Bow down willingly as a child

Bai Kangzhe didn't mean to stop him, because the starry sky in Shang Xuyan's black eyes gradually became dim, and people caught in memories kept hitting.

It's been three years, and everything in the past three years is vivid in his mind. Before that, he had never bravely looked back at the road he had traveled. He knew that he had made a lot of mistakes in this relationship.

Maybe it was because he couldn't give Xu Ming a sense of security, which caused Xu Ming not to have the courage to confess to his parents.

"Xu Ming accompanied me through the most difficult days."

He said that looking up at the starry sky, memories are as numerous as the Milky Way, and picking one at random is a rich story.

"At that time, I had just graduated from university, and I was having a hard time with Shang Zhendong. I borrowed money to start a company all by myself, and the loan was usury, so I was under a lot of pressure."

He didn't use any of Shang Zhendong's property as collateral, because it belonged to Shang Zhendong, not him.

The only thing that can be used as collateral is his life, which was insignificant to anyone at the time.

"The company went downhill for a while, and at that time Xu Ming appeared and gave me a lot of encouragement and support. He even gave up his job to accompany me to run business and stay up late to work overtime. He was my spiritual pillar at that time. My driving force, it can be said that without Xu Ming, there would be no Shang Xuyan today."

Well, when Bai Kangzhe heard this, he was gorgeously jealous.

He also hopes that he can share the joys and sorrows with Shang Xuyan and accompany him through the trough of life.

But why didn't the two people who had gone through these things have the courage to confess?

It stands to reason that their relationship should be stronger than gold.

Shang Xuyan continued: "Later, everything in the company was on track, hired employees, and moved to a new location. At that time, our relationship began to change."

After a pause, he spoke again: "Everything in the company has been scaled up, and my image has gradually been established. Xu Ming offered not to accompany me to run business or work overtime, so as not to be discovered by others. The client found that Ruizhi was still in development at that time and could not bear the slightest negative impact, so I agreed."

Bai Kangzhe saw that his face was calm and calm, but he knew that his heart was turbulent.

Grab his hand and interlock your fingers.

Shang Xuyan, I'm here too.

Dazed for a moment, Shang Xuyan clenched his hand tightly, and the corners of his mouth curved slightly.

"Later, I was very busy with work, and Xu Ming also found another job. The time we spend together has shrunk from seeing each other every day to several days. Especially when I am on a business trip, or he is on a business trip, basically we can only see each other a few times a month. His outlook began to change, and communication began to struggle. At that time, his mood became very unstable, and he would suddenly lose his temper at every turn. I was also very tired, and I was not in the mood to quarrel with him. Coax him so that the quarrel does not continue."

Most of the time, Xu Ming's anger was unreasonable. Shang Xuyan knew that if he reasoned with him, it would only get out of hand. He was very tired, and he would rather coax than quarrel.

Bai Kangzhe was a little envious of Xu Ming at that time, no matter what he said or did, he was pampered and coaxed by Shang Xuyan, it was great.

"Maybe it's because I don't feel safe, and every time I quarrel, I will coax him. How can I say something? You have to struggle to prove that you are alive in that person's heart."

Shang Xuyan sneered.

"Maybe this is the reason. He started to make trouble every time we met, and I was very tired, knowing that it was trouble, so I reduced the number of times I met. Until later, he suddenly told me that he wanted to get married. At first, it was beautiful. Memories flooded my mind, at that moment I was really, really broke down, and then there was what happened afterwards.”

"The timing was wrong, so we parted ways."