What am I going to use to survive?

Song Ming said again: "During the period of being suppressed, I thought a lot. If I can't get you, I will kill your mother, and then drag myself to die in this life."

His heart was so dark that it could not be saved. In the memory of this life, only Lin Yan gave him light, and it was like a life-saving straw, entangled his feet before stepping into the abyss.

Now only Lin Yan can save him, if even Lin Yan abandons him and chooses himself in this life, then why is he still alive?Hope was gone, and he could only see another self absorbing tenderness from Lin Yan while he was living in a cold and dark place.

Hearing this, Lin Yan was startled, and stared blankly at him: "What do you mean, are you threatening me?"

"Yes, I threatened you, so do you want to compromise? Or do you want to accompany us after we are all dead?" Song Ming smiled foolishly. He has been in pain since his last life, and has been in pain until now.

Lin Yan shook his head, thinking that Song Ming was really crazy, "You can't do this, you can't be so selfish!"

"I can, why can't I? One should be selfish in life!" Song Ming roared, his face contorted, looking extremely painful.

Lin Yan frowned and looked at him for a while, not knowing what to say, "Why must it be me?" He asked for a long time.

"I'm also asking myself, why must it be you? I should hate you." Song Ming said, "But when you think about it, it's not unreasonable. I spent almost the first half of my life entangled with you. It's the same in this life, I don't think it's impossible not to be interested in you, what do you want me to do?"

The heart has already involuntarily identified this person, what can Song Ming do, unless he is dead, otherwise with his paranoia, he will not let Lin Yan go.

"Didn't you like Su Ya'er before?" Lin Yan recalled the previous two lives. At that time, he remembered that the two of them were very happy.But looking at Song Ming's appearance now, it seems that his previous life was not very good!

"That's because of you, because you like her, so I wanted to marry Su Ya'er in order to destroy your happiness. I admit that I had a good impression of her at the beginning, and I thought I liked her, but then I realized I was wrong." Song Ming suddenly looked at Lin Yan.

Lin Yan was taken aback by his fiery gaze, and his heart jumped faster, "You...don't tell me, later you found out that you fell in love with me. I don't listen to this explanation."

"You have to listen if you don't listen." Song Ming said, he regretted killing Lin Yan in his previous life, and he found that his life seemed to be meaningful only when Lin Yan was around.

"But I don't like you."

"The other me you like is also me."

"It's different!" Lin Yan said.

It was indeed different, but Song Ming wanted Lin Yan to feel the same way, so that he could hug Lin Yan's warm body greedily like his other self.

"Then there's nothing to discuss." Song Ming glanced at him, and said, "I know which hospital your mother is in." Then he turned around and was about to leave.

Lin Yan was really afraid of him, and hurriedly said, "Stop!"

Song Ming didn't listen, he just wanted to move forward, without stopping.

Lin Yan was anxious, so he ran out from behind the sofa, then rushed up and hugged Song Ming, refusing to let him go.

"I told you to stop, didn't you hear?"