What am I going to use to survive?

Married, they really got married!

Although there was only a small wedding, a marriage that was legal only in other countries, Lin Yan and Song Ming were very happy.

The wedding ceremony was completed, and the next one was the wedding banquet. Because there were not many people, they all sat at a table and began to toast each other.

Lin Yan didn't drink very much, and after a few drinks, he became dizzy.He was wearing a ring on his left hand, and a pair of brand new rings in his right hand pocket, which were prepared for another Song Ming.

The wedding banquet of more than a dozen people ate very happily. At night, Zhou Hua and the others were all drunk before they ended.Then, under the escort of the driver, the two held hands and supported each other back to their wedding room.

This bridal room is another new home that Song Ming planned to live with Lin Yan before.Because he really couldn't find a suitable place, so now this Song Ming used this place as the wedding room, and he knew that when the other self woke up, he would definitely not say anything.

Both of them were drunk, and Lin Yan was more sober than Song Ming.They lay on the bed with their eyes closed under the light, embracing each other and feeling each other's body temperature.

Song Ming said suddenly: "I had a very bad life when I was a child."

Lin Yan lay in his arms, opened his eyes, and his drunkenness subsided a bit.

"As long as I can remember, all my mother showed in front of me was fierceness and madness. She was obsessed with that man and loved him more than anything, including herself. At that time, I hated her, but I couldn't help but Longing for mother's love..."

Lin Yan lowered his eyes. He knew Song Ming's feelings very well, because he had the same feelings for Zhou Ya. If he hadn't chosen to give up later and let nature take its course, he would have been tortured crazy!

Song Ming: "I'm obviously not that man's child, I'm the seed of her one-night stand with someone else, but she still let me take that man's surname. At that time, I thought she was so pitiful, but she was still so hateful. "

"Later, she suddenly seemed to be a different person. She treated me very well and finally looked like a mother. Just when I began to look forward to the arrival of mother's love, she died suddenly." Song Ming smiled softly. up.

"She committed suicide. There was bright red blood all over the ground. She lay motionless on the ground. No matter how I called her, she didn't respond to me. I knew she was dead at that time, but I didn't cry. I couldn't tell. How I feel about her."

"Later, when I knew that her death had something to do with your mother, the hatred in my heart was stronger than when she abused me. Do you understand that feeling? Obviously there is something within reach Things were suddenly taken away like this." Song Ming hugged Lin Yan, and tears came down as he spoke.

Lin Yan turned around, wiped away his tears, and said, "I understand." After several lifetimes, what feeling has he never experienced?

But now that Song Ming is willing to talk to him about this, it proves that Song Ming's knot in his heart has been completely untied.

"But God is always so unfair. What I want always leaves me when it's within reach." Song Ming said, holding Lin Yan's hand trembling a little, for fear that the things in his arms would fall away. People will suddenly leave themselves.

Lin Yan hugged him back in a daze, and rubbed against his chest, "That was before, and it won't happen again in the future."