I am fickle

Yun Lianyi sat in the house with the child in her arms all day long, occasionally hearing low sobs in the middle of the night.

After all, Qingmian played with her, and abandoned her after all.Sure enough, the sentence that men are all creatures that like the new and dislike the old, since ancient times, new people laugh at old people and cry.

He used to hold her in his palm and take care of her, giving her what he wanted, but she wasted his kindness to her recklessly.

I remember that Qing Nian personally fed the porridge to her mouth, but she pushed it away and said coldly, "I won't eat it."

Qing Mian also put away his domineering temperament, put down the porridge in his hand, and looked at her tenderly: "If you don't want to eat, don't eat, or I will accompany you to go out to relax later."

These days, Yun Lianyi has also understood Qing's intentions towards her. She is not so resistant to him at first, perhaps because of the child in her womb.It's just that she couldn't break through the small gap in her heart after all, and she still couldn't hold back her face.

"Qingmian, I don't want to see you, you can go."

Qingmian hugged her, and her voice had a trace of sadness: "Lianyi, what can you do to accept me?"

"Impossible in this life."

"Rianyi, but I can't bear to see you, if only I could get a little bit of your cruelty."

During those days, Qingmian put away all his sharpness, and said, "Rianyi, if... you beat the child, then you might feel less humiliated."

Yun Lianyi looked up at him in a daze, and asked tremblingly, "What did you say?"

At first, she really didn't want this child, but after so long, she felt a sense of security unconsciously touching her belly all day long.But now, if she says no, she won't, she... can't...

"Ripple, I said don't want this child."

"Qing Mian, say it again." Yun Lianyi's hands tightly clutched the quilt, her face pale.

Qingmian stood up and looked at her coldly, this was the first time she had seen this look in hundreds of years.

"Yun Lianyi, I don't want to keep currying favor with a woman anymore. I've been doing everything for you but you don't move. It's really hard."

He didn't tell her to leave, but nothing was colder than his tired look.

Yun Lianyi stared straight at him, biting her lips: "Qing Mian, do you think I care about your attitude towards me, I want to stay with this child."

She even thought about the child's name and the future development of the child. Although she is a strong woman, she also has a mother's heart.Why did he turn his back on her when she was ready?

"You are your green face, it doesn't matter to me what you do, I...whatever I want to do is my business...cough cough cough..." Yun Lianyi coughed again, and fell powerlessly on the bedside .

Qing Mian turned around anxiously, tucked in the quilt for her, and touched her pale face distressedly: "Okay, take care of yourself and take your medicine on time."

"You don't need to worry about it." Yun Lianyi opened his hand fiercely, feeling a dull pain in her heart.

"I know you despise me, I know you feel depressed when you see me, I will arrange your diet and daily life. I won't, I won't bother you like this again." Qingmian said lightly.

Why don't you let it go this time, and dilute everything with time.

Yun Lianyi looked at the back of him leaving, and the grievance in her heart became deeper and deeper. She didn't understand why she felt such a strange feeling in her heart.

She gently touched her stomach, and said with tears in her eyes, "You are still with me, right? You are a wrong existence, but I can't bear to have you ruined."

No matter what kind of wind and rain she faces, she just wants to protect her children.