What am I going to use to survive?

Ever since Lin Yan entered the ward and chatted with Zhou Feng, the sad old man was relieved a lot. Although there was still sadness in his eyes, it was dispelled a lot.

Zhou Hua was lying on the window watching, his eyes were red, and he felt very uncomfortable.When he received the call, he thought that his grandfather was just suffering from some minor illness, but he didn't expect it to be terminal cancer. According to current medical techniques, terminal cancer cannot be cured at all.

"Why do you only know now? Didn't grandpa always have regular physical examinations before?" Zhou Hua wiped his eyes and said, his whole body was choked up and uncomfortable.

Zhou Shen said: "He knew that he had cancer a long time ago, so he didn't let us know."

"Why?" Zhou Hua didn't understand.

Zhou's mother saw everything very clearly. She said: "Your grandfather has lived enough in this life. He got sick and kept it from us, probably because of guilt, so you want to atone for your aunt?"

"The matter has come to this, and there is nothing to say." Zhou Shen said.

Zhou Hua didn't have a good impression of Zhou Ya. He didn't know much about what happened back then, so he didn't know why his parents acted resigned to their fate.

Atonement?What atonement?Isn't it the woman who is guilty?

Zhou Hua stood outside for a long time before Lin Yan came out.

"Grandpa's mood has improved a lot." He turned his head to look at Zhou Hua as he spoke, and didn't ask him why he came only now.

After Lin Yan came out, Zhou Hua went in. They were talking about Zhou Feng outside, and then decided to take him home and let him spend his last time at home.

After discussing this matter, Lin Yan called Zhou Ya's phone again out of luck, but the phone was still turned off. That woman was determined not to come.

"That's all." Lin Yan sighed, not knowing what he was looking forward to.

"Clean up and take grandpa home. I'll take a step ahead and see him later in the evening." Lin Yan put away his phone, took another look into the ward before leaving.

After leaving the hospital, Lin Yan drove the car and didn't know where to go.

go home?

The house is empty, with nothing but Uncle Yan and those aunts who manage daily life.

That home is not like home!

Lin Yan suddenly thought of Song Ming, that person's family is not much luckier than his own, right?What would he do when he was at a loss and didn't know where to go?

Lin Yan couldn't figure it out. After thinking for a long time, he drove to the flower shop to buy some white chrysanthemums, and then went to his father's cemetery.

After sitting there for a long time, he said, "Dad, grandpa can't take it anymore, and when he leaves, I won't have any close relatives in this world."

In this world, the purest family affection that Lin Yan felt was Zhou Feng and his father, and of course Zhou Hua was the same, but I don't know if it will change in the future.

"You said why are you rushing to other places like that? What's so good there?" Lin Yan, who had experienced death, felt that the feeling was not at all pleasant. He was reborn for two lives and lived for three, although he was exhausted. , but he didn't want to die at all.

How good it is to be alive!Even if you are alone, you have to finish your own life journey well. Maybe if you walk slowly, you can meet some beautiful things and people that you have never seen before!

Lin Yan thought about it, and suddenly became afraid.

Loneliness is actually quite scary, so he should find someone to accompany him, but where is that person?

Su Ya'er is not his beloved, he has lived for so many lives but has not found that person, could it be that he wants to be alone for the rest of his life?