Bow down willingly as a child

Bai Kangzhe paused and did not go any further.

This seemed to be the first time he saw Shang Xuyan crying.

Same as Shang Xuyan's always quiet personality, his crying was silent, not even trembling.

If it wasn't for the tears constantly falling down, Bai Kangzhe really didn't know he was crying.

Shang Xuyan knelt on the somewhat uneven concrete floor, holding the Ming coins that Lu Qi put down just now, and quietly added them to the copper basin one by one.

After kneeling like this for nearly half an hour, his crying seemed to have stopped.

Bai Kangzhe heard him muttering to himself: "Chen Shu...Mom..."

After 20 years, Shang Xuyan finally uttered this syllable that almost disappeared from his dictionary.

"I'm sorry, I was being willful."

He looked at Chen Shuzhen who was smiling like a flower in the black and white photo, and his heart was hit hard by a hammer.

This is a photo taken by Chen Shuzhen 20 years ago. In the photo, she is still pure and refined, beautiful and moving.

In the past 20 years, has she been in such a dire situation that she doesn't even have the ability to take a serious photo?

What kind of life did her man make her live?

Faced with such a tense family situation in the past 20 years, how did she manage to deal with his willfulness with a gentle and pleasant smile every time she returned to the business?

Thinking of Bai Kangzhe telling him earlier that Lu Qi was raised by Chen Shuzhen as his substitute since he was a child, his feelings became even more complicated.

He thought that Chen Shuzhen didn't love him so she abandoned her family and son, but everything now doesn't reflect her growing motherly love for him, even so much that she pours her love for her youngest son into him.

But he very immaturely rejected all opportunities for Chen Shuzhen to show his mother's love, and still complained in his heart that Chen Shuzhen didn't love him.

Chen Shuzhen's love for him undoubtedly smacked his self-righteous face all these years.

If he took the suit, would Chen Shuzhen have escaped?

But if he escaped, would he forgive her in this life?

the answer is negative.

He suddenly believed in fate, everything was really fate.

He continued to add some ghost coins to the copper basin, and he said: "Mom, you have suffered all your life, now take some more and enjoy it, you are finally free."

But he couldn't get out of self-blame for the rest of his life.

"Clang, clang..."

A classical wall clock standing in the corner suddenly made a thick and deep beating sound. Bai Kangzhe remembered what Lu Qi said before he left, today is Chen Shuzhen's first seven days.

Isn't the first seven the days when the dead return home?

Probably due to a psychological effect, he felt a cold wind pouring in from the open door behind him.

Trembling, he said in horror: "Xu... Xuyan, I..."

He was so scared.

"Come."

Shang Xuyan put down the coin in his hand, propped his hands on the ground, and sat cross-legged on the ground with some difficulty.

Bai Kangzhe immediately walked over.

Shang Xuyan pulled him down, let him sit beside him, put his arms around him with his right hand, and picked up the portrait standing in front of the body with his left hand, and hid it in his arms.

Doing so might reduce Bai Kangzhe's fear a little.

Pressing his hands on Shang Xuyan's thighs, Bai Kangzhe buried his head in his neck.

"Bai, after these matters are settled, I want to take Lu Qi home to live with, is that okay? I want to take good care of him for my mother."

Shang Xuyan is asking for his opinion?

Although he was secretly happy about the current situation and seemed to disrespect the deceased, Bai Kangzhe still couldn't help cheering from the bottom of his heart.

He thought of his wife's strict control, and he had to ask the one at home about everything.

Oh, no, bah, he is the husband, he is Gong!Sooner or later, Shang Xuyan will obediently get down and accept it!

His thoughts drifted further and further away, Shang Xuyan turned his face to the side, looked at his expressive face, and did not speak again.

He knew that Bai Kangzhe had agreed. Bai Kangzhe had an upright personality. If he didn't want Lu Qi to live in him, he would object immediately.

The way he looks now, I'm afraid he is thinking about something wildly in his head.