What am I going to use to survive?

Song Ming can't sleep now, he can't calm down the restlessness in his heart, and even wants to avoid Lin Yan for no reason.

However, Lin Yan kept pushing forward, if he had known that Zheng Kai would show him something tonight, he would not have suggested letting Lin Yan come and stay.

"I thought you couldn't help going crazy after seeing those things, but I didn't expect it to be so quiet." Seeing that he didn't intend to go back to sleep, Lin Yan came to him, leaned on the railing and looked at him with a smile.

Song Ming pulled him subconsciously, his heart skipped a beat, and he quickly said, "Don't do such a dangerous move!"

"Don't worry, I don't have the idea of ​​committing suicide now, not to mention I don't want to." Lin Yan said, implying something.

Song Ming remained silent, took out another cigarette from his pocket, lit it in front of Lin Yan, put it in his mouth and continued to smoke.

"I don't like the smell of cigarettes in your mouth." Lin Yan frowned.

Song Ming said: "I don't like it either, but just standing there and only smoking can help me ease my mood." He touched Lin Yan's face and sighed, "Go back to sleep, and let me sleep again alone. Later."

"Can I see him?" Lin Yan asked after a moment of silence.

This Song Ming is so calm after knowing the truth, so what about the other one, is it calm or crazy?Could it be that he miscalculated?

"I can't." Song Ming lowered his face.

Lin Yan saw that he was unwilling and had no choice but to say, "Then go to bed early." After finishing speaking, he turned around and was about to leave, so simply.

Song Ming looked at his back and his face changed, and his heart grew dissatisfied again. Why did Lin Yan never see himself in his eyes!

Throwing away the cigarette in his hand, Song Ming strode over, grabbed Lin Yan's hand, and shouted, "Don't you just care about him?"

Lin Yan was confused by his action, and explained back: "I just want to see him, after all you are like this, he should not feel very good."

"You want to comfort him, what about me?" Song Ming held Lin Yan's hand tightly, which made Lin Yan a little at a loss. He also wanted to comfort him, but he really didn't know what to do when facing Song Ming. Do.

"Sorry, I might..." Before he finished speaking, Song Ming said, "You don't have to apologize to me, and don't explain to me, I won't listen. Anyway, that's how it is in your heart!"

"It's not what you think!" Lin Yan said, he felt that he should save himself, otherwise Song Ming would go crazy and he would suffer.

However, due to anger and jealousy, Song Ming could no longer listen to it, and had become a state of "I don't listen, I don't listen, I just don't listen".

He doesn't want to hear any explanation from Lin Yan now, and he prefers to listen to another voice than explanation.

Song Ming dragged Lin Yan down from the top floor, Lin Yan staggered to follow his steps, with a helpless expression on his face, "Can't you listen to my explanation?"

Song Ming didn't speak, and dragged him into their bedroom, and then said: "Then explain to me on the bed, I like your explanation better."

Lin Yan: "..." Is it hard to chase after a good gentleman once said?In the end, the guy regretted it again.

"Song Ming, you can't be so dishonest."

"What's the matter if I don't count what I say?" Song Ming said, pushing him onto the bed.

Lin Yan rolled around and rolled to the innermost part, looking at him with big round eyes without blinking, trying to make Song Ming soften his heart and stop going any further.