Bow down willingly as a child

The heavy rain was pouring down, savagely beating on the roof of the car, and the loud sound was like thunder.

The day Bai Kangzhe returned to Tomorrow Town in a trance, his body trembled involuntarily, his lips lost all color in an instant, and his pupils suddenly widened.

With his hands firmly grasping the sides of his legs, his eyes fell on the car window without focus.

Big raindrops slammed into the car, and he screamed uncontrollably.

"Ah! Don't, don't, Suyen! Suyen!"

Shang Xuyan's eyes flickered, he walked out of the quarrel with Shang Zhendong, immediately unfastened the seat belts on the two of them, and tightly bound Bai Kangzhe.

Constantly stroking his back, Shang Xuyan said gently over and over again: Don't be afraid, I'm here.

The fresh scent of mint came into his nostrils, and Bai Kangzhe felt relieved. He tightly grasped his clothes, and buried his head deeply in his chest.

The clear memory, the lingering fear of the rest of the life after the catastrophe is vivid in my mind, my heart is manic and restless, at this moment, I finally feel at ease.

After cuddling each other for nearly half an hour, Bai Kangzhe's condition eased.

He moved slightly away from Shang Xuyan's embrace, and raised his head. Under the dim light in the car, Shang Xuyan's stern face became very soft.

"feel better now?"

Shang Xuyan lowered his head, looked at the bright eyes in the night, and brushed his forehead with his fingertips.

A little cold sweat, it seems that tomorrow's town has left a psychological shadow on him.

Bai Kangzhe nodded.

After he calmed down, he remembered what happened to the merchant. He leaned his head on Shang Xuyan's chest again, let go of his hands, and then hugged his solid waist.

"Why do you insist on biting each other's mouths when you meet your uncle? After so many years, can't you let go?"

Shang Zhendong and Chen Shuzhen are the two parties involved in this marriage, they both reconciled, why should Shang Xuyan make things difficult for himself?

"I want to let go too."

The hand holding Bai Kangzhe couldn't help tightening.

"Do you know what I can't let go of?"

"what?"

Bai Kangzhe asked.

"My identity."

A flash of lightning suddenly lit up in the sky, and the strong light illuminated Shang Xuyan's cheeks. Bai Kangzhe saw that his eyes were extremely empty.

"My identity, aside from the halo of being the son of the Premier of the State Council, is more of a disgrace to the business and a burden to Chen Shuzhen."

For the first time in his life, Shang Xuyan vomited out the unhappiness of these years, many details, even Xu Ming didn't know.

Only Bai Kangzhe has the ability to make him willing to be honest.

"A mother, in front of her children all day and all night, said with tears in front of her face: 'If there is no you, I don't need to get married.' You can imagine how much the child hates himself and the family every time he hears his mother say this sentence ?"

"For a child, everything has been arranged for him to go to the political arena step by step. No matter what hobbies the child has, or even work hard because of this hobby in the future, his father will say that he is dishonest, not doing business properly, and even repeatedly Suppression, do you think this child will have the slightest feeling for the so-called home?"

"Every time the father is at home, he is busy on the phone and dealing with official documents, and the child can't speak a word to him for a month. Can you imagine the loneliness the child felt at that time?"

"Bai, I'm not born withdrawn. I used to be lively and cheerful, but all this makes me unable to be cheerful again."

"They made me and they broke me."

They made me and they broke me.

When Bai Kangzhe heard these words at that time, he only thought that Shang Xuyan was expressing his feelings about the past, but he did not expect that Shang Xuyan would express his feelings about his future many years ago.

A prophecy.