What am I going to use to survive?

"If you don't want to say it, then don't say it. I just want to help you share it. After all, hiding too many things in your heart will overwhelm you sooner or later." Qi Guan sighed, "After all, you can change your mind for those things now. If you do this, you are not guaranteed to suffer from depression in the future.”

Only those who have experienced depression know how terrible depression is.There may be treatment for mild cases, but if it is severe, if one is not good, you can only die.

Lin Yan closed his eyes. It is true that he had hidden too many things in his heart, but is it really useful to say it?

After a long silence, he tried to say: "Tonight, I had an argument with my mother. She used her life to force me not to hurt Song Ming. She clearly let me know that between me and Song Ming, she would never choose me. .”

"Is it because of this that you became crazy like that?" Qi Guan faintly felt that things were not that simple. After all, with Lin Yan's mind, these things were not enough to break him.

Lin Yan shook his head and said, "It's not just this. Song Ming and I will never stop dying. After this business war is over, one of us will always be the loser. I don't want to lose!"

"And then?" Qi Guan knew that once Lin Yan lost, the Lin family would fall, and Song Ming would not let Zhou Ya and him go, so it was normal for Lin Yan to be afraid of losing.

"My mother doesn't believe that Song Ming hates her, and she doesn't believe that I started the business war with Song Ming because of her. She thinks that I can't tolerate Song Ming, that's why I started this battle! She thinks that everything I did was not because of I care about her, but for myself." Lin Yan laughed mockingly.

Qi Guan understood the pain in Lin Yan's heart, but he couldn't figure out one thing, "Didn't you not want to have a bad relationship with Song Ming before? And you also planned to reconcile with him, what happened later to end up like this? "

"What happened?" Lin Yan touched his face and said with a wry smile, "Because Song Ming fell in love with my face."

"What the hell? Seriously?" Qi Guan was taken aback, hoping he didn't misunderstand what Lin Yan meant.

"Song Ming told you?" He asked hastily, "Did he do anything to you?"

"Yes!" Lin Yan recalled the past time and time again, his eyes dull, "Last time because of the Pearl Farm incident, he came to the Lin family in the name of visiting my mother." He patted the bed he was sitting on, desperately Said: "Later on this bed, I set a precedent for him to bully me."

"Are you crazy?" Qi Guan was shocked.

Lin Yan smiled, but his expression was so painful, "Yes, I was crazy. Looking back now, I wish I could beat myself to death, and I actually compromised for Zhou Ya."

Qi Guan: "Song Ming is threatening you?"

Thinking back to that day, Lin Yan's eyes darkened again and again: "I can't beat him, even if I don't compromise, I can't escape that day." He just laughed that he wasn't worth it.

Qi Guan was silent, and the bandaging work also stopped.

"But it has been so long, if you were for that matter, you should have made a move."

"I originally planned to endure it, but Song Ming's repeated humiliation made me unable to bear it any longer. Every time he caught me in private, I couldn't run away." Lin Yan said expressionlessly. Said, "It wasn't until the next time that he blocked me in the toilet and declared war on me. That was the beginning of my business war."

Qi Guan couldn't imagine how Lin Yan endured it during that time.He was very angry about this, but there was nothing he could do about it. After all, he had no power or power and could do nothing.