Bow down willingly as a child

"Drip drip..."

The sound of some instrument came from the ear.

Bai Kangzhe opened his eyes, his eyes were a little distracted.

Is he dead?

Here is heaven?

No, where is Shang Xuyan?Didn't he die with Shang Xuyan in his arms?

"Xuyan! Xuyan!"

Sitting up suddenly, there was a sudden tingling pain on the back of his hand, he lowered his head, and the needle fell out of the back of his hand that was being infused because of his violent movements.

Where the needle was inserted, a drop of blood spilled out.

Chen Zhaolin, who was lying on the sofa and fell asleep, was awakened by him, put on his suit jacket, and walked to the hospital bed with a bag of documents.

After pressing the medical bell, he asked, "Are you awake? Is there any discomfort?"

When Bai Kangzhe saw him, he tugged on his coat as if grabbing a life-saving straw, his empty eyes reminded him of Shang Xuyan.

"Mr. Chen, Mr. Chen, where is Xu Yan? I want to see him!"

Chen Zhaolin's body was cold, and he was always gentle and refined, but now he was so cold that he seemed to have changed into a second person.

"He died, Bai Kangzhe, forced him to suffer from depression and commit suicide, are you satisfied?"

"Dead? No, no, how could I be rescued, how could he die?"

Bai Kangzhe let go of his hand and sat down on the hospital bed, unable to accept this fact.

Shang Xuyan existed like a god, how could he die?No, no.

"No? Do you know how desperate he is? Swallowing medicine, cutting his wrists, and drowning are enough to kill him. He doesn't want others to save him at all! Are you satisfied with the three-pronged approach!"

Swallow medicine.

Cut wrist.

drowning.

Six words, crueler than anything else.

Tears streamed down, Bai Kangzhe curled up and hugged his knees tightly, as if his spirit had collapsed, he kept saying, "No, no, no..."

His lips were pale, his cheeks were blue, his eyes were empty and lifeless, and his whole body was tightening.

Chen Zhaolin didn't want to say any more, and he didn't want to linger too long. Seeing Bai Kangzhe would only remind him of Shang Xuyan's appearance when he died. Such a fresh person is now lying alone in the cold morgue, waiting to be cremated.

He was in pain, and his mood was no better than that of Bai Kangzhe.

Throwing down the document in his hand, he glanced at the lost Bai Kangzhe, and left without saying a word.

Before leaving, Bai Kangzhe stopped him: "Where is Shang Zhendong? I want to see him! It's all because of him! It's all because of him!"

Chen Zhaolin didn't look back, and said mockingly: "Bai Kangzhe, do you think the problem really lies with someone else? From the last time you broke up to his death, shouldn't you be fully responsible?"

He felt worthless for Shang Xuyan.

"He loves you so much, but what about you? I don't know what Shang Zhendong said to you, but if you are strong enough and determined enough to be with him, no matter what Shang Zhendong said or did to you Nothing can tear you apart."

"I……"

He has reasons.

"Don't tell me what is for his own good. This is an old-fashioned plot that is not shown in TV dramas. Bai Kangzhe, if you really love him enough, you should trust him unconditionally like he trusts you, and stand with him through thick and thin. You Think about it carefully, what have you done! And don’t bother Shang Zhendong’s life anymore, he has resigned, is no longer the prime minister, and has immigrated to the UK, you have nothing to do with the business!”

After finishing speaking, he left the ward without leaving a sentence.

Chen Zhaolin's accusation completely broke Bai Kangzhe.

What Chen Zhaolin said was right, it was his fault from the beginning to the end.

It was his lack of courage that killed Shang Xuyan.

Grasping the roots of his hair deeply with both hands, the tears tended to become more and more turbulent. He sang in an unsteady tone: "No matter how hard the road with you is, wipe away the tears and tell yourself not to cry, I am not afraid of anyone saying This is a mistake, as long as you and I persist, we will never admit defeat."

Shang Xuyan's determination is already in every word of the lyrics, but as Shang Xuyan's favorite person, what exactly has he done!

If it wasn't for him, Shang Xuyan wouldn't be so desperate to be world-weary.

It's all him, it's all him.