bad mood these days, and the war is very tense, but I can't help you with anything." Chang'an sobbed softly, as if he was afraid of being annoyed by me.